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Authors: A. S. King

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I lean against the freezing brick wall and take a deep breath and exhale the fog into the alley. Gersday is warmer. Lisi is in her leotard and about to swing high on the trapeze and I’m in the ring watching. Hannah is next to me. Holding my hand. Breaking rule #5. I can see it from here, so I don’t have to go in. Gersday is like a show now.

“How much longer do we have?” Hannah asks.

I shrug. “As long as we want, I guess. Break should be soon, though. So—”

She grabs me around my neck and kisses me and I grab her around the waist and kiss her. We become one person when this happens. One warm person.

Then the door opens and it’s a smoker. Only it’s not just any smoker—it’s Hockey Lady.

“Gerald!” Hannah hasn’t let me go yet, and I don’t let her go, either. “Look at you,” Hockey Lady says.

“Is it the end of second period yet?” I ask.

“Nah. We’re just losing so bad I came out before the rush.”

She lights up a cigarette.

“I’m Hannah,” Hannah says.

I nod and say, “My girlfriend,” as if this isn’t obvious.

“That’s great,” Hockey Lady says.

There’s an awkward moment between the three of us. Hannah giggles.

“I wanted to thank you for talking to me that first night,” I say.

“You’re welcome,” Hockey Lady says.

“It really helped me,” I say, remembering all the sobbing I did on her shoulder.

“Glad I could help.”

Then Hannah says, “We’d better get back in.”

“The rush is coming,” I explain.

Hockey Lady nods and then winks at me on my way through the door.

“Who’s that?” Hannah asks as we walk back to stand five.

“Just some viewer I met once.”

“Oh,” she says.

I hear myself say this and I like it.
Just some viewer I met once.

Just some viewer.

As I sell sixty more chicken-fingers-and-fries orders and tap ten more beers and sell two little kids some hot chocolate, I see them all that way.

Viewers who will never know the truth. Viewers who don’t really matter. Viewers who just didn’t have anything better to do on Friday nights a decade ago.

I look at Hannah over on register #6. She is more beautiful than anything I’ve ever seen. When she looks at me she is the opposite of a viewer. She can see
inside me
. She makes me see
into the future
. I can see myself graduating next year—war paint and all, pushing Deirdre up that ramp they’ll have to build. I can see myself in ten years, married to Hannah, maybe
a baby or two if she wants some. I’ll have a job that isn’t counting hot dogs. I won’t have to see Tasha or my mother again if I don’t want to.

It’s like Gersday, but better.

It’s real.

I’ll eat real strawberry ice cream.

I’ll be somewhere else. My own Morocco or India. My own Scotland.

I’ll be just another human on a planet full of humans, but better equipped because I have demands.

For my family.

For my life.

For the world.

For myself.

What acceptable behay-vyah.

What acceptable behay-vyah.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Huge thanks to the usual suspects: my supportive family and friends, the fantastic Michael Bourret, the genius Andrea Spooner, Deirdre Jones, Megan Tingley, Victoria Stapleton, and the entire team at Little, Brown for making me feel like a superhero.

Special thanks to Heather Brewer, Andrew Smith, Sara J. Henry, Beth Kephart, and Ellen Hopkins, who write beautiful books and who are beautiful friends.

To every fan, librarian, teacher, bookseller, and blogger who has supported my work: Your support means the world to me and my gratitude is galaxy-sized.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

A.S. King is the author of the highly acclaimed
Ask the Passengers
, which was a Los Angeles Times Book Prize winner, received six starred reviews, appeared on ten end-of-year “best” lists, and was a Lambda Literary Award finalist. Her previous book,
Everybody Sees the Ants
, received six starred reviews, was an Andre Norton Award finalist, and was a 2012 YALSA Top Ten Best Fiction for Young Adults book. She is also the author of the Edgar Award—nominated, Michael L. Printz Honor Book
Please Ignore Vera Dietz
and
The Dust of 100 Dogs
, an ALA Best Book for Young Adults. When asked about her writing, King says, “Some people don’t know if my characters are crazy or if they are experiencing something magical. I think that’s an accurate description of how I feel every day.” She lives in rural Pennsylvania with her husband and children. Her website is
www.as-king.com
.

Contents

Cover

Title Page

Welcome

Dedication

Epigraph

Part One

I am Reality Boy

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3: Episode 1, Scene 1, Take 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7: Episode 1, Scene 12, Take 2

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11: Episode 1, Scenes 20–29

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16: Episode 1, Scene 36, Take 1

Chapter 17

Part Two

Chapter 18

Chapter 19: Episode 2, Preshow Meeting

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27: Episode 2, Scenes 7–15

Chapter 28

Chapter 29

Chapter 30

Chapter 31

Chapter 32: Episode 2, Scene 15, Take 2

Chapter 33

Chapter 34

Chapter 35: Episode 2, Scene 0, Take 0

Chapter 36

Chapter 37

Chapter 38

Chapter 39

Chapter 40

Chapter 41

Chapter 42

Chapter 43: Episode 2, Scenes 23–35

Part Three

Chapter 44

Chapter 45

Chapter 46: Episode 3, Scene 2, Take 2

Chapter 47

Chapter 48

Chapter 49

Chapter 50

Chapter 51: Episode 3, Scene 12, Take 17

Chapter 52

Chapter 53

Chapter 54

Chapter 55

Chapter 56

Chapter 57

Chapter 58

Chapter 59

Chapter 60

Chapter 61

Acknowledgments

About the Author

Copyright

Copyright

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

Copyright © 2013 by A.S. King

Cover design by Liz Casal

Cover art © Henrik Sorensen/Getty Images

Cover © 2013 Hachette Book Group, Inc.

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First ebook edition: October 2013

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