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“We can talk about it next month, okay?” She'd booked the tickets the week before, and they had two weeks of touring on the continent planned.
“Oh, Roscoe, I'm sorry. I can't do it. The book's due in twelve weeks. Afterward, okay? You understand, don't you?”
He pulled back the curtains and looked out at the foreign city, looking candlelit in the night. “I understand, sweetie,” he said. “This is great work. I'm proud of you.”
Another blare of horns from 6,000 miles away. “Look, I've got to go. I'll call you from the Hill, okay?”
“Okay,” Roscoe said. But she'd already hung up.
Six bars on his phone. Paris was lit up around him with invisible radio waves. Coverage and innovation were everywhere. They thought he was a hero, but 6,000 miles away the real unwiring was taking place.
He looked down at his slim silver phone, glowing with blue LEDs, a gift from Nokia. He tossed it from hand to hand, and then he opened the window and chucked it three stories down to the street. It made an unsatisfying clatter as it disintegrated on the pavement.
Revision Point
In 1995, Congress held a series of hearings on the “National Information Infrastructure.” At that time, lobbyists for the entertainment industry petitioned the government to redesign the Internet so that copyright infringement could be detected and stopped.
This bid was wisely ignored by the Congress—after all, these were the same companies that sued to get rid of the piano roll, the radio, and the VCR! In “Unwirer,” Congress had adopted regulations that defund any research into the decentralized Internet, and has created a series of criminal offenses for the use of the Internet in the commission of a crime. Consequently, America's technology boom never arrives, while abroad, Jean Louis Gassee's Be, Inc., turns France into a technology juggernaut.
C.D. and C.S.
WHEN THE MORNING STARS SANG TOGETHER
by Isaac Szpindel
Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell me, if you understand! Who decided its measurements, if you know? . . . Where are its bases fastened? Or who laid its corner-stone; when the morning stars sang together and all the sons of God shouted for joy?
—Job 38:4-7
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HEY'RE coming for you now. You knew they would.
You knew better. There are no secrets in the Brotherhood and your theory is dangerous, not only to you, but to the world. It threatens 300 years of Holy Science, 300 years of history and stability. But you had to satisfy your curiosity and some misconception of justice and truth.
You knew better. You are a scientist, a Jesuit like all scientists, but your faith couldn't protect you. It won't protect you from them now that they come as they should.
Your heart pounds through your chest and your head. So hard to think. Destroy the evidence. Destroy it, before they use it to destroy you. Destroy it before it gets out and poisons minds.
They'll be here soon with their computers and their technologies. Saint Galileo had no Inquisition like this, those three centuries ago. But this is 1946, Saint Galileo's 1946, and the Church's. And now you threaten their world from your little apartment in a converted motel room in the shadow of the Holy Observatory in Tucson, Arizona.
You should have kept your ideas to yourself, you should have stayed in Rome. But you live here, too, you trained here, and from here you were called to the Vatican to be curator of the Holy Galileo Letters. How fitting that you and those very Holy Letters be the Inquisition's next victim. You can still recall the way the coarse textures of their aged pages felt through your gloved hands. You can smell their intoxicating musk even though you were allowed the experience only once, to scan them for the archives and for analysis. They were so fragile, so delicate, like the people and the ideas preserved, trapped forever, within their folds.
Most Affectionate Daughter Suor Maria Celeste,
I am warmed by your words as I am by the shirts you have so delicately and expertly mended for me. They keep the cold from this old man's bitter breast, even within this house that has become his prison.
The unexpected magnitude and progress of your illness is most unwelcome news, as it deprives me both of the works of your hand and of those of your mind. And I must confess, that without them both, I am at a loss. Vincenzo, my pupil not your brother, has arranged for one of the Sisters, a Suor Maria Joseph, to read to you my words at your bedside that they might hasten your recovery and return you, merciful God willing, from his heavenly world to ours here on earth.
By your leave, then, you will forgive and indulge me in continuing to speak to you of my work, as I have become accustomed. I have made significant improvement to my invention of the mirror telescope by suspending a secondary flattened collecting mirror at a centrally direct and perpendicular distance from the main curved reflector. This secondary mirror's diminutive size, and the four slender metal threads that suspend it above the first, block only a small fraction of the incident light from the main mirror. A trifling obstruction when compared to the large primary collecting mirror areas now possible. And so very little of the image is lost or distorted. The other Vincenzo, my pupil, has kindly supervised its construction at a local silversmith's.
It seems also that I have made the gravest error in sharing this news with Vincenzo, your brother, ever the practitioner of a failing wit. He reacted thus to a demonstration of the new device only this past evening. “I fear, Father,” said he, “that your confinement, has dimmed your mind perhaps more than your ailing vision. Do you propose to gaze upon the heavens with this eyesore, or do you intend to merely collect within? It resembles more a hideously large bucket than it does a spyglass.”
“My dear Vincenzo,” I responded. “My vision has not entirely taken leave of me, as perhaps your wit has of you, and I daresay that with the aid of this hideous bucket, as you call it, I will be illuminating the very light of God's own truth.”
As I told Vincenzo thus, I inserted the final component—a diminutive telescope no longer than my own hand—upon a focusing track in line with the secondary mirror's reflection. This miniature eyepiece telescope, as I call it, collects the reflected light into a final, albeit inverted, image. Considering that we are gazing upon the heavens, however, I scarcely feel the orientation to be of issue. Moreover, by doing so I have added to the distance the light must travel before producing an image at the eyepiece telescope which allows me to achieve celestial magnifications of a hundredfold. And due to the much larger apertures possible with mirrors rather than lenses, I have realized a sixteenfold improvement in light-gathering capacity over even the most sizable spyglass.
While these abilities are impressive, I must admit that at high magnifications I find myself making constant minute adjustments to the telescope's position to match pace with a viewed object's celestial motion. At my age, and in my condition, I find this quite maddening. I have written to my colleagues in the East, the Orient to be precise, of this problem and they have graciously offered to devise a solution.
Nevertheless, my mirror telescope remains impressively functional to the extent your brother was stricken mercifully speechless at the sight of a highly magnified Jupiter and its moons. I must also say that we were then both stricken by a marvelous view of Saturn. Saturn, dear daughter, has not eaten its children, as I had previously speculated, it simply gathers them about itself, enclosed in the thinnest of ribbons.
Yet, even in this moment of discovery my thoughts are for you. I pray that the Lord judge you mercifully to return you to health, to return my child to me, as He has returned those of Saturn to my sight. And added to my sight, I long to once again hear the sound of your words upon your voice
Your beloved lord father,
G.G.
Inquisition sirens wail diatonically in the distance. You gather the hard copies of your offending work together: all your calculations, your speculations laid out logically, perhaps irrefutably. The world isn't ready for such dangerous thoughts, you know, and you shouldn't have boasted of them. Your consumption of wine at Brother Al-Fahudi's birthday celebration, surely the sin that begat the greater sin of pride.
You search now for a suitable spot in which to make a sin offering of your hard copies. Your one-room bachelor apartment, once a single-efficiency hotel room, offers few altars save a bathtub and a small oven.
You settle on the white enameled oven, built, you believe, to contain fire, to contain the sacrifice that is to become of your work and your ideas. Your hands tremble, as you straighten the papers for no reason. They will burn as easily, perhaps better, if left in disarray.
Outside, the sirens become louder and their pitch drops from the Galileo Effect, warning you of the Inquisition, their vehicles closing in and slowing.
Your offering lies heavily in your hands as it does on your mind. It overwhelms you for a moment, and you hesitate. Stand and fight, hoping for later enlightenment and greater glory in the service of the Church, like Saint Galileo, or recant now?
But you are not Saint Galileo, even though in some small way, you wish you could be like him.
The sirens stop.
They're here.
Most Affectionate Suor Maria Celeste,
May the words of this letter reach you through the kind lips of Suor Maria Joseph to guide you home to this earth. May they also warm your cloistered bones in this cold winter season that I now suffer more without your works of kindness. And by this I mean not only the designs of your hand, but those of your wit and your counsel. A most wondrous and illuminating event has occurred, Daughter, sprung from your own advices. You have often chastised me for my complaints and encouraged me to find blessings in my ailments within the graces of the Good Lord, and so I have of late discovered in the affliction of my eyes, which I had called a curse, to be one such blessing.
One evening upon the darkness, and while observing the full moon from my courtyard in the company of my servant, Salvatore, I remarked, “Is it not odd, Salvatore, to observe a rainbow around the moon on such a dry winter's eve?”
Salvatore regarded me with alarm. “Sire, you jest with your poor servant, I see no such rainbow. . . . Are you well?”
“Salvatore,” I replied, newly humbled by insight. “In your honesty, I have found inspiration.” And immediately, I set the perplexed Salvatore upon a most unusual task that found us waiting at our loggia the very next morning.
As the pale light of daybreak devoured the morning stars, a horse-drawn carriage in my employ, carrying trumpeters at the horn, announced the dawn at full gallop past our position.
“Are you most certain you are well, Lord?” Salvatore begged once again as the cacophonous procession passed, “You have surely woken, and greatly angered, all our good neighbors.”
“Fear not, Salvatore,” I replied. “I have simply called them to enlightenment.” I did not explain to poor Salvatore, who doubtless considers me truly mad now, that my experiment, as I call it, confirmed an observation made during a childhood experience involving a similar procession during a celebration. As the trumpets approached, their tones increased in pitch, as they drew away, their pitch similarly fell. Our experiment has just now confirmed this property of sound which I expect to employ in the service of light.
I have often ridiculed Lucretius' preposterous and antiquated theories that sight is produced by ethereal skins that are shed by objects to fly through the air and dance upon our eyes. My telescopes have been the victim of many a public slander from cretinous Lucretians who condemn their lenses for distorting delicate reality by interfering with these skins.
As ridiculous as this idea might be, what if simple misguided Lucretius had hit on something, nonetheless? What if light were to the eye what sound were to the ear? What if both travel as ripples, like those on a pond? And if this be the case, then could not the rainbow-like halos I had remarked upon around the moon hint that color is to light what pitch is to sound? If not for the infirmity of my eyes, I might have missed it, but perhaps with a modification to the larger, sharper eye of my new mirrored telescope I might demonstrate the implications of this discovery for all to see. Aided by the solution I await from the East—a wondrous clockwork, I am told—we might gaze long enough upon a single heavenly body to appreciate not only its shape, but the subtle rainbow of its procession as well. And, perhaps, such observations could be of further use to me, in ways I have not yet conceived.
As always, dear Daughter, I long for your insights into these matters. Vincenzo, my student, is possessed of a keen mind for ideas already fully formulated. He has not been blessed, as you have, with the gift for lucid speculation. More so, I long for the sound of your voice, the rise and fall of your notes, even once removed through another's lips. Your illness has shut upon me a lid of scholarly silence where the counsel of others grates below my wits like gravel under a worn sole.
Your beloved and beseeching lord father,
G.G.
Car doors slam, hard soles bite into gravel. They're here.
You throw your notes into the oven, then you strike a match and set the papers ablaze before closing the oven door. You flick the overhead switch for the exhaust fan, to help draw away the smoke. The alarm in the room has never worked; you worry more about your eyes.
Flames dance across your work. They curl the edges of your work and blister the surfaces brown. Even with the fan, the odor is overpowering and sinister, like a forest fire through dead wood. But this is no natural blaze—it's an inferno, a live sacrifice, a holy offering to atone for your sins. Let someone less pious pose the question that brought you here, let them propose the theory, if it be worthy. Let it be an amateur outside the Jesuit order, a layperson who has not dedicated his life to the holy union of Church and Science. Let it be someone who may more easily beg absolution.

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