Authors: Anne McCaffrey,Elizabeth Moon
"Very well, Captain Palise. Now, Engineering—"
"The pod was live, sir, as they always are for drill. We can't be shutting down the whole system just because somebody might make a mistake—"
"I know that." It had been Fargeon's own policy, in fact, and the Engineering Section had warned more than once that having evac drills with live pods and shuttles while in FTL travel was just asking for trouble. Fargeon glared at his senior engineer, and Erling glared back. Everyone knew that Erling had taken to Sassinak in her first assignment. Whatever had happened, Erling was going to pick Sassinak's side, if he knew which it was.
"Well, sir, activation would be the same as always. If the hatch is properly dogged, inside and out, and the sequence keyed in—"
"From inside?"
"Either. The shuttles have to be operated from inside, but the whole reason behind the pods was safe evacuation of wounded or disabled individuals. Someone in the bay can close it up and send it off just as easy as the occupant."
"I don't think we need to worry about
that
," said Fargeon repressively. "My interest now is in determining if Ensign Sassinak hit the wrong button out of stupidity, or did she intend to desert the ship?"
Into the silence that followed this remark, Lieutenant Achael's words fell with the precision of an artisan's hammer.
"Perhaps I can shed some light on that, sir. But I would prefer to do so in private."
"On the contrary. You will tell me now."
"Sir, it is a matter of some delicacy . . ."
"It is a matter of some urgency, Lieutenant, and I expect a complete report at once."
Achael bowed slightly, a thin smile tightening his lips. "Sir, as you know I have a cousin in the Inspector General's office. As weapons officer, I have particular interest in classified document control, and when that directive came out two months ago, I decided to set up such a test on this ship. You remember that you gave your permission—?" He waited for Commander Fargeon's nod before going on. "Well, I had three hard copies of apparently classified documentation on the new Witherspoon ship-to-ship beam, and—as the directive suggested—I made an opportunity to let all the newly assigned officers know that they existed and where they were."
"Get to the point, Lieutenant."
"The point, sir, is that one of them disappeared, then reappeared one shift later. I determined that three of the ensigns, and two Jigs, had the opportunity to take the copy. I handled the copy with tongs, and put it in the protective sleeve the directive had included, for examination later at a forensic lab. And I reported this, in code, to my cousin, in case anything—ah—happened to me."
"And you have reason to believe that Ensign Sassinak was the person who took the document?"
"She had the opportunity, along with several others. Forensic examination should show whether she handled it. Or rather, it would have."
"Would have?"
"Yes, sir. The document in question, in its protective sleeve, is missing from my personal safe. We have not only a missing pod, and a missing ensign, but a missing document which might have identified someone who had broken security regulations. And a nonfunctioning beacon on the pod. I scarcely think this can be coincidence."
"Not Sassinak!" That was Cavery, furious suddenly. He had had his doubts, but not after the pod ejected. If Sassinak had wanted to escape, she wouldn't have called herself to his attention that very morning.
"As for the outgoing message with her initiation code, I believe she may have been reporting to whomever she—er—worked with."
"The destination code was in the IG's office," said Cavery. "The same code as your incoming message."
"You're sure? Of course, she might have done that to incriminate me—"
"NO!" Erling and Cavery shouted it together.
"Gentlemen." Fargeon's voice was icy, his expression forbidding. "This is a matter too serious for personalities. Ensign Sassinak may have been ejected accidentally. Or, despite her high ratings in the Academy, she may have been less than loyal. There is her background to consider. Of course, Lieutenant Achael, it's one you share."
Achael stiffened. "Sir, I was a prisoner. She was a slave. The difference—"
"Is immaterial. She didn't volunteer for slavery, I'm sure. However, her captors would have had ample time to implant deep conditioning—not really her responsibility. At any rate, Lieutenant, your information only adds to the urgency and confusion of this situation." He took a long breath, but before he could begin the long speech they all knew was coming, Makin, the Weft Jig, spoke up.
"Begging the captain's pardon, but what about retrieval?"
Fargeon became even stiffer, if possible. "Retrieval? Mr. Makin, the pod was ejected during FTL flight, and we are en route to a scheduled rendezvous with an EEC vessel. Either of those conditions alone would make retrieval impossible—"
"Sir, not impossible. Difficult, but—"
"Impossible. The pod was ejected into a probability flux—recall your elementary physics class, Mr. Makin—and would have dropped into sublight velocity at a location describable in cubic light-minutes. With a vector of motion impossible to calculate. Now if the beacon had functioned—which Engineering assures me it did not—we would be getting some sort of distorted signal from it. We might spend the next few weeks tracking it down, if we didn't nave this rendezvous to make. But we have no beacon to trace, and we have a rendezvous to make. My question now is what report to make to Fleet Headquarters, and what we should recommend be done about that ensign."
When Fargeon dismissed them, he announced no decision; outside his office, the buzzing conversations began.
"I don't care what that sneak says." Cavery was beyond caution. "I will not believe Sassinak took anything—so much as a leftover muffin—and if she did she'd be standing here saying so."
"I don't know, Cavery." Bullis, of Admin, might not have cared: he argued for the sheer joy of it. "She was intelligent and hardworking, I'll grant you that, but too sharp for her own good. If you follow me."
"Not into that, I won't. I—" He paused, and looked around at Makin, the Weft Jig, who had tapped his arm.
"If I could speak to you a moment, sir?"
Cavery looked at Bullis and shrugged, then followed Makin down the corridor. "Well?"
"Sir, is there any way to convince the captain that we
can
locate that pod, even without a beacon on it?"
"You can? Who? And how?"
"We can because Ensign Sassinak is on it—Wefts, I mean, sir. With Ssli help."
Cavery cocked his head. "
Ssli
help? Wait a minute—you mean the Ssli could locate that little pod, even in normal space, while we're—"
"Together, we could, sir." Cavery had the feeling that the Weft meant something more than he'd said, but excitement overrode his curiosity for the moment.
"But I don't know what I can do about the captain," he murmured, lowering his voice as Achael strolled nearer. "I'm not going to get anywhere arguing."
"Cavery," Achael broke into their conversation. "I know you liked the girl, and she
is
attractive. I'd have spent a night or so with her gladly." Cavery reddened at that insinuation. "But the circumstances are suggestive, even suspicious."
"I suppose you'd suspect any orphan ex-slave?" Cavery meant it to bite, and Achael stiffened.
"I'm not the one who brought up her ancestry," he pointed out.
"No, but you have to admit, if it's a matter of access, you were in the same place at the same time. Maybe someone twisted your mind. Curious you never saw her, hmm?"
Achael glared at him. "You've never been anyone's prisoner, have you? I spent my entire time on that miserable rock locked in a stinking cell with five other members of the
Caleb
's crew. One of them died, of untreated wounds, and my best friend went permanently insane from the interrogation drugs. I hardly had the leisure to go wandering about the slaveholds looking for little girls, as she must have been then."
"I— I'm sorry," said Cavery, embarrassed. "I didn't know."
"I don't talk about it." Achael had turned away, hiding his face. Now he spun about, pinning Cavery suddenly with a stiffened forefinger. "And I don't expect you, Cavery, to tell everyone in the mess about it, either."
"Of course not." Cavery watched the other man stalk away, and wished he'd never opened his mouth.
"You notice he never answered your question," Makin said. At Cavery's blank look, he went on. "You're right, sir, that during that captivity an enemy had a chance to deep-program Lieutenant Achael . . . and nothing he said makes that less likely. A friend who went insane from interrogation drugs . . . perhaps Achael did not."
"I don't—like to accuse anyone who went through—through something like that—"
"Of course not. But that's what they may have counted on, to cover any lapses. Now, about the pod and Ensign Sassinak—"
Sassinak's supporters barely crammed into Cavery's quarters. Wefts, other ensigns, Erling from Engineering. After the first chaos, when everyone assured everyone else that she couldn't have done any of it, they concentrated on ways and means.
"We have to do it soon, because those damn pods don't carry much air. If she's conscious, she'll put herself in coldsleep—and amateurs trying to put themselves in are all too likely to make a fatal mistake."
"Worse than that," said Makin, "we can't track her if she's in coldsleep—it'll be like death. We've got to get her before she does that, or before she dies."
"Which is how long, Erling?" Everyone craned to see the engineer's face. It offered no great amount of hope. He spread his hands.
"Depends on her. If she takes the risk of holding out on the existing air supply as long as she can, or if she opts to go into coldsleep while she's alert. And we don't even know if the person who ejected the pod sabotaged the airtanks or the coldsleep module, as well as the beacon. At an outside, maximum, if she pushes it, hundred-ten to hundred-twenty hours from ejection." Before anyone could ask, he glanced at a clock readout on the wall and went on. "And it's been eight point two. And the captain's determined to make the rendezvous with the EEC ship tomorrow, which eats up another twenty-four to thirty." His glare was a challenge. The Weft ensign Jrain took it up.
"Suppose we can't convince the captain to break the rendezvous—what about going back afterwards? He might be in a more reasonable frame of mind then."
Erling snorted. "He might—and then again he might be hot to go straight to sector command. To go back—hell, how would I know? You tell me you can find her, you and the Ssli, but I sure couldn't calculate a course or transit time. Even if we hit the same drop-point as the ejection—if that's not a ridiculous statement in talking of paralight space—we'd have no guarantee we'd come out with the same vector. They found that out when they tried dropping combat modules out of FTL in the Gerimi System. Scattered to hell all over the place, and it took months to clean up the mess. But again, assume we can use you as guides, we still have to maneuver the ship. Maybe we can, maybe we can't."
"We have to
try
." Mira rumpled her blonde hair as if she wanted to unroot it. "Sassinak isn't guilty, and I'm not going to have her take the blame. She helped others at the Academy—"
"Not
your
bunch," Train pointed out.
"So I grew up," Mira retorted. "My mother pushed me into that friendship; I didn't know better until later. Sassinak is my friend, and she's not going to be left drifting around in a dinky little pod for god knows how long . . ."
"Well, but what are we going to
do
about it?"
"I think Train had a good idea. Let Fargeon get this rendezvous out of his head, and then try him again. And if he doesn't agree . . ." Cavery scowled. No one wanted to say mutiny out loud.
When Sassinak woke up, to the dim gray light of the evacuation pod, she had a lump on her forehead, another on the back of her head, and the vague feeling that too much time had passed. She couldn't see much, and finally realized that something covered her head. When she reached for it, her arm twinged, and she rubbed a sore place. It felt like an injection site, but . . . Slowly, clumsily, she pawed the foil hood from her head and looked around. She lay crumpled against the acceleration couch of a standard evac pod; without the hood's interference, she could see everything in the pod. Beneath the cushions of the couch was the tank for coldsleep, if things went wrong. She had the feeling that perhaps things had gone wrong, but she couldn't quite remember.
Slowly, trying to keep her churning stomach from outwitting her, she pushed herself up. It would do no good to panic. Either she was in a functioning pod inside a ship, or she was in a functioning pod in flight: either way, the pod had taken care of her so far, or she wouldn't have wakened. The air smelled normal . . . but if she'd been there long enough, her nose would have adapted. She tried to look around, to the control console, and her stomach rebelled. She grabbed at the nearest protruding knob, and a steel basin slid from its recess at one end of the couch. Just in time.
She retched until nothing came but clear green bile, then wiped her mouth on her sleeve. What a stink! Her mouth quirked. What a thing to think about at a time like this. She felt cold and shaky, but a little more solid. Aches and twinges began to assert themselves. She pushed the basin back into its recess, looked for and found the button that should empty and sterilize it (she didn't really want to think about the pod's recycling system, but her mind produced the specs anyway), and turned over, leaning against the couch.
Over the hatch, a digital readout informed her that the pod had been launched eight hours and forty-two minutes before. Launched! She forced herself to look at the rest of the information. Air supply on full; estimated time of exhaustion ninety-two hours fourteen minutes. Water and food supplies: maximum load; estimated exhaustion undetermined. Of course, she hadn't used any yet, and the onboard comp had no data on her consumption. She tried to get onto the couch and almost passed out again. How could she be that weak if she'd only been here eight hours? And besides that, what had happened? Evac pods were intended primarily for the evacuation of injured or otherwise incapable crew. Had there been an emergency; had she been unconscious on a ship or something?