Cornwall
T
he English countryside, shrouded in darkness, rushed past the windows of the carriage in a blur. Occasionally Olivia could glimpse the lights of houses in a distant village. Such scenes brought a lump to her throat.
How she missed her little cottage in Oxford where life had been so simple, so peaceful.
“Oh, Mum. Oh, Papa.”
There had been no time to grieve. No time to bid a proper goodbye to the villagers who had been her friends and neighbors for a lifetime.
She leaned back in the carriage and closed her eyes. She had slept through part of the journey, but her dreams had been troubled, robbing her of rest. And so she sat on the hard seat of the swaying carriage, tense, frightened, overcome with emotions. She wondered if she would ever be able to put aside the humiliation she’d experienced at Wyatt’s hands. Just thinking about it had her trembling again, and she closed her eyes and drew her cloak about her to ward off the chill. At once the image of her cousin’s evil smile and cruel hands had her jolting upright. She struggled to put him out of her mind, but thoughts of him lingered like a foul stench.
She drew a deep breath and wondered again what lay before her. What sort of hellish place was Blackthorne? Letty had hinted at something dark and dangerous. Something even worse than the place she had just escaped. Was it possible? Could anything be worse than her aunt and uncle’s house of horrors?
Olivia peered into the darkness and watched as the faint glow of lanterns grew brighter. It would appear that the carriage was nearing its destination at long last.
The light was closer now, and she could make out the darkened shape of what appeared to be a fortress. Turrets loomed against the night sky. There were few welcoming lights in the windows. Instead, a solitary figure stood in the courtyard, straight and tall as a soldier, holding aloft a single lantern.
As the carriage made its way along the curving drive, the wind seemed to pick up, causing trees to sway and dip like angry demons. As if on cue lightning cut a jagged path across the sky, followed by the rumble of thunder. And as the carriage rolled to a stop and the driver helped her to alight, the skies opened up with a torrent of rain.
In that instant she looked up and saw a man’s face peering down at her from one of the windows. In the glow of candlelight his face appeared waxen, ghostlike.
She froze, unable to move.
“Welcome to Blackthorne, miss.” Pembroke accepted her satchel from the driver and hurriedly led the way inside out of the rain.
“Thank you.” She was shivering so violently, even her words trembled.
“My name is Pembroke.”
“Pembroke. I...saw a man. In an upstairs room.”
“That would be Master Bennett, the younger brother of Lord Quenton Stamford. He has trouble sleeping.”
“His face looked...ghostly-white.”
“Aye, miss. Master Bennett is...sickly.” He turned away. “Your rooms are ready. If you’ll follow me.”
They seemed to walk forever. Through a darkened foyer, along an even darker hallway, where candles sputtered in pools of wax. Up a curving stairway, where Olivia glimpsed shadowed tapestries, then along another hallway, where a door was abruptly opened, spilling light into the darkness.
A man stepped through the doorway, directly into Olivia’s path. She slammed against a solid wall of chest Her breath came out in a whoosh of air. Strong hands closed over her upper arms, steadying her. As he drew her a little away she had a quick impression of a darkly handsome face, and eyes so piercing they held hers even when she tried to look away. He was scowling. His temper, simmering just below the surface, was a palpable thing.
A hound stood just behind him, looking as angry as its master, with lips pulled back in a snarl, teeth bared. A warning growl issued from its throat.
Fear, sharp as a razor, sliced through her.
“Lord Stamford.” Pembroke’s cultured voice broke the stunned silence. “This is Miss St. John. The lad’s governess. She has just now arrived from London.”
“Miss St. John.” The voice was low and deep. The look he gave her was intense. Probing. With just a flash of surprise. He had been expecting to meet a pinch-faced, elderly nursemaid, much like the one who had ruled ironfisted over his own childhood, and that of his younger brother. It had never occurred to him that a nursemaid could be young and fresh, with eyes more green than blue, and dark hair curling damply around dimpled cheeks.
“Lord Stamford.”
He felt her trembling reaction to his touch and deliberately kept his hold on her a moment longer than he’d intended before lowering his hands to his sides. There was a fragrance about her that was reminiscent of something half-forgotten from his childhood. He absorbed a quick jolt to his already-charged system as he watched her take a hasty step back.
“It’s a rather dreary night to be sending a young woman on such a tiring journey. Why didn’t your driver put up at an inn for the night?”
“This was the way my uncle wished it.”
“I see.” He could see a great deal more. She was afraid. Had actually trembled at his touch. But whether she was afraid of him, or men in general, he couldn’t be certain. No matter. She wasn’t here to mingle with men, but to assume the care of one small boy. It would be wise to keep that in mind. Especially since the touch of her had caused an unwanted reaction in him, as well. A reaction he hadn’t felt toward a woman in a very long time.
“My housekeeper, Mistress Thornton, has told the boy about his new nursemaid. He is looking forward to meeting you.”
“The boy?” Her tone was sharper than she’d intended. Perhaps it was the lateness of the hour. Or a need to mask her fears. Or the fact that fatigue had her in its grip. Whatever the reason, she found herself bristling at his casual dismissal of his young charge. “Does the boy have a name?”
His tone was equally curt. “He does. His name is Liat.”
“Just Liat? Has he no other?”
Her impertinence was growing more annoying by the minute. “Nay.” His eyes narrowed fiactionally, issuing a challenge of their own. “You will want your rest, Miss St. John, since I expect you to give the boy your full attention on the morrow. I bid you good-night”
“Good night, my lord.” As she stepped past him she glanced into the room and caught a glimpse of a man’s figure huddled in front of the fire. When he looked up, she caught her breath. It was the man she had seen from the carriage. A man whose face had lost all its color. But his eyes, so like Lord Stamford’s, were dark and piercing. And haunted.
Before she could see more Lord Stamford abruptly pulled the door shut.
Even as she followed Pembroke, she could feel him still standing where she had left him, staring after her. She stiffened her spine. She’d had quite enough of men who flaunted wealth and power. Such men, she vowed, would never again see any sign of weakness in her.
Still, the thought of that dark, chilling gaze boring into her back had the hair at her nape prickling until they paused outside a closed door.
“Here we are, miss.” Pembroke opened the door and carried the lantern across the room where a fire blazed on the hearth. “This is your sitting room.”
It was a large room with several comfortable chaises positioned in front of the fireplace, and a side table holding a decanter and several glasses. In an alcove were a desk and chairs.
“The lad’s chambers are through those doors. And in here—” he opened another door and pointed “—is your sleeping chamber.”
She couldn’t seem to take it all in. Nodding dully, she crossed to the fire and held out her hands to the heat. She’d never felt so cold. As though her bones had turned to ice.
“Mistress Thornton is sending up a tray, miss. I expect you’re hungry after your journey.”
“Yes. Thank you.”
“I’ll say good-night now, miss.”
“Good night, Pembroke.”
She waited until the door closed behind him, then sank down into a chair and stared at the flames.
What had she gotten herself into? Who was this child she would be caring for? What had happened to the man with the pale skin and frightened, haunted look? And what had made the lord of the manor so tense and angry?
She had hoped that her arrival at Blackthorne would put all her fears to rest. Instead, she felt more alone, and more desolate than ever.
The hated dream returned. Cold, icy terror held her in its grip. Once again Olivia felt the strength in Wyatt’s hands as they pinned hers. Though she struggled, it was impossible to dislodge the weight of his body from hers. His mouth clamped over hers and his breath, hot, ragged, had hers hitching in her throat.
Like one drowning, she fought her way up through the tangled weeds threatening to choke her. As if from a great distance Olivia heard muted, shuffling sounds. She jerked upright, embarrassed that a servant had found the new nursemaid asleep, and in the throes of a nightmare.
“Oh. Sorry.” She shoved a lock of hair from her eye and struggled to brush away the cobwebs.
The servant was watching her closely. Too closely. She was pouting, obviously annoyed at having one more duty thrust upon her at such an hour. “Mistress Thornton said I should bring you some food.” She pointed to a tray resting atop a nearby table
“Thank you. That was kind of Mistress Thornton. And I am indeed hungry. What is your name?”
“Edlyn.” The servant tossed a log on the hearth, then straightened, wiping her hands on her apron.
Olivia poured herself some tea. “What can you tell me about Liat, Edlyn?”
“Not much to tell. He arrived here with Lord Stamford.”
“Arrived? From where?”
The woman shrugged. “Some heathen island in the Caribbean. Some say—” she lowered her voice and her eyes narrowed thoughtfully “—the boy is Lord Stamford’s bastard son. ”
Olivia sucked in a breath. “I do not hold with idle rumors. What of the boy’s mother?”
“The boy claims his mum is dead. Perhaps she met the same fate as Lord Stamford’s wife.”
“His wife?”
“Lady Stamford.” Edlyn’s tone hardened. “You’ll hear soon enough. It’s all anyone talks about in the village. She was a great beauty. Lord Quenton’s younger brother, Bennett, adored her, as did his grandfather. She was found dead at the foot of the cliffs. Master Bennett was found nearby, barely clinging to life.”
“Oh, how dreadful.”
“Aye. Though Master Bennett survived, he cannot walk or talk, so he can never reveal what happened. He spends all his time seated at his bedroom window, staring out to sea. The king’s own surgeon came to examine him, and said he exists in a world of his own. Shortly after the surgeon’s visit Lord Stamford left.”
“Left?”
The woman frowned. “Went off to sea, leaving his grandfather to deal with the tragedy alone. No one had seen or heard from Lord Stamford again until his grandfather died and he returned to claim his inheritance. Not that we cared. Blackthorne was better off without the likes of him.”
Olivia was surprised at the servant’s venomous tone. “I would think, if you value your position here, you would be more careful of the things you say about Lord Stamford.”
“My position.” The servant gave a harsh laugh. “I came to Blackthorne with Lady Stamford, as her ladyship’s maid. After her death I was treated like a common servant, and sent to the scullery, to exist on little more than bread crusts and gruel.”
In such sumptuous surroundings, Olivia thought that highly unlikely. “And now?” she asked. “It would seem your position has improved.”
The servant gave a snort of disgust. “Now that Lord Stamford has returned, I know not what my duties are. Nor does anyone in this household. We await his lordship’s bidding. At all hours of the day and night ’twould seem.”
The anger in this woman made Olivia extremely uncomfortable. She had heard much more than she wanted.
She abruptly changed the subject. “What sort of child is Liat?”
Edlyn shrugged. “Scared of his shadow, he is. Keeps to himself. Never laughs or cries. Or shouts or runs. Just hides away in his room.” She lowered her voice. “Probably touched in the head.” Satisfied that she’d relayed enough gossip for one night, she yawned loudly. “Will you be wanting anything else?”
“Nothing, Edlyn. Good night.”
When the servant was gone, Olivia lifted the lid of a tureen and inhaled the fragrance of beef broth. Beneath a domed cover she found thin strips of beef swimming in gravy. In a silver basket were several thick slices of bread.
She sipped the soup, tasted the tender beef, bit into the crusty bread. But the troubling things she’d been told about Blackthorne and its inhabitants had stolen her appetite.
Feeling restless, she crossed to her valise, hoping to unpack. Strange, she thought as her clothes spilled onto the bed, that they seemed to be in disarray. Could that rustling sound that awakened her have been the servant, rummaging through her things? At once she dismissed such thoughts. A servant would realize that a simple governess had nothing of value. These fears were the result of Edlyn’s tales of dark deeds. Such talk had her imagination running wild.