Authors: Ruth Ann Nordin
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“Sit down!” Sep lifted the rifle and pointed it at Joel, his
finger on the trigger.
April rushed over to Sep and tried to take the gun from him,
but he dodged her. “You can’t kil him,” she said, her heart
pounding anxiously in her chest. What was her brother
thinking?
Sep rol ed his eyes. “I’m not going to kil him. We need
him.”
“Nora’s fine. You don’t need me,” Joel argued.
“Oh yes, we do. You’re marrying my sister,” Sep told him.
“What?” April shrieked.
“You can’t be serious,” Joel added, blanching.
“I’m as serious as can be,” Sep said, not taking his eyes off
of Joel. “Sit down or I shoot. I might not kil you, but I can do
some damage.”
A tense silence fil ed the room, and April made another
attempt to take the gun, but Sep stepped to the side. She
grunted. For a fourteen-year-old, he sure was quick on his
feet!
“Look, my sister needs a husband,” Sep began, keeping
his gaze level with Joel’s, “and she needs a good one. I’m
sick of watching men mistreat her. So, you’re going to
marry her whether you like it or not.”
It was then April understood what her brother was doing.
Chances were good that Lou would be back, and next time,
he might not be drunk. Her stomach knotted up at the
memory of his hands on her body. He had no intention of
stopping. Thanks to Sep and the fact that Lou was too
drunk to shoot straight, Lou didn’t succeed. But they might
not be so lucky next time unless they had a man Lou’s age
to stand up to him.
Joel shook his head and looked at her. “You’re not going to
let him keep that thing pointed at me, are you? It’s not a
toy.”
She bit her lower lip and glanced from Nora to Sep whose
worried expression pierced her heart. Next time, Lou might
not miss when he shot Sep.
“You can deal with me,” Sep snapped. “Now, sit!”
Nora’s lower lip trembled before she cried.
“Sep, you’re scaring her,” April softly pleaded. “Wil you
stop?”
Sep ignored her, his finger stroking the trigger of the gun
which was aimed for Joel’s arm.
Glancing from April to a wailing Nora, Joel sat down.
“Hands where I can see them!” Sep demanded.
Joel raised his hands in the air, and Nora settled down.
Gulping the lump in her throat, April asked Sep, “Wil you
please get your finger off the trigger?”
Sep did and she breathed a sigh of relief.
Joel threw his hands on the table and groaned. “This can’t
be happening.”
Her heart stil beating loudly in her chest, she turned her
gaze to the flour and bowl. No doubt the water in the pot on
the cook stove was warm enough to mix the ingredients in.
“We can discuss it…after breakfast.” She offered a weak
smile at a bewildered Joel. “Did you eat yet?”
“I’m not eating anything in this house,” Joel snapped.
“Then you already ate?” she asked, forcing a cheerful tone
in her voice.
“No,” Joel replied.
“A man shouldn’t venture out to a farm without a ful
stomach.” Her hands trembled as she opened the sack of
flour. “We’re having pancakes this morning. I’l get the
coffee going in a bit.”
Joel grunted and rol ed his eyes. Nora giggled in response.
He glanced at her and shook his head again as if he
couldn’t believe this was happening. Sep pul ed out the
chair across from Joel and sat down, keeping his rifle
directed at him.
April concentrated on getting breakfast ready while the men
waited in a tense silence. Had it not been for Nora’s playful
squeals, April wouldn’t have been able to keep on working
as if nothing was wrong. She avoided eye contact with Joel
and Sep for the most part because it was easier to pretend
the gun wasn’t in the middle of the room that way. At least
she had the assurance that her brother was steady with a
gun, so he wouldn’t pul the trigger by accident.
She started humming to herself like she often did while
cooking, but recal ing the company in the room, she
stopped. Once she got the coffee ready, she poured it into
the cups and placed them in front of Sep and Joel. Daring a
glance in Joel’s direction, she caught his piercing stare and
quickly looked away. Alright. To say he was upset would be
a slight understatement. He was much more than upset. He
was furious.
And who could blame him? He was one of the few people
who’d been nice to her and Sep in the past year, and this
was how they treated him? She turned her gaze to Sep, but
his attention was on Joel.
She cleared her throat and looked back at Joel. “It’s not that
Sep wants to force you into a marriage.”
“Then don’t,” Joel snapped. “Get that gun out of my way and
let me go.”
“It’s not that easy.”
“Sure it is.”
He stood up, and Sep stood up with him, shoving the gun
toward him.
“Sep, you don’t have to be so…so…” April tried to think of
the right word, but her mind drew a blank.
“Do you want Lou coming back?” Sep demanded, not
taking his eyes off of Joel.
Her face flushed in a mixture of fear and shame. “Of course
not.”
“Then we don’t have a choice, do we?” he asked.
“We can at least explain the situation to Joel.”
“Stop talking about me as if I’m not here,” Joel said.
After a moment of awkward silence, she took a deep
breath and nodded. “Fair enough. Joel, there is no one
here to protect us. Our pa went to be with the Lord right
before I married Harvey. Now Harvey got himself kil ed
during a gambling game where he was doing something he
shouldn’t be doing. And now Harvey’s younger brother
thinks it’s his turn to take over the place, and when I told him
no, he didn’t take it wel .”
Sep snorted. “That’s not the way I’d explain it.”
“Sep,” she warned. Joel didn’t need to know the part that
stil made her nauseous. “Anyway, Lou’s not a good man.
But you’re a decent man, and you’re good with children.
You’l be good to us.”
“And if I don’t want to be here?” Joel pointedly asked.
“And if I don’t want to be here?” Joel pointedly asked.
“That’s not an option,” Sep replied before she could speak.
“You’ve told him enough, April. It doesn’t matter to me if he
agrees to it or not. He’s marrying you.”
“So this is what I get for being nice? Wonderful,” Joel
muttered as he sat back down.
“I’m sorry, Joel,” she whispered. “If Lou didn’t come by here
yesterday—”
“Wil you please get the pancakes?” Sep interrupted. “He
doesn’t need to know anything else, and Nora’s beginning
to fuss.”
Since Nora was whimpering in a way that let April know she
was ready to cry in a shril voice unless she got something
to eat very soon, April returned to the cook stove. She put
the pancakes on the plates and set them out with a smal
amount of syrup to conserve as much as possible for the
future. Sitting next to Nora, she helped her daughter with the
meal. Though she didn’t have an appetite, she forced
herself to eat, knowing they couldn’t afford to waste the
food.
She didn’t expect Joel to eat his portion, but with a heavy
sigh, he cut into his pancakes and ate it. That was good.
She didn’t want him to go hungry. When they were done
eating, she gathered the plates and cleaned Nora up. Sep
walked over to the kitchen door and opened it. Surprised,
she looked outside and saw that the snow had picked up.
He glanced at Joel and smiled. “Just as I thought. We’re
having a snowstorm. You’re stuck here whether you like it or
not. I’m going to put that sleigh and horse of yours in the
barn. When the weather improves enough, we’l find a
preacher to make the marriage official.”
Joel glowered at him. “I would have made it back to town in
plenty of time had it not been for you delaying me.” His eyes
went to the gun for emphasis.
“I knew the storm was coming. We’l have a blizzard within
the next hour,” Sep said. “Someone up there is tel ing us
this marriage is meant to be. I’l be back soon, sis.” He left
the house and shut the door behind him.
“Up, up!” Nora yel ed.
April hurried over to her and released her from the
highchair. Holding Nora in her arms, she ventured, “I know
this looks bad, but Sep’s a good brother. He’s only
protecting me.”
Joel’s response was to put his face in his hands and groan.
Not knowing what else she might say or do to make the
situation easier, she decided to change Nora’s diaper and
let him have his space. Her pa and Harvey needed their
space when they were upset, so she figured the same was
true for every man. Maybe when she returned, he’d feel
better about the situation. She could only pray that things
would work out and, in due time, he’d be happy to be her
husband.
Chapter Four
As soon as April took her daughter out of the kitchen, Joel
headed for the door. He quietly opened it, glanced over his
shoulder to make sure she hadn’t returned, and softly shut
the door behind him. Taking his gloves out of his coat
pockets, he slipped them on. Good. Her loony brother was
nowhere in sight. It might be snowing harder than before,
but Joel had enough experience traveling in the snow to
know he could make it back to town by horse if he got to it.
He pul ed up the hood of his coat and tightened the strings
around his neck to brace against the wind. With a cautious
scan of the property, he noted that Sep had, indeed, taken
his horse and sleigh to the barn. Wel , as his ma was fond
of saying, there was more than one way to skin a cat. He
might not be able to get to his horse directly, but
unfortunately for Sep and April, Joel was good at sneaking
into places. With a barn that had seen better days, there
was bound to be a loose board somewhere.
He hurried down the porch steps and made his way to the
back of the barn which was hidden from the house. Good. If
April happened to look out the window, she wouldn’t see
him. With the wind blowing the snow around, she probably
wouldn’t see his footsteps either. For extra measure, he
glanced back and was reassured when he didn’t see her
peering out any of the windows. Once he got to the side of
the barn where Sep wouldn’t see him if he left it, Joel took
another look at the house. He didn’t know why he didn’t
notice it sooner, but the house needed work. Turning his
attention back to the barn, he saw it needed work, too. Who
in the world was in charge of repairs here?
He shook his head. “It’s not my problem,” he whispered to
himself and hurried to the back of the barn.
Sure enough, there were a couple of loose boards, and as
luck would have it, he was slender enough to squeeze
between them. He knelt in the snow and listened for
anything that might tel him what Sep was doing, but the
only thing he heard was the howling wind. Wel , he was
either going to do this or he wasn’t. Being as quiet as he
could, he touched one of the wobbly boards and it
snapped. Surprised it broke with such ease, he stared at it
for a second before he tossed it aside.
If he was going to do this, he had to be quick. If Sep was
stil inside the barn, he was bound to hear Joel at some
point. Joel’s only hope was getting into the barn and
sneaking up on Sep before he found him. Joel pul ed a
couple more boards off of the barn and flung them to the
ground. He leaned forward on his hands and knees and
started crawling into the barn when someone kicked him in
the behind.
Taken off guard, Joel lost his balance and his forehead hit
a board that was stil in place. “Ow!” he cried as pain shot
through his head and down his back.
“I suggest you get back to the house,” Sep said.
Grunting, Joel got up on his feet and turned to his opponent
who, despite being fourteen, was a formidable one. His
eyes went to Sep’s gun which was pointed straight at him.
“Doesn’t that get old?” Joel asked, pushing the gun away.
Sep brought it back to Joel’s chest. “Nope.”
“I’m tired of these games. I’m not staying and there’s
nothing you can do to make me.”
Joel took one step passed Sep when Sep tripped him and
pressed his foot on Joel’s back. The gun touched the back
of Joel’s neck, and for a moment, Joel’s life flashed before
his eyes. Sadly, there wasn’t much to show for it. He spent