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n his green Jaguar SS sports car, Shasa drove through the massive white-painted gateway of Weltevreden. The pediment had been designed and executed in 1790 by Anton Anreith, the Dutch East India Company's architect and sculptor, and such an exquisite work of art was a fitting entrance to the estate.
Since Centaine had handed the estate over to him and gone to live with Blaine Malcomess on the far side of the Constantia Berg mountains, Shasa had lavished the same love and care upon Weltevreden as she had before. The name translated from the Dutch as âWell Satisfied' and that was how Shasa felt as he slowed the Jaguar to a walking pace, so as not to blow dust over the vineyards that flanked the road.
The harvest was in full swing, and the headscarves of the women working down the rows of shoulder-high vines were bright spots of colour that vied with the leaves of red and gold. They straightened up to smile and wave as Shasa passed, and the men, doubled under the overflowing baskets of red grapes, grinned at him also.
Young Sean was on one of the wagons in the centre of the field, walking the draught horses slowly, keeping pace with the harvest. The wagon was piled high with ripe
grapes that glowed like rubies where the powdery bloom had been rubbed from their skin.
When he saw his father, Sean tossed the reins to the driver who had been tactfully supervising him, and leapt over the side of the wagon and raced down the rows of vines to intercept the green Jaguar. He was only eleven years old, but big for his age. He had inherited his mother's clear shining skin and Shasa's looks, and although his limbs were sturdy, he ran like an antelope, springy and quick on his feet. Watching him Shasa felt that his heart might burst with pride.
Sean flung open the passenger door of the Jag and tumbled into the seat, where he abruptly recovered his dignity.
âGood evening, Papa,' he said, and Shasa put an arm around his shoulders and hugged him.
âHello, sport. How did it go today?'
They drove down past the winery and the stables and Shasa parked in the converted barn where he kept his collection of a dozen vintage cars. The Jaguar had been a gift from Centaine and he favoured it even over the 1928 Phantom I Rolls-Royce with Hooper coachwork beside which he parked it.
The other children had witnessed his arrival from the nursery windows and came pelting down across the lawns to meet him. Michael, the youngest boy, was leading, with Garrick, his middle son, a good five lengths back. Less than a year separated each of the boys. Michael was the dreamer of the family, a fey child who at nine years of age could lose himself for hours in
Treasure Island
or spend an afternoon with his box of water-colours, lost to all else in the world. Shasa embraced him as affectionately as he had his eldest, and then Garrick came up, wheezing with asthma, pale-faced and skinny, with wispy hair that stuck up in spikes.
âGood afternoon, Papa,' he stuttered. He really was an
ugly little brat, Shasa thought, and where the hell did he get them from, the asthma and the stutter?
âHello, Garrick.' Shasa never called him âson' or âmy boy' or âsport' as he did the other two. It was always simply âGarrick' and he patted the top of his head lightly. It never occurred to him to embrace the child, the little beggar still peed his bed and he was ten years old.
Shasa turned with relief to meet his daughter.
âCome on, my angel, come to your daddy!' And she flew into his arms and shrieked with rapture as he swung her high, then wrapped both arms around his neck and showered warm wet kisses on his face.
âWhat does my angel want to do now?' Shasa asked, without lowering her to earth.
âI wanna wide,' Isabella declared, and she was already wearing her new jodhpurs.
âThen wide we shall,' Shasa agreed. Whenever Tara accused him of encouraging her lisp, he protested, âShe's only a baby.'
âShe's a calculating little vixen who knows exactly how to twist you around her little finger â and you let her do it.'
Now he swung her up on to his shoulders, and she sat astride his neck and took a handful of his hair to steady herself while she bounced up and down chanting, âI love my daddy.'
âCome on, everybody,' Shasa ordered. âWe are going for a wide before dinner.'
Sean was too big and grown up to hold hands, but he kept jealously close to Shasa's right side; Michael was on his left clinging unashamedly to Shasa's hand, while Garrick trailed five paces behind looking up adoringly at his father.
âI came first in arithmetic today, Daddy,' Garrick said softly, but in all the shouting and laughter Shasa didn't hear him.
The grooms had the horses saddled up already, for the
evening ride was a family ritual. In the saddle room Shasa slipped off his city shoes and changed them for old well-polished riding boots before he lifted Isabella onto the back of her plump little piebald Shetland. Then he went up into the saddle of his own stallion and took Isabella's lead rein from the groom.
âCompany, forward â walk, march, trot!' He gave the cavalry command and pumped his hand over his head, a gesture which always reduced Isabella to squeals of delight, and they clattered out of the stableyard.
They made the familiar circuit of the estate, stopping to talk with any of the coloured boss-boys they met, and exchanging shouted greetings with the gangs of labourers trudging home from the vineyards. Sean discussed the harvest with his father in adult terms, sitting straight and important in the saddle, until Isabella, feeling left out, intervened and immediately Shasa leaned over to listen deferentially to what she had to tell him.
The boys ended the ride as always with a mad gallop across the polo fields and up the hill to the stables. Sean, riding like a centaur, was far ahead of the rest of them, Michael was too gentle to use the whip and Garrick bounced awkwardly in the saddle. Despite Shasa's drilling, his seat was atrocious with toes and elbows sticking out at odd angles.
âHe rides like a sack of potatoes,' Shasa thought with irritation, following them at the sedate pace set by Isabella's portly Shetland on the lead rein. Shasa was an international polo player, and he took his middle son's maladroit seat as a personal affront.
Tara was in the kitchen overseeing the last-minute details for dinner when they came trooping in. She looked up and greeted Shasa casually.
âGood day?' She was wearing those appalling trousers in faded blue denim which Shasa detested. He liked feminine women.
âNot bad,' he answered, trying to divest himself of Isabella who was still wrapped around his neck. He dislodged her and handed her over to Nanny.
âWe are twelve for dinner.' Tara turned her attention back to the Malay chef who was standing by dutifully.
âTwelve?' Shasa asked sharply.
âI invited the Broadhursts at the last moment.'
âOh, God,' Shasa groaned.
âI wanted some stimulating conversation at the table for a change, not just horses and shooting and business.'
âLast time she came to dinner your and Molly's stimulating conversation broke the party up before nine o'clock.' Shasa glanced at his wristwatch. âI'd better think about dressing.'
âDaddy, will you feed me?' Isabella called from the children's dining-room beyond the kitchen.
âYou are a big girl, angel,' he answered. âYou must learn to feed yourself.'
âI can feed myself â I just like it better when you do it. Please, Daddy, pretty please a trillion times.'
âA trillion?' Shasa asked. âI am bid one trillion â any advance on a trillion?' but he went to her summons.
âYou spoil her,' Tara said. âShe's becoming impossible.'
âI know,' said Shasa. âYou keep telling me.'
Shasa shaved quickly while his coloured valet laid out his dinner-jacket in the dressing-room and put the platinum and sapphire studs into his dress shirt. Despite Tara's vehement protests he always insisted on black tie for dinner.
âIt's so stuffy and old-fashioned and snobby.'
âIt's civilized,' he contradicted her.
When he was dressed, he crossed the wide corridor strewn with oriental carpets, the walls hung with a gallery of Thomas Baines water-colours, tapped on Tara's door and went in to her invitation.
Tara had moved into this suite while she was carrying
Isabella, and had stayed here. Last year she had redecorated it, removing the velvet drapes and George II and Louis XIV furniture, the Qum silk carpets and the magnificent oils by De Jong and Naudé, stripping the flocked wallpaper and sanding the golden patina off the yellow-wood floor until it looked like plain deal.
Now the walls were stark white with only a single enormous painting facing the bed; it was a monstrosity of geometrical shapes in primary colours in the style of Mir6, but executed by an unknown art student at the Cape Town University Art School and of no value. To Shasa's mind paintings should be pleasing decorations but at the same time good long-term investments. This thing was neither.
The furniture Tara had chosen for her boudoir was made of angular stainless steel and glass, and there was very little of it. The bed was almost flat on the bare boards of the floor.
âIt's Swedish decor,' she had explained.
âSend it back to Sweden,' he had advised her.
Now he perched on one of the steel chairs and lit a cigarette. She frowned at him in the mirror.
âForgive me.' He stood up and went to flick the cigarette out of the window. âI'll be working late after dinner,' he turned back to her, âand I wanted to warn you before I forget that I'm flying up to Jo'burg tomorrow afternoon and I'll be away for a few days, maybe five or six.'
âFine.' She pursed her lips as she applied her lipstick, a pale mauve shade that he disliked intensely.
âOne other thing, Tara. Lord Littleton's bank is preparing to underwrite the share issue for our possible new development on the Orange Free State goldfields. I would take it as a personal favour if you and Molly could refrain from waving your black sashes in his face and from regaling him with merry tales of white injustice and bloody black revolution.'
âI can't speak for Molly, but I promise to be good.'
âWhy don't you wear your diamonds tonight?' he changed the subject. âThey look so good on you.'
She hadn't worn the suite of yellow diamonds from the H'ani Mine since she had joined the Sash movement. They made her feel like Marie Antoinette.
âNot tonight,' she said. âThey are a little garish, it's really just a family dinner party.' She dusted her nose with the puff and looked at him in the mirror.
âWhy don't you go down, dear. Your precious Lord Littleton will be arriving at any moment.'
âI just want to tuck Bella up first.' He came to stand behind her.
They stared at each other in the mirror, seriously.
âWhat happened to us, Tara?' he asked softly.
âI don't know what you mean, dear,' she replied, but she looked down and adjusted the front of her dress carefully.
âI'll see you downstairs,' he said. âDon't be too long, and do make a fuss of Littleton. He's important, and he likes the girlies.'
After he had closed the door Tara stared at it for a moment, then she repeated his question aloud. âWhat happened to us, Shasa? It's quite simple really. I just grew up and lost patience with the trivialities with which you fill your life.'
On the way down she looked in on the children. Isabella was asleep with teddy on top of her face. Tara saved her daughter from suffocation and went to the boys' rooms. Only Michael was still awake. He was reading.
âLights out!' she ordered.
âOh, Mater, just to the end of the chapter.'
âOut!'
âJust this page.'
âOut, I said!' And she kissed him lovingly.
At the head of the staircase she drew a deep breath like a diver on the high board, smiled brightly and went down
into the blue drawing-room where the first guests were already sipping sherry.
Lord Littleton was much better value than she had expected â tall, silver-haired and benign.
âDo you shoot?' she asked at the first opportunity.
âCan't stand the sight of blood, me dear.'
âDo you ride?'
âHorses?' he snorted. âStupid bloody animals.'
âI think you and I are going to be good friends,' she said.
There were many rooms in Weltevreden that Tara disliked; the dining-room she actively hated with all those heads of long-dead animals that Shasa had massacred staring down from the walls with glass eyes. Tonight she took a chance and seated Molly on the other side of Littleton and within minutes Molly had him hooting with delighted laughter.