Re/Paired (Doms of the FBI Book 2) (25 page)

Since he was at the door, he did a visual sweep of the area before returning to the main floor. Kat waited for him in the kitchen, her eyes wild and questioning. He felt a tightening in his chest, because he knew she was worried that Malcolm would find out about them. Though he knew Malcolm would be pissed initially, he preferred to be open about their relationship. If he wasn’t concerned, why should she be?

Kat handed the gun back to him and smoothed her hands over her clothes. Her attempts at fixing her appearance only made him want to tear her clothes off so he could watch her hands run over her naked flesh. “Where is Mal?”

Keith shook his head. “I didn’t see his car.”

“He’s picking up some Thai food.” Darcy breezed into the kitchen, a bright smile lighting her face. “I asked him to drop me off first so I could use the bathroom. He was supposed to call.”

Kat extracted her phone from her purse. “Yep. He called about thirty seconds ago. It went right to voice mail. I hate when it does that.”

“So anyway, unless you guys want to explain to Malcolm why you both look like you just had sex, I’d go clean up.” She leveled a firm look at Kat. “Wash your face. Maybe change into something less wrinkled. I’ll call him and let him know you’re safe so he doesn’t come zooming back without food. I’m too hungry to wait for him to process all this before I eat.”

Keith used the guest bathroom. He didn’t have much to fix. His dishabille was the result of hastily pulling his pants into place and a misbuttoned shirt. He had been chasing bad guys today, so a few stains on his shirt would go unremarked. Kat did look like she’d been well and truly loved. Her lips were a bit swollen, and her makeup had run when she’d cried.

He returned to find Darcy relaxing on a chair in the living room, the remote in her hand. She’d turned on a home improvement show. Seeing him, she blushed. “I can’t seem to stop watching these shows. Malcolm is going to kill me if I ask him about redecorating or remodeling another thing. I’ve already changed my mind about the baby’s room a dozen times and told him I didn’t like his living room furniture. That black leather sofa needs to die.”

Keith grimaced. Malcolm had searched for almost six months before he found a couch he liked. It was a distinctly masculine sectional, and Darcy’s home decor walked a fine line between classical and modern.

He sat on the sofa and leaned forward. “You sent Malcolm out for food because you didn’t want him to catch us. How did you know?”

She seemed to chew on that one for a while. Thoughts marched through the shifting frowns on her face until she settled on something. “I didn’t know. I suspected. She said a few things last weekend when we were alone that made me think she was seeing somebody, and then I noticed the way you were looking at her. You’ve always looked at her like you were half in love, but this was different. More possessive. You looked at her the way a Dom looks at his sub, and that was new. She responds to you differently now. And just a few minutes ago, she looked like a well-satisfied sub. It’s a great feeling, though it does sometimes leave your face a mess. I’ll have to give her some makeup tips.”

“Why would you keep this from Malcolm?” He had a list of questions, and that meant their conversation was going to come off sounding more like an interrogation. He knew he had to be careful—Darcy wasn’t fond of being questioned like this—but he needed answers. Plus he was baffled that she would keep this from her Master.

“I won’t for long.” Her ice-blue gaze chilled him, and he understood that she didn’t like deceiving Mal. “However, I recognize that it’s your place to tell him, so I’ll give you one week. He isn’t going to be happy about it, especially if it comes from me. At least if you tell him, you can explain. Assure him that your intentions are pure.”

His intentions were anything but pure. Honorable, maybe, but also carnal and primal. “Kat doesn’t want him to know.”

“No, I don’t expect she does. She’ll go to any length to protect the people in her life, won’t she?” Darcy muted the TV and turned to face him fully. “I bet she’s struggling with lots of guilt, though. Lying doesn’t sit well with her. That’s a good thing. Lies ruin relationships.”

Yes, his Kitty Kat went out of her way to avoid hurting people’s feelings. He loved that about her. But guilt was definitely becoming a factor. It did eat at her from the inside. He nodded at Darcy in agreement. “I’ll talk to her about it.”

With that, Darcy took one step closer to becoming one of the few women he trusted. The rest of his questions sidled away, of lesser importance now that he understood her position.

“Have you called your sister?”

Though her volume dropped, Keith jumped visibly. Of course Malcolm told her everything. After lying to her the way he had when they met, he probably went out of his way to make it up to her by telling her more than she had a right to know.

“Why would I do that?”

She seemed taken aback by the derision in his voice. He watched her struggle to find the right response.

He strived for a gentler tone. “Whatever Malcolm has told you, it can’t be the whole story if you think I would contact any of those people.” Of course, Mal thought he should contact his sister, so Darcy probably shared his opinion.

Kat emerged from the hallway. She’d exchanged her power skirt for a pair of white shorts and a fitted blue cotton shirt. The cut of the shorts emphasized the sexy length of her legs, and the brightness of the white highlighted her olive complexion. Keith shifted to ease the growing discomfort in his pants.

“What people?” She sat down next to him, though he noticed the longing look she cast at the spot on the floor near his feet. The ache in his balls grew.

He sighed and braced to hear the same speech from Kat that Malcolm had given him last week. “My sister has been calling, leaving messages for me at work.”

Her eyes didn’t widen with surprise or sympathy. “And your mother was trying to talk to you Sunday.”

“Malcolm is under the impression that you were going to at least call. He thought he’d convinced you to take a chance on your sister.” Darcy’s eyes widened as she made the connection. Then she laughed. “But you decided to take a chance with his sister. Oh, he’s going to love the irony. Eventually.”

Keith wasn’t sure about that, but he didn’t get a chance to respond. Kat clasped her hands together, worrying them in her lap. “He’s not going to get the chance. I’m not ready for him to know.” She cast an apologetic look at him. “I’m not ready to face his anger, and I haven’t even told my parents yet.”

He wanted to reassure her, but he also knew he needed to push her on this issue. This was an ideal area for him to assert his dominance. “Darcy’s promised us one week to get ready. She’s a good sub, and we’re putting her in a bad position by asking her to keep this from Mal.”

Darcy’s phone trilled. “That’s Malcolm. I called to let him know that I was right and you guys were fine.” She picked up the phone and motioned to the front door, mouthing the words
He’s here.

The promise of a week’s reprieve seemed to have relaxed Kat, but Keith wasn’t similarly comforted. Malcolm was far from stupid, and if Darcy had noticed the way he looked at Kat, then it was only a matter of time before Malcolm noticed as well.

He decided to let Kat spend some more time in her bubble before he was forced to pop it. Perhaps giving her a deadline would help her mentally prepare for the coming-out process. Darcy coming over had turned out to be a good thing.

Malcolm had brought more carryout than four people could possibly eat at one sitting. Kat surveyed the number of paper sacks brimming with hot deliciousness that Malcolm managed to carry inside.

“Jesus, Mal. How many more people are coming?”

Malcolm grinned and kissed his sister on the cheek. “The way Darcy’s craving any kind of Asian food out there, I’m going to need these leftovers. She’ll go through them in a day or two.”

Halfway through dinner, many of the cartons of food had ended up untouched. It wasn’t due to lack of trying, though. Once they all slowed down—even Darcy, who had packed away an impressive amount—conversation began to flow.

“The Holbrook case is going to break wide open this weekend.” Malcolm stabbed a fork into his rice as he spoke.

Kat regarded her brother with her eyebrows drawn together. “I thought the investigative portion of that case was finished. It’s set to go to trial in two months.”

This didn’t come as much of a surprise to Keith. He’d heard rumblings before he’d left the office, but he’d been too intent on getting to Kat to stay to hear the details.

“So did I, but an informant in another case gave up some juicy intel. Jordan had a hush-hush meeting with Elizabeth Alder today.” Malcolm lifted his gaze and regarded Kat with a somber expression.

Keith understood the implication of Mal’s look. A meeting with her boss meant that warrants had been requested or a battle strategy had been hatched, or both. With her safety in question, the risk factor had officially increased, especially since a large break like this could pull dozens of people from other, less important cases. Like hers.

Malcolm continued. “Keith and I are both active in this case. We have to be there this weekend, which means you can either stay with Darcy or stay with Mom and Dad.”

Kat sidled a troubled glance in his direction that he interpreted to indicate she didn’t want to be away from him at all, but she understood what it was like to be with an agent. Then she grinned at Darcy. “Sounds like a girls’ night out to me.”

“In,” Keith corrected. “Girls’ night
in
. You guys can paint your toenails and watch chick flicks.”

Both Kat and Darcy cast affronted looks in his direction. He didn’t understand what he’d said wrong.

Kat licked her lips. He followed the tantalizing move and vowed to kick Malcolm out as soon as possible. He wanted to see her pink tongue wrapped around his dick, her naked pussy perched over his face. “You have no idea what women do when men aren’t around, do you?”

The visions that leaped into his head probably weren’t the visions she’d intended.

Across the table, Malcolm frowned. “I’m not sure we want to know.”

But Darcy had already moved on. “We can invite Layla and my sister Amy. It’ll be fun.”

The two women exchanged smiles. Malcolm looked exceptionally pleased that his fiancée and his sister were bonding. He’d only begun bringing Darcy around a few months ago, and it was important to him that she become friends with those closest to him.

For the first time, Keith’s apprehension fled, and he regarded Darcy as a full member of his family.

But he noticed that Kat never fully relaxed.

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Keith closed the door behind Malcolm and Darcy. The sharp click of the dead bolt echoed up the stairwell. Kat jumped at the sound. Her nerves had been on edge throughout dinner, growing markedly shakier as time passed. She knew Darcy didn’t plan to say anything to Malcolm until her deadline elapsed, so he didn’t understand why she seemed to be unraveling before his eyes. Did the possible fallout from revealing their relationship to her brother really cause her so much emotional pain? It distressed him to see her upset like this. He had to do something about it.

“I want to see you kneeling naked on your bedroom floor in five minutes.”

Her chocolate gaze rose when he began speaking, but then it dropped off and fastened on the steps to her left. “Keith, I’m really not in the mood for—”

Pressing his finger to her lips, he cut the flow of her weak protest. “Your wishes are inconsequential right now. Time’s ticking. Four and a half minutes left.”

He kept his tone gentle. The countdown wasn’t fair or accurate, but that mattered little. She needed this. Her emotions were rioting out of control, and it fell to him to help her deal with them. It was less a matter of her wishes being inconsequential than it was that he understood what she needed.

She didn’t say anything more as she turned away and climbed the stairs to the main floor. His order hadn’t calmed her one bit. It would take time and experience for her to realize he had her best interests at heart. This was new territory for him. In the past when he’d given an order like that, he really hadn’t cared what his submissive wanted. Guilt washed over him at the thought of the callous way he’d treated the women who’d given themselves to him. To a certain extent, he’d drowned in them the same way he’d once escaped into the bottom of a bottle. No more of that. He bid a final farewell to that hollow existence. Kat had opened his heart, and he was discovering the depths of caring and generosity he’d long ago locked away.

Slowly he followed the melancholy shadows of her recent path. The kitchen and dining areas were clean. Darcy and Malcolm had helped with that before they left. He liked that Darcy didn’t hesitate to pitch in and help with dishes. Malcolm and Kat had been raised that way. Keith’s parents hadn’t cared about cleaning one way or the other. His nearly obsessive fastidiousness was a reaction to the chaos and filth of his youth.

He checked all the windows, as he did every night, closed the living room curtains, and shut off the light. Then he freshened up in the guest bathroom. His bag of tricks was in the hall closet. He extracted a coiled length of rope, but he didn’t need anything else from there. Tonight Kat needed to know she belonged to him more than she needed the escape a bit of prolonged pain might offer.