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Kali and me were driving in silence for about five minutes before he said, "You know I don’t know what I would do if someone hurt you right?"
"Kali, why are you acting like this all of a sudden?" I said looking at him from the corner of my eyes.
“I don’t know. I guess I was always feelin’ you. But you was so worried about Jace.” He paused. “When I’m the one who
has
and will kill for you.”
“Kill for me? When?”
“Remember that dog? The one you were scared of all the time?” he paused. “I did that for you. And I’d kill anybody else for you if you needed me to. All you gotta do is say the word.”
To tell you the truth, I always believed he had something to do with Dingo missing but I never had hardcore proof until now.
“How is Cherry?” I asked skipping the subject. “You go visit her yet?”
“Yeah…She cool.”
Silence.
“You shouldn’t be so serious about me, Kali. Plus I don’t want Jace thinking the wrong thing about us. I already don’t think he’s feelin’ our friendship.”
He was silent until he said, “Jace my man and all, but he’s not loyal like I am. He lets people come in the way of our family, like he don’t care about me or somethin’. Sometimes I feel like I gotta put him outta of his misery, for his own good.”
“You’re scaring me now.”
“Don’t be scared,” he said staring out in front of him. “I would never do anything to hurt Jace, unless I felt like he’d do something to hurt me first.”
"He’s my boyfriend, Kali. You gotta remember that. And I don’t want nothing to happen to him."
“How would you feel if something happened to me?”
“Bad. Real bad.”
“Who would you want alive more, me or Jace?”
“Kali! Stop asking me questions like that!”
Kali was scaring the hell out of me. His questions and responses were all over the place and I didn’t know where he was coming from.
"You not in any pain are you? That bruise on your face looks bad."
"The doctor said I’ll be fine, so I’ll be fine.” I paused. “And since when do you care about bruises on somebody’s face? Seeing as though you beat up on Cherry on a regular.”
“Now who’s in who’s business?” He said. “And just so you know, Cherry like when I fuck her up. So I ain’t doin’ shit she not in to.” He was telling me something I already knew but didn’t understand.
When we pulled up to my house he said, "I’ma walk you inside."
“I guess there’s no way I can convince you not to huh?”
“No.” He said following me.
When I opened the door to my house Shirley was sitting on the couch looking at TV until she saw me. She stood up and said, “WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU LEAVE THAT BABY IN HERE BY ITSELF!”
“I told you I wasn’t watching that weed smelling baby!” I said putting my keys on the table by the door. I didn’t bother telling her what happened to me tonight because I knew she wouldn’t care.
Shirley stepped closer to me and said, “You need your ass kicked for that shit.”
“And who gonna do it?” I said with my hands on my hips. She looked at me and then at Kali. “Shirley, get the fuck out of my face.” I continued walking around her.
She looked as if she wanted to hit me. And I don’t know if the look in my eyes or the look in Kali’s told her it would be a dumb move.
When we got to my room I tried to organize it a little bit because my clothes were everywhere due to trying to look cute for Jace tonight. At least I didn’t have to worry about Shirley’s stinky ass clothes being in here anymore. I finally got the room all to myself, one of the gifts she gave me for,
‘taking care of her’
. The good thing about it was when I got with Jace I didn’t have to do those things any more.
"Okay, Kali, I’m in my room and I’m fine now. So you can leave.”
“You gonna take a shower?”
“Why?”
“Cause I want to make sure you’re in the bed safe before I go.” He said standing in the middle of the floor. Then he looked out of the window as if the man who had kidnapped me earlier was still outside. I knew he was in the hospital though because the cops shot him up pretty badly.
“Okay…Well I’ma take a shower. You can stay until I get out.”
“Aight.” Kali looked around everywhere, and I realized then he’d never been in my room before. “Your room looks just like I imagined. Real pretty, like a girl’s.”
“Kali, why did you use to watch over me so much?”
“You needed me. To protect you.”
“What made you think that?”
“Because I know what Charles use to do to you.” He said picking up a Polaroid picture in my room of me, Trip and Connie.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“I know you don’t,” he smiled slyly.
“Well you can sit down, Kali.” I paused grabbing my baby blue nightgown out of my dresser. “You don’t have to stand up looking all creepy and shit.”
Kali sat on the edge of my bed and I hopped into the shower. The water felt good moving over my body and hair. For the first time since everything happened, reality hit me that I almost died. My father told me that loving money meant being prepared for anything and I finally understood what that meant. I was always a strong person, able to deal with whatever, but lately shit wasn’t going my way and I hated it. As I was crying to myself, Kali walked into the bathroom and I wiped the suds away from my eyes.
"What are you doing in here?" I cried trying my best to cover my naked body with my hands. "Get out!"
"Harmony, please...Let me take care of you. That's all I wanna do."
"But I don’t want you in here, Kali!" I said wiping my tears. "Now please leave."
"Let me hold you and if you want me to leave after that, I’m out. I promise."
Kali took his shoes and t-shirt off and stepped into the shower in his jeans. I saw scars all over his body that resembled dog bites.
“What happened to you?” I asked seriously touching one of the scars. “You were bit by a dog or something?”
“Don’t worry about that.” He said rubbing my face. “Let me worry about you.”
“I don’t know about this, Kali. Forreal.” Thoughts of how he acted earlier ran through my mind. He was obsessive and unpredictable and that scared me. If we had sex, and I put it on him, who knew how he would act then.
“Please, I just want to make you feel good. Let me do this for you.”
I finally understood that he worshipped me and I knew then that Kali could come in handy. When he stood behind me, he massaged my shoulders and I immediately felt safe. His large hands massaged my body with tenderness and care. Then he took the washcloth and washed my pussy but it was raw and itchy so I took the rag from him and did it myself. My stomach started fluttering and I decided then that I wanted to fuck him. Whenever someone showed me attention, I wanted to take things to the next level and I never understood why.
“I was doing it too rough?” He asked me.
“Naw.” I smiled wiping between my legs. “You weren’t too rough.”
His jeans were soak and wet and he looked so sexy with the water running all over his body. "You want me to leave?" He asked looking up at me.
“No, you can stay.”
He took off his jeans and then his boxers and I saw his large dick standing before me. "Can I kiss you?" He asked me.
“Kali, I’ma be real with you, if you want to be with me like this, then you have to be able to keep it between me and you. I love Jace in my own way and don’t want to lose him. Can you understand that?”
“I got you.” He said seriously.
“You sure?”
“Yeah. I got you.” He smiled.
That was his favorite saying, ‘I got you.’ But I think only he knew what that really meant.
“Well you can kiss me.”
When he kissed me I was surprised at how soft his lips were. While I fell into his kisses, he parted my legs and entered my wet pussy. I wanted him to bust off inside of me, because if Jace didn’t cum tonight, it would be hard for me to pass a baby off on him later. I needed to get pregnant within weeks of us having sex, because I wasn’t sure if Jace would want to fuck me again. My mouth opened and I loved how he felt. The slickness of my juices surrounded his dick and I hoped he wouldn’t get the same irritation Jace had earlier. When he appeared to be enjoying it so did I.
“Can I fuck you in your ass?”
“Huh?” I said wiping the water out of my face.
“I want to fuck you in the ass. You gonna let me?”
“Uh…Yeah, but don’t cum in my ass. I want you to cum inside of me.”
He turned me around and didn’t enter me right away. Instead he bent down, took two fingers and slipped them into my asshole. Then he took his fingers out and sucked them. He did it again and again and I thought it was so weird. What exactly was he into?
“You used the bathroom today?” He asked me looking up at me.
“What?”
“Did you take a bowel movement today?”
“Earlier…Why? You smell something?”
“Naw.”
But he seemed to be disappointed. So he stood up and he fucked me in the ass for a while before turning me around and reentering my pussy. I had to admit, he was the right size and I liked that about him. I was caught up in the feeling and had my eyes closed for most of the time but Kali appeared to not look away from me once.
"I’m feelin’ you, Harmony." He said seriously. He lifted me up so that my legs surrounded his waist and my back pressed against the wet shower wall.
We were so caught up into the moment that I didn’t hear Shirley enter the bathroom.
“HOLD UP! I KNOW GOT DAMN WELL YA’LL NOT FUCKING IN MY HOUSE!” Shirley said moving the shower curtain open, exposing our nakedness.
I jumped down and stepped outside the shower. Kali didn’t bother to cover his naked body. “BITCH, GET OUT OF HERE!” I yelled walking toward the door to push her out.
“HARMONY, IF YOU WANT TO FUCK SO BAD, YOU BETTA GET YOUR OWN PLACE!”
“Shirley, get the fuck outta here before I go off!”
“I’M SERIOUS!”
“Oh…It’s okay for me to lick you and suck Charles’s dick for all those years but if somebody else wants to be with me and make me feel good, it’s a problem?”
Silence.
It was the first time I’d ever talked about what she and Charles made me do out loud to her with someone else in the room. Embarrassed, Shirley finally walked out of the door. When she was gone Kali looked at me strangely.
“What did you mean
‘lick you’
and
‘suck Charles’s dick’
?” He asked seriously.
“Kali, I don’t want to talk about it. Okay?”
“Alright, but whatever happened between ya’ll, is not your fault. I wish I could kill everybody who takes advantage of kids when they can’t help themselves.” He appeared to go somewhere else in his mind and I kissed him softly on the chest bringing him back to reality.
“Let’s just worry about us. Okay?”
He lifted me back up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. His hand rested on the wall for support as he drilled into my pussy over and over again. As he pushed deeper into my cave I felt my body shiver. Who would have ever thought that Kali and me could be like this together? He was in sync with me and I was in sync with him.
"Mmmmmmm, you feel so good," I told him.
"I wish I could stay inside of you forever." He placed both hands on the wall and I wrapped my legs around him tighter. He pushed in and out of me over and over and I could feel his throbbing dick.
"I’m...I’m cuming, Harmony. Damn your pussy feels so good."
“It’s okay to cum inside me,” I told him. “I’m on the pill.”
And then he did it. He released himself inside my pussy. I hoped this worked for my plan and I hoped Kali wouldn’t be too weird afterwards. I guess only time would tell. And before long, that’s exactly what it did.
It’s
All About The Money
Harmony
I had been calling Jace to check on him every day. Tony told me he was feeling better but couldn’t explain why he hadn’t accepted my calls. I was starting to hate him for leaving me to deal with this kidnapping alone. And I was also hating him acting like we weren’t together anymore. If that was what he wanted, he should at least be man enough to tell me.
After I was kidnapped I forbade anybody to talk about it around me. That went for Constance and Trip, too. Ebony is another nosey bitch and at first I wasn’t going to even go to her cookout, but she begged me so I changed my mind.
‘
It Takes Two’
, by Rob Bass and DJ E-Z Rock blasted on the speakers and she had food for days spread out on the tables.
“Ya’ll come in and make yourself comfortable,” she said when we got there. “I’m gonna be roaming around but call me if you need me.”
I tried to spot my next money prospect since Jace was blowing me off. I decided I was done fucking my grandmother and my uncle for a few measly bucks. Nothing but nickel and dime hustlers was there and I was irritated. I needed longer money if I was going to be set up the way I wanted. Why can’t Jace just answer his phone? Then I wouldn’t have to go through this.