Rogue (Bad Blooded Rebel Series) (6 page)

“Oh my
God
,” I moaned, writhing
around.

“Damn, you’re drenched,” he said,
teasing around my folds. “So wet for me, aren’t you?”

I nodded and bit my lip. “That feels
so
good,” I moaned.

He leaned in and kissed my stomach again
for just a moment before he said, “I have to taste you,” and before I could
think his mouth was on my heat. I screamed out in ecstasy as his tongue rolled
around my clit and up and down my entrance. He moaned loudly as he licked and
tasted me. “Tastes…so….
good
,” he growled out between licks.

“Ryder! Oh my God!” I yelled, my hands
finding his hair and grabbing onto it. He continued his torturous rhythm as my
body was building and building toward what I was sure was going to be an
extremely intense orgasm.

“Feel good?” he murmured.

I nodded. “Yes, oh
God
yes,” I
moaned.

“Mmm, I could taste you all night,” he
said, and I screamed out again when he slid two fingers in me. He groaned. “So
fucking tight,” he said, and his mouth was on me again. I whimpered and moaned
as he moved his fingers around inside me, his mouth never leaving me. I started
to arch my back…I was so close. He knew, and he paused long enough to say,
“That’s right, gorgeous, come for me.” At that moment, I was completely gone as
a hard, strong orgasm rocked my body. My hands gripped the sheets as his mouth
and fingers never left my body, prolonging my release. I was falling, falling,
falling…I didn’t know when it would stop.

Once my body finally stopped shaking and
my orgasm started to taper off, I felt Ryder kissing my stomach right above my
pelvic bone. “Oh…wow…” I mumbled, barely able to form any words.

He softly chuckled and his breath caused
goose bumps on my skin. “So, I take it that was good for you?”

I rapidly nodded my head. “Y-yes. Oh
shit, Ryder, that was…” I said, and I felt a tear escape my eye.

He looked up at me and when he saw the
tear rolling down my cheek, he looked panicked. “Evie, what’s wrong?”

I shook my head. “Don’t worry, I’m not
crying. That was just so intense…that felt amazing,” I said, and he relaxed.

Ryder slowly made his way up my body
with kisses, finally stopping at my lips. He hesitated before he kissed me, my
arousal still glistening on his lips. I leaned up and pressed my lips to his
and he groaned. It was strange to taste myself on his tongue…strange and sexy.
It turned me on knowing that he loved the taste of me so the flavor didn’t
bother me. It was really sexy.

“If you think that felt amazing just
wait until I’m inside you,” he said, and he suddenly climbed off of me and
stood next to the bed. I sat up on my elbows as he started to pull his pajama
pants down. I wanted to be the one to take them off, but he also said he was
afraid if I touched him or tried to be sexy with him he might lose control and
be too rough with me.

My mouth went dry as I watched him
slowly push his pajama bottoms down and they fell to the floor. He wasn’t
wearing any underwear  so as soon as his pants were down and he was stepping
out of them, my eyes landed right on his large erection, or “gun” as he liked
to call it. I started to shake with anticipation…I already knew that he would
have to go slow with me but I knew also that just from the look of his thick,
strong length that this was about to be the some of the best sex I would ever
have.

I was already feeling incredibly aroused
from the sight of him alone but when his hand reached down and he started
stroking himself, I almost had another orgasm. “I can’t wait to feel you around
my cock, Everleigh,” he said, and my heart started beating faster. “Do you want
me to wear a condom?”

I bit my bottom lip. “I don’t know…do
you feel like you need to? Am I safe with you?”

He nodded. “Yes, you’re safe with me. I
don’t have anything, I get tested regularly. Besides, it’s been three months
since I’ve been with anyone. I just worried about you being at risk of getting
pregnant.”

I shook my head. “I want children one
day but not right now. I am on the pill so we should be safe. Using a condom is
really your call, Ryder.” I’d been on the pill since I was sixteen because my
periods were all over the place so I stayed on them to stay regular.

He smiled at me. “I’ve never gone bare
before,” he said. “Looks like this will be a night of firsts for me,” he said,
and he stepped to me and climbed back on the bed. His hot, hard, toned body
covered mine as I parted my legs for him. He fit so perfectly nestled between
my thighs. It was like he was made to fit there and that no one would ever take
his place.

I felt the head of his cock teasing at
my entrance, a bead of moisture at the tip showing me he was ready for me. I
grinded my hips impatiently and I looked into his eyes. “Ryder…” I whispered,
silently begging him to take me.

He leaned in and rubbed his nose to
mine. “You know if we make love there is no going back. I’m pretty sure that
I’m never going to want to let you go after this. Last chance to back out,
Evie.”

I shook my head and pressed my
fingertips into his strong, broad shoulders. “I don’t want to back out. I want
you as much as you want me and I don’t want you to let me go. Make love to me,
Ryder,” I said, and I leaned up and kissed him.

He kissed me hard for a moment before
pulling away and placing his hands on either side of my head. “Look at me,
Evie,” he said, and my eyes flickered up to his. “Keep your eyes on mine. I
want to look into them when I push inside you,” he said. I nodded and one hand
left the side of my face and moved down to his erection. He positioned himself
at the entrance of my heat, which was slick with my desire, and after rubbing
himself on my clit a few times (which nearly cause me to come right then), he
started to slowly enter me. I grasped onto his shoulders for support as he
slowly took me inch by inch. “Oh fuck,” he said through gritted teeth, “you are
so damn tight.”

“Oh Ryder,” I whimpered, my fingertips
still digging into his skin. Hopefully I didn’t hurt him because holding onto
him like that was the only thing keeping me from losing all control.

I felt my eyes start to roll back into
my head as he kept inching his way in, but he said, “No, Evie, don’t look away.
Keep your eyes on me, gorgeous,” and I did what he commanded. “God you are so
beautiful,” he said, and then with one last quick thrust, he was all the way
in. We both gasped loudly as he filled me completely and he stopped for a
second before moving. “Hold on, don’t move. You feel so god damned good that if
I move right now I’m going to come,” he groaned through gritted teeth.

I was panting and craving some kind of
relief so he put his thumb into his mouth for a moment before putting his hand
in between us and rubbing my clit. After the first mind-numbing orgasm he’d
already given me, my body was already a live wire of senses so it didn’t take
but a moment for me to shatter around him in another orgasm. I wrapped my legs
around his waist and held on tight as I came hard against his dick, which still
hadn’t moved inside me. He groaned at the feel of my wetness against his cock
and without another word he finally started to move.

His movements were slow and deliberate,
like he was trying not to break me. My toes curled and my hands moved from his
shoulders to his hair and I gently ran my fingers through it as he slowly made
love to me.

He moaned and panted like it was his
first time all over again, which in a way it was. This was a first for both of
us. Neither Ryder nor I had ever made love to someone that we really had deep
feelings for, and it made all the difference in the world.

With each slow thrust my body became
more and more accustomed to him. It was like we were destined to make love only
to each other for the rest of our lives. I didn’t know how he felt but in that
moment with him deep inside me, making love to me so sweetly and gently, I fell
completely in love with him.

He was moaning and breathing into my ear
and said, “I don’t know if I can hold out much longer, Evie. You feel so
fucking amazing…I just…can’t…hold…on…” he said, his jaw locked tight. Seeing
Ryder barely hanging on, feeling his hard toned body rubbing against mine,
feeling his thick, hard dick deep inside me had me on the edge of another
orgasm.

He thrust hard one more time, hitting a
spot deep within me I didn’t know existed and at that moment I was gone. I was
completely lost in a bone melting orgasm and I felt Ryder start to shake and
his dick start to thicken inside me. “God, Evie, I’m going to come,” he moaned.

“Come inside me, Ryder, please. Let go,”
I cried out, and with one final thrust, his body stilled and he emptied himself
inside me. We both moaned loudly as we found our release together…it was so
beautiful.

After a few moments in sated bliss, he
pulled out of me and he raised his head, kissing my lips gently. “Everleigh,
that was…”

“Perfect,” I said, smiling at him. “That
was absolutely perfect.”

He grinned sexily at me. “It was, gorgeous.
Evie, I lo-” he said, suddenly stopping.

“What?” I asked.

He shook his head and smiled. “It’s
nothing sweetheart,” he said, leaning in and kissing me, his tongue darting
across my lips.

“Ryder,” I started, “look at me.” His
cerulean eyes met mine and I was lost in them. “Were you about to say you…loved
me?” I asked. I already knew I was in love with him, but I was terrified that
he almost said it because he felt sorry for me after I lost my father.

He shook his head, but it wasn’t in
denial. It was in fear. “No, that would be crazy. I’ve only been here for a
week, Everleigh.”

“Well, technically you’ve been here
since last year,” I said, cracking one of my Dad’s terrible New Year’s Eve
jokes from years past.

“Ha ha,” he said, kissing my lips again
quickly. “You know what I mean, gorgeous.”

“Are you sure? I know it’s only been a
short time but I already know for certain what I feel for you, rock star,” I
said, trying to release some of the tension.

He cocked an eyebrow. “Yeah? And what do
you feel for me, may I ask?”

“I’ll tell if you tell,” I said, and he
laughed.

“So you like playing games?” he joked.

Suddenly my face was serious. “Not when
it comes to you, Ryder. No fear, no regrets. Let’s be honest with each other
here and now. I will tell you exactly how I feel about you if you do the same.
Deal?” I asked.

He suddenly looked vulnerable and
scared. He swallowed hard and nodded his head. “Okay, deal.”

“On the count of three we confess
everything,” I said. “You ready?”

He nodded again. “Ready, Evie.”

I cleared my throat. “One, two, three…”
I counted off and at the same time we both said, “I love you,” in unison.

My heart leapt in that moment and I
smiled so brightly. He loved me too. He had a smile on his face that could
brighten the darkest night. “You love me?”

I blinked back tears and for the first
time in a long time, they were happy ones. “I do. I love you, Ryder Matthews,”
I said.

“I love you too, Everleigh Stone,” he
said. He leaned in and kissed me, his tongue quickly forcing past my lips. I could
feel his semi hard dick start to become engorged again and I grinded my hips
into him, already ready for another go. I started to feel my way down his hard
body in search of his cock, but he stopped me.

“Ryder, what’s wrong? We’ve already made
love and I want to touch you,” I said.

He shook his head and smiled. “Just
because we already did doesn’t mean I don’t want to again. This night is all
about you, Evie. I plan on spending the whole night worshipping your beautiful
body,” he said, and I shivered. “I’ve never been in love before and I want to
show you exactly how I feel for you. Just give me tonight.”

Why was I complaining that he wouldn’t
let me touch him? I had a gorgeous rock star with a body like granite, a face
that would make the Gods weep, and a dick that would make any woman faint from
desire, and he wanted to spend the whole night taking his time and making
passionate love to me. What the hell was wrong with me? I bit my lip and nodded
at him. “Okay, Ryder. You get tonight. But I get tomorrow,” I said, smiling.

He grinned and leaned in to kiss me again
as his hands made his way down my body. I completely gave myself over to him
and we spent the rest of the night with Ryder taking me to new levels of
pleasure I never thought I’d ever feel. God, I loved him.

I woke up with the bright January sun
shining on my face. I didn’t know if it was morning or afternoon because after
Ryder and I had made love all night long I wasn’t sure what time we actually
fell asleep. I expected to feel warm, strong arms around me when I opened my
eyes, but I didn’t. I sat up quickly, my eyes scanning the room for him and
hoping last night hadn’t been just a dream. I turned my head toward the chair
in the right corner of the room and Ryder was sitting in it, wearing nothing at
all and he had his guitar setting in his lap, blocking the view. I smiled and
sat up. “Good morning, rock star,” I said, and I stretched my stiff arms. My
body was sore, but it was the good kind of sore.