Authors: Michael Collins
“You're saying it's a frame-up,” Marx said. A statement, not a question. “Marais isn't saying it's a frame-up. You'd think he'd be shouting it if he thought it was.”
“Unless,” Captain Olsen said, “you think he's protecting someone. Maybe you think that, Fortune? Who could it be?”
I leaned on the wall of the office, but I was alert. Were they playing with me? Or did they know something?
“Who would he protect?” I said.
“Yeh, who?” Marx said. “We've booked Manet for not reporting. We'll drop the robbery, make it obstructing in a murder. He's going to know what it's really like being a prisoner after all. The report came from Paris, it fits. They don't much like it over there. The French won't defend Manet this time.”
“We like our people all to be heroes,” I said.
Captain Olsen said, “The wife, maybe? Or the sister-in-law, Viviane Marais? Or the girl, Danielle? Claude might try to protect them. The trouble is, we can't think of any motives for them to have killed Eugene Marais at all.”
“That knife,” I said, “it bothers you. So stupid.”
“We've got to believe it, though,” Captain Olsen said.
“A half-crazy killer,” Marx said. “War experiences.”
“You'll convince a jury,” I said. “If it's a frame-up, it's a very good one.”
“We don't want to convince a jury,” Marx said.
Captain Olsen was going to add something, maybe about who they did want to convince, but I never knew what it was. The telephone rang. Marx listened. First idly, then with a frown, then alert. He said, “Yes,” and hung up. He stood up.
“The wife,” Marx said. “That was some priest. Noyoda, or something like that. He says the wife, Li Marais, is down on the steps of his temple. She's going to burn herself on his temple steps!”
I saw her, Li, from three blocks away. Lieutenant Marx cursed at his driver to go faster through the narrow Chinatown street that was clotted with traffic. The driver swore back, inched along the street blocked by the cars, pushcarts, and people of Chinatown.
I watched only Li Marais in the distance. Alone on the three steps of the Buddhist temple.
I could see her clear. The block of the temple as empty as the next block was crowded. A deserted street in front of the temple in the distance, the people gathered a hundred feet away on either sideâfrom fear or respect I never would know.
She was a tiny, distant figure all in yellow. Saffron yellow. A kneeling doll in a saffron robe, her head down in prayer or meditation or both. What did it matter?
We were still two blocks away, blocked in the traffic and crowd, when I saw her tiny yellow figure move.
“Li!” I shouted. A shout into the wind.
The flames exploded around her. In the distance on those temple steps she was engulfed in flames in a second.
“Gasoline,” the driver said. “Christ.”
“God damn!” Marx said.
We got out and ran. The last two blocks. We ran, knocking people away, but even the last small flames were fading by the time we reached her.
Lieutenant Marx went to her. She was dead. Only the black, charred shape of what had been one small woman. A human being.
Marx went to her, I couldn't. For her last words to me? What was Dan Fortune to her? There were no words anyway. There wouldn't have been even if a spark of life had still been in her. Li Marais had said all that she had to say.
Marx cursed his driver, sent him for the ambulance. It couldn't help, but Marx had to do something. She had done her work too well. Perhaps she had cheated just a little. She had been away from the Orient and Buddha a long time. A small poison pill to make it quicker? I hoped she had.
The priest, Noyoda, stood over her with us. Some of the people were down on their knees now. Marx swore at Noyoda. The Lieutenant was white. To our Western minds, it's a horrible form of suicide.
“You let her!” Marx shouted at Noyoda. “That's a crime, you hear, mister? Why didn't you stop her?”
“I could not stop her,” Noyoda said.
He meant, I knew, that by his beliefs he could not stop a believer who wanted to immolate herself, perform her special devotion, improve her life and her eternity. But Noyoda was an American, too. He knew the law.
“She poured the gasoline on herself before I discovered her on the steps,” Noyoda said. “She had a cigarette lighter in her hand. She said she would light the flame as soon as anyone came near her. I did all I could, and I called you.”
He was right, of course. The empty gasoline can lay some yards to the right. The cigarette lighter lay blackened near Li Marais. Marx could do nothing to Noyoda.
“So it was her after all,” Marx said as the ambulance began to wail up in the distance. “She killed them after all.”
“No,” I said. “She was with me when Charlie was killed.”
“Killed?” Noyoda said.
I explained the murders to the priest.
“Buddhists do not commit suicide to escape their own guilt or problems,” Noyoda said. “Almost never.”
Marx nodded. “She couldn't have killed Charlie Burgos, I guess that's sure. Distraught, Dan? She knew Claude Marais killed them both, and couldn't go on alone?”
“I don't think so, Marx,” I said. “For a Buddhist, suicide, especially this way, is a positive act.”
“Positive? How in hell is it positive?” Marx swore.
Noyoda said, “You have arrested her husband for these murders? Is there any doubt that he is guilty?”
“None,” Marx snapped. “If she figured to fool usâ”
“She thought there was doubt,” I said. “So do I.”
Noyoda looked down at Li Marais's charred body. The ambulance had arrived, the doctor just looking at the body too. Noyoda reached into his pocket.
“Then I think I can say why she did this,” the priest said.
He handed Marx a piece of letter stationery. It was Hotel Stratford stationery. I read the note on it with Marx:
My flame will light the truth
.
“I think,” Noyoda said, sadly now, “she has done this to make you seek the truth, Lieutenant. Her death was to make you know her husband is innocent, make you find the truth.”
“Crazy,” Marx said, watched the ambulance men put the dead Li into their basket. “What a lousy, useless thing to do. For nothing.”
“Useless?” Noyoda stared at Marx. “You are a fool, Lieutenant. You are impertinent and insulting!”
The priest walked into his temple. I could hear the chanting going on inside the temple already. They would chant for a long time. Marx stared after the angry priest.
“What the hell is that all about?”
“Religion,” I said. “To Buddhists, a man is composed of two elements, Lieutenant. The manas, the organ of understanding; and the karma, the entirety of the acts accomplished in the course of his life. When a man dies, the manas, the understanding organ, pass into another bodyâhigher or lower in quality according to the quality of the karma, what he has done on earth. If the karma has been exceptional, then there is no reincarnation, the man has attained nirvana. So for a devout Buddhist, suicide for some noble purposeâlike freeing an innocent manâis a way to improve his karma, make himself much better, and maybe even achieve nirvana.”
“You think Li Marais believed all that?”
I watched the ambulance drive away. “I'm not sure. To any good Buddhist, though, it would be self-evident. It would be understood right away.”
“Damn it,” Marx said, “I'm an American cop, not a Buddhist. You think she really thought she could influence the police this way? Make us see we had to be wrong? It's crazy, Dan.”
“A Buddhist believes that by suicide he creates problems for the person responsible for forcing him to do it, one way or another,” I said slowly. “It's an infallible way of making someone know they are wrong. To a Buddhist, no one could be indifferent to that. The truth must come out.”
“You think it was all for us? The police?”
“Maybe,” I said, “but she'd been in the western world a long time. She knew about American police, she knew it would mean nothing to you. She was distraught, maybe, but she wasn't a fool.”
“Then what the hell was she doing?” Marx said. “Do you know, Dan?”
“I think so,” I said.
27
I said I thought I knew what Li Marais expected her death to do. That was all I said.
Marx swore at me. But if I'd said any more, Marx would have ruined it. Ruined her death, what she had done it for.
“I'll explain when I'm sure,” I said to Marx.
If I was right, what she had done it for would take a little time. The major reason she had ended her life.
I didn't kid myself that another reason hadn't been guilt, maybe shame. For what she and I had done. She had betrayed Claude Marais, he was in real trouble, and she had to help him. Help and atone. I had to face it. I had bad nights while I waited for what I was sure she had expected to happen next.
I waited three days.
My flame will light the truth
. Had she made a mistake? Her flaming death a tragic miscalculation? I had the sick feeling that it had been. A straw she had grasped at, almost hopeless, and maybe she hadn't really cared if her death was useless.
But I cared.
After three days, I had to act.
The woman, Marie Schmidt, opened the door of the tenement apartment. Her ugly face had lost its snap and vigor.
“He's in the back room. It's not locked,” she said. “Three days in and out of back there. No sleep. Like a crazy tiger in a cage. I can't take no more. He scares me now.”
I went through the spartan living room. I had my old gun in my pocket. The outer door closed behind me. Marie Schmidt hurried away down the stairs Jimmy Sung kept so clean.
I opened the door of the empty back room. It wasn't empty now.
Flags hung on the wallsâChinese Communist flags, Viet Cong flags, flags I didn't even recognize. Giant photos of Mao Tse-tung. Modern Chinese rifles, and ancient muskets. Swords and curved knives. Portraits of Confucius and Genghis Khan. Mongol helmets with horsehair hanging. A map of China. A painted Buddha. An ancient map of the Mongol Empire stretching far into Europe. A photo of the Chinese H-bomb test. Parades of Chinese youths. Headlines from New York newspapers during the Korean Warâall of Chinese victories.
The room a hymn to China. Powerfulâand yet confused. Not all China, and irrational. Madame Chiang was there, and photos of the rich Soongs. Ho Chi Minh, and some Chinese emperors. The Burmese U Thant, Japanese soldiers in a
banzai
celebration of some victory over America. A samurai sword beside an ancient Mongol lance. A twisted celebration of Asian glory that filled the room, hidden perhaps for years in an open trunk that stood in a corner of the room.
Among it all, Jimmy Sung kneeled before the small jade Buddha. Incense burned, and a half-empty quart of vodka was on the floor beside Jimmy Sung. He drank as I watched, shivered. He wore the padded blue uniform of a Chinese soldier, and another samurai sword was near his hand.
“How long have you had all this, Jimmy?” I said.
He turned to look at me. His face was like the hundred-year-old woman in Shangri-La who had never aged, and who then aged the whole hundred years in a single moment. Wasted, ravaged.
“Long time,” Jimmy said, slurred. “Long damn time.”
He was drunk. But how drunk? On that plateau where he functioned, or over the edge? A manic shine to his dark eyes.
“Where did it all come from, Jimmy?” I said.
“All over. Junk shops, Chinamen shops, sailors,” he said, nodded as if agreeing with himself. A sudden cunning grin. “I get from dumb soldiers back from Korea, Vietnam. I make them think we all friends, buy the souvenirs, and inside I'm cheerin' for China, Viet Congâthe âgooks'!”
“You've lived in America all your life, Jimmy.”
He spat on the floor. “Lousy Chinaman! Chink!” He hunched where he still kneeled. “We are great people, great culture. In time of the Khans we ruled the world. Great teachers, wise men.”
“You should have gone back, Jimmy.”
“No way. I dream, but no way. Only here, spit on.”
I watched him drink the vodka. He dreamed of China, but somewhere inside him he knew it was an insane dream. America was the only real world he knew. China would be an alien place. In his small, rational core, he didn't really want to go back. But alone in an America that ignored him, he had to dream. He had to believe in his hidden dream, and now he was tortured, confused. Three days tortured in this dream room because Li Marais had immolated herself to reach him.
“
My flame will light the truth
,” I said. “Li Marais knew her suicide wouldn't touch the police. That wasn't why she did it. She did it to make you tell the truth. A Buddhist way to force another Buddhist. She knew that you killed Eugene Marais and Charlie Burgos.”