“We had a fight. A big fight. I can’t remember what it was about.” She clamped her lips shut on the lie, started over. “It was about children. He wanted them. I wasn’t ready.” She never would have been ready. She was barren, and the thought of adopting was too much. The awesome responsibility of motherhood chilled the blood in her veins. “I threw his cigarettes down the garbage disposal and ground them up. He went down to the corner 7-11 for more.” With the short, clipped sentences, Max didn’t feel anything as she spoke, because she refused to see the pictures that went with it.