Shadow’s Lure (58 page)

The prelate’s chin trembled. “By the Prophet, you shall live to regret your audacity, child.”

“That may be.”

She inclined her head, and the prelate started to leave. But she gestured before they reached the doors, and her guardsmen stopped their exit.

“
Majesty
,” she said. “You will address this throne properly for all the court to hear, Your Eminence.”

The prelate turned, his face hardened into a stony mask. He cleared his throat. “As you wish. Majesty.”

Josey held out her hand. The imperial seal flashed in the sunlight as she and the prelate stared at each other for several long heartbeats. Finally, Innocence shambled over to climb the dais and touched his lips to the ring.

“Well done,” she whispered. “Now get out of my sight.”

As the delegation hurried from the hall, Josey swallowed several times to clear the taste of bile from her mouth. She glanced over at the Thurim to see how Lady Philomena was taking the prelate’s public humiliation, but her seat was vacant.
I should have had her flogged
.

Settling back in the throne as the tension eased from her body, Josey presented a composed face to the court. The ministers watched her with what she hoped were benign expressions.
Well
,
they haven’t denounced me yet
.
So there’s hope that I won’t be the shortest-reigning monarch in Nimea’s history
.

A side door opened, and Captain Drathan stepped through. He looked in her direction and made a shallow nod before leaving. Relieved, Josey jumped up, almost forgetting to dismiss the court as she hurried down the steps. She was out the door before anyone could say a word.

A candlemark later, Josey came down a secluded staircase in the west wing of the palace. She was hugged in a suit of comfortable green leathers and heeled riding boots. Her hair was pinned up under the hood of her cloak. Despite the pangs in her stomach, half nausea and half excitement, she was excited.
I’m actually doing it
!

Hirsch waited by the postern door. The adept leaned as he stood, favoring his left leg, but he had made a remarkable recovery. He met her eyes with a frank gaze.

“That was well done, lass. Not many people could take the Holy Father to task like that. There’s a lioness in that heart of yours.”

Josey allowed herself a little sigh. “I wish I felt like there was, but what I really feel is …”

“Uncertainty,” he offered.

“Yes.”

Hirsch coughed into his hand. “Someone once said that leading a nation is like walking through a dark wood on a moonless night; you never know what’s coming.”

“That’s how I’ve felt ever since I put on the crown. Who said that?”

“Your father.”

Josey’s breath caught in her throat. “Thank you.”

Offering the adept her arm, she pushed open the door. The outside air was laden with the crisp smell of winter. After weeks of rain and sleet, the stones of the courtyard were covered with a blanket of fresh snow. It had begun falling sometime after midnight, and judging by the fluffy clouds overhead, it was going to continue for some time. The flakes fell upon the shoulders of her palace bodyguards as they stood in sharp formation. She’d asked for volunteers, and every man who could ride had insisted upon coming, even the wounded in their bandages; she didn’t turn away anyone who could sit on a horse. Behind her bodyguards stood four columns, a full company of hobelar infantry with their mounts. The golden griffin fluttered on their chests, but they seemed too few for the task she had in mind.

“They aren’t enough,” Hubert said, coming over to her.

Josey pressed her lips together, barely managing to stifle a pointed retort. The man was entirely too good at reading her thoughts. Anastasia accompanied the lord chancellor, the two of them standing rather close. A few paces away, Duke Mormaer talked with Captain Drathan. Mormaer hardly seemed the same man who had stormed into her throne room. Where he had been rigid and prickly, he was now almost genteel.
Or perhaps I just understand him better now
.

“We will acquire more,” Josey said, loud enough for everyone to hear. “On our journey north.”

Hubert nodded, but the frown remained on his thin lips. “I must restate my opinion that this decision is unwise.”

Duke Mormaer grunted. “Give it a rest, Vassili. She’s doing what needs to be done. What the Empress of Nimea must do in times like these.”

“Thank you, Your Grace.” Josey turned to Hubert. “All is ready?”

“Yes, Majesty.”

“Good. Has the Watch been reestablished?”

“Numbers are low, but some of the deserters are starting to slink back into the ranks.”

“Don’t be too harsh with them. We’ve all been through a rough time.”

Hubert tapped the ground with the tip of his cane. “There is a spot of good news. We have received missives from some of the nobles involved in unlawful raids against their neighbors. One and all state their undying fealty to the crown. Furthermore, Lords Devring and Karstan are coming to Othir to prove this in person.” He leaned closer. “And I have managed to convince enough of your ministers that we might send an envoy to Akeshia to introduce a truce and begin discussions on a trade agreement. Money still poses a problem, but I believe it can be done.”

Josey suppressed a smile, wondering how the man could keep track of it all and still find time to court a lady. “Anything else, Your Grace?”

“Well, rampant banditry still plagues the western border, and a diplomatic mission has arrived from the kingdom of Arnos. I presume they wish to discuss the status of Mecantia.”

“I trust you to handle the matters, Lord Regent.”

“Majesty, I don’t—”

Josey pulled a scroll from under her cloak and passed it to him. “I’m leaving you in charge. You are hereby named the imperial regent of Othir in my absence.”

He handled the order gingerly. “I’m not—”

“There’s been no word from the northern border, and none of our envoys have returned. That can only mean one thing.”

“War,” Mormaer said.

Josey nodded. “There is a foreign army on our soil, Lord Chancellor, and I intend to send it back to where it came from. Master Hirsch”—she glanced at the adept, who was watching the discussion quietly—“will accompany us.”

Hubert finally gave a hesitant nod.

Anastasia walked to take her hand. “Josey, I’m going to be worried every day until you return. Promise you’ll be careful.”

Josey kissed her cheek. “I promise, ’Stasia. And try to keep Hubert out of trouble, will you?”

Anastasia blushed, and Josey had to laugh, but there was a note of sadness in it. She might never see these people—her friends—again. But somehow, instead of making her fearful of the future, it urged her to go forth with courage.

“Hubert, keep an eye on Lady Philomena and the prelate. They will not forget the slights we served them this day.”

As the lord chancellor bowed, a groom brought Lightning over. Josey didn’t wait for the stepping stand, but climbed into the stallion’s tall saddle on her own. As she settled into the stirrups, a cheer went up from the troops in the courtyard. It was echoed by the sentries on the palace walls. Josey’s face was hot in the chilly air as she took her place at the head of the formation alongside Captain Drathan and the army commander.

Hubert came over to stand beside her. “Take every care, Your Majesty. Your country needs you.”

Her heart swelled to the point of breaking, Josey pointed to the open gates and shouted, “Forward!”

Caim traced the outline of Josey’s pendant under his shirt as he stood on the crest of a flat ridge. The midmorning sky was clear and blue, but the brittle air carried the scent of snow. Stern hilltops crowded the western horizon. To the north rose the beginnings of the great forest, dark and forbidding even in the daylight. The tugging in his head was clear as crystal; he could have pointed to its source far beyond the northern mountains, but his thoughts ran in the other direction, to Josey and the vast distance between them.

Below the ridge, wild brush and weeds choked what had once been the grounds of his family estate. Low mounds crested the snow where buildings had once stood, including the house where he was born. He’d left the city in the early morning, slinking out with the rest of the bad memories, while the townspeople snored away the effects of the drunken celebrations from the night before. Some part of him had considered staying, just to see what they would make of their newfound liberation. But it was better he left before they remembered what he was.

Assassin. Sellsword. Killer.

As always, victory came with a price. Caim recalled the names of the fallen in his head: Liana, Hagan, Caedman, Killian, Oak, Vaner, and more. Too many. Ramon’s tale was being told throughout Liovard, how he’d met his end holding off a legion of foreign mercenaries while his men set fire to the city barracks and the homes of ducal sympathizers. Already his name had joined Caedman’s in the pantheon of martyrs to what was being hailed as a new era of freedom in Eregoth. But Caim remembered another man, long ago, who had also died following the banner of his nation’s freedom. His gaze touched a spot at the center of the estate’s courtyard. The black sword was finally back where it belonged. He didn’t want it. Its vengeance exacted too high a price.

A finch soared across the fields to settle on a green sapling rising through the snow and greeted him with a bright chirp.

“You’ll catch your death out here.”

Caim dropped his hand from his chest as Kit materialized beside him. The scandalous cut of her dress at the bodice and thigh was in a garish contrast to its somber purple hue. Her silver hair wafted against the breeze.

“Who would notice?” he asked.

“You’re in a glum mood this morning.”

“I haven’t slept in three days.”

She wrinkled her nose. “Nor bathed, evidently.”

Caim looked to the north, to the leaden gray sky above the ocean of trees.

Kit floated around until she was looking into his eyes. “How are you feeling?”

“I’ll live.”

The rage was gone from him, buried with the sword. Or so he hoped. All in all, a fair trade. But something was different. He could feel it inside him, like an itch he couldn’t scratch.

The shadow beast
.

It was a part of him now. Kit said it always had been, but he just didn’t know it. Caim wasn’t sure what that meant. The dreams of his mother still lingered in his mind. She had sacrificed herself for him. That much he knew. As for the rest, there was only one way to find out.

“So you’re still intent on going north?” she asked. “And I suppose trying to talk you out of it would be a waste of breath.”

“Something like that. You coming with?”

She gave him an ethereal peck on the cheek. “What are we waiting for?”

But he saw the other question in her gaze, the one she’d asked as they held each other in the witch’s lair while the tiny electric pulse of her heart tickled his chest. “
What about Josey?
”

He still didn’t have an answer, but he was saved by the clop of hoofbeats.

“You’re a damned hard man to track down, Caim.”

Dismounting from a fine gelding, Keegan walked over to him. The youth was wearing the same bloodstained clothes he’d worn the night before. Aemon, Dray, and Malig rode behind him on similarly upscale steeds. Aemon’s leg was wrapped in bandages, but the brothers had both survived the night of chaos, which was amazing. If Caim were the pious sort, he might have called it a miracle. But he was content to chalk it up to dumb luck.
Where would any of us be without it?

“Maybe I didn’t want to be found,” he replied.

Kit snorted.

Keegan looked at the others. “We don’t want you to leave, Caim. In fact, we’d like you to stay as—”

“No, thanks.”

Keegan’s grimace pulled at the black smudges under his eyes. The eyes of an older man. “You don’t know what I was going to say.”

“Sure I do. But I’m not the man for the job. Did you burn everything in her temple?”

“We tore the whole rotten place down,” Dray answered. “And I personally pissed on the ashes.”