Searching for Someday (27 page)

Not today. Just once, he wanted to take care of her.

Slade refused to question his intentions as he got into his Jag and headed toward Verily.

“WILL HE BE OKAY?”
Kate asked the question calmly, but her lower lip trembled. Something had been wrong with Robert, but she hated dragging him to the vet each time she suspected a problem. She’d learned to wait it out a bit, and many times it was a brief bladder problem or a minor skin infection she was able to cure by bathing him and slathering him with the special medicine the doctor had provided.

This morning, she’d had to express his bladder manually and knew he was in pain. Every time she went through the vet’s doors, she wondered if she’d come back out. She
was warned early that paraplegic dogs sometimes had many health issues along the way, but she swore to do everything possible to avoid them.

“This infection definitely spread out of control,” Dr. Burke informed her. He stroked Robert’s head with the kind affection from years of treatment and friendship. “I’m going to put him on strong antibiotics and wait on the results from the lab. Lots of water, and add a splash of cranberry juice for some acid. Keep an eye on him and give him some extra bathing time.”

Relief loosened her chest. They’d gotten through some bad infections before, and usually Robert fought them off like a champ. His big brown eyes studied the doctor with serious intent, as if waiting for the final diagnosis.

Kate pressed a kiss to the top of his head, held up his chin, and looked him straight in the eye. “It’s just a bad bladder infection, baby,” she said. “Meds and baths. Not so bad. And more time with Mommy.”

One lick. And as if he understood, he flopped his head back down on the table, totally chill that he knew it wasn’t serious. Kate smiled and quickly analyzed the next two days. She’d stay home today, but tomorrow was the big expo in Manhattan. It had taken two years to get Kinnections into the lineup, so she had to go. Her mom could probably stay with Robert all day and then—

The door flung open. Slade walked in, his suit a bit rumpled, his gorgeous surfer hair mussed. “How is he?” he
demanded, making his way across the small exam room and toward Robert.

Kate’s mouth fell open. “W-w-what are you doing here?”

Dr. Burke frowned. “Excuse me, this is a private room for owners only.”

“I’m a friend.” His presence pumped up the room and took over. Kate let out another squeak, but he ignored her, bending down to look Robert in the face. “How ya doing, buddy?” The dog’s tail thumped and his expression lit up. Shock billowed through Kate as Slade stroked him, glancing from her to the doctor with a worried light in his eyes. “Is he going to be okay?”

Dr. Burke cleared his throat. “Kate? Is this man a friend of yours?”

The question threw her off, but the word stumbled from her mouth without thought. “Yes.”

“Sorry, doc. Slade Montgomery. Nice to meet you.”

Slade shook his hand and Dr. Burke relaxed. “Likewise. As I was just telling Kate, Robert has a bladder infection. Antibiotics should work. He needs to be watched, bathed, drink lots of water. Manual expression of his bladder if he backs up. I’ll call when the lab results come in.”

“Good.”

“Kate, why don’t you wait outside and I’ll bring him out shortly.”

Slade rubbed Robert’s ear and followed her out. She
eased into the waiting room where the Animal Planet network chirped merrily behind her on the small-screen TV and a golden Lab waited patiently with his owner.

She lowered her voice. “What’s going on? Why are you here?”

Was that a glimmer of regret that flashed on his face or just the light? “I called to speak with you, and Ken told me you were at the vet. I thought you’d need help. I was worried.”

The ridiculousness of the conversation hit her hard. He’d walked out the other morning after taking her virginity. And now he left work in the middle of the day to drive up to Verily because he was concerned about her dog? “Robert’s fine, I’ve been taking care of him for years alone and don’t need any help now.”

“Who’s been taking care of you, Kate?”

She stumbled back. Hurt sliced like a hundred paper cuts on her skin. No, she couldn’t do this now. Not with him. “I take care of myself,” she said stiffly. “You made it quite clear this is not a job you want anyway, so why are you here?”

“I don’t know why I’m here. I’m a mess. I wanted to walk away, do the right thing by not screwing up your life. But the thought of you alone here, with Robert in trouble, I don’t know.” He blew out a breath. “I just thought I should come.”

She stared up at him, shock keeping her immobile. The
truth of his words slammed her full force. What kind of game was he playing? Yet, he seemed just as confused, as if he wasn’t used to letting his heart lead. As if she meant something more to him than he wanted. The bees’ nest of emotion was a dangerous thing to touch, let alone explore, and Kate hated getting stung. Before she had time to make sense out of his impromptu speech, Dr. Burke came out with Robert in his arms.

“Here’s our patient. I’ll call you as soon as the results get back. Let me know if there’s any trouble.”

“Thanks, doctor.”

She settled the bill and scooped up Robert, then headed toward her car. Slade stayed close behind, helping her with the door and settling him carefully in the back. “Are you taking the day off?” Slade asked.

Kate pushed her hair back and blinked in the sun. “Yeah, I’ll stay home today. Tomorrow I have a big expo in the city, so my mom can stay with him—oh, crap.”

“What?”

She leaned against the car and nibbled on her lip. “Mom’s at a sex conference.”

One golden brow shot up. “Sex what?”

“Never mind, you so don’t want me to go there. Shelly can only stop in for a few hours on a weekday. I better cancel the expo. Ken and Arilyn will have to cover.”

“I’ll do it.”

She cocked her head. “Do what?”

The determined look on his face gave her a glimpse of what jurors saw when he wanted something. A force of nature. “I’ll watch Robert. Since the expo is in Manhattan, you can drop him off at my home for the day and I’ll take care of him.”

Kate sputtered out a laugh. “What? Absolutely not. You’ve never taken care of a dog before. Besides, you work.”

“I can do my work at home. I’m perfectly capable of watching Robert and giving him whatever he needs.”

“No, I’ll stay home.”

“And miss out on this type of opportunity for Kinnections? Bad business if you ask me. As the owner, you need to be there.”

She glared. Unfortunately, he was right. Everyone worked, and she had no one to watch Robert. And missing out on the expo would set Kinnections back. She’d already made her contacts and they expected her to show. Kate shifted her weight and looked for any possible outs.

There wasn’t one.

Slade grinned. “Glad you see it my way. I’ll expect you around seven in the morning?”

She must be nuts. “Fine. If you think you can handle it, I appreciate you helping me out.”

His features softened. Slade reached out and ran a finger down the curve of her cheek, leaving a trail of fire. “Thanks for letting me,” he murmured.

He left her standing on the sidewalk, watching him walk away and wondering what she had just set back in motion.

THE NEXT MORNING, KATE
walked into Slade’s apartment and tried to calm her nerves. Bringing Robert into Slade’s personal space screamed intimacy, which was the exact opposite of what they both decided they needed. Still, perhaps it was Slade’s way of apologizing for his awful behavior. Kind of like a peace offering before they officially called it splitsville. Even though they had no real relationship to split up, just one night.

Her thoughts hurt her head, so she concentrated on her nosiness and gathering information. The high ceilings and loftlike atmosphere pegged the trendy Tribeca area, but Slade kept it simple and masculine. The circular glass staircase was fresh and fun, and the edgy lines of furniture, glass tables, and strong blue walls bespoke a man who knew what he liked. The living room was a man cave made in heaven.

Her heels clicked on the bamboo floors as she paused in front of the huge leather recliner. She stroked the soft material and almost groaned in appreciation.

“You like?”

Slade cocked his hip, his jeans falling low on his hips and accenting his washboard stomach and long legs. Seemed he favored jeans now. The man was sheer perfection,
but even hotter in his own environment. The plain black T-shirt was faded and soft, and his bare feet gave off an intimacy she really didn’t want to linger on.

“How could I not? I’m saving up for a new one. God, is that a remote?”

He laughed and handed it to her. “Yeah, full reclining position, seat warmer, and back massager.”

Kate shuddered. “I’d never leave the house.”

“You don’t need to with one of these chairs.” Green eyes lit with a lazy arousal, and she was dragged back to the night they spent together, feasting on each other until their bodies collapsed in exhaustion.

She took a step back. Wet her lips. “Maybe it’s good I don’t have one, then.”

“Maybe.”

They stared at each other. Energy crackled with a mad glee and tempted them closer. She broke the spell with deliberate precision, walking over to Robert and kneeling down. Kate pressed her forehead to his and spoke. “Slade will take care of you today. Be good, baby. Mommy will be home later.”

“I got him peanut butter and bacon treats. How many barks?”

Kate stood and smiled. “One for bacon, two for peanut butter. I brought cranberry juice in case you didn’t have any, just a splash in his water bowl. I’ll give him a bath when I take him home tonight.”

“No need, I’ve got a huge tub and you’ll be home late. I’ll get it done.”

She hesitated, then gave a jerky nod. “Okay. Thanks. I’ll call later.”

“You look nice.”

Her black suit was chic and fitted, and the new boots flashed a bright, shiny four-inch stacked heel. “Thanks.” Did her voice crack? God, she had to get out of here. “See ya.”

She hurried out of the house like her ass was on fire. When was the last time a man wanted to help her out, especially with her dog? He’d taken off work and seemed sincere. Yesterday, she’d picked up the phone to cancel, positive there was some type of ulterior motive to his madness. But she couldn’t come up with a thing. He’d already seduced her, so that was off the list. He was already keeping a close eye on Jane and seemed satisfied with her treatment. He could’ve easily apologized for his statements that morning and been done with her. Yet her heart told her there was something bigger in his actions.

She thought about him all day at the Javits Center. Amidst conversations with potential clients, Kate networked hard, made a solid impression on a variety of business associates who thought Kinnections was the next big thing, and laughed with Ken and Arilyn. By the time they’d finished dinner with another matchmaking agency looking to merge and grow client databases, Kate drove back to Tribeca, exhausted but triumphant. Her company was finally
getting noticed, and the future looked bright. Even without her gift, she believed in the skills of the team and again counted herself lucky that she could make her dream job a reality that paid the bills. The only thing that would bring it to a higher level would be sharing her happiness with a man she loved.

Who was not Slade Montgomery.

Yes, he’d wriggled himself into the seams of her life, but after tonight, she’d pull way back. No reason to torture herself with a man who wasn’t meant to be with her. He may have had some second thoughts and tried to help her out, but continuing on this path would only hurt them both. Well, at least her.

She was buzzed into his apartment and tried not to limp as she crossed the threshold. Damn boots were a killer. Kate tried not to think of the long drive ahead and tempted herself with the image of her butt in the recliner, her sweats, and a good night’s sleep.

“Hey.” Her heart leaped at the wide grin on his face. The dragging of paws over the floors echoed and she opened her arms to welcome her companion. Face bright with expectation, Robert licked her and they snuggled for a few minutes. “He did great. I bathed him, then put the salve on his sores. He peed all day and drank lots of water. We had a good time, didn’t we, buddy?”

Robert cocked his head and gave a half nod of agreement.

“Why don’t you show Mommy what you got today? Robert, go get your bunny.”

The dog turned, disappeared briefly, and returned with a fluffy stuffed bunny clasped between his teeth. Kate gasped. “What do you have, baby?” She took the wet bunny from his mouth and studied it in astonishment. “He actually likes this?”

Slade frowned. “What’s the matter? He’s allowed toys, right?”

“No, that’s not the problem. I’ve tried to give him stuffed toys all the time and he hated them. Almost as if they were beneath him. He only enjoyed the occasional bone or ball.”

Denying her statement, Robert reached out, grabbed the toy, and began working the hidden squeaker. Chirpy sounds emitted from the bunny, and each time his ears pricked.

Slade laughed. “Guess he thinks it’s manly enough now. Maybe I had to give it to him so he knew it was all right. Probably didn’t want to embarrass his mom by acting like a puppy.”

Pleasure bloomed as she watched him play. When she finally broke her gaze, she smiled and looked up.

Fire.

Kate caught her breath as the connection caught and buzzed between them. Hunger gleamed in his green eyes, and he seemed to hold himself in a muscle lock, as if afraid
to even move for fear of grabbing her. She fisted her hands and prayed for strength. Jumping into his arms and pulling off his clothes was a bad idea. She was tired, worn out, and emotionally vulnerable. If she stood strong, she’d get past this hurdle and leave him behind.

“Kate—”

“I better get going, it’s really late. Thanks for doing this for me, I really appreciate it.”

“Did you eat?”

“Yes, just came from dinner.”

“You look exhausted. Look, let me make you a cup of coffee before you go. It’ll perk you up a bit for the drive. Sit down.”