Read Serendipity and Me (9781101602805) Online
Authors: Judith Roth
Â
Miss Conglin tries to relate
subject matter to our lives.
So she brings back the thimble kiss.
Â
A metaphor,
she says during writing time,
uses one word to stand for another.
She steps forward
grabs the thimble off of Ana's desk
and holds it up.
Just like Wendy, some of you in class
have been using a thimble
to represent a kiss.
She holds up her hand
against the outburst of silliness.
You've been using a metaphor.
Â
Well       I haven't used this metaphor,
because I am thimble-less.
Â
I glance at Garrett
off to my left.
He is doing some kind of magic trick
where he can make his thimble
disappear and reappear.
Â
No one's listening to Miss Conglin
who's moved on to similes.
Â
Our minds are on metaphors.
Â
Â
Â
Taylor has a peasant assignment like me
so we research together in class.
Â
I slide the picture out of my pocket
and show it to Taylor.
Notice anything off in this picture?
Â
She takes the close-up
and says   Â
Ha    look at that.
A cat.
I thought cats weren't allowed.
Â
I thought so, too,
I say.
My dad's got some explaining to do.
Â
Taylor hands me back the picture.
New plan?
Â
I don't know.
I'm just winging it
right now.
Â
She taps her pencil on her notebook
ticking down the minutes.
Time's running out      Â
she says.
Â
Believe meâ
I don't need reminding.
Â
Â
Â
Sitting too long is hard for Taylor.
When Miss Conglin is busy,
her back turned,
Taylor stands up
and holding the page
she's been working on
in one hand
she does a mini peasant
dance and song.
Â
I have no soap
My bed is hard
My bread is smeared
with greasy lard
I have no bath
I'm full of fleas
Someone, won't you
help me, please
Â
Something nags at my mind
as I'm laughing.
Hey, Taylor, do you know
any of the songs from
Grease
?
Â
Taylor shoves me.
That's not the kind of grease
I was singing about.
But yeah       I know them all.
Â
I tell her why I want to know
and she says
Come over after school.
I've got the DVD.
Â
Â
Â
Taylor's house is the opposite of mine.
There is honest-to-goodness life here.
Â
First we visit
the chickens and ducks in the coop
and the bunnies in their cages.
Then Taylor lifts Mandy
by an arm and an ankle
and swings her around like an airplane.
Then Taylor's mom gives us cookies
fresh from the oven.
Then we dance like hooligans
in the family room
to the great songs from
Grease.
Â
It's awesome.
Â
Until we get to the end of the last song
the one Mom and I sang for Dad.
Â
I can't believe the lyrics.
The happy crowd is singing
We'll always be together
on and on and on.
Â
Taylor notices I've stopped dancing
and I see the moment when she gets it
in a ripple across her face.
Um, you want to go outside
and hug a bunny?
Â
Yes. Â Â Â Â Â Â I do.
And then I want to go home
to Serendipity.
Â
Â
Â
I'm at my front door
when I hear Mrs. Whittier calling.
Â
Sara, Â Â Â Â Â Â wait.
Â
Serendipity has already seen me
from her spot in the window.
Her mouth opens in silent mews.
I put my hand on the glass and tell her
Just a minute, Dipity.
Â
Mrs. Whittier is holding a CD.
My stepdaughter's
finally coming to visit.
I found this while I was
cleaning out the guest room.
Â
I probably look as clueless as I feel.
Â
When you were little
and I sat for you at night
I'd play this CD
your mom made you for bedtimeâ
it's her voice telling you fairy tales.
Â
I feel a tickle of a memory.
Â
Mrs. Whittier twists her mouth around.
I shouldn't be the one telling you this
but you know about the cat now
and Matthew can't seem
to talk about it.
Â
I have no idea what that
has to do with fairy tales.
Â
Then she tells me how the cat died
because they didn't notice an infection
until it was too late
Â
and how guilty Mom felt about it
Â
and how she cried for three days.
Â
That was the cause for no more cats.
Â
And when I got old enough to start asking
for a cat of my own
that was the reason the cat pictures
were hidden.
That was the reason one fairy tale
could not be played
and why it was removed from the book.
Â
They didn't want me to think
cats were a possibility in this house.
Â
Wait
      I say      Â
What good would that do
if I already knew about the cat?
Â
Mrs. Whittier shakes her head.
You were two when that kitty died.
You'd forgotten about him by the time
you asked for a cat.
Â
She hands me the CD.
The cat fairy tale is the first one.
Â
Â
Â
Â
I can't believe I'm holding
Mom's voice in my hand.
Â
Go on, now      Â
Mrs. Whittier says with a smile.
You know you want to.
Â
I make a dash for my CD player
grabbing up Serendipity on the way.
Â
Dad is still safely at school.
Â
I drop in the disk
and settle us on my bed
my kitty curled in the center
of my crisscrossed legs.
All I have to do
is push the button
to hear my mom's voice.
Â
I'm almost afraid to do it.
Listen, Serendipity.
This is my mom.
Â
Mom's voice tears my heart
when she starts.
Okay, honey bunny,
snuggle down.
Here's your story.
Â
Â