Safeword: Storm Clouds (22 page)

"No, not yet. I need to process it some, I think. I guess I'd expected you to do the bite thing to make me have a hard-on. I hadn't expected you to actually get me to stay hard without biting me while.. while dominating me like that. You seem to have found a part of me that I didn't realize existed."

"You aren't going to talk yourself out of that part of you existing, are you?"

"No, I think I'd look pretty silly if I tried to pretend it didn't after... after
that
."

"It would last a while, but... you're right, long term, probably not. I'm still wired to Dom, even if I'm apparently wired to submit every once in a while, too."

Kendra reached into the drawer of her night table and pulled a stack of paper out. "Here, it's a completed BDSM checklist thing. Tell me when and where and I'm all yours."

Chapter Fifteen

Kendra rose a few nights later, naked in her bed except for wrist and ankle cuffs. Eric was sitting in a chair watching her and it took just a moment to remember that when she rose she would be in a scene with him right off the bat. She'd fed before her day's rest, but she awakened hungry.

"You're hungry."

"Yes, Sir, I am."

"Pour yourself a drink then. No matter how safe it might be, it just sounds like a bad idea to torture a hungry vampire."

She grinned, "Well, yeah, when you put it that way. Sir."

She drank and he told her to brush her teeth, which she did. She also used mouthwash because she knew it made him feel better, he was still a bit squicked to kiss her after she'd fed.

"There, you look stronger now. I went through your shoes while you slept, I've put some by the door for you to wear. Put a robe on and lets go to the playroom now, Kendra."

Kendra stepped into the shoes he'd chosen. Black heels with silver trim. Heels so high she usually just half levitated and half walked when she wore them. People always said something about how she appeared to glide across the floor. If they only knew.

Eric had on black jeans that rode very low on his waist, and no shirt or shoes. He walked her to the playroom, but with all of the downstairs vamps still asleep, mercifully there was no chance of running into anyone in the hallway. She knew that before long they would all awaken though, and then the entire house would know she was submitting to him, and before morning most of the vampires in town would have heard about it. She'd already warned Abbot and Gavin and Josef that tonight was the night so they could keep an eye on the politics of things. Abbot had instructed Eric that the door was not to be unlocked until the scene was over. He'd been clear that when the door opened Kendra needed to be in control of herself and Eric had understood. Politically, they were sitting as well as could be expected. She hoped no one would challenge her until the following night, but she had to be prepared for a challenge later that night.

She couldn't think about that now, for now she needed to get into the right headspace to submit to Eric. She wasn't there yet, and she had a feeling he knew it, but he wasn't going to push things until they were safely locked into the playroom. It bothered him that if they were challenged she'd be the one fighting while he had to stand there and say that since he had an agreement with Abbot that any challenges should go through Abbot.

As they stepped into the playroom he locked the door behind them and said, "Hand me the robe, Kendra."

She took it off and handed it to him.

"I will restrain you later, but first I want you to have to choose to submit to me. Please walk over to the angled spanking bench and position yourself on it."

Once she was bent over the spanking bench he walked over to one of the rolling tables and pulled it to the spanking bench and then sat the bag he was carrying up on the table. She heard sounds she had a hard time identifying – she wanted to raise up and turn around to look to see what he was doing, but knew he wanted her to stay put, so she did. Damn, she was horny having to stay in this position with her ass sticking up in the air like this. She hoped she could stay still for whatever whipping he was surely about to dole out.

And then she felt something at her asshole. Shit, not that. She was sure she wouldn't be able to lay still for this.

"On a human there is a rule about not going from here to here without washing up first. But there is no such problem doing that with you. I can stick a finger up your ass", he said, sticking his lubricated finger there up to the first knuckle as he said it, "and then pull it out and go straight into your cunt", burying his finger there as he said it, "without having to worry about any contamination issues. This is going to be fun."

She felt him sliding something else into her pussy. It wasn't very big, but it wasn't a finger either. And then she felt something vibrating and realized he'd put a small vibrator in and turned it on. Oh, that felt good. And then his finger was in her ass again, invading it, violating it. She tried to relax for him, but damn it was hard. Then she felt another lubricated finger circling around her clit and she moaned into that feeling and tried to concentrate her attention there instead of at her ass.

"That's good, relax for me, that's what I want."

Kendra knew she was moving around a lot, but he wasn't saying anything about it, so she didn't stop. She was keeping her chest and head down, but she was moving her hips around pretty wildly. The sensations of the vibrator deep inside of her, and his finger on and around her clit, and then the finger slowly moving in and out of her ass... suddenly she needed to come. He hadn't told her to ask permission, but she felt she needed to tell him, so she did. "Oh, Eric, Sir, I need to come, I'm going to... Aaaaahhhhhh" and she was coming.

"That's good, come with my finger up your ass."

And suddenly the vibrator was turned off and the finger wasn't at her clit anymore and there was only the finger fucking her ass as she came. Violently.

When she was done he pulled the bullet vibrator out of her and replaced it with two fingers, moving them in and out for a few minutes until she was moving with them and moaning again.

"On your knees now, on the floor."

She stood up from the bench and turned to face him, then went to her knees as gracefully as she could. She may not want to do it, but if she was going to do it then no sense being awkward about it. If she was going to submit, she would do it with grace. But, damn this was hard, she'd much rather be restrained. It was easier to submit passively, it was harder to actively submit. She couldn’t deny that she was incredibly horny though, so she’d be silly to try to stop what was happening.

Eric pulled something from his bag and handed it to her. She took what he offered and then looked to see what it was. Nipple clamps. Not the nice gentle ones, but not the really mean ones, either.

"Put them on your nipples, Kendra."

"Sir?"

"Now, Kendra. Put them on yourself and you just have the nipple clamps to deal with. Make me do it and I'll add weights to them."

Shit. She started moving her hands up to do it, but this was... well... sadistic, of him. Imagine that. Fuck. She put the first one on and it hurt so damned bad she wanted to cry. Having to do it to herself was even more cruel than doing it
to
her. FuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK that hurt.

"The other one, Kendra."

"Yes, Sir, I'm just trying to get used to the first one. Shit, it hurts."

"Yes, it's supposed to hurt. If your other nipple doesn't have a clamp on it by the time I count to five then there will be weights on them as well.... One, two, three,"

Kendra clamped it onto her nipple and tried not to scream in pain as it went on faster and harsher than she should have had to do it. She looked up through her watery eyes and saw him unzipping his pants.

"That's nice. Such beautiful pain. Now you'll suck me off. Put your hands behind your back and keep them there. If you touch me with your hands there will be a punishment later, do you understand?"

"Yes, Sir."

He thrust into her mouth, his hands on the back of her head. He knew she didn't have to breathe, and he went all the way to the back of her mouth and kept pushing until he was buried in her throat. He was long, which she loved when they had sex, but this.. he pushed until her face was pushed into his groin and his cock felt like it was down between her collar bones.

"Oh yes. Such a wonderful mouth and throat."

He pulled out and pushed back in, then started picking up speed. He was fucking her face, fucking her mouth, fucking her throat. And she was kneeling here with her hands behind her back and submitting to it. And worse, was turned on by it. Her throat hurt, her nipples hurt, but the sheer power play of it, making her submit to it, using her this way – her lower body was on fire. And then she realized he was holding himself down her throat and was spasming, he was coming down her throat. The realization made her start to come, too. It was all she could do to keep her hands behind her back.

When he pulled out he said, "You didn't have permission to come, but I guess you couldn't very well ask at the time. No punishment this time since I didn't specifically tell you not to and we haven't really gone over those rules in detail yet. I would like for you to continue to ask permission, but I’m going to give you some leeway on that for a short while, as you get used to being on this end of things." He paused and then said, "I do have to point out that this particular orgasm tells me how much you enjoy being used as a fucktoy though, how much it turns you on to be dominated."

Kendra didn't say anything, she just looked down. He was right, but she didn't want to admit it out loud.

Suddenly she saw his hands come into her vision and then the next second he’d taken both nipple clamps off at once and she gasped in pain. Sometimes taking them off hurts worse than putting them on. This wasn't one of those times, it wasn't quite as bad, but it still hurt pretty bad.

"Kendra, you have pleased me with your submission, so I'm going to give you a choice now. Do you want me to restrain you for the next part or do you wish to use self restraint?"

"Please Sir, restrain me."

Eric walked to the wall and flipped the switch that let one of the bars down, motioning for her to go stand under it. He stopped it when it was down at the level of her shoulders and walked back to her. He kissed her forehead and then gently attached the cuffs to the holes in the outer edges of the bar.

"These don't really look like suspension cuffs to me, but when Abbot gave them to me he said they could be used for suspension. I'm going to lift you up, if there is a problem, let me know."

"Yes, Sir. But Abbot is right, these may not work to suspend a human, but they are fine for vampires. Remember, they are made specifically to hold a vampire when most cuffs can't do that. Sir."

Eric flipped the switch that made the bar begin to lift slowly. When her feet were about five inches from the floor he turned it off and went to her. There were hooks embedded into the floor and he used some of the chain hanging on the wall to tie off her ankles to the hooks. When he was done she may as well have been spread out on a St. Andrews Cross, but she was in midair, suspended, and he could get to all sides of her.

He reached into his bag and pulled out a superslim butt plug and a harness for it. He inserted the plug in the harness and lubed it up before walking back to her and matter-of-factly inserting the plug into her ass and then methodically fastening the harness so the plug would stay firmly in place. He could tell by her reactions that it was uncomfortable, but it was about the same size around as his finger so he knew she could handle it. The harness went around her waist with a single strap coming down her ass crack in the back until the place for the plug to be inserted, then it split into two straps and straddled either side of her pussy, leaving it open so she could wear the harness and still be easily fucked later on. He couldn't wait to fuck her later with that plug in her ass.

He pulled four floggers out of his bag and lined them up so he could get to them easily and then started in on her back with the gentlest of the four. He could hit hard with this one, give a good bit of impact, without it really hurting. He warmed her back and bottom and the backs of her thighs up nicely and then moved around to her front and started on her breasts. She hadn't expected that and tried to jerk away, though of course she couldn't. This might be the nice flogger, but the breasts are a lot more sensitive than the back and ass. After about ten strikes he moved back around to her back again, picking another flogger up with his other hand as he walked around. He gave another half a dozen hits that he knew she was enjoying and then switched to the other flogger without warning. He knew this one would sting like a dozen bees hitting at the same time and his cock jumped up at her reaction to it. He didn't slow down any, kept up his rhythm, doing figure eights to go back and forth from left to right, and moving up and down her body. He knew he didn't have to avoid the kidney area with Kendra, but habit made him do it anyway.

He worked his way up to the two painful floggers and then switched back and forth between them for a bit. She was twisting and writhing in the restraints and he could tell the pain and pleasure were getting mixed up. He wanted her to come like this, come from the pain and pleasure of the flogging with the plug in her ass. But he wasn't sure this was quite enough to take her over the top. He wished the plug in her ass could vibrate, but it was just a regular plug. He finally grabbed the shortest of the floggers and walked to her side, inserting a few fingers into her cunt while he flogged the hell out of her ass. "Come for me Kendra, come on my fingers. Come while I flog your ass with that butt plug invading it."