Public Secrets (43 page)

“Ah, the male ego.” Johnno kept the same small sarcastic smile on his face when Michael whirled on him. “I have an idea how you feel, but I disagree. I’m glad Emma wasted the sonofabitch herself. There’s justice in that. I only wish she’d had the chance before he did this to her. Come on, son.” Johnno patted his shoulder. “You need food.”

Because he was too tired to argue, Michael went along. They were nearly to the elevators when the doors opened. Brian and Bev rushed out.

“Where is she?” Brian demanded.

“She’s right through there. Hold on.” Johnno took his arm. “Marianne’s with her. You need to calm down before you go busting in there. She’d had enough excitement for a while.”

“Johnno’s right, Bri.” Bev battled back her own nerves to soothe his. “We don’t want to upset her. And we need to know what—how she got hurt. Can you tell us what happened?” she asked Michael. “We’ve been traveling ever since we got the call.”

“Yesterday, Drew Latimer found Emma here, in her hotel.”

“Found her?” Brian interrupted. “What do you mean? Weren’t they together?”

“She’s been hiding from him while she set the divorce in motion.”

“Divorce?” Because he knew he was punchy from lack of sleep and worry, Brian took a long breath and tried to clear his head. “I talked with Emma only a few weeks ago, she said nothing about wanting a divorce.”

“She couldn’t say anything about it,” Michael told him. “Because she was afraid. Latimer’s been abusing her for most of the marriage.”

“That’s crazy.” Brian dragged a hand through his hair. “He dotes on her. I’ve seen it.”

“Yeah.” The fury Michael had been holding off bubbled to the surface. “He’s been a real loving husband. A fucking prince. That’s why she’s been terrified. That’s why she’s lying in there right now, with her face smashed and her ribs broken. The man damn near loved her to death.”

Brian’s lips trembled open. His hand tightened on Bev’s until
he rubbed bone against bone. “He beat her? Are you telling me that he’s the one who put Emma here?”

“That’s right.”

Rage flew into him as he grabbed Michael by the shirt front. “Where is he?”

“He’s dead.”

“Easy, Bri.” Johnno rubbed his shoulder, debating the wisdom of stepping between two furious men. “It won’t help Emma if you go off.”

“I want to see her.” He pulled Bev against him. “We want to see her now.” He walked to the door as Marianne came out. He didn’t speak, only stared for a moment at his daughter lying in the bed.

“Baby.” He held tight to Bev as he crossed the room.

Emma looked at them. One hand fluttered to her bruised cheek. Then she lifted both to cover her face. She hadn’t wanted him to see her like this. Gently, he drew her hand away.

“Emma.” He lowered his head to press a kiss to her forehead. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

She let the tears come then, stumbling over her own apologies and explanations. When she was exhausted, she lay with her hand in his. “I don’t even know how it all happened, not really. Or why. I wanted to have someone love me, just me. I wanted a family, and I thought…” She let out a long sigh. “I thought he was like you.”

He wanted to cry then. It was almost impossible to keep his head from lowering to her breast to weep. But he only brought her hand to his lips again. “You’re not to worry about it. You’re not to even think about it. No one’s ever going to hurt you again. I swear it.”

“All that matters is that you’re safe now.” Gently, Bev brushed the hair back from Emma’s bandaged forehead. “That’s all that matters to any of us.”

“I killed him,” Emma murmured. “Did they tell you I killed him?”

Over his daughter’s head, Brian’s shocked eyes met Bev’s. “It’s—it’s over now.” He rumbled for Emma’s hand again.

“I wouldn’t listen to you. Didn’t want to.” Curling her fingers into his, she held on. “I was angry and hurt because you thought he only wanted me to get to you.”

“Don’t.” He pressed his lips to her fingers.

“You were right.” The words came out on a long, weary sigh. “He never wanted me, or loved me. Not me. And when having me wasn’t enough to get him what he wanted, he began to hate me.”

“I don’t want you to think about it now,” Brian insisted. “All I want you to do is rest, and concentrate on getting well.”

He was right, Emma thought. She was much too tired to think. “I’m glad you’re here. Da, I’m so sorry for pulling away from you all this time. For shutting you out.”

“We were both wrong, and it’s done.” He smiled at her then. “We’ve all the time in the world now.”

“We’d like you to come home when you’re better.” Bev reached across the bed to touch Brian’s cheek. “With us.”

“Both of you?”

“Yes.” Brian lifted a hand, linked it with Bev’s. “We have a lot of time to make up for. All of us.”

“When I woke up this morning I didn’t think I’d ever have a reason to feel happy again,” Emma said. “But I’m happy for you. I need to think about the rest.”

“There’s no hurry.” Bev leaned over to kiss her cheek. “We’ll let you get some sleep.”

“K
ESSELRING
.”
IT WAS
noon when McCarthy found Michael in the hospital lounge. “Jesus, did you move in here?”

“Coffee?”

“Not if it’ll make me look like you.” He tossed Michael a bag. “Fresh clothes and shaving stuff. I fed your dog.”

“Thanks.”

McCarthy changed his mind about the coffee, grumbling about the packaged cream. For the most part, he enjoyed giving his partner grief. At the moment, he thought old Mike had all he could handle. “How’s she doing?”

“She’s in a lot of pain.”

“Dwier wants a statement.” McCarthy referred to the acting captain with a sneer in his voice.

“I’ll take care of it.”

“He knows you’re…friends with the victim. He wants me to get it.”

“I’ll take care of it,” Michael repeated, dumping sugar in the coffee for energy more than taste. He’d stopped tasting it hours before. “Did you bring a stenographer?”

“Yeah. He’s waiting.”

“I’ll see if Emma’s ready.” He chugged the coffee like medicine, then tossed the cup away. “How about the press?”

“They want something by two.”

Michael checked his watch, then went to change. Fifteen minutes later, he went into her room. P.M. was with her now. Like the rest of them he looked a little worse for wear. Shocked, travel rumpled, and heavy eyed. But he’d made Emma smile.

“P.M.’s going to be a daddy,” Emma said.

“Congratulations.”

“Thanks.” It was awkward, standing beside the bed, trying to think of the right things to say. The things not to say. Stevie had flown over from London with him, and they’d seen the paper at an airport newsstand. They’d barely known what to say to each other, much less what to say to Emma. “I’ll be on my way.” He kissed her, then paused and kissed her again. “We’ll be back around tonight.”

“Thanks for the flowers.” She lifted a hand to the violas on her tray. “They’re lovely.”

“Well…” Heartsick, he stood for a moment, then left them alone.

“It’s uncomfortable for him,” Emma murmured. “For all of them.” Her fingers worked restlessly at the bedsheets, then moved to brush at Charlie. “It’s hard to see their eyes when they first walk in. I suppose I look pretty bad.”

“That’s the first time I’ve heard you fish for a compliment.” He sat beside her. “People have been going in and out of here most of the day. You haven’t gotten much rest.”

“I don’t really want to be alone. You stayed with me all night.” She held out a hand. “I heard you talking to me and I knew I was still alive. I wanted to thank you for that.”

“I love you, Emma.” He dropped his forehead on their joined hands. There was no response from her as he fought to pull his raw emotions back in line. “Wrong time, wrong place.” With a sigh, he rose and paced the room. “I guess you’re going to have to think about it since I said it. Anyway, if you’re feeling up to it, we’d like to get your statement.”

She watched him roam restlessly around the room. There was nothing she could say, not now when she could barely feel. If things had been different…She wondered, if things had been different, if she would have reached out, if she could have trusted enough. But things weren’t different.

“Who do I have to talk to?”

“You can talk to me.” The control was back when he turned to her. “Or I can get a female officer if you’d be more comfortable.”

“No.” Her restless fingers began to pluck at the violas. “No, I can talk to you.”

“There’s a stenographer waiting.”

“All right. We can do it now. I’d like to get it over with.”

It wasn’t easy. Somehow she’d thought it would be, with her emotions so deadened. But there were enough left, just enough to bring on the shame. She didn’t look at him as she spoke. As time dragged on she told him everything. She hoped that by talking about all the fears, the shames and humiliations, she would be purged of them. But when it was done, she only felt tired.

Michael dismissed the steno with a nod. He couldn’t speak, didn’t dare.

“Is that all you need?” Emma asked.

He nodded again. He needed to get out. “We’ll have it typed up. You can read it over when you’re feeling up to it, and sign it. I’ll check back later.”

He swung out of the room and started for the elevators. McCarthy stopped him. “Dwier wants you back at the station ASAP. The press is foaming at the mouth.”

“Fuck the press. I need to walk.”

B
ACK IN LONDON
, Robert Blackpool read the newspaper report. It amused the hell out of him. The Fleet Street stories were the best. All that murder-of-passion and death-of-a-dream nonsense. They’d gotten hold of a couple of pictures as well. They were grainy, a bit out of focus, but immensely satisfying. Emma being wheeled into an ambulance. Her face was a mess, and that pleased Blackpool very much.

He’d never forgotten the way she’d turned on him.

He thought it was a pity that Latimer hadn’t beaten her to death. But then, there were other ways to pay back.

Picking up the phone, he called the London
Times
.

Pete was livid when he read the article the next day. Robert Blackpool, expressing deep sorrow at the death of a talented young artist like Latimer, related an incident that involved himself and Emma. From his slant, she had shown vicious jealousy over his relationship with her roommate. When her attempts at seduction had failed, she had tried to attack him with a pair of scissors.

The headlines were bold.

T
HIRST FOR
L
OVE
D
RIVES
E
MMA TO
V
IOLENCE

It didn’t take long for people to gobble up the reports. Opinions were now torn as to whether she had acted in self-defense or in a jealous rage when she had shot her husband.

Grabbing the phone, Pete dialed.

“You fucking lunatic.”

“Ah, and good morning to you.” Blackpool chuckled. He’d been expecting the call.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing, spreading a story like that? I’ve got enough of a mess to clean up.”

“It’s not my mess, mate. If you ask me, little Emma got just what she deserved.”

“I’m not asking you. And I’m telling you to back off.”

“Why should I do that? I can use the publicity. You’re the first one to say press sells records, aren’t you?”

“I’m telling you to back off.”

“Or?”

“I don’t care to make threats, Robert. Just take me at my word when I tell you that scrounging up nasty secrets isn’t healthy for anyone.”

There was a long, humming pause. “I owed her this one.”

“Perhaps. That isn’t my concern. Your numbers have been slipping the last couple of years, Robert. Record companies are notoriously fickle. You wouldn’t want to have to go digging about for a new manager at this stage, would you?”

“We go back, Pete. I doubt either of us wants to break up an old friendship.”

“Remember it. Keep stirring things up and I’ll drop you like a dirty sock.”

“You need me as much as I need you.”

“Oh, I doubt that.” Pete smiled into the phone. “I doubt that very much.”