Sean (21 page)

She stepped from the couch to the table
, and it lit up as she stood on it. I sunk back into the couch and watched every move she made. Her skin sparkled and her hair bounced to the rhythm. She was the definition of sexy and could bring any man to his knees with the way she moved her body. By the time she stepped off the table and back to the couch, I was panting, sweating, and hard as a rock.

She looked down and smiled when she noticed the bulge in my pants. She turned her back to me and straddled my calves as she danced and shook her sweet apple ass right in front of my face. I wanted to bite that ass harder than I ever had. She slowed down and backed onto my lap
, stretching her body out over me. Her head was alongside mine and I watched as she slid her hands up and down her front. It was unbelievably hard not to touch her and I couldn’t wait to get outta there. The music stopped and a light came on.

“Time’s up,” she said. “Thank you for letting me dance for you.” I assumed that was what she said to everyone.

“Thank you, Angel. You got a boyfriend?” I assumed she got asked that a lot.

“Yeah, I do.” She smiled as she put her outfit back on.

“He’s a lucky man.” I followed her out the door.

“How was it?” Gia asked
when I got back to our table. She and Ethan were hysterical.

“You look like you just
pulled your nuts out of a wringer,” Ethan said. The two of them were having a really good time.

“Good. Then I look exactly how I feel. If I don’t get her home soon
, I’m gonna hump this table.” They laughed and kissed each other. I wanted to kiss Brynn.

“They gave last call,” Ethan said. “So we got shots to end the night with a bang.” We lifted them.

“Here’s to all of us ending this great night with a bang,” I said. We drunkenly cracked up and it took us a while before we got the shit swallowed. I hated Jager.

“Don’t tell me you’re all going to be hung-over tomorrow when I’m ready to party.” Brynn was standing with her hands on her hips. She’d dressed into a less revealing outfit but still looked hot.

“Not a chance,” Gia said. “Well, I don’t know about Mr. Lightweight over there, but Ethan and I are gonna be ready to rock.”

“Baby,” I told Brynn. “I won’t disappoint you.”

She smiled and winked. “Let’s blow this popsicle stand.” She headed toward the door.

My eyes got big as I heard her say ‘blow’ and ‘popsicle’ in the same sentence.
Gia, Ethan and I followed her. I imagine it looked something like the three ugly ducklings learning to swim as they tried to catch up to their beautiful swan mother.

Gia and Ethan fell into their limo and I tossed John’s keys to Luke as he waited by the Tahoe. Luke’s eyes got big as he noticed Brynn and even bigger as she climbed into the Tahoe.

“Yeah, man, I know,” I told him. “She’s my girlfriend, too! Can you believe it?” Luke’s face turned red as I introduced them. He was only eighteen and I’m sure a little out of his comfort zone. Brynn and I hopped in the back seat.

“Nice to meet you, Luke,”
Brynn said. “Ignore Sean, he’s a bit lit.” She giggled.

“God, I love that giggle,” I told her. She straddled me and held my
face as she kissed me. Luke looked back and forth between the rear view mirror and the parking lot. The poor kid was confused.

“What’s up, Luke?” I asked while Brynn was running her tongue up my neck and around my ear.

“Uh, shouldn’t Miss Brynn put her seat belt on before we go?” He was following strict rules from the hotel. The shuttle doesn’t move until everyone is buckled in.

“This isn’t the shuttle, Luke,” I told him, half-amused, half-irritated.

Brynn pulled away from me and cracked up. She turned around and leaned forward, giving me full access to her apple ass. “You’re right, Luke. Thanks for watching out for me.” She kissed him on the cheek, sat down, and buckled in.

“You’re welcome, Miss Brynn,” Luke said with a smile. “Here we go.”

Seatbelts didn’t keep Brynn and me from getting cheap thrills in the back seat all the way to my place. I was so relieved to be able to touch her and kiss her again. The limo pulled up behind us at my place and we waved at Ethan and Gia, who rolled down the window and raised their champagne glasses to us.
Holy shit! They’re still drinking?
I laughed.

“Thanks for the ride, Luke,” I said as he hopped in
to the front of the limo.

“Thank you,” he said. I think he enjoyed the change of scenery.

Brynn and I hopped in the shower. I soaped her up, making sure to wash every inch of the body that had visually pleased so many earlier. She put her hands up against the tile wall as I ran the soapy sponge slowly from top to bottom. I knew she had to be exhausted, and as I massaged her back and hips, she let her head fall forward. I reached the sponge around to her breasts and worked up a thick lather before I ran it down between her legs. She stepped further apart and bent down.

I ran the sponge up and down her back as I positioned myself behind her. I slid into her and she moaned as she brought her legs back together
. I dropped the sponge and put my hands on her hips, guiding her as I watched my cock slide in and out of her pussy. Her ass was perfect, and as I bumped her it bounced slightly.

I leaned forward and reached around to her breasts. Her nipples were hard and she moaned as I pinched them. She took my right hand and slid it down her tummy to her clit. I massaged her firmly as she steadied herself with her hands and head again
st the tile wall. I picked up the speed and she moaned.

“Ahh
, yes,” she said. She was building. I kept it steady and she felt amazing. “Harder,” she begged. I thrust harder, deeper, and faster as I massaged her quickly. “Yes, Sean, aahhh.” She let her arms fall, but her head was still against the tile. I chuckled. When I slowly pulled out of her, her knees went weak. I put my arms around her.

“C’mere, baby.” I stood her up and quickly rinsed her. “Let’s get you to bed.”

“As soon as I brush my teeth, I’ll be ready for round two. There’s no way I’m going to sleep with that lying next to me.” She pointed to my hard-on.

“Sorry,” I said. “I drank a lot. Now I have whiskey dick.” She about choked on her toothpaste. “It’s when you’ve drank too much and it takes a long time to come.”

A huge smile crept across her face and I knew we wouldn’t be sleeping anytime soon. “Like I said, there’s no way I’m going to sleep with that next to me.” I loved that she wouldn’t hear of wasting a good boner.

It took an hour
, and by the time we were done, we’d used every move, lube, and toy we had. We feel asleep immediately afterward with smiles on our faces.

***

My head throbbed when I opened my eyes but as soon as I focused and saw the beauty looking back at me, I instantly felt better.

“Your room looks like there was an orgy in it,” she said with a giggle. “How’s your whiskey dick feeling this morning?”

I chuckled. “Throbbing, along with my head.”

“I’ll get you some water and ibuprofen,” she said. “Unless you want a little hair of the dog?” I wondered which dog she was referring to, the one that kicked me in the head, or the one that rode me raw. “Don’t answer that,” she said. “The look on your face says it all.” She skipped into the other room. I closed my eyes and prayed that I’d feel half as good as she
did in a couple hours.

“Here you go, sexy.” She
popped the pills in my mouth and held the water while I took a gulp. “If you can, you should drink this entire bottle and go back to sleep. You’ll feel better when you get up later.”

I sat up and gulped it down, hoping she was right. I looked at the clock. It was 9:15. I was relieved and laid back down. “Thank you,” I told her.

I heard music when I opened my eyes. It took me a minute to remember what was going on. I looked at the clock. It was 12:29 p.m. My head didn’t hurt at all anymore and neither did my cock. I peeked under the blanket, yep, it was still there. I laid back and smiled as I thought about my amazing girlfriend and the night before. Then I sat straight up like a bolt. I smelled something! I whipped back the blanket and ran to the kitchen.
Yes!
There they were on the counter, chocolate chip cookies! I popped one into my mouth and heard a giggle.

There was Brynn on her yoga mat, holding a headstand with her legs stretched apart, giggling at me. “Put some boxers on
, at least!” she said.

I looked down and laughed. “Sorry, I smelled cookies. Be right back!” I ran to my room and pulled on my basketball shorts.

“I made you an omelet,” she said as she stretched her legs back upward. “It’s in the fridge.”

“Mmm, cookies
and
an omelet?” I got on my hands and knees and crawled to her. “I must’ve been a good boy last night.” I kissed her, which was sorta awkward since she was upside down.

“Yes, you were very good.” She smiled. “Go eat. We’re going to the beach in half an hour.”

“Really? Have you talked to Gia already?” I was surprised they’d made plans.

“Yeah. Go eat.” I jumped up, tossed the omelet in the microwave
, and made toast. As I ate, I watched Brynn do her yoga. After watching her at the club, I knew why she had to stay so limber. She finished up and went to change. I followed.

“Are you excited about tonight?” I asked.

“Yes! You?” She was completely naked and about to pull her bikini bottoms on.

“
Very, mainly because it’s a Saturday night date with you. We never have that.” I longed for weekends together.

“I know,” she said. “I wish I could work Monday through Friday, but weekends are where the money
is. I made seven-fifty last night.”

“That’s gonna be tough to give up, huh?” I pulled on my trunks.

“What?” She turned so I could tie the back of her top.

“Sashay…the money…when you start school.”

She spun around and laughed. “I’m not giving up Sashay when I start school.”

“I thought you said you only had to put up with it until school started next year?” I didn’t like where this was going.

“Well, I meant as a full time job. I plan on keeping Friday and Saturday nights. Just because I’ll have enough to pay for school doesn’t mean I don’t have to work. I still have to pay rent and living expenses. If I can pull in a grand every weekend at Sashay, it’d be pretty stupid to work twice as much somewhere else for half the money.” She talked softly as she explained it. I was sure she’d said she wasn’t going to work there anymore, but maybe I misinterpreted what she’d said. I wasn’t happy but I wasn’t going to let it ruin our night.

“I must’ve misunderstood before. Let’s go meet our friends.”

Chapter 1
2

Ethan was still giving me shit about sleeping so late when we parked at the beach. He and Gia looked plenty rested and they were still going after I quit.

“Leave him alone,” Brynn said. “I worked him over pretty hard after we got back to his place.” They laughed and she winked at me. “I thought you were pretty adorable this morning with your throbbing heads,” she whispered.

Brynn and I picked a spot on the beach and threw down our blanket before we raced to the water like we always did. I was a monkey’s uncle again. She was fast for such a tiny thing. When we met in our usual spot
, she wrapped her arms and legs around me and we watched the waves roll in, just like always. We’d gone to the beach so much over the summer it was a routine for us.

I looked back to the beach and saw Ethan and Gia hand in hand strolling along the shore. I thought of what they’d been through and overcome. They get to spend all their time together. They work together, live together, and play together. They have what I’ve always wanted, what I still want. I didn’t even know what Brynn wanted
, but I was going to find out on Monday when we had our talk.

“Whatcha thinkin’ about?” Brynn asked when she saw I was looking the opposite direction.

“I’m happy for them,” I said.

“Me too. It’s nice to witness two people who so obviously belong together
. They’re like two pieces of a puzzle that interlock perfectly.”

“Yeah,” I sighed.

“What’s wrong?”

“I hope to have that someday,” I said as I stared at them walking and laughing.

“I hope you do, too.”

As I watched them
, I wondered if they snuggled up and watched movies while sharing Ben & Jerry’s. Did he bring her pizza and Chinese food that they ate right out of the box while flirting and giving each other boatloads of shit? Did she still suck at bowling? Was she having nightmares? Were they absolutely positive they wanted to get married and spend the rest of their lives together? Would he be able to be faithful to her after all his years of sleeping around?

I turned and looked back out into the ocean.
It was magnificent. I noticed Brynn was gone. I looked around, but didn’t see her. I figured she was swimming. I went to the beach. Gia and Ethan were laying on the blanket.

“Have you seen Brynn?” I asked.

“Yeah, she was walking the shore a little bit ago,” Ethan said.

“You’re in my sun,” Gia told me.

I sat on the other side of Ethan.
Hmm. Brynn’s never walked the shore by herself. Why didn’t I notice when she left me out there?
I was clueless. I looked as far to the left as I could see, but I didn’t see her. Then I looked to the right, nothing. I was a little worried.

“Which way was she going?”

Ethan pointed to the left.

“I’m gonna go walk with her.” I headed left. I walked for some time. I scanned the people on the shore and the people in the water, but no Brynn. I was more than a little worried as I headed back. As I got closer, I noticed another body on the blanket. I jogged toward it and as I approached I was relieved to see that it was Brynn.

“Jesus,” I said. “I was worried about you! Where’d you go?”

“Keep your panties on. I walked over to the nice bathrooms and then got smoothies. There’s yours.” She pointed to a cup in the shade.

“I’m sorry.” I sat next to her. She lay still and kept her eyes shut to the sun. “I didn’t even know you left.”

“Really?” She was sarcastic. Apparently she noticed that I hadn’t noticed.
Fuck.

“I’m sorry
,” I repeated. No response. I laid next to her and took her hand. She didn’t reciprocate, but she didn’t pull away, either. I ran through the events in my head. I’d gotten caught up in Ethan and Gia and said I hoped to have that someday.
Fuck.
Then Brynn said she hoped I would, too.
Double fuck!
That was the last thing I remembered saying out loud.
Was it really that bad? Was she mad at me? Disappointed in me?
I sighed and squeezed her hand. I lifted it to my mouth and kissed it. She rolled onto her stomach and stretched her arms above her head. Her face was toward Ethan. That was a bad sign.

After about fifteen minutes
, Ethan and Gia decided to swim. As soon as they hit the water I tried to talk to Brynn.

“Brynn
, I don’t know why I keep disappointing you. It isn’t intentional and I’m so sorry.” She didn’t respond. “Are you upset over what I said about wanting what Ethan and Gia have? I know that probably sounded like a burn to you, but that was not my intention. I would never purposely say anything to hurt you. I’m a man, and I’m human, we say stupid shit all the time. Please talk to me.” She sat up slowly and hugged her knees into her chest.

“This is not the time, nor the place to discuss this. I’m fully prepared to have a great time with my friends tonight and act like nothing is wrong, but believe me, something is very wrong.
I will be sleeping in my own bed at the end of the night and I will be alone. Any questions?” she said softly and stared straight ahead.
I’m such a fucking idiot!
Everything was going perfectly.

“Are you breaking up with me?” My voice cracked and I held back tears.

“No,” she said.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. “Do I still have a chance to fix this?”

“Yes.” She was so matter of fact. She took off her sunglasses and set them on the blanket before she took off for the water. I watched as she swam alone. I wanted to swim out to her and play in the water like we always did, but I knew she didn’t want to be around me. I hadn’t screwed it up completely and I still had a chance. I had to get my shit together.

I got back in the water and swam out to where Brynn and I were earlier, where we always went.
I watched the waves roll in and wondered what I even meant by what I said.
What do Ethan and Gia have that Brynn and I don’t? What do I want that I don’t have?

“Remember our first date? When we came here?” Brynn startled me.

“Of course I do. How could I forget that? You were behind me and put your arms around my neck.” I smiled at her. “You rested your chin on my shoulder and I wanted to kiss you so bad.” I stared into her eyes. “Like I do right now,” I added.

“What about when we were out here earlier today?” Her face was sad.

“I got caught up while I watched Ethan and Gia together.”

“Why?
” She was hurt.

“That’s what I was trying to figure out when you joined me just now.” I tried to comfort her with my eyes.

“I’m curious what you come up with. It would mean a lot to me if you’d share it with me. I’ve been nothing but open and honest with you and that’s all I’m asking in return. When you finally figure it out, that is.” She swam back to the shore. It was like she was trying to help me see it, like she knew the answer but wanted me to get it on my own. She wanted to help me, help us! That was a good sign. If I didn’t get it, she’d help me when we talked on Monday.

I watched her on the shore as she dug her feet and hands in the sand. The
water ran up, rinsed her, and she dug in again. She repeated it over and over. A guy walking his dog stopped and chatted with her. She laughed and fell back on the sand as the dog tried to lick her face. The guy scolded the dog, but then sat down next to Brynn. He talked, she laughed. I swam toward them. I heard her laugh as I got closer.
Apparently this guy is some kind of comedian, funny as hell.
I came out of the water just to the right of them. The guy looked at me and said, “Hey, man,” and kept telling his hilarious story to Brynn, who hadn’t even acknowledged me. I walked up to the blanket and sat down.

I laid on the blanket and closed my eyes to the sun. I was jealous of some guy who was talking to my girlfriend and I pouted about it.
If you wouldn’t have been an asshole earlier, you’d be with her right now instead of him, dipshit.
I took a peek at them. She was still amused.
What could possibly be so fucking funny?
I had to get a handle on myself. It was an innocent conversation and I was fuming inside like she was screwing the guy. I took some deep breaths and counted to twenty. I took another peek. The guy and his dog had moved on and Brynn was swimming toward Ethan and Gia.
Good!

I watched them for a while before Ethan headed my way.

“Everything all right, Sean?” he asked as he sat beside me.

“Yeah.” I didn’t sound very convincing.

“I gotta tell you, after spending some time around Brynn, including at the club last night, she’s really something. Most men only dream of having a woman like her look at them the way she looks at you.” He turned his head toward me, but I kept mine on the girls. “It’s funny how some things are so obvious, yet we let them pass right before our eyes without seeing them.”

“Are you going somewhere with this?” I didn’t know what he was getting at.

“Just because your eyes are open it doesn’t mean you’re seeing what’s in front of you,” he said.

“If you’re talking about Brynn, I’m seeing her very clearly. She’s amazing and I’m not letting her out of my sight.”

Ethan laughed. “You’re
not letting
her? Do you really think Brynn is the type of woman to take orders from you or anyone else?”

“Definitely not.” I smiled as I
watched her and Gia racing to the shore. “I guess I’m not getting what you’re putting out.”

“I just think you might be
a little distracted.”

The girls joined us. Brynn sat next to me but
once again didn’t acknowledge me. I was keeping in mind what Ethan had said but I certainly didn’t agree with him.

“The water’s fantastic today, huh?” I asked Brynn.

“Very refreshing,” she said. She laid back on the blanket and closed her eyes.

“Who was the guy with the dog?”
I was dying to know.

“A regular at Sashay,” she said.

“Oh.” I wondered why she didn’t introduce me and what was so funny that she didn’t stop giggling the entire time he talked to her, but I didn’t ask.

We hung out a while longer and then decided to head back to get showered for our night out. We dropped Ethan and Gia at the hotel and Brynn asked me to drop her off at h
er place to get ready.

“I was hoping we could spend some time talking,” I said.

“I don’t want to talk. I want to shower and relax. You can pick me up before you pick them back up.”

“I want us to be ‘us’ tonight. I don’t want you to be
upset with me. I want to laugh with you, hold you, and kiss you.” I told her.

“What about what I want?”

“What do you want?”

“I want it all, just like you do.” She was sad.

“Then let me give it all to you,” I pleaded.

“
I am, Sean, I am. I’ll see you soon.” She hopped out and hurried to her building.

I headed for home, wondering what it was that she wanted from me that I wasn’t giving her. She wanted it all. What did that mean? I’d asked her to move in with me and she refused. We went out together all the time
, spending as much of our free time together as we could. We got along great. We had unbelievable sex. What did she want? I couldn’t wait to sit down with her on Monday and talk.