Protecting Jessyka (SEAL of Protection) (Volume 6) (12 page)

“Is that all you want, Kason? Because I don’t think I can handle just a sexual relationship with you. I’m too emotionally involved.”

“Hell, no, that isn’t all I want. If all I wanted was to get off, I could do that any day of the week. I want
you
, Jess. You have no idea how badly I want you, all of you. I want to be free to hold your hand whenever and wherever I want. I want to pull you down in my lap and wrap my arms around you when you come up to me at
Aces
. I want to claim you, to make it so no other guy looks at you while you’re walking with your sexy gait. I want everyone to know you’re mine. Can you handle that?”

“Yeah, I think I can,” Jess smiled at Kason, happier than she’d been in a long time.

They both looked at each other, breathing heavily.

“Did we just agree to ‘go together’?”

Benny laughed. “I haven’t heard that term since I was in the seventh grade. And no, we didn’t agree to ‘go together.’ You agreed that you’re mine. You agreed that I’d take care of you and keep you safe. You agreed to sleep in my bed, shower in my bathroom when I’m in there too, and let me put my hands and lips on you whenever and wherever I want.”

“Uh . . .”

“I’m going to kiss you now, Jess, and I’m not stopping until we’re both so exhausted, we’re comatose in my bed.”

Benny waited for her agreement. He’d never do anything she didn’t want him to do.

“God, please, Kason. I’ve waited forever to really feel your lips on mine.”

Benny lowered his head to take what was finally his.

Chapter Ten

Benny didn’t ease into the kiss, he slammed his lips onto Jessyka’s and felt goose bumps form on his arms as she immediately opened for him. Jess wasn’t coy, she didn’t hesitate, she took all he gave her.

He plunged his tongue inside her mouth and reveled in her taste. Benny had never gotten so turned on by a mere kiss before. If he hadn’t waited so long to be inside her, to be right where he was, he could’ve spent all night simply kissing her. But he was too impatient. He needed to see her, all of her. Benny needed Jess in his territory, on his bed.

He broke the kiss and pushed himself up. Benny could feel his hardness push deeper into the vee of Jess’s legs. He smiled and groaned as he felt her hips push up against him.

“You are so fucking sexy, and all mine. Come on, I need to get you in my bed.” It didn’t seem too fast, they’d gotten to know each other very well over the last month, and it felt right, now that they’d cleared the air, to take the next step.

Benny levered himself up and off the couch and held out a hand to Jess. She didn’t hesitate, but immediately put her hand in his and allowed him to pull her up and off the couch, the blanket falling unnoticed by either of them to the floor.

“Walk in front of me, Jess. I want to see your hips sway and know that soon I’ll have them all to myself. You have no idea how badly I’ve wanted to see those hips and that ass on my sheets.”

Jess blushed, but did as Kason asked. Feeling bold, she exaggerated her limp as she made her way down the short hallway, smiling as she heard Kason groan. He was fun to tease, especially when she knew her teasing would end with her satisfaction, at least she hoped it would.

She entered his room and inhaled deeply. It smelled like him. She turned around once she entered and faced Kason.

He was ripping his shirt over his head. “Take off your shirt, gorgeous. Let me see you.”

Without thinking twice, Jess began to unfasten the buttons on her shirt.

Benny stalked over to her and brushed her hands away from her shirt. “Too slow, lift your arms.”

Jess just smiled at the impatience in his voice. Soon Kason’s mouth was at her neck. “I saw how you reacted to Dude’s words all those weeks ago about marks on a woman’s neck. I need to see
my
mark on you. I need everyone else to see it as well.”

Jess had never had so much fun during foreplay or sex before. “Well, since we’re ‘going together,’ I suppose it’s mandatory to have a hickey too.”

She felt Kason’s lips curl up into a smile before she groaned and let her head fall back. He sucked hard on her neck and she felt his teeth nip and his tongue soothe over her skin as he did it. His other hand was busy on her breast. Kason hadn’t removed her bra yet, but his fingers played over and under the cup, teasing her nipple into hardness.

“Oh God, Kason. Yeah. That feels so good.”

Without removing his hand from her breast, his other hand brushed down Jessyka’s side. Benny raised his head long enough to murmur in a satisfied voice, “Goosebumps,” then he returned to her neck.

He kept his lips on her, but backed them up until her legs hit his mattress. Benny kept pushing until Jess had no choice but to sit. Finally his head came up and he looked into her eyes as both hands went to her breasts. He played and teased there, running his fingers under her bra and over her nipples, before backing away and merely running his hands over the cups themselves.

Jess ran her own hands up and down his body as he caressed hers. Kason’s chest was amazing. Hard and cut. He didn’t have an ounce of fat anywhere on him, at least not that Jess could see. She couldn’t help herself, and brought her fingers up to his nipples and pinched them.

Benny groaned and grabbed Jess’s wrists. “Oh no, much more of that and this’ll be finished before we even start.”

Jess mock-pouted at Kason. “But I want to play too.”

“Oh, you’ll get to play, don’t worry, but it’s my turn first. You’re lucky enough to be able to get off several times, while we poor men have to settle for one at a time.”

“Several times?” Jess asked in bewilderment.

“Oh shit. Really? You don’t already know this? Fuck, this is gonna be fun. Take off your bra and lean back.”

Jess could only watch as Kason took a step back from her. She immediately felt the loss. Jess quickly put her arms behind her and undid the hook on her bra. She let it fall off her arms and onto the floor and she scooted back on the bed and lay back, as Kason had asked.

“Close your eyes and just feel.”

She immediately shut her eyes. Jess knew at this point she’d do just about anything Kason asked of her, and they both knew it.

Jess felt Kason’s hands at her waistband. He undid the button of her jeans and she heard the zipper lowering. But instead of pulling them off, he simply ran his fingers around her stomach and the waistband.

“I’ve spent weeks wondering what you look like here. Do you shave? Are you completely bare? Or do you trim down here so that you only have a small patch? Maybe you don’t do anything and you’re as wild as your personality. Do I dare guess which one it is, gorgeous?”

When Jess opened her mouth to answer his rhetorical question she felt one of his fingers press over her lips. “No, don’t tell me. I want to find out on my own.”

Finally Kason tugged off her jeans. She was mostly naked, covered only by her black cotton panties. Jess’s breaths came out in pants. She was so ready for this.

“Open your eyes, look at me.”

Jess’s eyes popped open and met Kason’s. “Beautiful. You look beautiful against my sheets, in my bed.” His words made her nipples tighten further. His eyes roamed over her body then came up to her eyes.

“Once we do this, I’m not letting you go, Jess. Be sure.”

“I’m sure.” Her words were strong and immediate. “If we do this, you’re mine too. It goes both ways.”

“Shit yeah, it does. I’m yours, you’re mine. Fuck, I love that.”

Jess smiled. Kason’s language got dirtier and dirtier the more turned on he got.

Prolonging the anticipation of knowing what she looked like under her panties, Benny leaned down and tasted her nipple for the first time. Jess wasn’t overly endowed, but what she had was perfect. Benny didn’t know sizes, but she fit in the palm of his hands perfectly. He squeezed her breasts and then brought his index fingers and thumbs to her nipples. “You like to tease, Jess?”

Jessyka arched her back. God, his fingers felt so good. She moved restlessly under him. “Jesus, Kason, please!”

“Please what, gorgeous?”

“I don’t know!” Jess looked up to see the broad smile on Kason’s face.

“Oh yeah, this is gonna be fun.”

He lifted his hands off of her and leaned back on his knees above her. Benny’s hands went to the waistband of his own jeans and he torturously eased his zipper down. As soon as the zipper got below a certain point, the head of his cock poked through the hole in his boxers.

Jess couldn’t help but giggle.

Benny smiled. He’d never laughed during sex before. Everything felt new with Jess.

“He looks excited to come out and play.”

“Oh, he’s excited all right, but he’ll just have to wait. I have stuff I gotta do first.”

“Stuff?”

“Stuff,” he confirmed with a smile.

Jess watched as Kason leaned to the side and shucked his jeans one leg at a time. He then scooted down on the bed until his face was right over her now damp panties. He drew his index finger down over the seam, then back up.

“Soaked.”

Jess moaned. “Yeah . . . please.”

“For me.”

“Yeah, Kason. For you.”

“I like.”

Jess didn’t answer him that time, knowing he was playing with her. Instead she bent her knees and spread her legs.

“Oh yeah, I can smell how much you want me. You do want this, right, Jess?”

“Duh, Kason. Yeah. Can you please get on with it? ‘Cos I’m dying here.”

Apparently her words pushed Kason over the edge because he reached to the bedside table and grabbed a knife. He flicked it open and looked up at Jess.

She didn’t even flinch, just raised her hips and murmured, “Oh, fuck yeah.”

Benny smiled. “You aren’t worried what I’m gonna do with this?”

“You’d better be cutting my panties off and going down on me if you know what’s good for you.”

Benny laughed. Jess was fucking perfect. This was a side of her he’d sensed was lurking below her beaten-down persona. Brian had bent her, but hadn’t broken her. “Don’t move.” He placed one hand on her stomach and pressed down, making sure she wouldn’t inadvertently twitch or move. Benny didn’t want to cut her, just the elastic on the underwear she was sporting. He put the blade under one side of the cloth at her hip and tugged upward. It didn’t take much pressure, Benny, as did every good SEAL, kept his blade razor sharp. He then moved to her other hip and did the same thing. He flicked the blade shut and threw it toward the nightstand. It clattered to a stop, resting against the wall.

Knowing nothing would stop him now, Benny slowly peeled down the front of Jess’s panties and sighed in appreciation. She wasn’t bare, but was well trimmed. She’d shaved the lips of her sex, but left a nice sized patch of hair above. He ran his fingers over it. “Fuck woman,” he breathed, then lowered his head.

Jessyka had been nervous about what he’d think of her grooming choice, but soon forgot everything, including her own name. Kason had been right, females certainly
could
go more than once, as long as they had a man who knew what he was doing.

And Kason
definitely
knew what he was doing. It wasn’t until she’d begged him to stop, that he’d sat up and wiped his hand over his mouth. “God, you taste good. I swear, Jess, I could do that all night.”

Jessyka smiled weakly up at him. She’d only had one lover before Kason, and Brian certainly didn’t compare at all. “Your turn, Kason.”

“No, now it’s
our
turn.”

Kason slid off the bed and stood up so he could remove his boxers. His cock was hard and straining upward. It certainly didn’t look comfortable to Jessyka. He opened the drawer next to the bed and pulled out a brand new box of condoms. He quickly opened the box and grabbed one and put it on. He crawled back on the bed and over to Jess.

“Are you ready for me?”

“I think I’ve been ready for you all my life.”

At her words, Jess watched as Kason’s face got soft and he leaned down to kiss her. She felt him ease inside her at the same time. He went slowly, somehow understanding how long it’d been for her. When he was all the way in, he sighed and pulled back just enough to see her face.

Jess could see the strain on his face. He was holding back. She hated it. “Let go, Kason. I can take it. I won’t break.”

“It’s been a while for you, gorgeous, I don’t want to hurt you.”

“You won’t hurt me. God, Kason, you prepared me so well, after two orgasms, I’m soaked. I can take whatever you have. Let go. Make me yours.”

“You fucking
are
mine.” It was as if his words loosened something inside him. He pulled back and slammed into her. Jess could feel his balls hit up against her body as he bottomed out. She put her arms around him and dug her fingers into his butt.

“Yes, Kason. Again. Do that again.”

He did it again, then again. Kason arched his back and his hips pounded into her. Jess leaned up and latched onto his pectoral muscle, right next to his nipple. She sucked in as hard as she could, using her teeth to nibble while she was sucking. If Kason could mark her as his, Jess could do the same right back.

When she was satisfied she’d left a good sized mark, she pulled back and looked up. Kason was smiling down at her, obviously having watched her mark him. “Satisfied?”

“Oh yeah, mine.”

“Yours. Fuck, Jess. Yours.”

Benny had never felt so connected to another person in his life. He thought the bond he had with his SEAL team was tight, but it was nothing compared to this. Watching her mark his skin was sexy as hell. He wanted to crawl inside Jessyka and never leave. He wanted to imprint her on his skin and imprint himself on hers in return. With that thought, Benny’s heart sped up and he couldn’t get the image of his release all over her skin out of his mind.

“I want to do something.”

“Yes, anything.”

Benny smiled. Jess didn’t even know what it was that he wanted, but she’d agreed nonetheless.

“I want to paint you with my come. Mark you.”

“Yes, Kason, God yes. That’s hot as hell.”