Remembered By Heart: An Anthology of Indigenous Writing (4 page)

Moore River was split into two main parts; the compound where all the kids and older girls were, and the camps, where all the married people and old people had to live.

The compound was set up just like a little town. At the bottom end of the main street was the Big House — that's the superintendent's quarters — and this faced the church which was at the top end of the street. In between, on either side, were all the other buildings, like the dormitories, dining room, sewing room, bakehouse and staff quarters. It was built up on a ridge, and down on the flats near the river were the camps where all the campies built their little places.

The superintendent and his wife were the head workers there. They had five sisters: one for the surgery, one for the dining room, the sewing room, the school and
the girls' dormitory. There was also a second boss who was in charge of the stables and fencing, outdoor things like that, and a third boss who went out with the woodcutters.

There were black trackers for policemen too, both Nor'westers and Sou'westers. But mostly they were Nor'westers because if they did anything wrong up on the North, like killing a bullock, they'd be sent down south away from their country. Their main job was to catch anyone who ran away, and they used to wear these old police uniforms with the brass buttons pulled off.

Us kids were all put up in the compound and it was a rule that we weren't allowed to go down to the camps. They always tried to keep everything separate there. There were separate dormitories for boys and girls, and even to go into the dining room we were kept separate.

The dining room was shaped longwise, with the boys having steps up one way, and the girls having steps up the other. It was really horrible to eat in there because the cups and things were that dirty, and we had all these old tin mugs and plates left over from the First World War. The food was terrible; that's the food we ate, not what the superintendent and white staff had. They had beautiful food; roasts, lovely stews, curries with rice, food like that. I know because I ended up working at the Big House, and they certainly didn't have to eat like we did.

At dinnertime we used to have this soup, only I couldn't eat it because it was just like dishwater. None of us could eat it, we'd just try and pick through the best of it. We used
to make up on the semolina — that's what they used to give us for breakfast — no sugar on it of course. We'd have semolina and a piece of bread'n'dripping for breakfast. Well that would be our fill for the day because we couldn't eat the soup.

One day I was asked to go up to the kitchen to relieve because one of the girls was sick. Luckily I only had to do it twice; I couldn't stand what I saw there. The food for the compound was cooked by the girls. They'd have one of the nurses — well, they were all called nurses — up there instructing the girls. There were two coppers: one for the soup, and one for the tea. The water would be all boiled up in a copper, and they had this great big shearer's teapot, with tea stewed and stewed up in it.

For the soup they'd cook up these awful sheep heads. First they'd skin them, but never take the eyes out, then they'd split them down the middle, give them a quick rinse and throw them in the copper. Sometimes those sheep heads had bott-fly in their noses but they wouldn't worry about that. They'd just throw it in and we'd see that in our soup.

It was all so dirty. You'd think those nurses would have been more alert, could have done things properly. But they didn't care. I suppose they were told, ‘Just anything will do those natives.'

I couldn't eat the soup before I worked there, but when I saw this I definitely couldn't eat it. See, I wasn't brought up like that. My mother was a beautiful cook and we ate
lovely meals back home. I think they did things like this to deliberately lower us; well, degrade us really.

The girls' dormitory was an old weatherboard place with a verandah halfway around. It had all different wings under the one main roof. The mothers' wing was out on the verandah at the back, and around five or six of them would be there at a time. See, most of the older girls that went out to work were pregnant when they came back in.

Inside the dormitory was the little kids' dorm, the washroom, and the other two parts were for the rest of us girls. We were all locked in at night but the doors between each wing were left open.

In the girls' dormitory we had an old matron-mother, old dormitory mother they called her. We called her Nanna Leyland, and she was a beautiful old lady you know, but strict too.

She'd be next door in a room to the side, and she wouldn't yell at us if we made any noise, she'd use her stick. She had a big stick, and she'd hit the wall three times. I tell you what, you'd hear a pin drop. Then you'd hear her coming across the floor, walking stick going; toong toong toong.

When she got to the door she'd say, ‘Galahs live outside — people live inside. I'm looking after little kids next door and they need their sleep. If I hear another word I won't hit the wall, I'll come in and crack every head in this room. So just keep quiet.' And she would have done it too!

Just off the side of our dormitory was the pan-room. In there they just had the one night pan for all of us, and we
had only enough room to wriggle our way in and sit down. It was in our part of the dorm and sometimes the girls used to come in a hurry and mess the floor trying to get there in the dark, poor things. It was usually the little ones, and for the rest of the night we'd have to walk on water.

On the windows of the girls' dormitory they had wire mesh to stop you from getting out, and a trellis around the verandah. Although they always locked the girls' door, the boys were left free. The boys used to come and talk to the girls at night through the window, but if Matron or someone came along they'd run underneath the building to hide. When the superintendent woke up to what was happening, he had a stone wall put around the bottom of the girls' dormitory to stop the boys from hiding underneath.

Even though Nanna Leyland was really strict, she was a lovely lady to us too. When I got in favour with her I used to live like a queen. See, she used to give us her dog, Brindle, to go bush and get a kangaroo for her. There'd be me, Melba, Ruth and another Melba, and we'd go out along the river hunting, just us girls, taking the butcher's knife and everything. Then after we'd given her the brush kangaroo, she'd make a beautiful big stew and a damper for those girls that did the hunting for her. She'd bring in that special food at night, because even though she had her own camp outside, she was always locked up in the compound at night.

Sometimes, too, we used to go across to old Bill Kimberley and old Mary — that was the policeman and
his wife — and they'd have a bit of brush kangaroo or something. The boys' dormitory was built up high, you could walk right under it and sit down, and that's where Bill and Mary lived. They just had a few sheets of iron put this way and that, and they'd have their fire out in the open. See, where the girls had Nanna Leyland as a dormitory-mother, the boys were kept in line by one of the trackers.

Some people liked the trackers and some didn't. It's just the same as every other place I suppose. My mate Dorothy didn't like Bluey, they just couldn't see eye to eye. He used to stand at the door to the dormitory and usher us girls in, and Dorothy would have a go at him, you know, give him a good stir. So she'd be there stirring him up, and one day he said, ‘Dorothy Nannup, get in that formatory or I'll hit you over the stick with a head!' Well, look, we just roared laughing, she didn't have an answer for that. I tell you, we used to have funny little instances like that. It never used to be running smooth at all.

That old Bluey had a vegie garden and he used to supply the compound with soup vegetables. The girls used to sneak down, get in there, and pinch a few of these vegies. They'd tie their belts tight and stuff carrots, turnips or whatever they could get down their tops. Then they'd crawl through the fence, get across the river and wash them, then have a good old feed. They'd bring some back to us too, to have in the dormitory when we were locked in at night. See, we were always hungry, but I'd never do anything like that — I just couldn't.

Life in Moore River had a real routine to it. Every Saturday morning Sister Stewart would line us all up, boys on one side, and girls on the other. She'd stand at the top of one line and another sister would stand at the other. They'd have these big chemist bottles full of Epsom salts and everyone would get a big glassful. It'd be down with the Epsom and then you'd get a lolly to wash the taste away.

We hated it, and instead of getting in the front of the line we'd all push to get at the back. But sooner or later it would be your turn, and I tell you, they'd make sure you swallowed it all before you got your lolly.

We also used to have drill down on the playground. That was just like the aerobics they do today. The playground was just a big sandy area on the flat, behind the church and next to the boob. The boob was the prison. We'd wear the same clothes for that, nothing special, and usually it was the schoolteacher who took us. I don't know what the big girls did, whether they did drill somewhere else, but this was only for us younger ones.

We had to play sports too, and I used to like playing boys' hockey. We never had proper hockey sticks though. We used to go down the river and find crooked sticks, then put them in the fire so they'd tighten up. Sometimes we'd get wire and tie it on the end to make it look like a real hockey stick, and we'd run around having a good old time.

Doris, Herbert and I were sent to Moore River in August, and the first Christmas we had there was in 1925. I always remember that Christmas morning because these
beautiful voices were singing, coming down from the church. I woke up and heard these beautiful voices floating down over the compound. ‘Doris, Doris, quick, wake up,' I said. ‘The angels are coming!' I really thought it must have been angels to sound like that.

All the girls in the dormitory jumped up and went to the verandah. The dormitory was all blocked off with a trellis but we could just see through to the outside. I looked and saw these girls standing out there in the middle of the street, between the two dormitories, singing.

It was the girls' choir, and I could see the two Darby girls, Dinah Hall and several others. They sang, ‘Christians Awake' and ‘Oh, Come All Ye Faithful'. They really made the ranges ring, and that's the only time Mogumber was ever beautiful.

I was going to school in the settlement up until that Christmas, and for a couple of months after. But I can truly say that they never taught me anything in all that time.

I'd finished up to grade three at the school in Toolbrunup, and that was as high as Moore River went. So when the teacher was busy she'd get me to go out and keep the infants occupied while she taught the bigger class.

Moore River did nothing for me by way of schooling; I had to learn through experience and picking up little bits here and there on my own. Really, all I ever did there was work. I had chores to do before school and chores to do after. I tell you, they never allowed me to be idle.

I was still going to school when they decided to show us
a movie. We all went up to the church, men and boys on one side and girls and grown up ladies on the other. This was a Charlie Chaplin movie and you know how funny he is.

Nanna Leyand used to always wear this hat and her and a couple of the old ladies were sitting in front of us. A lot of the people there had never seen a movie before, especially these old ones. Anyway, the thing went on, flickering away, when this motor car came full ball down the street towards us. Poor old Nanna went, aaarrrgghh, and ducked right down. Oh, look, it was such a laugh, funnier than the movie. Every now and again this motor car would come around the corner and Nanna and these old ladies would duck. Us little girls sitting behind her were killing ourselves laughing, but we couldn't laugh out loud or she would have thumped us.

That's the only movie I can recall them ever showing us. We had a couple of slide nights too, religious ones, but those soon fell by the wayside.

I hadn't been at the settlement long when I got a letter from Jessie Hornsey. Miss Greenwood had married while we were with the Campbells and her name became Mrs Hornsey. When we were at Pallingup we used to ride over to her place and do odd jobs. Anyway, she wrote to me and asked if I'd come and work for her. Mr Brodie knew all about it, because everybody's letter that was written into that place was read before it was given out. He didn't say anything to me when I got the letter but he called me into his office a couple of days later.

‘Do you really want to go and work for Mrs Hornsey?' he asked.

I said that I'd like to because she'd written and asked me.

‘But,' he said, ‘you can't go because we've got another job lined up for you.'

Well I don't know what that job was but I never went to it. I think they just wouldn't let me go to Mrs Hornsey's because they wanted to disconnect people from their past. I was still at school at this time, but not long after they needed girls in the sewing room so they put me there to work. So whether that was the other job he was talking about or not, I don't know.

All the girls who were taken out of school and sent down to the sewing room, were started off on button holing and things like that. We had no choice about working there and we were never paid for it. We'd work a full week, then we'd go down every Saturday morning to clean the machines, brush them and oil them up ready for Monday. Then they'd come along with a little block of chocolate for us and that was our pay.

Every so often, Mr Neville, or an outside visitor, used to come up to the settlement. Whenever Mr Neville came everything had to be spit and polish — we'd have to really clean the place up, and sometimes we had to get into lines for when he arrived.