Authors: Fiona McIntosh
âSure,' he said, shrugging a shoulder and noticing at once how Reynard's anxious face lit with surprise. Nevertheless, he appeared tense despite his relief at Gabe's decision.
âOver here's a café,' he said, pointing, then guiding his companion.
Gabe followed Reynard noticing that his charge was as uninterested in her surrounds as she was in her companions.
He sat down opposite the odd pair and smiled at her.
âWe haven't been introduced yet,' he said, but as he'd anticipated, Reynard answered before she could.
âOh, my apologies. Gabriel, this is Angelina.'
His mind froze momentarily as though he'd been stung.
âGabriel?'
âSorry. Er, like the famous tea salon,' he muttered. Then took a breath and smiled at them. âI was only staring at its sign last night.'
She said nothing but fixed him now with an unwavering look. Her expression didn't betray boredom or even dislike. He felt as though he were being studied. He'd experienced such regard before and allowed her to fixate without showing any discomfort in his expression.
âDo you believe in coincidence?' Reynard asked him in English.
Gabe remained speaking in French to let Reynard know that he had no intention of isolating Angelina, if she didn't understand English. âDo I believe in coincidence?' he repeated. âWell, I know it happens too often to not be a reality of life, but I would never count on one, if that's what you mean.' He noticed Reynard was trying to catch the attention of the waiter. âEr, with milk for me,' he said.
Reynard nodded, conveying this to the waiter before returning to their conversation. âI meant,' he continued, now in French, âdo you believe in coincidence or do you believe in fate?'
âI've never thought about it. But now that you make me consider it, I think I'd like to believe in predestination rather than chance.'
Reynard raised an eyebrow. âThat's interesting. Most people would prefer coincidence. They don't like the notion of their lives already being mapped out.'
âYou can change life's pathway. I'm testimony to that. But then the question was hypothetical. I like the notion of fate. It doesn't mean I believe it's what runs our lives or that chance doesn't have a lot to do with what happens to us.' He returned his attention to Angelina, feeling highly conscious of her penetrating gaze. The winter sun was filtering weakly into the café and lighting one side of her face. The other was in shadow and just for a moment he had the notion that her spiritually darker side was hidden.
The waiter arrived to bang down three coffees and their accompanying tiny madeleine biscuits.
âDo you enjoy Paris?' he tried.
âI should tell you that Angelina is mute,' Reynard said. âShe is not unable to talk, I'm assured, but she is choosing not to talk.' He shrugged. âIt's where you come in, I hope.'
She hadn't shifted her gaze from Gabe and now â as if to spite Reynard â shook her head and he realised it was in answer to his earlier question. He persisted. âIf you could be anywhere, where would you go?' He reached for his coffee.
She blinked slowly as if she didn't understand the question. Then turned to Reynard and pointed at the sugar up on the counter. Reynard looked in two minds. He cast a gaze around to nearby tables but it seemed sugar wasn't routinely left on them.
Gabe frowned. âEr, I think you'll have to go to the counter,' he suggested.
It was clear Reynard didn't want to get up. Angelina pushed her coffee aside suggesting she wouldn't drink it without the sugar. It was done gently but the message seemed forceful enough. As a couple, they were intriguing. Gabe felt a tingling sense of interest in unravelling the secrets of the relationship before him.
Reynard rose. âBack in a moment,' he said.
Angelina was astonishingly pretty in her elfin way but she shocked him as his gaze returned from Reynard to her. âHelp me.'
He coughed, spluttering slightly with a mouthful of coffee. âSo much for being mute,' he remarked.
âYou have to get me away from him,' she urged, fumbling for his hand beneath the small table. âDon't look at it now. Just take this,' she said, pressing a small note into his hand.
Reynard was back. âThere you are,' he said, sliding a couple of sticks of sugar onto the table.
Gabe was in no small state of shock at her outburst. The girl was obviously frightened of the physician.
âSo,' Reynard began, sipping his drink, âAngelina will not mind me saying this, I'm sure, but she is suffering a form of depression. She has feelings of persecution and â'
âWait,' Gabe interrupted. âIf she's mute how can you know any of this?'
âPrevious notes from previous doctors,' Reynard answered. â“Delusional” is the word that has been used time and again. Her muteness is a recent affliction. Remember, she's choosing not to speak.'
âSince you began treating her, do you mean?'
Reynard sipped his coffee slowly and didn't give any indication of offence. âShe's not prepared to communicate with doctors anymore. I don't think it's directed specifically at me.'
Gabe flicked a glance at Angelina and the surreptitious look she gave him over the rim of her cup contradicted Reynard's claim.
âAngelina is frightened and capable of harming herself,' Reynard continued, unaware of the silent message. âBut if, Gabriel, you can be persuaded, I think you might be the right person to guide her through this.'
âThis what?' Gabe asked.
Reynard looked at him quizzically, his silvery eyebrows knitted together. âThis period in her life, of course. You're my last hope. If I can I'd like to find her family, get her reconnected and hopefully out of enforced care â which is all that she can look forward to unless we can fix this.'
Gabe put his cup down deliberately softly to hide his exasperation. âWhen you say “last hope”, Reynard, what exactly do you mean?'
Reynard sat forward. âI've saved her from mental health hospitals. I've taken her on as a special case with a promise that I will find the right doctor for her. Soon she'll be returned to the care of institutions and become a ward of the state ⦠and you know what that means. She'll be lost to the corridors of madness. They'll drug her, labelling her schizophrenic or bipolar, and they'll move on to the next youngster. She'll be tied to a bed, kept like a zombie for most of her waking hours, they'll â'
âI work in a bookshop,' Gabe appealed. âI'm writing a book,' he added, his hands open in a helpless gesture, a desperate attempt to avoid this task.
âAh, yes, the scrivener,' Reynard replied. âIt's your distance from your previous profession, perhaps, that makes you all the more valuable. You haven't forgotten how, surely?'
Gabe sighed. âNo. I haven't forgotten.'
âSo you'll see her?'
He recalled standing opposite Angelina's last night â it was an omen. He remembered the note crumpled in his left fist, which was now plunged into the pocket of his jacket. He shifted his gaze back to her. In her look was a plea.
âYes, I'll see Angelina.'
âExcellent. Oh marvellous, thank you, Gabriel ⦠I â'
âThere are conditions â'
âI understand,' Reynard said, barely hearing him, Gabe was sure.
âDon't be too hasty. Hear me out first. I insist on seeing her alone,' Gabe said, knowing it would not go down well.
Reynard's face clouded. âOh, I'm afraid that won't be possible.'
âWhy?' he asked reasonably.
âI am responsible for Angelina ⦠for every moment that she is out of hospital.'
âAre you suggesting she's in danger with me?' Gabe asked, without a hint of indignation.
âNot at all. She's unpredictable, Gabriel.'
They both glanced at Angelina, who had in the last minute or so seemed to tune out of their conversation. She was staring through the window but with unseeing eyes. Her coffee was cooling, untouched; crystals of sugar were scattered around from her opening the sachets carelessly.
âUnpredictable?' he queried, returning his attention to Reynard.
âDangerous,' Reynard replied.
Gabriel tried to school his features but he wasn't quite quick enough to shield Reynard from the slight slump of his shoulders that clearly conveyed his mistrust of this diagnosis.
âI don't feel threatened by her,' he said as evenly as he could. âAnd Reynard, this is not a request, it's a condition of me doing the assessment for you. You're the one asking the favour.' How quickly that firm note came back into one's voice, he thought, privately impressed. So many times in his working life he'd had to adopt that calm but implacable stance with parents, guardians, teachers, even other doctors.
âWhere?' Reynard asked sounding reluctant.
âIt will have to be my studio, I suppose. It is neutral for Angelina. It is also spacious and quiet. You can wait downstairs in the lobby or you're welcome to sit on the landing outside. But I want to speak to her without interference of any kind.'
âI will wait on the landing as you suggest. When?'
Gabe shrugged, surprised by Reynard's continuing possessiveness. âIt's my day off tomorrow. Let's say eleven, shall we?'
âThat's fine.'
Gabe stood. âBring a book. The landing offers no diversion,' he said, his tone neutral. He looked at the girl. âBye, Angelina.' She ignored him. Reynard began to apologise. âDon't,' Gabe said, âit's okay. We'll talk tomorrow.'
âThank you,' Reynard said.
Gabe left without another word, unaware of how Angelina's gaze followed long after most people's vision would have lost him to the blur of street life.
Brother Josse opened the door to the calefactory and felt the change in temperature. It was the only chamber, other than his private room, where a fire was permitted. But he invariably went without setting a fire in his living quarters as he believed in leading by example, and though his bones were weary â when he lay down these nights his muscles seemed to lock themselves without his permission, then the aches and pains would arrive â and his eyesight failing, he would not capitulate and give himself more comfort than the rest of the Brothers.
The warmth enveloped him like a blanket and he sighed with silent pleasure. He regarded the back of his visitor, who was looking out of the window onto the herb gardens. Spare and small-framed, the man turned at the sound of Josse closing the door.
âI didn't hear you arrive,' the stranger said, soft of voice but with a warm and ready smile.
âThat's the point, I believe,' Josse replied, equally genially. All in the Brotherhood could move in silence. âIt has been a very long time.'
âIt has,' came the reply. âYou were not much more than a lad last time we met.'
Josse nodded. âAnd you said one day you would need my help, that you would come,' he said, taking in his guest's straight bearing beneath the simple grey robe, the neat hair shot through with silver, but the face surprisingly unlined for one so old. How could that be?
âI have kept my promise,' the visitor said gently.
Josse knew he was staring, trying to make sense of the man's presence. He finally gathered his wits. âEr, will you break bread with me?'
âThank you. My tastes are uncomplicated though, Brother Josse. I eat no meat.'
âAh, that's right. No living creature; I remember you telling me all those years ago.'
The man smiled again, the echo of its brightness sparkling in his eyes. âI think the fruits and vegetables forgive me though,' he said with a shrug.
âI have followed in the same steps.'
Surprise registered on the man's face. âTruly? I'm impressed.'
Josse laughed. âI believe I've been in awe of you since childhood.'
âI don't know why,' came the reply and even the tone was modest.
Josse shook his head. âEven now you surprise me with your own humility and yet I know that you are â'
âPlease,' the man said, âdo not treat me with any deference. I am, as you see, a simple soul with simple needs.'
âMay I offer you a cup of gleam?'
âCertainly, it would be a treat. I haven't tasted the spicy wine in many years. It will loosen our tongues for we have important matters to discuss.'
Josse felt a thrill of excitement. He didn't know why this man had taken such an interest in his life when he'd been brought to the priory at the age of nine. He remembered him not much differently than how he stood here now: the hair was a little less silvered perhaps, but beyond that the eyes were still sharp and bright, pierced by a curious shot of gold around the pupils.
The jug of gleam arrived, and although they seated themselves by the fire, Josse was sure that his guest did so only out of cordiality rather than need. Josse had asked for them not to be disturbed, and so now they sat opposite one another, but not really in a comfortable silence â because Josse felt nervous.
Josse grabbed his opportunity. It was now or never. âMay I ask, um ⦠forgive me, I don't know what to call you. I have never known your name.'
The man smiled and it was as though new warmth filled the room. âHow remiss of me. My name is Fynch.'
âBrother Fynch,' Josse repeated the name, as though testing it on his tongue.
âJust Fynch,' his guest said mildly.
Josse took a breath. âMay I ask another question, er, Fynch?'
âBy all means.'
âYou were a friend of our great King Cailech.'
âI was.' He paused to smile in private memory. âAnd of his queen, Valentyna,' Fynch added.
âYes, indeed.' Josse hesitated, but then decided he had to clarify this or he would die wondering. âUm, and yet I am in my winter years and you look like spring.'