Safe Haven (8 page)

“No, Franz. That’s not open to the public, but I’ll be right here.”

“You are not
public
, Theo. You are family.”

“Still, those are the rules. Perhaps after the quarantine is lifted—”

“Quarantine!” Franz spit out the word as if it were something foul he’d eaten by mistake. “If they are so concerned that we might carry some disease, then why are not the government people and those from town working here quarantined as well? They come and go as they please.”

“Do you need anything?” Theo was beginning to feel as if he was upsetting his uncle and cast about for something more positive they might talk about. “I can shop this afternoon and bring you whatever you need this evening.”

Franz patted his nephew’s hand and smiled. “Just come,” he said, his voice once again hoarse with emotion. “There will be time for shopping later. We need shoes—your landlady sent us clothes and money for shoes but we cannot go shopping.”

“Draw patterns of your feet and bring them to me tonight. I’ll take them to the shoe shop in town. Surely they can figure out sizes.”

“What a clever boy you are, Theo. Ellie always said that of all her children you were the brightest, and now I begin to understand why.”

“Don’t let Beth hear you say that,” Theo warned, laughing.

“I should get back,” Franz said, releasing Theo’s fingers. “Your aunt will wonder what has become of me. She worries, you know.”

Theo remembered. “I’ll see you tonight, then—all of you—and I’ll bring the doll for Liesl and the letter from Beth.”

They backed away from the fence, and Franz started walking back to the barracks, turning several times to glance back at Theo as if he could not quite believe his nephew was real. Theo raised a hand in farewell and felt a lifting of the responsibility he’d been given by his parents. He had found his uncle, later he would see his aunt and cousin, and after that he would call his parents and give them the good news. Of course he would wait for the long-distance charges to go down, but Wisconsin was an hour earlier than New York so he knew his parents would be awake.

He heard a clicking sound and realized that it had been background noise the entire time he’d been talking with his uncle. He glanced around and saw a camera aimed at him.

“Hey!” He started toward the woman holding the camera. He knew that the refugees had attracted a lot of attention and that there was even a news crew from
Life
magazine staying at the hotel in town, but still …

The woman lowered the camera. Suzanne. She adjusted the strap around her neck and waited—for what? Did she expect him to attack? Rip the camera from around her neck and destroy the film inside?

He walked toward her. “Look, Miss Randolph, I know you came here to get a story, but common decency would say you need to ask permission before invading somebody’s privacy.”

“You have no proof that I was photographing you,” she blustered. “I was taking pictures for my article. The fact that you and your uncle just happened …” Her voice trembled with the weight of her lies.

“Just don’t do it again. We are a quiet, simple people—my family and I. Perhaps it would be best if you find some other story to tell, after all.”

He turned to walk away.

“Wait,” she called, hurrying to catch up to him. He noticed that she had an athletic stride—not very feminine but at the same time very appealing. “I’m sorry, okay? I admit I heard parts of your phone conversation and I admit that I followed you here. Face it, I’m not all that different from Hilda Cutter.”

She looked up at him with eyes that begged for forgiveness and pity, and he couldn’t help himself. He laughed. “You can cut the act. I forgive you, but my family is off limits—got it?”

The wide-eyed innocent look shifted seamlessly into a frown of determination. “If that’s what you want. But don’t forget that it’s your family who is incarcerated behind that fence for all intents and purposes. You know what the ground rules are. When the war ends they will be sent back. Sometimes you have to make a little noise to get the powers that be to do the right thing. In this case—because most of the folks in there with your family are Jews—it’s going to take a
lot
of noise, but there are Americans who are sympathetic to their cause and willing to speak up for them.”

“I don’t understand. I mean, I know there are people in town—like Hilda and others—who have their prejudices, but this is a government project and—”

“And you think people who work in government can’t be biased against certain ethnic groups?” She did not wait for an answer. “This so-called shelter is nothing more than a token gesture. Do you think that rescuing less than a thousand people when there are tens—perhaps hundreds—of thousands just like them who got left behind makes anything like a real difference?”

Her eyes flashed at him, and she placed her hands on her hips.

“Hey, I’m a Quaker,” he said, trying to disarm her. “Peace loving and not up for a fight with you, okay?”

She looked a little surprised at this information. “You’re a Quaker? Your relatives in there, as well?” She jerked her head toward the fence.

“Is that a problem? I mean, for your story?” He suddenly thought that with her fiery speech about the Jews, she was intent on telling their story. “How about this: I’m sure my uncle and aunt can introduce you to someone who would be right for your article. Why don’t you come here with me tomorrow after the program and reception? You can meet Franz and Ilse, and you can tell them what you’re looking for. I’m sure they’ll be glad to help out.” At least his uncle would. His memory of his aunt was that she was a tight-lipped, cautious woman with a permanent scowl of disapproval etched into her features.

“I’m also a Quaker,” she said softly, seeming to ignore his offer to introduce her to Franz and Ilse. “Or I was once.”

That explained her passion for making sure the refugees were treated fairly. He was about to quip, “Once a Friend always a Friend,” but something in the way she looked away made him abandon that idea.

Somewhere in the distance a clock chimed, and Theo glanced at his watch. “It’s getting close to suppertime,” he said. “Mrs. Velo will wonder if she should set places for us or not.”

“I think I’ll get something in town,” Suzanne said. “I’m not sure I can handle Hilda tonight.”

“Okay. I’ll let Selma know. And if you change your mind about coming with me tomorrow after the program …”

She smiled at him. “I never said whether I would come or not,” she reminded him.

“Suit yourself.” He started walking away then turned back and pointed to her camera. “I want to see those pictures and show them to my uncle. We’ll decide whether or not you have permission to use them.”

The frown was back. “If I decide to use them,” she bargained, “then you can see them. Otherwise …”

Theo grinned. “Fair enough.” He continued on his way, aware that she remained where she was. It was as if he could feel her watching him. Testing that theory, he lifted his hand and waved to her without turning around. “See you later,” he called.

And when she instantly replied, “I’ll come with you tomorrow,” he knew he’d been right.

Ilse was arranging the wildflowers when Franz came into the apartment. He looked agitated, nervous, but at the same time he seemed excited. “What’s wrong?” she asked.

“Where’s Liesl?”

“I sent her out to meet some of the other children playing on the parade ground. Franz, what has happened?”

He sat down heavily in one of the wooden chairs and rested his folded hands on the table. His hands were shaking, and he was breathing heavily as if he had run a great distance.

“I saw Theo. I called, and he wanted to come right away, and there was no time to get you and Liesl, and …”

She placed her hands on his to still them. “What did he say?”

Franz looked at her. “They have heard from Beth. She has married Josef, and they have a child—a daughter.”

“Where are they?”

“In England. Theo said there is a letter from Beth to you and me. He will bring it this evening. How could she marry Josef, Ilse? He betrayed us.” Franz buried his face in his open palms.

“We don’t know that for certain,” Ilse said as she moved behind him to massage his shoulders. “We have believed for so long that this was the case because it seemed the only explanation, but what proof did we have?”

“He was the son of a Gestapo agent,” Franz reminded her.

“And he was in love with our niece.”

“Perhaps. It could have all been an act on his part. You were the one who was suspicious of him,” he reminded her.

“But I changed my mind, and after all, it was Josef’s father who risked his position to come and warn you—who gave us the opportunity we would never have had to escape had it not been for that warning.”

Franz released a heavy sigh. “We will see what her letter says and hold her and her child. …”

“And Josef,” Ilse added. “We will hold them all in the Light and pray that one day soon we will all be together.”

Franz’s snort of a laugh told Ilse that he did not believe such a thing was possible. “Theo says that Beth and Josef and the child will come here when the war ends, but we are to go back. Back to what, Ilse? I have no job, and what do you imagine has become of our apartment—our things?”

Ilse sighed. Somewhere along the way, she and Franz had switched roles. Now he was the worrier, the one who could see no hope for their future. It was up to her to find some way to ease his fears before they could infect their impressionable daughter. She leaned down so that her lips were close to his ear.

“Franz, we are here, and for now we are safe. Liesl is free to leave the house and play with other children. We have food and shelter and clothing. Can we not take time to be grateful for these things before we worry about a future over which we have little control?”

She felt the tension ease from his shoulders, and he reached up and patted her hand. “How was I ever so blessed to find you, Ilse?”

She chuckled. “I’ll wager there has been more than one occasion over the years we’ve spent together when you wondered how you had been so cursed,” she teased. “Now go find Liesl so she can wash up and we can all go to the dining hall for supper. I overheard one of the kitchen workers say that we are being treated to something called ‘steak,’ whatever that is.”

Steak turned out to be a kind of beef that the women who worked in the kitchen had cut into pieces and made into stew. Upon their arrival, each of the refugees had been assigned to work on one of the crews meant to keep the shelter running smoothly. The shelter director, Joseph Smart, and his staff had handed out the assignments. Ilse and other women with young children had been assigned to the child care center. Franz worked in the fort’s hospital. It was small but impressive in the scope of care it could offer. One of the refugees who had been a physician back in Europe served as the medical director.

While they were eating the special meal that did not really seem all that different from the meat loaf lunch they had enjoyed their first day or from the stew Ilse used to make, Mr. Smart and a few of his staff stopped by the dining hall. He moved among the long tables chatting with people, a translator following with him to help bridge any language barriers.

“I don’t understand,” Ilse heard him say. “Where are the steaks—these people are eating stew. What happened?”

“What is this ‘steak’?” a man asked, and others listened closely for the answer, for clearly the director was upset.

“It’s a meat—a large slab of meat that when cooked properly is tender and delicious,” the translator explained.

“And how is it prepared?” someone else asked.

“Usually it is broiled and then served with a baked potato or perhaps mashed potatoes and a green vegetable like beans or peas. You cook the meat separate from the vegetables because it is in a way a delicacy—something very special.”

“This meat came in large slabs,” one of the women who worked in the kitchen told him. “We cut it up. We mixed it with the vegetables—that is our way.”

Everyone looked at Director Smart, waiting for his reaction. It was evident to Ilse that most people expected him to be angry and to berate the women for their stupidity. That’s certainly what would have happened in the camps. But as she watched she saw the corner of Smart’s mouth twitch and then he was smiling and then he was laughing as were the people on his staff. “Well,
bon appetit
,” he said finally and took a seat at one of the tables while the woman who had told him about cooking the meat served up a plate of stew and handed it to him.

Up and down the long tables, everyone went back to their meal, but they were smiling—not entirely sure of the problem but certain that the man in charge was not going to punish them or deprive them of their meal. It was, Ilse thought, yet another sign that they were safe.

  CHAPTER 4