“So?” your father said. “It's none of her business. She's a stranger. What we do has nothing to do with some waitress in a two-bit village!”
Your father was yelling.
“She has help,” your mother said. “Help to deal, day in and day out, with the one she has!”
“There's no help for this! Let's get it done and over with. Over and done with!”
More hypnotizing snow.
“And anyway, a fireman? All they do is sleep all night in the fire station and get paid for it. No wonder he has so much time!”
Phil snoring a little bit. Silence for a while.
“They should be paid only if there's a
fire!
That'd be good, wouldn't it?”
Your mother quiet again.
“Paid by the fire. That's a good one!”
You thought your father had not heard the whispering but he had.
“But then again, if they were paid by the fire, they'd
probably
be out at night settin' the fires just so's they'd get paid! Ha! Ha! Ha!”
You wished you were somewhere else. Anywhere else.
14
“W
HAT
A
wonderful thing it is, Mr. Gouzenko,” Grampa Rip is saying, “that we live in the very same apartment that you did. What a great honor it is. You are a great man!”
“Enough!” says Mr. Gouzenko. “The honor is mine! You are too generous. I come for nostalgic. For memory of old days!”
“Of course. Welcome! Come into the living room and sit down. I'll put on the kettle! Better still, Martin, will you put on the kettle like a good lad?”
“Is grandson?...”
“Well, yes and no...”
In the kitchen I can hear the talking back and forward. When Grampa Rip asks me to put the kettle on he really wants me to make tea. I put on the kettle and get out the cups and the milk and sugar.
Might as well put out some bread and butter while I'm at it. Maybe slice up some cold roast pork and set a jar of
hot mustard and some pickles and salt and pepper on the table. And the homemade applesauce and there's some potato salad left over from supper...
While I'm doing this I try to listen in to what they are saying. Some of it is about me. Grampa Rip is telling Igor about how I came to live with him and how I felt so small when I first came here, and how the doctor said that a big boy like I was shouldn't be feeling so small and that I'd better not be going to school in such a condition â have to feel big again before I'd go back.
“He was pretty sick when he first came here,” Grampa Rip says, “but he's a lot better now.”
Now Igor is talking about how he'll never, ever see his parents again. He's heard his mother is ill and he can't communicate with her. They will never see him again. To lose your parents. Very sad.
Now there's a long silence.
A silence to be sad in.
A strange man this Mr. Gouzenko.
The first thing he did when we brought him in was he fell face first to the kitchen floor and did ten pushups with only his fingertips touching. Inside his baggy suit his body was straight and stiff as a steel beam.
And when Grampa introduced me to him and while I shook his powerful hand, he held it a little longer, looked in my eyes and said, “Ah! A young man in love!”
How did he know that? There must be pictures of Gerty McDowell in my eyes.
The kitchen table looks good with the huge wooden
legs carved like giant bowling pins holding up the tea and the pork and the potato salad.
Grampa brings Mr. Gouzenko back into the kitchen. He's carrying Cheap. They've made friends. Cheap doesn't make friends that fast, usually. Igor Gouzenko must be a nice man. He's stroking Cheap's head.
“Where is ear?” he asks Cheap. “You are like Russian cat. Communists take other ear?”
While we eat, Mr. Gouzenko keeps lifting up his teacup to click it against ours. Toasting.
Grampa Rip and Mr. Gouzenko can't stop talking about everything. What it was like right after the war when he lived here with his wife Svetlana and his little boy. And when he exposed the spies in Canada and how the Russians, his countrymen, tried to kill him.
How he escaped with his family. Then they talk about the old days before the war on the farm, how Grampa Rip's old-time farming in Canada was almost exactly the same as Igor Gouzenko's was back in Russia. How they had no telephones, no electricity, no tractors, only horses, and how hard they worked and what fun they had.
And while we are finishing eating, Mr. Gouzenko looks at his watch and points to our radio on top of the icebox.
“May I turn on radio?”
Then he fiddles around the dial until he finds what he wants.
“Toronto Symphony,” he says. “Tonight Tchaikovsky!” And soon the radio has a huge orchestra with every instrument playing, and Igor Gouzenko is standing at the table
waving his arms like an important conductor, conducting our radio on the icebox.
While Mr. Gouzenko conducts the radio, Grampa Rip goes up high in the kitchen cupboard and takes down a bottle of whiskey.
“Ah, Jameson!” says Igor. “My favorite! After vodka, of course!” And now everybody's laughing and the radio's back being off and Grampa and Igor are talking about the good old days without electricity and Igor is saying something about moths...
“The moths, at night. Before lightbulbs, only flames in lamps. Moths must be careful. Fly around flames. Dangerous.” He's looking at me. “Too close to flame, wings get burnt up. Must be careful!”
“Our friend is talking about the moth and the flame, Martin. Young love. Dangerous. âThus hath the candle singed the moth. O, these deliberate fools!'” says Grampa.
“Poetry! To poetry!” says Igor, and up go the glasses again.
“Man who loves poetry is man I trust. You have education. Is good! You go to university when young?” Igor asks Grampa Rip.
“University! No, I didn't go to school at all! Not for long, anyway. Just long enough to learn to read and write. But my grandfather, Hack Sawyer, set me on the road to learning. He showed me how to educate myself while working. I had many, many jobs that required no brain at all. Hack showed me how to memorize poems while digging a ditch. How to read great novels while I ate my
lunch. How to study the encyclopedia while standing on an assembly line with the other robots! Hack Sawyer was a genius!”
I'm proud of Grampa Rip, how he explains to Igor about his past.
And now, about Igor.
He lives somewhere with his family in Canada. A secret. Nobody must know. Dangerous for him and his family. The Russians still want to hurt him.
And now they are talking about danger and how dangerous it was for Igor that night and other nights when the Russians were looking for him and they would have killed him if they'd found him because he told Canada how many spies they had spying in Ottawa for the Communists.
And Igor tells how to protect yourself if you're in danger.
“Distract, then act! Distract, then act,” Igor says. “Just like in nature. Do what mother partridge does when fox comes too close to nest.
Pretend
to be wounded and limp away. Fox will follow. Then when fox is far from nest â fly to safety.”
Now quiet. Now glasses raised.
Really quiet now.
Igor leans closer to the table.
We all do. Lean in. Heads close. Something coming. “I have confession to make,” he says.
It's 3:00 A.M. in the morning. Everything is so quiet. Even the oil furnace isn't saying anything.
“I am not here for nostalgic, memory of old days. I apologize. I lie. But now I trust you. I tell you truth.”
Mr. Gouzenko tells us about that night. How the Russians broke down his door. Our door. How he hid in another neighbor's apartment. How he escaped. How he came back. How he gave papers in English to the police. How the government moved his family. How he became a Canadian hero. How he still lives in a secret place somewhere in Canada. How he needs money.
“...and why come back here?” Grampa whispers.
“To get something. Something valuable. Something I can sell for money for my family.”
“Something?”
“Papers. Papers in Russian language.”
“Where?”
“Here. In apartment in floor.”
“Where? What floor?”
“In bedroom.”
We go into the bedroom.
“Under bed.”
Under the bed is Grampa's strongbox. We move the big bed. We slide the box out from the wall. Igor is almost as strong as both the movers Frankie
and
Johnny.
With Grampa Rip's hammer and crowbar we take up some floor boards.
There's a cloth bag with wood handles. Igor takes it carefully up and opens it. He takes out a handful of papers tied with a cloth ribbon. He unties the ribbon. Flips through the papers.
He looks up. His face is tight.
“Important pages missing. Nine pages. Package is not worth much money without complete pages. Rare historical documents to sell to archives. I need money. For my family. I am discouraged. Almost worthless unless complete.”
My mind is a merry-go-round. Randy's place. A dirty book shelf filled with old newspapers and magazines. A dusty, stopped clock. A folder on the top shelf.
There's something fluttering its wings inside me. These words come out of my throat like spring birds chirping.
“I know where those missing pages are.”
Have I grown another head?
You'd think so, the way Igor and Grampa Rip are staring at me.
15
T
RUCK NUMBER
15 is on Sussex Street. Number 24. It's the prime minister's house. Prime Minister Louis St. Laurent. He just moved in with his wife. Randy tells me that all prime ministers will stay in this fancy mansion from now on. Randy can't wait to get in the house, figure out a way to steal from the prime minister of Canada.
“They'll have lotsa parties here. Need a lotta soft drinks. To mix with their hard drinks. Get it? Soft? Hard?”
Yes, Randy. I get it. Very funny.
We pull into the circular driveway. There's a big black shiny car in front of us. A distinguished old man gets out.
“It's him!” says Randy and piles out of the truck and rushes over and sticks out his hand for the prime minister to shake.
“You may deliver the ginger ale at the rear of the house, young man. We're having a house warming! And best
wishes to you and yours,” says Prime Minister St. Laurent. He has a beautiful voice and hardly any French accent and a kind face. His blue suit is pressed perfect. He stands very straight. He sounds very wise.
We deliver the six cases of ginger ale around the back to a man in the kitchen with a white hat on.
I'm back in the truck thinking about Mr. Igor Gouzenko and how disappointed he was about the missing papers. He was even more discouraged when I told him who had the papers. He said he remembered Randy and knew what a crook he was because he was caught twice stealing cigarettes from Smitty's Smoke Shop and he said that if Randy ever found out that the papers were valuable he'd never give them back.
He said he'd take the cloth bag full of documents back home with him and that he trusted us not to tell. He was going home to think things over. He left a post office box number and a fake name in case we wanted to write him a letter. We laughed when he told us his fake name â Mr. John Smith.
My mind is very busy thinking about Gerty and what she said to me. Where she kissed me. I'm also very tired.
Discouraged, disappointed. Igor was...off into the night he went. Sleepy...not much sleep...Igor...
Suddenly Randy's back!
“Hey, wake up Mr. Sleepy Brain! Couldn't figure a way to get by the guy with the white hat. Maybe next time. Picked up this, though. Sitting right on the kitchen counter. Pretty snazzy, eh?”
He shows me a silver table cigarette lighter shaped like a beaver with CANADA engraved on the beaver's tail.
“This is going to look real snazzy on my mantelpiece, right, Boy?”
I'm wondering if maybe everything in Randy's apartment is stolen.
I'm so tired I can hardly stand up.
Back home after work now and it takes a minute or two for it to dawn on me that Grampa Rip's not here.
Lost again.
I go down to the corner of Somerset and Bank.
In front of Fenton's Bakery there's a small crowd. It's Sandy, Grampa Rip's friend who brought him home, putting on a show.
Sandy marches everywhere he goes. He learned to march in the war. His army uniform is khaki colored and there's a stripe on his shoulder. He marches all over the city every day. People sometimes give him money. But it's mostly food people give him. The breadman might give him a loaf of yesterday's bread or sometimes the milkman decides to give him a pint of milk if the bottle has a little chip out of the top of it or the vegetable man will give him a turnip or a couple of carrots or a big onion and once I saw a grocery man give him a whole dozen of eggs because one of the eggs in the box was cracked. Sometimes the butcher might give him a hunk of unsliced bologna or a few wieners and then maybe the fishman, when he was in a good mood, might give him a catfish or a slice of pickerel or a part of a grass pike.
Every time anybody gives Sandy anything, even if it's just a nickel or a small apple or a handful of gooseberries from the fruit stand, Sandy clicks the heels of his army boots together, stands as straight and tall as he can and gives you the best army salute you ever saw. The salute is so tight that when his fingers reach just above his eyebrow, his whole arm bounces three times just like it's on a spring or something.
Everybody in Ottawa knows about Sandy's salute. And everybody enjoys it when he gives one. And when there's a little crowd like this one in front of the bakery â six or seven people â Sandy makes sure everybody sees the snappy salute and the little crowd laughs and gives Sandy a little bit of happy clapping.