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Authors: Natalie Anderson
Only he was so damn helpless.
That one last part of his body refused to acknowledge the sickness. He raised his knees, lifting the rug to hide the evidence, and mentally berated himself. So in appropriate. It must be the fever putting these kinds of thoughts into his head.
He looked at her, she was speaking briskly into her phone again. Some other poor soul was at the mercy of her efficiency. He was beyond even trying to listen. All he wanted was to rip the gadget from her and press his mouth to hersâjust to shut her up. Just to slake the lust.
So damn irresistible. So damn impossible. For one thing he was harbouring a million nasty bugs in his throat, for another she just wasn't his type. Not at all. Not when he was on form.
But he felt an almost feral need to touch herâhad done since the second he'd first seen her looking so snippy out the back of the warehouse. He wanted to muss her up so bad he wanted to growl.
Sick. He really was sick.
âOkay, that's everything settled, then.'
âYou're going?' Oh, man. He grimaced. Where had that sound of disappointment come from?
She paused. âYou didn't think I was going to stay, did you? I've got other things to do. And you said it yourself, Lorenzoâyou don't need a mother, or any kind of sympathy.'
âSo you're going to leave me here at the mercy of some stranger?' He opted to try to wheedle. Thinking on it, he'd rather have her here than some nurseâeven if she was a little too efficient for his liking. Did she never stop and slow down? She should slow downâhe'd make her. Give it to her really, really slow. Bend her back and lick all the way up her gorgeous length until sheâ¦
Hell
, his eyes were probably glazing over. He shut them tight. It made the fantasy worse. It made the aching in his gut worse.
On seconds thoughts, the sooner Sophy left, the better.
âShe's very well qualified and has great references,' Sophy saidâoblivious to the base nature of his thoughts. âShe'll get you right again.'
âI do not need a damn nursemaid.' What was she going to do all day? He'd had the pills, now he just needed to sleep until it was time to take more. The last thing he wanted was some woman poking round his apartment. He never
let women poke around. He liked his privacyâthe peace in isolation.
âYour temperature is sky-high. Until it's down and the antibiotics have kicked in, then you are not being left alone. We're talking twenty-four hours or less, Lorenzo. Get over it.'
He opened his mouth. Shut it again. He hadn't been given orders quite like that in
years
.
âNow you need to rest. The nurse will be here in twenty. She's bringing more medicine with her.'
Enough was enough. He wasn't putting up with this for a moment longer. He put his feet on the ground and hauled himself up.
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âLorenzo.' Sophy's heart lurched. She moved fast.
His eyes were closed and the frown on his face was heightened by his extreme pallor. His whole body was covered in a film of sweat but he shivered again. She wrapped her arm around himâfelt every single muscle in his body go tense. Sophy bit her lip. The sooner the nurse got here, the better.
âI'm fine.' The anger surged in his voice. Directed at both her and himself. He was furious with his weakness.
âAnd I'm the Queen of Atlantis.'
âThis is ridiculous. I'm hardly at death's door. It's a sore throat.' But he sat back down all the same, put his feet up this time and scrunched more into the sofa, lying shivering beneath the rug. His teeth were tightly clenchedâto stop them chattering or because he was so mad? Probably both.
Sophy was definitely staying 'til the nurse arrived now. She sat in the chair across from the sofa. Keeping a wary eye on him and sneaking interested glances round his apartment. The space was gorgeousâhuge and light.
The kitchen was modernâhad all the lovely stainless steel appliances a gourmet home cook could ever want. There was a massive shelving system on one wallâfilled with books, CDs, DVDs. She leaned close to look at the titles, even though she knew she was being nosy.
She glanced at her watch. Shouldn't be long now 'til the nurse arrived. He'd gone very quiet. Was he asleep? Quietly she moved back to the sofa, bent so she could see his face.
His jet-black hair was just slightly too longâas if he'd missed his last appointment with the barberâand right now it was a tousled mess. It was gorgeousâjust begging for fingers to tunnel into it. And his features were beautiful. His eye lashes were annoyingly long while the shadow on his angular cheek tempted her to touch. And then there was his mouth. In the heart of his chiselled jaw were the most sensual lips she'd ever seen. Full, gently curved, slightly parted as he slept. The shivering seemed to have eased. Had his temperature dropped? She put her palm on his forehead again.
His hand moved fast, clamping round her wrist as his eyes shot open. The brown so deep as to be black, filled with a fire she wasn't sure was purely fever.
She was caught, crouched half over him, unable to move.
His eyes burned into her. âI told you to quit it.'
But he wasn't holding her hand away from him, instead he pressed her fingers harder to his skin. Afterwards she never knew from where she'd got the audacity, but she spread her fingers, gently stroking them over his damp brow. Smoothing the frown lines, stretching higher to reach into his hair, rumpling it ever so gently.
Her fingertips felt so sensitiveânever had she felt something so strong inside from just touching someone. The
strangest kind of electricity surged into her. Thrilling yet relaxing at the same time. It felt right to be touching him. It felt good. Okay, more than good. Sexual energy strummed through her, just like that. She wanted to move, to touch more, to shift her hipsâtease the ache that had woken deep within.
His eyes didn't leave hers, filled with a look so full ofâ¦something. Was it anger or desire or something deeper and darker still?
The buzzing made her jump. Made him grip her even harderâso hard she winced.
âThat'll be the nurse,' she muttered.
Despite the illness he had fearsome strength when he wanted to use it.
She finally broke away from his deepening gaze, and pointedly looked at his hand. âYou need to let me go.'
His fingers loosened and she pulled her hand free. Her heart was beating so fast she felt dizzy. Maybe it wasn't tonsillitis that he had. Maybe it was the flu and she'd caught it just like that. She felt as hot as he looked.
She caught a glimpse of herself in a mirror hanging on the wall as she hurried to the door. Yes, the colour in her cheeks was definitely more than the usual. And her eyes looked huge.
The nurse was at least fifty and looked like a total grandma with her specs and cardigan and knitting needles poking out of her bag. She talked like a grandma tooâincessant, interested and caring but with an underlying thread of steel.
Sophy smothered her smile as the woman began her no nonsense fussing over Lorenzo. Definitely time to make a move. She needed some space to examine that moment again too.
âI'll phone later,' she said to the nurse.
âAren't you going to talk to me?' A growl from the sofa.
âYou're going to be asleep.' Sophy went even warmer inside when she saw the put out look flash on his face.
But then he started shivering again and the nurse turned to him. âWe need to get you into bed, don't we? I'll go and put some nice fresh sheets on it. No, don't worry, I can find them. You just lie back and relax. Medicine, some pain-killers, something nice and warm to drink. We'll have you better in no time.'
Sophy watched the woman bustle off, finding her way around the place by some kind of special nursing sixth sense. She looked back at Lorenzo; he was looking at the nurse with such loathing that Sophy had to clap her hand over her mouth to stop herself laughing. At her movement his head whipped round and he glared at her. Oh, boy, definitely time to go.
âSophy.'
Halfway across the room she hesitated.
âCome here.'
Sick as he was, it was a command. And Sophy felt a scarily overwhelming urge to do as he bid. How patheticâit wasn't as if he could do much if she refused.
âCome here.' Softly spoken again, but it wasn't just a thread of steel in thereâit was a whole core. And his magnetism wasn't something she could ignore.
She walked over to him. Even though he was the one lying down, even though she was the one who could leave, somehow the balance of power had changed. In those few minutes when she'd been crouched next to him, stroking him, something had changed completely.
She stopped a little distance away, met the deep, dark gaze a little nervously.
âI want to thank you,' he said quietly.
âIt's not necessary.' She felt the blush rising in her cheeks.
Sorting out others was her speciality. She had a family of geniuses who could barely organise what they wanted to make for dinner every night. This was nothing.
He was still looking at her so in tensely she wondered what it was he was trying to read. His focus dropped, to her mouth. She swallowedâdetermined not to give herself away by licking her suddenly desperately dry lips. Her pulse thumped in her ears.
âI'm kissing you. Can you feel it?'
Sophy blinked. Had she just dreamed that? Was that a fantasy moment? Had he really just said that? Like
that
âa purring whisper?
Mind sex. Was that what this was? Because she had to admit she was feeling itâand was desperate to feel more. Okay,
she
was delirious. She really was. Definitely burning up. She licked her lips, not realising she was 'til she was done and they were still tingling with the need for touchâ
his
touch. His kiss.
Suddenly he was smilingâthat absolutely brilliant smile that had disarmed her so completely yesterday.
She snatched in a breathâher lungs felt as if they were eating fire. âGet better soon.' And she ran, his low chuckle hard on her heels.
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Every time Sophy thought of the expression on his face as she'd left she blushed bodily. And it wasn't without a few nerves that she walked up to the second floor three days later. Lorenzo was back on deckâKat told her as soon as she arrived. And he was waiting for her in his office. She was to see him as soon as she got there.
Sophy had the feeling it was going to be interesting. He hadn't liked her seeing him so vulnerable. Certainly hadn't liked the way she'd handled it. If she'd learned anything about him from their brief meetings so far, he liked to be
the boss. Only she'd over ruled him. She suspected he was going to make her pay for thatâonly the burning question was
how
? In the devastatingly direct way that he'd reclaimed the power in his apartment? By using his way-too-potent sensuality? She totally shouldn't be hoping so. Lorenzo Hall had playboy commitment-phobe stamped all over himâin permanent ink. She took a breath and knocked on his door.
âJust a moment.'
She waited, her nerves stretching tauter with every tiny tick of her watch. What was this pause aboutâdid he want to force her to break point? Because he knew, didn't he? Was all too aware of his effect on herâand on any woman. Why, he'd used it to his advantage in his apartmentâa look, a very few words and she was practically in a puddle at his feet. Then she heard him.
âOkay, you can come in now.'
She opened the door and stopped on the thresh old. Gaped.
He was standing by the window, had turned to watch as she came in. He was in jeans. But still no shirt. From behind him the light touched his body like an aura giving it a golden glow. It didn't need the emphasis. It was blindingly gorgeous already.
It was as if she were two feet from a launch tower that had just sent a rocket into spaceâthe heat from the blast nearly eviscerating her.
His torso was bronzed, no sheen from sweat this time, but she wanted to see it wet again. Her fingers wanted to slide through the slickness, they wanted to torment him to slickness.
She squeezed her eyes shut. Since when did she have rabid sexual fantasies about a virtual stranger? Such un
controllable, lusty urges? She blamed it on the sight of all that beautiful skin.
âThe first time was a mistake,' she muttered. âThe second you couldn't help.' She opened her eyes and stared some more, watching as he slowly walked until he stood ten inches too far within her personal space. âThis timeâ'
âWas entirely deliberate.'
A
LL
Sophy could hear was the thud, thud, thud of her heart. âDeliberate?'
He smiled. Such a slow, amused smile she wondered whether the word had actually emerged from her mouth or whether it had just been some sort of scared-animal squeak.
âYou seemed to like it,' he said quietly, tiny twin lights dancing in his otherwise incredibly dark eyes.
Like it? Oh, that was the understatement of the century.
She blinked at him. He was so calm. So at ease in his gorgeous skin. So sure of his effect on herâthe effect he
definitely
had on any womanâhe was that confident. It was enough to slap sense back into her. âYou're definitely feeling better, aren't you?'
âOne hundred percent.'
âGreat.' Sophy took a step back into the corridor. âThen perhaps you'd like to see what I've been doing with sorting out the admin in there.'
âI've seen it. It's looking good. It's very easy to understand the system you're setting up.'
âOh.' She was deflatedâhe'd stolen the ball back just like that.
âBut we do need to talk about the function coming up.'
He walked out to the corridor after her. âAnd I need to show you some of the stuff to update the website. I under stand Kat's been helping you a bit when she can?'
âYes, she's been great.' Sophy tried really hard to keep her concentration on the conversation but it kept sliding down to where his flat abs hit his jeans.
Unbelievable
âboth his body and her reaction to it.
âThe rest of the team will be back in later today. They've been helping on another project.'
âThe bar.' Kat had told her about it. Lorenzo was the backer behind some guy opening up a new bar in the heart of cooldom. And she could totally be professional in the face of this provocation. Sure she could.
âYes.' He was sounding all serious but his eyes were dancing. âShall we go into your office and get on with it?'
She stopped only three paces along. Nope. She couldn't be professionalânot like this. âDo you possibly think that you could put a shirt on?'
A deep, totally pure sound of amusement rumbled out of him. âIt really bothers you.'
âIt's in appropriate.' Sophy felt her temperature rising. She wasn't a prudeâreally she wasn't. But this was just before nine a.m. and they were at
work
. Hell, yes, it bothered her.
âNo more in appropriate than you bursting into my apartment and ordering a nurse for me.'
Sophy smiled, feeling a sense of power return. âNow
that
really bothered
you
, didn't it? Me seeing you like thatâin such a weakened state. Did it wound your male pride? Is that why you're showing your muscles again now? Proving your masculine strength?'
âYou really think I was weak?' He turned, his big frame took up half the space in the corridor. And then he moved.
Instinctively she retreatedâbacking up against the wall. But he followed, totally hemming her in. She stuck her chin in the air trying not to feel anxiousâor, worse, the lick of anticipation.
Sparks seemed to be coming from his eyes. âI don't think I'm the one who needs to prove anything. I think that's for you to do.'
âWhat exactly do you think I need to prove? That you don't bother me?' Altitude sickness on the second floorâthat was her problem. She must be the world's first case but she'd swear the air was thinner here because she could hardly get her words higher than a whisper.
His brows flickered. âDon't I?'
âOf course you do.'
His brows shot higher. What, he hadn't expected honesty?
âYou're half naked.
All
the time,' she explained the obvious. âBut it's the in appropriateness that bothers me. Not your actual body.' Oh, great, now she sounded prissy. And not at all honest.
His smile was back showing off his even white teeth. And he was playing with her the way a cat did a mouse. She needed to talk to Rosannaâreally badly. She needed advice from a pro. Because there was no way she was letting Lorenzo Hall win this with such one-sided ease. She wasn't going to roll over and be the latest in what she was certain was a very long lineâat least not without scoring some points of her own. For nor was she going to cut off her nose to spite her face. She wasn't going to deny herself a moment of pure pleasure should the opportunity arise. Yes, he bothered herâlike that. Yes, she wanted him.
But she'd make like Rosanna and have him on her terms. For once in her life she was going to turn her back on re
sponsibility; she'd take a risk and go for something she wanted. She just had to figure out how.
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Lorenzo knew he was being naughty. But there was that bit in him that had always derived pleasure from taking risks. From doing exactly what society said he shouldn'tâstretching the boundaries as far as he could and stopping only just before they broke.
He had maturedâhis transgressions were nothing near the edge he'd veered towards all those years ago. He stayed on the right side of the law now. But this oh-so-perfect Miss made him push it. Even just this little bit, to risqué, to rude, when really he wanted to ravishâreally, really badly.
The look on her face had been worth the dodgy removal of his shirt. So worth itâeven if he was struggling to contain his wayward hormones now. He just wanted to reach out and pull her against himâhard. His skin was on fireâhad been since she'd touched him in his apartment the other day. Her small, cool hand hadn't soothed him at allâhad only stirred the desire he'd already been battling to control. In those first twenty-four hours when the sickness was at its worst, he'd done nothing but dream of her. He was still dreaming of her and where he wanted that hand.
He'd been working too hard, round the clock with no room for fun. But it should ease up soon. Once the bar was open he'd be able to take a step back. And have some fun. Then again, there was no reason why he couldn't have some fun right now.
Her eyes had narrowed. He could just about see the cogs turning and whirring in her brain. The vixen-with-training-wheels looked as if she was plotting.
A phone rangâhers. Her hand went to her bag. He was disappointed to see her move. But he didn't move away. Took too much pleasure in watching her shrink back an
awkward inch as she answered. But felt the pleasure turn to ash when he heard the male tones. He listened as she organised.
âYes, don't worry, Ted. I'm picking it up on my way home. I'll drop it round before six.'
Who the hell was Ted? Lorenzo waited 'til she said goodbye. Then let the power of silence work its magic.
âThat was my brother. Sorry,' she finally said.
He took the phone from her hand and switched it off. âWhen you're with me, all your attention is with me.'
Her eyes widened. He watched her swallow.
âOn work,' he added, way too late.
He held out her phone for her to take back. Smiling inside as he saw her jerky movements. Yeah, he liked the way he could bother her. Because she really bothered him. He took a careful step awayâright now they both needed a minute. âI'll go get my shirt and then we'll go through the stuff for Whistle, right?'
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Sophy poured the entire contents of the ice tray into her glassânot caring that half the blocks fell out onto the bench and skidded onto the floor. She was unbearably hotâLorenzo putting his shirt on had made no difference. For over an hour she'd sufferedâsitting at the desk while he hovered beside her, behind her. Filling in the holes that had appeared in the days when she'd been working without the information only he or Cara could provide. She'd had the rest of the day to recoverâbut she hadn't succeeded. She gulped down half the glass of water, sagged against the bench, she was so out of her depth.
âWhere have you been? I'm only home for half a day and I wanted us to go for a pedicure andâ'
Sophy turned, dropping the glass in the sink. âYou're
back!' Thrilled, she ran across the room and hugged her elusive flatmate.
âOkay, you've missed me too.' Rosanna's arms came round her and tightened. Then pushed her away. âShirts, doll, we can't crush our shirts.'
Sophy laughed. In the sentence of life, Sophy figured she was like a verbâthe action, the one who got things done. Not very exciting perhaps, but necessary. Rosanna, however, was the exclamation mark. The rare beauty that could fill a whole paragraphâa whole roomâwith excitement. She even looked like one. Always dressed in black, she was a thin streak of long limbs, her glossy dark hair swept in a high ponytail that swung halfway down her back. She was full of vitality, and sheer outrageousness.
âNow where have you been? I landed hours ago and have been lonely ever since and now the taxi to take me back to the airport will be here in ten. What's up with your mobile?'
Sophy walked back to the bench to find and refill her glass. How was she going to explain this one? Rosanna was not going to be impressed. âI'm doing some admin work.'
Rosanna frowned. âYou've got a job?'
âOnly for a few weeks. Their usual administrator's baby arrived sooner than expected.'
âBaby okay?'
âBaby's fine.'
âSo why couldn't they get a temp? Why did it have to be you?' Rosanna rolled her eyes. âWho asked you?'
âCara, the new mother, is a good friend of Victoria's.'
âOf course she is. Of course you couldn't say no.' Rosanna gave a theatrical sigh as she went to the pantry and pulled out a bottle of wine. âSo where's the job?'
âYou heard of the Whistle Fund?'
Rosanna wolf-whistled as she unscrewed the cap of the bottle. âAlex Carlisle and Lorenzo Hall. Who hasn't heard of them? Alex got married recently and Lorenzo's someone you don't forget. Ever.'
Well, that was true. His image was burned on Sophy's brain, every inch of skin, muscle and pure man.
âEvery bit as good as he looks, apparently,' Rosanna drawled.
âYou've hooked him?' A hot flash of envy sliced through Sophy.
âNo,' Rosanna said, pausing as she poured the crimson wine. âNot that I'd turn him down. But the one time our paths crossed I didn't even score a second glance.'
âI'm sure that's not true.' Sophy was able to smile again. âEvery man gives you at least four glances.'
âSweetie-pie.' Rosanna flopped into a chair, giant wine glass in hand. âNo, I've heard he's impossible to catch. Tangles in the nets now and then but always swims free.'
Sophy was quite sure he tangled and then ripped free. âI think he's a shark.'
âDo you now?' Rosanna giggledâhalf choking on her wine.
âAbsolutely,' Sophy said. âI think he's far too used to seeing any fish he wants and getting the kill.'
Rosanna held her glass up to the light and with a flick of her wrist let the liquid swirl inside it. âAt the very least you might score some wine.'
Sophy shook her head. âI don't know that we'll be getting on well enough for that.'
Rosanna tilted her head on the side and appraised Sophy, a sly smile on her lips. âYou're interested.'
âNo I'm not.' Sophy lied. And then immediately started to laugh.
Rosanna laughed too. âOf course you are. We all are. Butâ' her nose wrinkled ââI don't think he's your type.'
âNo?' Sophy felt irrationally put out.
âHe
is
a shark,' Rosanna said. âYou need a dolphin.'
âOh, great. Someone with a big nose.'
âAnd with a habit of rescuing rather than destroying. It's true.' Rosanna sat up. âYou need a good guy, Soph, someone safe and cuddly, not some dangerous type you couldn't handle.'
âYou don't think I could handle him?'
âI know you couldn't.'
âSo you've no advice for me?'
Rosanna looked up sharply. âI'm the last person you should take advice from.'
How did she figure that? She was the one who had them all eating out of her palm.
âYou were wearing that when you saw him?' Rosanna's expression clouded.
âWhat? What's wrong with it?' Had she committed some terrible fashion faux pas? She couldn't think what.
âNothing. But if he has a Grace Kelly fantasy, then you're in trouble.'
Sophy snorted. âNow who's the sweetie-pie?'
âHe'd gobble a kitten like you.' Rosanna frowned. âDon't say I didn't warn you. Anyway, I'm grumpy, we don't have time for a pedicure now. I've had to sit here all day doing nothing.'
Kitten? She thought she was a
kitten
? âPoor you.' Now Sophy had zero sympathy. âIt's about time you stopped and did nothing for half a day.'
Rosanna cupped her hand round her mouth, making a pretend mega phone. âPot calling kettle, come in, kettle.' She stood. âAt least I'm busy pushing my career. You're just busy doing everything for everyone else.'
âYou're going to miss your next flight. Go have a good trip.' Rosanna was a buyer for one of the major fashion chains. Knowledgeable, chic, damn good at her job and away more nights than she was at home.
Rosanna picked up the handle of her chic trolley case. âI love Wellington.'
âThe boys are going to miss you.'
âIt'll be good for them.' Rosanna bent and flicked an in visible speck of fluff from her black trousers.
Sophy watched the studied in difference with a smile. âAre you ever going to make a decision?'
Rosanna appeared to think on it for a moment, then smiled shamelessly. âI don't think so, no.'
Rosanna had been dating two men for the last month. They knew about each other. Hell, they all went clubbing together, the boys' rivalry half jest, half serious. Rosanna, the black widow, liked to have as many in her web as possible to play with. And once they were caught, they were never freed. She had carcasses all over the globe. Emmet and Jay were her latest victims yet somehow she pulled it off with such charm they didn't seem to mindâin fact they salivated over her.