Authors: Chris Matheson
He didn't eat, even though I could tell he wanted to. It was an interesting few days. There was a lot of silence and some of it was quite tense. He knew who I was, obviouslyâknew that I was his “enemy.” (Or
thought
he knew that anyway. The truth was, it was his Old Man who would soon be plotting his death, not me.) But there were other moments, when we stopped to admire the view or sat near a crackling fire at night, when we actually talked. The first night he wanted to hear about his father; he'd never met him, of course. When I told him what I knew, he got angry at me and said I was a liar. “It's all written down,” I said.
The next night was different. We talked about the future. Neither of us was certain what was going to happen; we might very well have to fight each otherâwe knew that.
But at least for that one night, we hoped we wouldn't have to. We didn't hate each other, in my opinion; I won't say we
liked
each other, but we did not hate each other. We had a lot in common, really. I mean, if the Old Man did create me, as he's always claimed, then Jesus and I were sort of half-brothers. When I suggested this possibility, Jesus fell silent.
The next day, we reached the top of the mountain and looked out over the world. It was a beautiful day, cool and clear and bright. After a long moment, I spoke. “Work with me,” I said quietly. “Work with me and rule the world.” Jesus turned and looked straight at me. I think he knew what was coming.
Although it hadn't been made clear yet, I think he knew that tremendous pain and suffering and an early death awaited him. He
felt
itâand he didn't
want
it. Why wouldn't he at least consider the possibility of avoiding all that, of being able to live and yes, to rule the world too? Notice that I didn't say: “You must rule in
this
or
that
way, Jesus.” He could have ruled the world however he wished, I didn't care.
Something flickered in his eyes. He took a slow, deep breath ⦠then turned and gazed out at the world. He
was
tempted, I could see it. (And remember: I have a
talent
for temptation. I know it when I see it.) He closed his eyes. He was going to open them and say yes and together we would defeat the Old Man and rule the world.
“Get out of my sight,” Jesus said.
At that point, there was nothing for me to do but ready myself for the final battle that I knew was coming. By the year 2020, I had hundreds of thousands of well-trained demons, not to mention the majority of mankind, working for me. I also had something new: my own son, “the Beast.” (I'd found a woman and impregnated her. The old-fashioned way, if you must know, and yes, I enjoyed it very much. I'm with Baal, sex is
great
.) My boy grew up and he was a natural leader, the greatest natural leader I'd ever seen; people
wanted
to follow him, they loved him.
The Old Man had become a queeny dictator by this time, a sort of depraved blend of Hitler and Liberace. It was time for me to take him on once and for all. The odds favored me, I thought. The Old Man had 144,000 followers, many of whom were male virgins. (Of
course
male virgins would be the Old Man's favorite people; of
course
he would think they were “pure.” “Stunted losers,” Baal called them, and I was inclined to agree with him.) Some of the Old Man's angels, however, had become fairly scary by this time. They were idiots, they always had been, but they had huge swords and they were good with them. They would be my biggest obstacle.
Or so I thought. Then came all those other Jesuses. Lamb Jesus wasn't especially impressive; no matter how many eyes it had, it was still a
lamb,
you know what I mean? Nor was Baby
Jesus, when he showed up, very worrisome either. But that Jesus with the sword that he shot out of his mouth?
Okay, now
that
guy was bad news. I can't tell you how many of my demons he killed with that sword-tongue of his. Imagine Jesus (because Swordmouth did look quite gentle and compassionate and “Jesus-y”) suddenly shooting his tongue out like a frog and then having that tongue be a
sword
. It was terrifying.
The Old Man proceeded to fucking
hammer
earth. First, he sent bloody rain. Where he
got
all that blood I have no idea; I heard rumors of mass blood-drainings in heaven. After that, he burned half the earth. (He left Asia alone because it wasn't “his,” apparently.) Then he caused mountains to crash into the ocean and, rather unbelievably, at least to me, turned the entire Atlantic Ocean into a giant pool of blood. (This was the Old Man's blood phase. He was obsessed with the stuff. “I want a literalâand I mean LITERALâbloodbath!” he reportedly screamed to his angels on numerous occasions.)
This wasn't a “war” the Old Man was waging; it wasn't “justice” he was administering. No, this was pure, unadulterated
hatred
. He wanted to hurt humans, that was all. Like a sadist finally giving into his darkest desires, the Old Man kept topping himself in the cruelty department.
The little stinging insects with the crowns and long hair were frankly unnerving. They bothered people in part, I think, because they looked vaguely like the Old Man: angry little assholes with crowns yelling up at you before they stung you. I think they were supposed to be a bunch of little “hims” in a wayâI think that was the meaning of their crowns, but I can't say for sure. (I can say that squashing them was exceedingly enjoyable.) The Old Man sent his half-crazed angels flying down to earth on horses to murder as many people as possible. Now why angels needed flying horses I have no idea. And why those flying horses had lion-headsâwell, same thing. The lion-heads apparently kept attacking the horse bodies, many of which ended
up plummeting to the ground and dying. The Old Man always wanted to impress too much, in my opinion. He was always less interested in what
worked
than in what he thought
looked
cool.
But here's something I had come to appreciate about humankind by this point: they weren't pushovers. They'd been around the block with the Old Man a few thousand times by now and they were not easily cowed by him anymore. Even after he did all that torture-porn stuff to them, a lot of them
still
didn't believe in him! If the Old Man hadn't gone completely insane by then, that would have done the trick.
While the Beast and his forces attacked the Old Man's virgin army, I decided to take the war directly to heaven. I took the shape of a seven-headed dragon and showed up in front of his palace. The Old Man looked enraged by my presence in heaven. “Guards,” he screamed, “GUARDS!!” But there was no one there except those pathetic eyeball creatures and some old men. I breathed some fire at them and left.
On earth, the Beast now revealed his secret weapon: a giant robot in the shape of a lion-leopard-bear, with seven heads. (We all knew the Old Man's favorite number was seven, so it was fun to bug him by using it ourselves.) The Beast's robot was about a hundred feet tall and at first people weren't sure what to make of it, but then, as it began to fly around the globe, putting out huge fires, cleaning up bloody messes and crushing masses of crown-headed insectsâwell, people quickly fell in
love
with it. “The Beast's Beast,” they nicknamed the robot. This must have shocked the Old Man. After all, what had he wanted from the start?
Love
. Who was getting that? Us. Who was despised? Him.
But then again, why
wouldn't
people have loved us? The Old Man had been torturing them for years while his annoying followers had scolded, “You're getting what you
deserve
.” My son and I had stood up to the Old Man. We had a cool giant robot and we had killed a lot of those annoying followersâwhat's not
to like? The Old Man apparently told anyone who would listen at this time that we were “deluding” people into following us, but that's nonsense. They just liked us better, that's all.
The Old Man and I met near dark in a burned-out forest near what had been Seattle. I listened to him for awhile, then nodded, getting it. “You're proposing that we share power then.”
The Old Man bristled. Of course that's not what he was proposing, no, not at all. What he was proposing wasâwell, it was predictably insane. “Hold on,” I remember saying. “We're at war all over the world, I've proven to you that you're not even safe in heavenâand what you're mainly concerned with is destroying
Babylon
?”
“Babylon is a whore and I want to punish her.”
“You're
still
mad about the Nebuchadnezzar episode?” I asked, incredulous. “That was more than 2,500 years ago.”
“I have
not
forgotten, Satan, now may I please
continue
?”
I stared at the Old Man, stunned even at this late moment by the sheer strangeness of him.
“What I am proposing is this,” he said. “If you help me punish Babylonâ”
“Waitâyou need
my
help?”
The Old Man stopped and glared at me. “If you perform this service for me, Satan, then I, ahem, will do something for you.”
I stared at him, silent. After a moment, he continued. “As we move forward, toward our inevitable final conflict, we will ⦔ He struggled with what followed. “How to say this? ⦠we will
take turns
winning.” Then, quickly: “In the end, naturally, I must win.”
“Why must you win?”
He stared at me, clearly confused. “Because I am God and my ultimate victory has been predestined from the start, Satan, did you not
know
that?” I was silent.
Did I know that?
“However,” he quickly continued, “when you are captured and imprisoned, I will release you after, oh, let's say a million years.”
I said nothing, still pondering what he had said.
Had
I known?
“A hundred thousand years then, but no less!” he said.
“One thousand,” I found myself saying. He stared at me, hesitatedâthen nodded brusquely.
“Fineâa thousand years then. But understand this, Satan: your boy, the Beastâhe will die in the end.”
Something about that hit a nerve in me. “Why don't we fight right now, God?” I said.
“ ⦠What
?”
“Why don't you fight me
yourself
for once?”
“I will notâ”
“Who sends his son to fight and die for him? A coward, that's who.”
“âSatan.”
This was a moment I had not planned on. But now that it had arrived, I couldn't stop it. “You're not what you say you are, Old Man. You're not all-powerful and you're definitely not all-good. You're a scared, loveless, stunted fraud. This incredible world that we all made togetherâyes, all of usâand all you care about is whether people love you? What is wrong with you, God? What the hell is
wrong
with you?” And with that, I turned and walked away.
The end of the story (which, of course, is not the “end” at all) played out like this: after Swordmouth defeated and killed the Beast and his robot, I was about to kill him whenâwhy did I let it happen?âan angel suddenly swooped down, picked me up and dumped me in a prison cell for that previously
agreedupon thousand years. I was told that Swordmouth was a harsh and tyrannical ruler. Apparently, mass beheadings (performed by him) were quite common. Swordmouth Jesus was despised by most people; they openly longed for my return. (“Imagine having Freddy Krueger as your ruler for a thousand years,” I later heard from more than one person.)
Finally, in the year 3020, I was released from prison. In less than a week I took control of the world once again. Swordmouth had gone a little bit soft in the intervening one thousand yearsâ he'd put on some weight and lost some of his quickness. He could be taken, I felt. We fought for the second time and I was just about to defeat him again when the Old Man, in a typical act of good sportsmanship, dumped a bunch of fire down on me from up in the sky. Swordmouth then grabbed me and tossed me into a fireplace and yelled, “Burn in the lake of fire for all eternity, Satan!” But as I descended to hell, I thought to myself, “You don't really
get
it, do you, boy?” This wasn't even
close
to over. I had almost defeated the Old Man.
The next timeâor the time after thatâor the nextâI
would
defeat him. I had plenty of time. I had eternity.
Chris Matheson is the author of
The Story of God: A Biblical Comedy about Love (and Hat
e). He is also a screenwriter whose credits include
Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure
,
Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey
, and
Rapture-Palooza
. He lives in Portland, Oregon.