Authors: Fiona McIntosh
Her death had been instantaneous and shockingly ugly, even from the distance of five hundred strides. Her corpse had fallen from the horse and was immediately dragged by her startled mount, but Hamelyn had smiled, for Gabe had told them that if the host was destroyed, then the demon and his hideous minion were destroyed also.
âWe're done here, Ham,' Tamas urged, pulling his arm. Ham came out of his state of wonder, blinking at the king. Tamas nodded his head toward the valley, back to where men were glaring in their rough direction and pointing. âThey'll chase us down if we don't leave now. But we've got the head start we need and I intend for the Morgravian men never to find us, never to know who shot that arrow. Come!'
They jumped onto their horses and fled as fast as their animals could gallop.
âAre you all right, my son?' the kind voice asked.
Gabe stirred awake. He hadn't realised he had drifted into sleep. He stammered a response.
âNo need to apologise. You've been here a while. I just want to know that you are not sick or in trouble? After those terrible deaths in the cistern, I'm worried about everyone.'
Gabe cleared his throat and rubbed the sleep from his face. âForgive me. I am a traveller,' he said. âVery tired. My name is Gabriel.'
âWelcome, Gabriel. I am Canon Petrus. This beautiful vessel of Shar's love is my responsibility,' he said, gesturing to the cathedral's nave. He smiled warmly in the low light and Gabe realised suddenly that it was night and the oil in the cressets on the pillars had already been lit. âFirst visit to the Pearlis Cathedral?' the man asked.
âYes, it's overwhelming,' Gabe admitted. âBut in a good way.'
Petrus smiled. âThat gladdens me. You have not eaten?'
âYou've been watching me, father.'
âIndeed. Would you care to share some bread and cheese? It is only a light supper but I'm happy for you to join me. It seems we are the only supplicants this eve.' He lifted a small bundle from the pew where he sat and watched Gabe. âShar will not mind if we munch in his beautiful nave.'
Gabe grinned. âShar is a modern thinker, then?'
Petrus gave him a quizzical smile in return, and Gabe reminded himself of where he was and the times he was now living through.
âHelp yourself, young man. I eat very little these days but Mistress Lyme, who looks after us clergy of the cathedral, seems to believe we all need endless fattening.' He tapped his small paunch. âI have more than enough.'
Gabe stood gingerly and stretched. His spine gave a satisfying click and he sighed.
âThat should tell you how long you've been in that one spot,' Petrus said, gesturing at the food and for Gabe to help himself. He did, taking a hunk of the bread and a wedge of the cheese. There were two apples, another linen filled with nuts and dried fruit, and he noticed only now the small flagon of wine with two beakers. He didn't think that Mistress Lyme had set up supper at all. He suspected that Petrus had prepared his own and included Gabe in his calculations, but he sensed no guile.
âThank you, that's kind.'
âI admit I've been keeping an eye on you, Gabriel. You looked a bit lonely. You're not lost?'
He shook his head and gave a rueful smile. âI've never felt more at home,' he admitted.
Petrus regarded him with another frown, more bemused this time. He turned and poured them each a wine. âI told you a fib. I did ask Mistress Lyme to include enough for two.'
âI guessed,' Gabe said, as he took the proffered beaker and raised it. âTo spiritual release,' he said, not really understanding why he said it.
Petrus gave a low chuckle. âYes, I'll drink to that,' he agreed and they touched beakers. Gabe watched his new friend take the first sip. Satisfied he was not to be poisoned he began to sip companionably.
âSo which is your beast?'
âThe unicorn,' Gabe answered quickly, looking away but careful not to appear or sound suspicious. âIt called to me the moment I set foot inside the cathedral,' he lied.
Petrus shrugged. âThat's the thrill of the first visit,' he admitted. âI remember mine like it was yesterday?'
âWhat's yours?'
âCanis.'
Gabe tried not to look unsure. He waited, hoping the priest would clue him in.
Petrus sighed. âYes, the humble dog,' he replied and grinned.
Gabe shrugged, relieved to know to which beast he referred. âEveryone loves dogs,' he said.
âNicely said, Gabriel. And you're right. When I was young, I wished it had been Lupus who had chosen me. A wolf â wild and dangerous â appealed so much more. As a child I tried to convince myself it had been Lupus who'd called my name, but it was Canis who knew me.'
âDogs are faithful. Dogs are loyal. Dogs are true because a dog doesn't lie,' Gabe said, smiling. âIts tail gives it away every time.'
âI like you, Gabriel,' Petrus said, lifting his chin with a sense of pride. âThank you.'
âIt's the least I can do for someone who shares his supper.'
They sat in a friendly silence, chewing on their food and listening to the soft splutters of the burning oil.
âIf you're Unicornia, why were you sitting beneath the king?'
Gabe was ready for this, having guessed the wily canon might ask. âI suppose, like you, I was pretending for a moment. I wished the Dragon had chosen me. I wanted to see what it felt like to touch him. I really didn't mean to fall asleep.'
âYou looked very comfortable in his embrace. And he looked â¦' Petrus searched for the right phrase, â⦠very protective of you.'
âIt's always helpful to have friends in high places, don't you think?'
At this remark, Petrus laughed and the sound of his amusement echoed around the cathedral.
âPetrus, would you mind very much if I remained here for a while ⦠I mean, in the church?'
âWhy should I mind, son?' the man said, his dark eyes twinkling with humour.
âI don't see anyone else remaining after dark.'
âOh, you'd be surprised. This is just a quiet night. You are welcome to stay. Everyone is welcome. No traveller is ever turned away. Where are you headed ultimately?'
âSalvation,' he said and immediately wished he hadn't at the way the canon's eyes widened.
âGabriel, have you a troubled soul? Can I help?'
He shook his head. âNot troubled. I have felt trapped. In here, I feel safe but not imprisoned.'
âYou are looking for release?' the older man asked carefully.
Gabe realised what the man suddenly feared. âI am no danger to myself. I simply want quiet time away from others, alone with my thoughts, a time to reflect and be close to my spiritual beast.'
His companion visibly relaxed. âStay as long as you wish. I must leave you now to attend to my duties.'
âThank you for the food.'
âCommune with your beast, Gabriel. Find peace,' Petrus said, standing and sighing as his hip creaked. âI'll look in on you from time to time.' He left Gabe with an avuncular smile after gathering the linens, flagon and beakers into the small basket he'd brought in.
Gabe watched him leave, returned his attention to the dragon and remembered how it had welcomed him as his son. He was confused, needed to understand more. If the beast could speak with him, then surely he could in turn speak with it ⦠if he could find the way.
And then it occurred to Gabe that he already knew the way. He left where he was and sat in a pew close to the dragon but not on it as before. When he reached out he could still touch the dragon, which was comforting. He stared at it. And its stone sculpted eyes appeared to stare straight back at him ⦠almost daring him to try.
He dared.
Gabe closed his eyes, as if in prayer, and reached for his mental haven. This was not for an exam. It wasn't for escape from the darkness of losing his family. It was to learn.
He easily saw it in his mind's eye. There was the nave of the cathedral from his vision, and it was identical to the architecture of where he sat ⦠down to the pattern of the flagstones his feet were upon. He took a deep breath and privately marvelled. How could he have known this place?
Suddenly he felt as though he were travelling but not moving anywhere. The image in his mind shifted, became skewed and suddenly he was in a place he didn't recognise.
He wasn't in it physically. He knew his body was anchored to the pew in Pearlis Cathedral, but his spirit seemed to have found a very strange plane. There was nothing around him ⦠just a neutral space that was neither misty nor clear, neither dark nor light. It was devoid of colour and he could not describe the hues â black, white or grey â that surrounded him. It was nothing. It wasn't air. It wasn't water. It had no smell, no taste. It had no sense of distance, but it wasn't claustrophobic either. It was baffling.
âWhere is this?' he asked nervously. He didn't anticipate an answer.
But a voice did answer. âYou are in the Void, Gabriel, but you are protected. Do not be afraid while you are with me.'
âWho speaks?' he demanded, not frightened but not feeling entirely comfortable. âPlease ⦠show yourself.'
He hadn't known there were shadows until the man appeared, walking slowly but purposefully, gradually acquiring definition. He wore a grey robe. His hair was silvered, and though Gabe sensed he was old, he had a genial quality about him.
âWho ⦠who â¦?'
âI am Fynch,' the man said.
âShould I know you?'
He shook his head. âMore's the pity.'
It was an odd response. âI don't understand.'
âWhy should you? It's me speaking in riddles to defend myself against something you will understand soon enough. Suffice to say I am not your enemy, Gabriel. Far from it. May I call you Gabe?'
âYes. How do you know me?'
âI knew your mother.'
Gabe had to repeat Fynch's words in his mind to fully grasp the enormity of what he'd just said.
âMy mother? She had this skill?'
âNo.'
âThen how does a mother who lives in the village of Poynings in Britain come to know a man called Fynch from another world ⦠another plane, it seems?'
Fynch chuckled softly, but the sound seemed sad to Gabe's hearing, as though regretful. âThe woman who raised you and the woman who birthed you are different, Gabe. I'm sorry, I'm sure this will shock.'
Gabe was certain his heart skipped several beats.
âHow can you say that so heartlessly?'
âThere was nothing but heart in what I've just told you, son. You were loved, but you had a role. I had to take the precaution of sending you far away from Morgravia. You were taken to a place we could trust you would never be found.'
It felt like a jigsaw piece slotting into the right spot in his mind. âUntil the right time,' Gabe finished, his mind scrambling to catch up with his instinctive response.
Fynch nodded. âI knew you would be found.' He shrugged. âTime moves differently here.'
âI was born here?' Gabe exclaimed, the shock beginning to sink in. Fynch nodded gravely.
âBecause of how time moves, I had to hold you back in the Wild, where I live â it's complicated. If I'd let you go immediately, you would have returned too old. The Wild kept you safe and ⦠hibernating, for want of a better word. It has immense magic that I don't question.'
Gabe felt like he'd been punched in the softest part of his belly. He felt sick.
âWhen the time was right, you were still so young. You were given to a lovely family as I understand it, with parents who loved you deeply. Did you not know you were adopted?'
âNo. I bore an uncanny resemblance to my mother. It was never questioned.'
Fynch sighed. âYou do bear an uncanny likeness to your birth mother too, so your adoptive parents were chosen well. There's never a good time to tell a child something like that. Maybe they just found it easier to live life with the secret intact.'
âWho is my mother ⦠my birth mother?' he demanded.
âA truly beautiful woman by the name of Jetta. As her name suggests she was dark haired, dark eyed ⦠like you.'
âWhy did she give me up?'
âBecause your father asked her to ⦠no, because he insisted.'
âTell me about my father.'
âLittle is known of him. He was a traveller, rarely seen. People thought your mother invented him. She became labelled a whore.'
Gabe blinked as if slapped.
âShe was no such thing,' Fynch continued gently with affection in his gaze. âShe loved your father fiercely and did not question his motives. She did as he asked.'
âDid she know where I was taken?'
Fynch shook his head. âIt was thought best she didn't.'
âWho thought this?' he snapped. âMy father?'
âThat's right. It was his choice alone.'
âSo my father knew I would one day return like this, my body stolen, my life threatened, my whole existence turned upside dâ'
âGabriel, he knew only that you would return and that you would bring strength, power, skills ⦠and goodness to the war against Cyricus.'
âHe knew! How? Tell me how he knew about Cyricus or that any of this would occur?'
âHe didn't. He suspected the threat existed â'
âSo on a whim ⦠a hunch ⦠a vague feeling that Cyricus may take an interest in Morgravia, my father â a traveller â ripped me away from my family and sent me to a new world?'
Fynch didn't blink at Gabe's rising tones or the steps that he'd taken toward him, almost in threat. âHe was right, though. Cyricus always had a need for revenge against the empire. It was just a matter of time before he directed that revenge. You had to be the innocent party. Your father had to believe that Aphra would find you.'