“I love you.” He trailed tiny kisses from the corner of her mouth to her jaw. “I want you to stay.” More kisses along her delicate ear to her temple. “For as long as you can.” He kissed her eyes. “I don’t know how—”
“It doesn’t matter.” She kissed him back, running her fingers over his scruffy cheeks and through his hair. “We’ll work something out later. I don’t need a plan right now. I just need you.”
He hugged her close and kissed her deep and wet until he couldn’t tell who was kissing who.
He pulled back, narrowed his eyes. “Don’t you want to spout some statistic about the survival rate of relationships that begin with a dangerous experience?”
She smiled and chuckled. He’d never heard her laugh. It was rich and throaty, sexy as hell. “Screw statistics.” She pushed the hair from his eyes. “I love you, Rafe Moreau.”
Epilogue
1 year laterâMardi Gras
C
LAIRE
HESITATED
AT
THE
door to Once
Bitten, tugging up her black hose and tugging down the hem of her short black
dress. She smoothed her hair, pulled up and back, the frizzy curls tamed into
shiny ringlets that hung from a topknot. The style was Julia's suggestion. She'd
said it resembled a witch's hairdo from an old vampire soap opera.
Resisting the urge to check her makeup one more time, Claire
took a deep breath, licked her bloodred lips and swung open the door.
The bar was full to capacity. There were the usual Goths and
vamps. The mostly naked snake lady, the girls dancing in the hanging cages. And
tonight there were swarms of tourists looking to party hard.
The season of Carnival had begun two weeks ago, with several
parades each day marching uptown and through mid-city. But today was Lundi Gras,
and the big parade was rolling its outrageously spectacular floats down St.
Charles Avenue tonight. This was the most exciting time of the year in New
Orleans, and Claire's favorite. Of course, she had other, more personal reasons
for that.
She scanned behind the bar for Rafe, spotting him instantly in
the sexy, gray button-down she'd bought him for his birthday last month. She'd
told him it brought out the silver of his eyes and he'd gotten so quiet, at
first, she'd thought he didn't like it. When she asked if she should return it,
he'd turned away, grabbed a towel to wipe a glass and admitted, after clearing
his throat, that he hadn't had a birthday present since he was a kid.
She'd taken him in her arms and they'd made love right there
against the bar.
Now, he was smiling and juggling bottles and mixing drinks with
the fluid grace she admired the first time she'd seen him. Her insides tingled
just watching him.
As if he felt her stare, he looked up and caught her eye. His
smile went slack and his eyes flared. She felt his gaze intensely, as if he were
touching her with his skillful hands.
Consumed with love, she smiled and made her way through the
crowd toward him.
Rafe placed drinks in front of a couple of tourists and then
sauntered over to her. “
Cher,
you gonna make it hard
for me to stay behind this bar and work all night.”
She pretend pouted and leaned forward over the bar, knowing the
low-cut dress would show even more of her cleavage. “I don't mean to make it
hard.”
“Yes, you do.” His eyes flared. “I could tell Reggie I'm taking
a break and haul you upstairs right now,” he murmured in a husky voice.
Ooh, how she'd love that. She checked out the tall, intelligent
black man at the other end of the bar making drinks as fast as his hands could
move, and sighed. “We better wait. Reggie is too good of an assistant manager to
lose, and I don't think he would appreciate being left alone when you're this
busy.”
“You're right. But as soon as I lock the door on the last
customer, you better watch out,
cher.
” His
penetrating eyes seemed to see right into her soul. She hoped he could see how
much she loved him.
If anyone had told her a year ago that she'd quit her job,
uproot her entire life and move to New Orleans, she'd have thought they were
high on something illegal. But she was surprisingly good at her new job, and her
little row house had way more character than the sterile apartment she'd rented
in Boston. But most of all, she loved the relationship she had with Rafe. They
were friends and lovers and she loved who she was when she was with him.
A couple of cute coeds called for frozen margaritas and Rafe
glanced their way, and then motioned for Claire to follow him as he began making
the drinks. “How'd your classes at Tulane go this morning?”
“I can't believe how much I love teaching. I hope I can make a
difference. Did you know that only twenty-two percent of microbiologist majors
are female?”
He raised a brow. “I did not know that.” His sizzling gaze
dropped to her cleavage. “Long as you didn't teach your classes looking like
that.” He gave a low growl.
“No, I was just my normal fangtastic self.” She flashed her
fake fangs at him.
Rafe grimaced and rolled his eyes.
She giggled, noticing the way his lips twitched as he tried not
to smile at her corny joke. “So, hand me a tray and let me help out.” She
gestured to the crowded sofas.
“Seriously,
cher?
” He glanced at
her as he filled several more orders for a waitress.
“I think I can manage not to spill drinks on the customers.”
She snatched up a tray and order pad and headed out, checking with the other
waitresses as to where they needed her help.
As she took drink orders, she smiled and asked tourists where
they were from. Sometimes she joked and flashed her fangs. Who'd have thought
she'd ever have the confidence to do that? But Rafe made her feel beautiful. And
sexy. And loved.
She noticed him again and smiled and he winked before returning
to his customer. The next time she brought him a drink order, she waited while
he filled it. “I wish Julia had been able to fly in today.”
Rafe frowned. “Wasn't she supposed to?”
Claire shook her head. “She texted me yesterday and said her
new salon was too busy for her to take time off work.”
Rafe scowled. “She's not gonna be happy that she missed this,”
he mumbled.
“What?”
He looked up quickly with wide-eyed innocence. “Nothing.”
After a moment's hesitation, Claire shrugged and turned to
deliver her drinks. Collecting the money, she heard shouting from the bar.
When she glanced over, Reggie was straightening from the waist
and produced a large yellow, purple and green iced cake complete with shiny
plastic beads draped across it. He set it on the bar, and then brought out
plates and forks and a large knife and gestured her over.
“What's this for?” Claire exchanged her tray for a plate.
Checking out the customers on the nearby stools, she noted that the ones closest
to her seemed to be waiting expectantly for her to eat her piece of cake.
“It's a King Cake,
cher,
” Rafe
said, taking a slice for himself. “A New Orleans Mardi Gras tradition.”
Cautiously, she picked up the fork and took a large bite. It
was delicious. Kind of a cross between a Bundt cake and a cinnamon roll. She
smiled and Rafe returned her smile, just then her fork hit on something solid.
Picking the object out of her cake, she stared at it, and then stared at Rafe.
It was a tiny plastic baby.
The people around her whooped and cheered and nudged her with
knowing winks. She tried to smile, but she was confused. She gave Rafe a
questioning look.
“Every King Cake has a plastic baby hidden in it,” Rafe
explained. “The person who gets the baby in their slice must provide the cake
next year. Andâ” he brought out a fake metal tiara “âit means you're Queen for
the night.”
Reggie added, “Or you might be pregnant soon.”
Rafe's gaze heated and traveled down to her stomach.
Swallowing a lump in her throat, Claire imagined herself
big-bellied with Rafe's child. A black-haired beauty with silver-gray eyes or a
darkly handsome kindergartener charming all the girls with his smile. A sharp
ache hit her chest. Just a year ago, she'd figured if love and a family were
going to happen they would've already.
Rafe reached for a cardboard box nearby and gave it to her.
“Help me toss these out, your Majesty.”
Claire opened the box to reveal black-and-red shiny beads and
gold doubloons. New Orleanians called them “throws.” Rafe held another box and
began tossing the contents to the crowd.
Claire followed his example and moved out into the dance floor,
flinging beads and doubloons. Excited murmurs started buzzing throughout the bar
until most of the crowd was swarming around Claire and Rafe, hands in the air,
calling, “Throw me something, Mister!”
Claire heard, “Throw me something, Mistress!” She flung the
throws until her box was empty.
“Hey, Claire, think fast.”
Rafe had pitched something to her. Was he crazy? Didn't he know
her well enough by now to realize she wasn't coordinated enough to catch such
things? An object sailed toward her as if in slow motion, and she lifted her
hands up, waiting like the geeky kid in the outfield hoping to catch the ball
that would give the other team its third strike.
No, no, noâ She squeezed her eyes closed and...caught it!
Fumbled it. Then clutched it against her chest. With an excited grin, she looked
up to find Rafe standing right beside her. She gazed down at the black velvet
ring box in her hands. Her mouth fell open. She blinked.
“Open it,
cher.
” His Southern drawl
was so tender.
She opened the box and a gold ring with a single square-cut
diamond sparkled from its bed of black silk.
“I want you in my life forever, Claire. And I want to do this
right. Marry me, make a family with me?”
With tears blurring her vision, she nodded, and fell into his
arms. She kissed him.
The crowd cheered and whistled and Rafe broke their kiss and
called for free drinks for everyone. The crowd hollered even louder and headed
for the bar where Reggie and the waitresses were setting up shots.
Rafe's white teeth flashed in that sexy grin of his. He wrapped
his arms around her and kissed her so deep and profound she could feel all his
hopes and dreams for their future.
“Ow.” He pulled back. “You're going to have to take those off.”
He gingerly fingered her fangs.
“Oh, I don't know. The better to bite you with, my
cherie amour.
” She nuzzled into his neck and scraped
her teeth against his skin.
He chuckled. “I've been bitten.” He cupped her face and looked
deep into her eyes. “By love.”
She raised her gaze to the ceiling and groaned. “You're so bad,
Moreau.” She shook her head. “Butâ” she smiled and kissed him “âthat's just one
of the things I love about you.”
* * * * *
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1
Six months later...
D
RESSED
IN
A
courier's uniform, newly minted security agent Judd Willingham made the short walk up the cracked sidewalk to the small front porch of the nondescript brick house. Twinkling Christmas lights with more burnt-out bulbs than working ones sagged from the eaves and a sad-looking wreath hung from a door in desperate need of a fresh coat of paint. Dead weeds, their crispy skeletons all that remained from a robust summer, pushed up between the evergreen shrubs, crowding the flower beds on either side of the entrance, and a rusty mailbox hung drunkenly from a lone nail which was dangerously close to slipping from the mortar. Judd grimaced.
This was the safe house? Really?
Granted he hadn't expected a mansionâthe little town of Mossy Ridge, Mississippi, could barely afford its five-man police force, let alone a state-of-the-art safe houseâbut surely something a little more sound could have been made available. Considering this was the third time his target, Noelle Montgomery, had been evacuated due to another failed attempt on her life, no doubt their choices were dwindling.
Honestly, when he'd been briefed on his first assignment for Ranger Security, Judd had expected something a little less grave than protecting a key witness to a murder trial. After all, Jeb, his twin brotherâolder by two minutes and his exact mirror oppositeâhad merely had to find a jewel thief burgling a high-end retirement community. No life-or-death situation there. In fact, other than potentially getting run over by a motorized scooter, he hadn't been in any danger at all. At least physically, anyway. Judd inwardly grinned. His heart was another matter altogether. Much to their equal astonishment, Jeb had found himself married at the end of his assignment.
Having always enjoyed an almost supernatural twin connection, making sense of his brother's feelings had been a little disconcerting. He'd picked up on a lot of awe, wonder, confusion and frustration. It wasn't until Jeb's, er,
physical release
âorgasms had never been a secret, a fact that had been quite embarrassing in their teensâthat Judd had realized that his brother had fallen head over heels in love. Though he didn't experience the sensations as strongly as Jebâmore shadowed and less profound than the originalâhe'd found himself a little envious of his twin.
Not envious enough to want to permanently shackle himself to a member of the opposite sex though. He'd come damned close to that in his last year at West Point, a mistake he didn't ever intend to make again. He smothered a dark chuckle.
Fool me once...was enough. Lesson learned.
Naturally he knew that all women weren't faithless money-grubbing connivers, like the one who'd almost tricked him into an until-death-do-you-part, but knowing it and having it make a difference were two different things.
Heather had studied him, understood his weaknesses and knew exactly what to say and do to appeal to his “hero” complex. In the end, his “damaged fragile flower in need of a protector” had been a two-time divorcée with multiple aliases and a rap sheet longer than the damned Declaration of Independence. And he'd nearly brought that viper into their family? His lips quirked.
They already had one of those, thank you very muchâhis grandmother.
The matriarch of the family and the formidable head of Anderson Enterprises, Twila Anderson was notoriously hard and could hold a grudge and her own opinion longer than anyone he'd ever known. She no longer had the ability to scare the hell out of him, but if he'd wanted to continue taking orders he would have stayed in the military. Though he could have gone to work for her, or any one of the company's holdings, Judd had ultimately, once again, decided to follow in his brother's footsteps.
Contrary to popular belief, he
did
have an original thought and they
didn't
share a mind, but they were so closely tied to one another that living independently of the other was simply...unpleasant. They were more than brothers, they were best friends. And while Jeb had left the military after that horrible disaster in Mosul, Judd had actually been considering it before his brother had.
A sniper who couldn't pull the trigger was essentially useless and, given that it had gotten increasingly more difficult with every target...
And the hell of it? He had no earthly idea why.
Judd had always prided himself on being able to do the hard jobâmaking the conscious decision to end another person's life was not easy, even if it was justified. Men who intentionally killed, mutilated and maimed innocent women and children were lower than pond scum and didn't deserve to live, dammit. For every one of those people he finished off, he'd always congratulated himself with the lives he'd saved.
The end justified the means, the greater good and all of that. And he still believed itâhe really didâbut doing it... Putting a man in the crosshairs, making the kill shot. That was out of reach. He couldn't do it anymore.
Not that he'd confided that to anyoneâeven Jeb. It was too galling, too shameful. Better that they thought he missed his twin than the truth.
Initially, he'd chalked his hesitation up to burn-outâit happened. He'd taken a short leave to Creteâhe hadn't had time to come home and wouldn't have even if he couldâbut even the island paradise, lots of good sex, good food and good wine hadn't made a difference.
He was done. His career in the military was over.
Luckily, Jeb had paved the way with Ranger Security and Judd couldn't have been any more thankful. Owners and legendary Rangers Jamie Flanagan, Brian Payne and Guy McCann were the collective best of what Uncle Sam had to offer. Coolly efficient with an unmatched attention to detail, Payne had been nicknamed The Specialist and the moniker more than fit. With a rumored genius IQ and enough brawn to strike fear into the bravest of men, Flanagan had met and married Colonel Carl Garrett's granddaughter, which was proof enough of his courage. And McCann's mystical ability to surf the fine line between brilliance and stupidity and always land in hero territory had made him locker room lore.
Added to the fact that these men were former soldiersâand more significantly, Rangersâit made this job the perfect fit. Because he'd never been stateside long enough to outfit a permanent residence, Judd was thankful for the furnished apartment that came with his generous employment package and looked forward to finding a place of his own.
His new sister-in-law, Sophie, had even offered to deed him off some acreage from her farm, where she and Jeb had made their home. Admittedly, it was tempting, if for no other reason than it would make his brother his neighbor. And since he suspected that a little Sophie or Jeb wouldn't be too long in the making, being the “fun uncle” held immense appeal.
A tinkle of low, feminine laughter sounded through the door, ringing an internal hum of awareness along his nerve endings. An unfamiliar prickling tightened the skin on the tops of his fingers, made his stomach clench. He frowned, shaking the bizarre sensation off, and focused on the job at hand. A quick glance along both ends of the street confirmed that he wasn't being watched and that all was well. Judd pretended to check the address on the package he carried against the house number, then knocked on the door.
Utter silence. The laughing stopped as though a switch had been thrown.
He heard the soft shuffle of a heavy foot across carpet, could feel someone staring at him through the peephole and held up the box. “Bluebird Services. I'm here to deliver a package.”
“Perishable or non-perishable?” a voice asked, verifying the security question.
“Perishable,” he confirmed.
Judd listened as a series of locks disengaged, then the door opened to reveal a rangy officer with more hair on his face than his head. His eyes were guarded, a little regretful and mildly relieved. No doubt keeping this key witness out of harm's way was the most exciting bit of police work Officer ZZ Top had ever done, Judd thought, following him inside the house.
In keeping with the generally shabby appearance of the outside, the interior was equally depressed. Stained brown carpet covered the floors, dated brown paneling lined the walls and bare bulbs hung from the dingy water-stainedâokay, fine,
brown
âceiling. Wearing uniforms the color of ditch water, the three officers matched the bleak decor.
Which was probably what made the woman standing in the middle of them all the more remarkable.
She stood out like a flamingo in a flock of cowbirds.
His heart began to pound, pushing the blood through his veins so fast that his mouth parched. A peculiar feeling fluttered through his chest, not altogether unpleasant, and the centers of his palms tingled with heat. He couldn't have been any more surprised if fireballs emerged from them. Though he knew it hadn't, the floor felt like it shifted beneath his feet and his stomach suddenly floated inside his belly with breathless anticipation, the same way it did the instant he jumped out of a plane. He swallowed, shaken.
It was...disconcerting.
Tall and willowy with long, blazing red hair that gleamed with vitality despite the lack of proper lighting, she practically glowed from within, bathing the rest of the world around her with her illumination. Her skin was pale and peachy-looking, her mouth a small but ripe raspberry pink that immediately put him in mind of sex, and delicate brows arched over a pair of particularly startling green eyes. They were light, the color of antique glass, and heavily fringed with dark auburn lashes. She wore a long multi-
colored skirt which clung to an especially nice ass, a white tunic with billowy sleeves, lots of noisy jewelryâit jingled with every move she madeâand a pair of fuzzy pink bunny slippers on her feet. The scent of meat loaf and apple pie hung in the air and a small candle burned on the battered coffee table.
What was more startling was what she was doingâcutting one of the officers' hair, of all things. While she worked, she did a lot of humming under her breath, biting her distracting lips and frowning critically. She didn't look the least bit concerned that someone was trying to kill her. In fact, she just looked...busy. A quick glance revealed that everyone but ZZ Top had gotten a fresh trim and shave.
“I'm almost done,” she said, without looking up.
Snip, snip, snip.
Frown.
Snip, snip, snip.
“See, Roy, the trick is to condition regularly. Hair is hair. Just because you're a man doesn't mean your hair doesn't need a decent moisturizer, especially with all this curl,” she said, pushing her hands through it with a little groan of delight that made his balls tighten.
Roy's, too, by the look of him.
A fair baby-faced blonde with more than a spare tire hanging over his belt, dear old Roy blushed to the roots of the hair she presently worked on.
“I bet the girls just can't get enough of those curls, can they?” she continued, smiling as she tweaked a few more strands. “It's a good thing you don't have any dimples, Roy, because dimples
and
curls would have made you downright irresistible, and that's hardly fair to any of the rest of the men in this town, is it?”
“Right,” one of the men drawled. “'Cause he beats them off with a stick now, doesn't he?”
She looked up and sent the offender a scowl that managed to be as quelling as it was disappointed. “
Clark
.”
Clark's smug smile instantly fell and he reached down and popped a rubber band against his wrist. “Sarcasm isn't a weapon,” he said, seemingly by rote. “I can be clever without being cruel.”
Judd blinked, stunned.
What the hell...?
She beamed approvingly at Clark, her pale green eyes lighting with pleasure. “Intelligence is attractive, but only when it's put to good use. Wouldn't it be a shame to waste that fine mind, Clark? Have you given any more thought to going back to school, pursuing that dream of architecture we talked about?”
Clark glanced at the floor and sheepishly shuffled his feet. “I'm still thinking about it.”
“Thinking is good, but taking action is better. Make the choice and commit to it.” She smiled indulgently. “You know you can do it.”
What was she? Judd wondered. Some sort of life coach? A daytime TV junkie? Both?
“You're determined to make sure that I'm an officer short on my police force, aren't you?” ZZ Top scolded with a good-natured grimace.
She rolled her eyes as she continued to work on Roy's curly hair. “As if you couldn't handle the whole thing by yourself,” she said fondly. “You're so efficient, you've shaved all the hair right off your head to keep from having to fix it. I hope Mossy Ridge appreciates you, Les. You do a fine job. Just like that lovely wife of yours, this community is lucky to have you.”
Les's chest puffed with pride and he ran a hand over his bald head, which had turned decidedly pink.
Any minute now Judd fully expected all three men to jump up, start dancing in circles around her and break into “Whistle While You Work.” But she wasn't Snow White, they weren't dwarves and he sure as hell wasn't Prince Charming, though he had been accused of being the Prince of Darkness a time or two.
“Ms. Montgomery, I'm Judd Anderson, your security specialist. I'm here to escort you to your permanent location while you await the trial. Please collect your things. We need to go.”
There, Judd thought. Firm but polite, the equivalent of
Move your ass, please.
She stilled and finally, very slowly, looked up at him. Though he was too well-trained to betray an inkling of unease, the force of that droll green gaze when it met his was nothing short of...cataclysmic. Like a tsunami meeting a hurricane, an earthquake in the middle of a tornado, planets colliding in space. He felt like he'd been sucked into the resulting vacuum, powerless as a whole new galaxy formed around him...and he was staring directly at its princess.