Rock Star Romance: Dan (Contemporary New Adult Rockstar Bad Boy Romance) (Hard Rock Star Series Book 4) (61 page)

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She woke up on a surprisingly soft surface, and
every cell in her body was alight with pain. She couldn’t do anything besides
breathe, let alone move the muscles responsible for opening her eyes to see
where she was.
Where am I?
Three short words echoing through her mind,
weaving in and out of the havoc of her tortured senses. Thinking was hard when
there was this much pain, and it had been so long since she remembered that
fact—too long. She’d promised herself she would remember this pain after what
happened with Victor and Lizzie.

Victor.

Lizzie.

Leo 17.

Everything came rushing
back to her at once, and the memory slapped her so hard that it gave her the
jolt she needed to push open her eyes. Her pupils shrank as light hit them, and
the ceiling slowly came into focus. It was gray and unlined, nonporous and
dark. One turn of her aching neck told her the walls to her left were the same,
and as she rotated her head to the right, she realized she was on a bed about
two feet off the ground in small room—a cell, by the look of the heavy iron
door. There was another bed against the wall opposite her, and she wasn’t
surprised to see Leo 17 sitting upright, gazing at her as though he’d woken her
up himself.

“Morning,” he said. “Man, you snore loud.”

Jenna tried to sit up, but a wave of nausea forced
her to lay back down. “Shut up,” she spat, but it had none of the venom she
felt before. She looked at her arms and legs, but they didn’t look any
different in her dark blue jumpsuit; why couldn’t she move?

“If you’re wondering why you can’t move,” Leo 17
said, his tone conversational, “it’s because they zapped you with their prods
about six times.”

“I only felt it once,” Jenna said weakly, but her
memory was awfully hazy at the moment.

“That took you down,” the Yazulian admitted,
propping his elbows on his knees and leaning forward as he addressed her. ‘Then
you got up after they cuffed you and started swinging at everyone.”

“Everyone?” Jenna echoed, surprised.

“
Everyone,”
Leo 17 repeated. “You took the
Gray Men down before they realized you’d gotten up, and the only reason you
didn’t hit me again was that I was hiding under a table while you went nuts. Once
you broke the cuffs off you even started swinging at the humans behind you.”

Jenna moaned, a long noise filled with all the
misery she could muster. “How many people were hurt?”

“Just the Gray Men, besides me,” Leo 17 said, and
he sounded impressed. The Gray Men were the highest form of policing they had,
made up of anonymous soldiers from all across the galaxy who wore gray fabric
masks after completing their rigorous training. “You did seem more focused on
them since they were intent on taking you down. I guess anyone else struck
would have been accidental, but you’ve got a wide range, so it’s surprising
that you missed.”

Jenna sighed in relief, and some of the ache went
out of her muscles. She tried sitting up again and scooted sideways so she
could lean against the wall and face Leo 17. “Why do you sound like you approve
of me all of a sudden?”

He laughed, and the sound was strangely
comforting. “Do you notice anything about my face?”

Jenna studied it, feeling awkward examining him so
closely. He wasn’t bloody anymore, but there was a darkened patch of skin on a
corner of his cheek next to his mouth that looked like the imprint of her
knuckles.

“I bruised you,” she said. “Great, but so what?
Are you one of those sexists who only likes a girl if she can kick his ass?”

“No,” Leo said. “But I am one of those Yazulians
with a great healing ability. I can heal any minor damage instantly, and major
damage takes only a few hours.”

Jenna narrowed her eyes. “What? What are you
saying?” Her eyes flickered to the bruise and then back to his gaze, shakily
piecing together what he was telling her. “Haven’t we only been here a few
hours?”

Leo laughed. “Horizon! We’ve been here for almost
two days.”

Icy fear flooded her veins, and her lungs seized
up just as they were getting used to drawing in normal amounts of air.
They
locked us up for two days…over a fight?
The last time she’d been in an
altercation on Luna, she was thrown in a cell for about two hours and fined 200
coins for slapping a subordinate. It was a single day’s pay for her, and had
been entirely worth it.

“Why have we been in here so long? Are you saying
it’s connected to your bruise?”

“No, that’s why
I’m
curious about you. I
expect
they’re
more curious about how you managed to fight off five
rounds of electric charges from those Gray Men’s prods when a human would
normally die after three charges from one prod—and you had two on you at the
same time
.
” Leo 17 smiled, and it was so full of excitement that it was
as though someone had announced an early start to the war.

Jenna’s mind was reeling, and she didn’t want to
believe his words. There had to be another reason they were in there—but why
had they thrown them in a top security cell? Her body was awfully achy, and the
soreness matched up with being violently shocked into being comatose for two
days. But why lock them up at all? Why not put her in a hospital?

Her eyes locked on Leo 17’s, and he smiled.

Anger returned to her body, fast and hot. “What
did you tell them? Why am I not being given medical attention?”

His smile faded a little. “You were given medical
attention, Horizon. I made sure of that.”

“Quit calling me that!”

Leo 17’s face took on a look of pure confusion.
“But…it’s your name.”

“Well…yes, but it’s not my first name,” Jenna
said, feeling flustered.

Her words didn’t help the Yazulian. “It matters? I
hear humans call each other by their second names all the time.” He frowned.
“What would you call me?”

“Leo 17,” Jenna said, and he burst into laughter.
“What?”

“Leo is my name,” he explained. “But 17 is not. I
don’t speak to humans often, so I never get a chance to correct them on this.
The number is something the humans ascribed to our naming system because they
couldn’t translate our words into English. The second names we have are all
references to our origins. Like country names. They’re simply indicators of our
birthplaces, and descriptors of those places themselves. Humans did not
understand this, and postulated that since all Yazulians in a given area had
the same last name, they functioned the same as group markers. We got numbers
instead of our names and the confusion has not been corrected in one hundred
years of fighting, nor the hundred years of peace before that.”

Jenna stared blankly at him, feeling anger and
shame simultaneously in the face of her ignorance. “I’m sorry,” she said. “So I
should just call you by your first name?” Leo nodded. “I didn’t know that.”

He smiled. “There’s quite a lot you don’t know.
I’m beginning to realize it’s not your fault.”

Jenna bristled, feeling defensive even though he
was being perfectly polite. A sharp buzz sounded through the room, and they
both jumped as a flap in the door slid open, and two soft packages of food were
pushed through, followed by two long bottles of water. Leo stood and hurried to
retrieve the items, and Jenna realized then how very hungry she was.

The Yazulian was already moving toward her bed,
the package slit open and outstretched in his hand. “I’m going to set this next
to you, is that okay?”

Jenna started to scoff until she saw that there
was a glimmer of real fear in his eyes. Whatever she’d done while she blacked
out had been monstrous, and it filled her with shame;
I’m even more broken
than I thought.

“Hey,” Leo said, his voiced panicked. “Uh…hey!” He
knelt by her bedside and set the food and water beside her, peering up into her
face with a look of alarm. She started to ask what the hell he was doing before
she felt the tears rolling down her cheeks.

Jenna raised her hands to brush them away and
cried out as pain tore through her again. “Dammit!” she yelled, slumping back
against the wall as the sensation slowly receded. Maybe she could just lay
there until she died; that seemed like a plausible solution.

Leo cleared his throat, and she looked down to
find him holding his golden brown hands up above hers.

“I think I can help you,” he said. “Please. Let me
help.”

“No!” Jenna said, and he dropped his hands
immediately but didn’t back away.

“Why not?” he asked patiently.

Because you’re a freak,
she wanted to say,
but she knew it was her pain and anger talking; mostly, anyway. Jenna was
starting to think she had some toxic, deeply ingrained beliefs that helped her
transform over five years from a bright, eager soldier to a jaded, lonely
member of the warrior elite. She thought Leo was a freak—but why? Because their
species had been fighting for as long as she’d been alive, and their ancestors
had been fighting for even longer? If there was anything Jenna was good at, it
was recognizing rock bottom, and she knew that this time, rock bottom was
holding on to a red-hot hatred that was clearly burning her up from the inside.

Leo seemed to sense the shift in her attitude. He
raised his hands again. “Can I please help you to feel better?”

Jenna started to nod, but it hurt too much. She
spoke instead: “Please.”

Leo lowered his hands over hers and closed his
eyes. Astoundingly, the soft glow in his skin brightened as heat started to
roll from his skin in gentle waves, sliding over and around her body as though
it were knitting a healing cocoon just for her. After a moment, she realized it
might not be a bad analogy; the heat curled tighter around her and intensified,
and her pain got lighter and less intense, until it finally bled away entirely.
When he opened his eyes, Leo smiled, and Jenna saw that the bruise around his
mouth was gone.

“How do you feel?” he asked softly, and there was
a touch of anxiety in his voice.

“Better,” Jenna said, and she meant it. She
shrugged her shoulders and moved her head from side to side. There was a light
ache, but nothing she couldn’t manage. “Thank you…so much.” Her cheeks burned
with embarrassment, and she cursed her aversion to this kind of moment.

Leo smiled. “No problem. It gave me a little kick,
too.”

“Your bruise is gone,” Jenna pointed out.

“Cool.” Leo paused. “So, not that I’m not enjoying
this, but could you let go? I kind of wanted to drink some water.”

Jenna looked down and saw that she’s turned her
hands over and laced her fingers through his while he’d healed her. She
snatched her hands back, mortified, but Leo laughed heartily and patted her
leg.

“It’s ok. I’m flattered, really.”

“It’s not a side effect of the healing?” Jenna
asked, avoiding his eyes. “I thought I heard about an aphrodisiac affect to
your healing powers.”                

“Another misconception,” Leo said, sounding tired.
“And a kind of offensive one, at that, started by some women who couldn’t
believe they were attracted to Yazulian trash.”

Jenna flinched, and the smile on Leo’s face grew
sad.

“I know that’s what you call us.”

“I’m sorry,” Jenna said, feeling ashamed. “I don’t
know why I’m such an asshole.”

Leo seemed to find that funny. “I don’t think
you’re an asshole. Not anymore, anyway.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well…” Leo hesitated. “I used to believe stories
from when I was a child about humans. They experimented on us for fun, for
example, and caught bad Yazulian children and took them to science labs.”

“No!” Jenna gasped. “They told you that?”

“Yes,” Leo said simply. “I also heard that you
were all allergic to the sun, and that was why you got darker underneath it,
instead of brighter.”

Jenna giggled despite herself. “That would be sad.
But those are some pretty wild rumors. How do you believe stuff like that?”

Leo smiled wryly. “How do you believe things such
as a seductive healing power, or that we aren’t as smart as you? Doesn’t it
just start by someone saying it’s true and another person accepting it? That’s
all it takes.” He shrugged and crossed his legs in front of him.

Jenna dropped her gaze, and Leo seemed to see that
he’d embarrassed her.

 “And it isn’t your fault,” he continued
hurriedly. “These things aren’t necessarily
caused
by you. It seems like
you’re told a lot of things from birth…and a lot of things are held
back.”        

Jenna scoffed. “You keep saying that. What kind of
things aren’t they telling us? And what are they lying to us about?”

Leo opened his mouth to speak, but the door to
their cell swung open so fast the door crashed against the wall. They both
jumped to their feet, but it was just a non-descript commander of one of the
ground brigades. His round face was slightly red, and his beady eyes were
bouncing between them as though he’d expected them to be doing something else.

“Level 17 Leo 17, you are free to go. You have
been docked one thousand coins and are forbidden from the cafeteria for one
month. A-Level Jenna Horizon, you are free to go. Here is your official warning
insignia. If you are caught fighting again, you may be subject to further
disciplinary action. You are both grounded on Luna for one week. Return to your
barracks.”              

The commander walked away, leaving the red patch
to flutter to the ground as they both stared at the space where he’d been.
Feeling numb, Jenna bent over and picked up the slim red square, peeling the
patch from its backing before slapping it on the side of her jumpsuit.
Sentencing usually happened in a separate cell with your own commander, but
she’d never seen that man before in her life. And why had Leo been docked a
thousand coins? Something wasn’t right here; Jenna started to down the hall
after the commander, then froze in her tracks. Did he say
both
of them
had been grounded? She turned around, intending to ask Leo what he planned to
do, but he was already walking the other way, his broad back moving as fast as
he could go. Annoyed, she sprinted after him, calling his name.