Plain Kate (5 page)

Plain Kate nodded.

“I can’t promise you a place. But come with us to Toila. A month on the road. We’ll sniff each other out.”

A test. Plain Kate understood tests. She nodded again. A lump was tightening in her throat, but she wasn’t sure if it was hope or fear.

“Well, then,” said the woman. “I’m Daj. Or Mother Daj if that sets better on a town tongue. And you’re Kate.”

“Plain Kate,” she corrected.

Daj raised her eyebrows, but before she could say anything, Taggle sauntered up. There was a fresh scratch across one ear and a dead rat in his mouth. He dropped the pink-footed body at Daj’s feet and stood there grinning. Plain Kate winced. “I also,” she said, “have a cat.”

“A fine beast, Mother Daj,” put in Niki. “A famous mouser.”

“Well,” said Daj. “A useful pair, then. Welcome, cat.”

And Taggle nodded.

¶

Plain Kate, at Daj’s gruff coaxing, swung her basket into the wagon bed, and Taggle, with no coaxing at all, sprang up beside it. “Did you see?” he said, arching his back into her hand, preening. “My gift has proven that we’re useful.”

“Taggle,” Kate hissed. She looked round. No one had heard.

The cat sulked. “One would think praise was in order.”

“
Please
be quiet,” she said. “Look, here.” She pulled her new coat out of the basket and spread it, woolly side up, for him to nestle in.

“Ah,” he said, stepping onto the wool like a king deigning to enter a hovel. “Better.” He high-stepped daintily in three circles, then curled up, tucking his tail over his nose.

“Sleep quietly,” she urged him, rubbing a thumb between his ears. He gave her a bleary glare and closed his eyes.

Plain Kate rushed after Behjet and Niki the Baker. Their feet had knocked down the dew and left dark prints in the silver grass, which was short where the sheep had grazed. The trail of darkness made her think of her shadow.
The loss of a shadow is a slow thing,
Linay had said.
Find someplace to belong.
If the Roamers took her in, if she proved herself useful, then there would come a moment where she could explain, before someone saw.

Niki left her with Behjet, though not without fluttering about like a bird trying to get its nestling to fly. Behjet sighed after him, then went back to tending the horses.

Plain Kate watched him work. She was desperate to be of use, but didn’t know what to do. Behjet was tending a dun mare, holding one of her hooves up clamped between his legs, and working a stone from the hoof’s spongy bottom with a little hook. The other horses milled around. Plain Kate had never been so close to horses. They were big. She smelled horse sweat, leather, and dung each time one shifted. Behjet’s dark head was bent; he murmured to the restless beast. The work looked dangerous. She didn’t even dare ask how she could help.

Behjet finished with the mare and moved on to another horse. He spoke smoothly to the animals in his own language. Plain Kate liked his voice: calm but rich. It made her a little more comfortable, and she almost missed it when he began speaking to her. “It was the witchcraft that swayed her,” he said.

“What?” said Kate.

“Daj. I told her your people took you for a witch. It is why she decided to take you in. You should know.”

“Oh,” said Kate.

“My brother’s wife—she was burned for a witch. It happens to Roamers. More than our share.” He stood up, wiping his hands on his leather apron and mopping the drizzle from his face with his green kerchief. “Stick to Daj, Plain Kate. Don’t take her for softhearted—she’s badger fierce. But if she decides to take your part, your place here will be sure.”

Plain Kate didn’t know what to say to that. A sure place—it was too big a thing even to think about. Behjet had read her heart’s wishes as well as any witch. Not alone.

“Off you go then,” said Behjet. “It’s busy work to break camp; I’m sure your hands will find something.”

¶

Plain Kate found Mother Daj still sitting on the wagon steps. The rooster was mostly plucked, and Daj wore a spray of glossy tail feathers tucked into her turban. She was presiding over two younger women shaking out great rugs and another bent over a jumbled box of gear. At Daj’s feet, a girl a little younger than Kate was scouring a pot. The girl looked up with eyes as bright and frank as a sparrow’s.

“Mother Daj,” Kate asked, feeling shy. “Can I help?”

“There’s naught that needs carving this minute,” Daj answered. Kate swallowed—it was such a quick dismissal. Daj seemed to see the twitch and guess the reason. Her face softened, and she said, “Drina, lass. Finished that, nearly?”

The girl with the pot replied, “I have to go for more sand.” Her voice was a sparrow’s too: clear and piping, hiding nothing. She had a narrow nose and a wide mouth, and big eyes that were uptilted, like a cat’s. Though younger than Kate, she was taller, and softer: a girl who had never been hungry. Her long black hair was bound back with a scarf of green and yellow; her dark skirts were embroidered with poppies.

“Take this one,” said Daj, pointing an elbow at Kate while she turned the chicken over. “This is Kate Carver, who will go our way a while.”

“Plain Kate,” corrected Plain Kate.

“Hmph, so you said.” Daj eyed her. “As you’d have it, kit. But you’re not so plain as it needs remarking on every moment.” Kate blushed, and Daj smiled softly, and said, “Drina here will show you about. Keep you from being trampled.” She lifted the limp, feathery head and pointed around with it. “What with the great bustle.”

So Drina picked up an empty pail and led Plain Kate down toward the river. They climbed over the loose wall of stones at the edge of the sheep meadow and into the unkempt land where the river sometimes flooded. The grasses there were tall and bent with water. Sapling birch trees trembled and dripped in the misty rain. Plain Kate’s leggings got soaked and heavy. Drina’s long legs shone wet, and her skirts drooped around her knees. The two girls went silently, sneaking glances at each other.

“You wouldn’t really get trampled,” offered Drina after a while. “Daj was joking.”

“Oh, it was funny,” said Kate. She meant it but it came out dry, and Drina laughed.

“Anyway—you must be used to more people than this.”

“Yes, but—” Plain Kate wasn’t sure how to explain. “They don’t usually talk to me.”

“Well,” said Drina, swinging her pail in a full loop, “if you go the Roamer way, we’re not short on talk. Lots of other things, but not talk, is what Daj says.”

“Is Daj your mother?”

“Oh, no!” Drina laughed. “She’s too old! I just call her that. Everyone does. It’s respect.”

“Call her…?” Kate was lost.

“Daj. Oh, you don’t speak the tongue. You’ll have to learn a little.
Daj
means ‘mother.’ But she’s not, she just looks after me, because my mother is dead.”

“So’s mine.” Plain Kate was glad of it, for the first time. It gave her something in common with this cheerful, well-loved girl.

“Oh!” Drina stopped swinging her pail and stood there, skirt-deep in the soaked grass. She looked legless, like a chess piece. “Do you miss her?”

“No. She died when I was born.”

“Oh,” said Drina, and started walking again.

“I miss my father, though.” Plain Kate was trying to keep the flow of talk going. “He died four years ago, in the
skara rok
. He got the witch’s fever.”

And Drina—cheerful, smiling Drina—snapped at her, almost snarled: “Don’t call it that!”

Plain Kate felt her shoulders tighten and come forward as if to protect her heart. “Don’t call it—
skara rok
?”

“Don’t call it ‘witch’s fever.’ Witches don’t make fevers or sicken cows or kill crops or any of that.”

“I didn’t say they did. But witch’s—I mean, the sickness. Everyone calls it that.”

“I know.” Drina’s voice was softer now. They had reached the river at the inner side of a broad curve where a slope of clay and pebbles eased into the water. Drina walked on the margin, placing her feet delicately as a heron and watching her prints fill with water. “But it’s—with the
skara rok
, people look for someone to blame. Ugly people. Outsiders. Witch-whites. Roamers.”

Carvers,
thought Kate. She thought she knew more about being hunted and blamed than Drina did, but she did not say so.

The winding river Narwe was turning again; there was a huge stone a pace or two into the channel, and jammed against it a wall of tangled trunks and limbs, remnants of some old flood, cut across their way. Drina blew through her lips in frustration. “Nothing here!”

“What are you looking for?”

“Sand. Clean sand, to scour the pots.”

The anger that Drina had shown a moment ago had slid from her completely and easily, like water off of oiled wood. That sort of generosity was a new thing to Plain Kate; she didn’t know how to take it. But she said, “There’s sand just alee of this fall.” She pointed past the snarl of bleached wood. “That’s what I use.”

“I guess even a town girl has to scrub pots,” said Drina, swinging up over the timbers, staining her legs with moss.

Plain Kate climbed carefully up behind her. “I’ve only got one pot. I use the sand to smooth wood. For carving. That’s who I am, a carver.”

The drizzle had broken into patches as they walked. As Drina scooped up the pale sand, Kate found herself standing in the smudge of shadow cast by the deadfall. She had never before noticed the way shadows gave things weight, made them look heavy and real and connected to the ground. Without hers…

She edged into the light.

Her shadow looked strange and thinned. It seemed not cast against the ground, but floating above it, like a fog. What Linay had said was true: No one would notice this, at first. It was just an uneasy little change, like the half-felt movement of a boat that slowly induces a great sickness.

“Got it!” Drina’s voice came from her elbow, suddenly. She scrambled up the bank toward the field, and Kate followed. At the meadow wall, Drina stopped. “If we go back now, we’ll have to pluck chickens.” She snuck Kate a sly, friendly look. “Let’s go see if Behjet needs help.”

“I asked him already,” said Plain Kate, then regretted it as Drina’s face fell.

Drina rubbed a bare foot against the other leg, smearing mud. “Well. Let’s go see the horses, anyway. Just for a moment.” She swung up onto the wall and walked along the loose, wobbly stones, easy and graceful. “Come on!” Plain Kate walked beside her, though Drina’s feet were level with Kate’s shoulders. Even if she could have walked the wall—and it looked like an acrobat’s trick—Kate would not have dared. It could attract attention.

The horses were picketed on the far side of the camp. There were about two dozen drays: big, powerful animals, the engines of farms and towns. Scattered among them were a handful of draft ponies, and some of the smaller, faster, feistier horses meant for riding.

Drina flipped off the wall, heels over head, landed neat-footed, and ran over to them. Kate came cautiously with her. Drina was stroking a cart horse’s pink, freckled nose. The horse was nearly white, but dappled with dun patches, like butter floating in buttermilk. “This is Cream,” said Drina. She stooped and pulled a handful of grass and held it out. The horse wrapped her tongue around Drina’s hand. “She’s mine.” Drina glanced sideways at Plain Kate, then twitched a smile and amended: “I mean, she’s my favorite. I helped her be born.” Cream worked her jaw and whickered. Drina leaned her cheek into the hollow between Cream’s huge collarbones. Her face looked like stained walnut against the horse’s coat of pale new pine.

Drina looked at Plain Kate, eyes shining. “Do you want to ride her?”

Plain Kate looked up at the horse: way up. “I don’t know how.”

“I’ll teach you. It’s not hard, you just have to hold on.”

“I… Shouldn’t we get back?”

“We should.” Drina wrapped her arms up toward Cream’s shoulders and kissed her chin. The horse whuffled and lipped Drina’s hair. “But I’ll teach you to ride soon. You can’t go the Roamer way without riding.”

¶

There were a hundred things to tend to, a thousand things to do, in the breaking of a camp, and Plain Kate didn’t know how to do any of them.

She didn’t know how to unhook a cooking tripod and bind the three legs together into a single iron staff, or where to tuck the tripod under the cart. She didn’t know how to fold a wet rug so that it wouldn’t mold. She didn’t know how to oil horse tack or fix a harness.

There were eggs to gather and chickens to catch and stuff into wicker baskets, which were in turn piled into a rough iron cage. “A bear cage,” said Drina, her arms full of squawking feathers. “We had a dancing bear for the markets. She died.” Plain Kate didn’t know how to catch chickens.

“I’ll show you,” offered Taggle, who was still drowsing on her coat.

“Tomorrow,” she whispered, and hoped she could keep him quiet that long.

The Roamers hoisted the iron cage onto the top of one of the wagons with a block and tackle. Kate didn’t know how to use a block and tackle. She didn’t know why the one wagon was like a little house on wheels, built of solid wood, while the others were like tents. She couldn’t even keep the three women straight: one was Daj’s daughter, and the other two some sort of complicated cousins. She wasn’t sure where the men were or whether she was allowed to talk to them, since the other women did not.

But she did know how to scrub a pot. It was not too different from smoothing a finished carving, and was done with a folded square of leather, dipped wet into sand. Plain Kate scoured pots until they gleamed black as the night reflected in the river, and by the time that was done, the Roamers were ready to go.

And when they went, Plain Kate went with them.

Despite what Drina had said, it turned out you could go the Roamer way without riding. Mostly, you walked.

The caravan bunched and inched down the road. People on foot went first, where the road was merely sticky and rutted with water. Then came the loose horses, with the horsemen among them. And finally, churning up the mud and the new horse dung, came the wagons. And last of all came Plain Kate.

Walking at the back was Daj’s idea, to keep Plain Kate out of sight until they were far from town. “Harder for some fool to turn you loose, then,” she’d said. Plain Kate had been taken aback; she’d thought her place among the Roamers was Daj’s to give. But, no, explained Drina. Big decisions like that were a matter for the men. “Never fear, kit,” said Daj. “Trust Mother Daj. I know how to lead from the last wagon.”

So Kate walked in the back. It was hard going. She’d lived her life on cobbles, and the mud of the road was new to her. It clutched at her heels like a dying thing. Her boots grew dark with water. Her tall socks got wet and her feet squelched and soon blistered. But she said nothing, and kept walking.

Her little town sank behind her. Samilae. She had never left it before, and had never had to think of its name. Her father when he was alive had been only Father. Dead he was Piotr Carver, and she had to say his name sometimes. And now her home was Samilae. She looked back and saw it become a huddle of roofs, with the tall spire of the weizi above them—her father’s handiwork, casting its finger of shadow after her. She did not cry, and kept walking.

Drina spent the day walking beside Plain Kate and then dashing forward to be among the horses, then dashing back again. She turned cartwheels for no reason, and sang like a lark tossing up ribbons of tune into the air. Once she made Plain Kate’s hair stand on end, singing the song Linay had been singing by the docks, long ago but only yesterday, a sad tune about ghosts in the river.

The rain drizzled down. Plain Kate got soaked and began to ache: She was strong, but walking was unfamiliar work. The straps of her pack basket rasped her thin shoulders. Taggle spent the day asleep inside the basket, just between her shoulder blades. His warmth made her hurt less.

Finally they stopped, deep in the summer evening.

Through the day the country had thinned into a strip of fields between the river and the heavy, wooded darkness of the hills. And now there was nothing but woods and water.

They stopped in a patch of meadow, sending deer leaping into the woods and rabbits scampering. There was a scrambling between Kate’s shoulder blades, and, a moment later, a cat on her shoulder. “Rra—” he started, and Kate was sure he was going to say “rabbits,” but he stopped, peered at Daj watching them, and said, “Meow.”

“Now that,” said the old woman, “is a soft way to travel. Hello, king of cats.”

Taggle preened and leapt down, heading over to twine around Daj’s ankles.

The Roamers set camp in two rings and built two big fires. Plain Kate and Drina were sent to fetch water, then again to find fallen branches for the fire. When they came back the horses were picketed and the chickens were loose, the rugs laid, the pots bubbling. Trestle benches had appeared. Plain Kate sank onto one of them and pulled off her damp socks. Her feet were wrinkled with wet and had a dozen dead white blisters big as thumbprints.

“Goose grease,” said Daj. She was squatting by the fire, stirring a sliced onion around in a pan. “Tomorrow I’ll get you some grease for your boots, to keep the water out. Silly not to think of it before.” She gave the pot of goulash a poke and stood up, creaking. “Tonight we will go to the men’s fire. Let me present you to Rye Baro.”

Plain Kate was startled by
present
. People got presented to the mayor or the guild masters or the lord executioner. “Who is Rye Baro?” she said.

“
Baro
means big man, and Rye is our
Baro
: the leader of these
vardo
—wagons, that is. If you go our way, you’re his to judge, his to keep or turn loose.”

Kate stood up and squared her thin shoulders. “Will he turn me loose?”

“Oh, no,” laughed Daj. “He’ll not say no to me.”

Kate thought she didn’t sound entirely sure.

“Sit and let me see those feet, kit,” rumbled Daj. Kate sat. Daj lifted her feet in her hands. “You can’t go among the men bleeding,” she said, and Kate saw that, indeed, her heel was blistered deep and seeping blood. It didn’t hurt much more than any other part of her feet, and she hadn’t noticed. But Daj was wrapping it with a scrap of green scarf.

Kate was embarrassed. “It’s not bothering me.”

Daj shook her head. “Among the Roamers blood is powerful,” she said. “A woman’s blood specially. Some women can work great magics while in their blood—scares the menfolk down to their socks, knowing that. When we get our monthly blood, they make us sit where they can keep an eye on us.”

“I’m not, though,” said Kate. “I can’t do magic. I’m not a witch.”

“And I’m not a muskrat,” said Daj. “But neither one of us will walk about bleeding. I’ll explain our ways, town child, when I think of it, but whether you understand them or not, you must respect.”

“I—” Plain Kate began, but Daj silenced her with a finger on her cheek. Kate found herself fixed on the texture of Daj’s hands: so calloused and worn with work that they were glossy-smooth, like the inside of an ox yoke or the edge of an oarlock. Smooth as dry dust. Her father’s hands had been a little like that. Such hands had not touched her in a long time. Daj tucked Kate’s frizzing hair behind her ears. “Come with me now,
mira
. I’d say be brave, but that I can see you are.”

¶

Daj led the way from one fire to another, and Kate followed her, feeling the soaked, loamy earth give like soft bread beneath her feet, feeling the bandage on her heel grow loose with wet. She was trying to take in the labyrinth of rules Daj was telling her: Don’t pass between a man and a fire. Don’t walk between two men who are facing each other. Ask permission to speak. If you walk near a man, gather up your skirt so that it does not brush him.

“I don’t have a skirt,” said Kate. She was wearing, as always, the striped smock that had been her father’s. It skimmed her knees, but it was no dress. Among the bright layered scarves of the Roamers, the russet and indigo stripes seemed drab.

“Ah, so you don’t,” said Daj. “Well, don’t mind it, child. For here we are.” And Kate followed Mother Daj into the circle of firelight as silently and solemnly as if into a church.

There were only a few men about; Plain Kate could hear them farther off, moving among the horses. But to her surprise, Behjet was sitting on a stone near the fire, whittling. He looked up at her, cold and blank, as if he didn’t know her at all. Could this be courtesy? It was like a door slammed in the face.

Daj led her to where an old man sat on a carved and painted bench. His face was grooved like a winter road. A cane rested at each knee; his feet were almost in the fire. Daj curtsied to him, not elaborately, but the way a sandpiper might dip its beak, natural and fast, without reverence. “If a woman might pass among you and speak,” said Daj. And then, without waiting for an answer, she said: “Rye Baro. I have brought a guest. This is Plain Kate Carver, of Samilae. She would go the Roamer way.”

Rye Baro had eyebrows like caterpillars before a long winter. He raised one. “With these
vardo
?”

“Aye,” said Daj. “She’s orphan, I’m told, and has nowhere else.”

Behind them, someone said, “Are we a pack of dogs, then, taking in strays?” Plain Kate turned. The man had Behjet’s face, but the whole way he held himself was different. He sat hunched up like a drawn bow.

“Are we dogs, then, talking piss at the fire?” Daj clouted the man on the head affectionately. “Show manners, Stivo.”

The man—Stivo—shrugged. Twins, Plain Kate realized. Behjet and Stivo were the twins she had seen selling horses in the Samilae market, a few weeks before.

“Well, it wouldn’t be manners to set her loose in wild country, would it?” said Rye Baro. He had a voice like a fine rasp: rough but polishing. “Makes a man wonder how she got into wild country with the Roamers in the first place.”

“Hmmm,” said Daj with a wink in her voice. “That is a puzzle.”

No one seemed puzzled or much surprised. “Behjet says her people want to burn her for a witch,” said Stivo.

“Aye,” said Daj. “He said that to me too.”

The whole circle turned to Stivo, and waited. He poked at the fire, sending sparks spiraling up into the rainy darkness. The fire hissed. Stivo said nothing. A log snapped and crackled. And still Stivo said nothing.

At last Daj spoke again. “Plain Kate is a carver,” she said. “We need one of those.”

“We get by well enough, seems to me,” Rye Baro mused.

“If the yellow
vardo
goes another week before the tongue snaps, it will be by the Black Lady’s mercy,” said Daj. “But I was thinking: She can make real coins to clink together.”

“Do they carve those now?” Firelight played across Rye Baro’s face. “I hadn’t heard.”

“She makes objarka.” Daj wrapped an arm around Plain Kate like a wing around a chick. “Best I’ve seen. They’ll sell, and for silver too, not copper.”

“In the market of Toila?” said Rye Baro.

Daj nodded. “That was my mind.”

“Come here,
gadje
child,” said Rye Baro. Plain Kate stepped toward him, and—guided by Daj’s hand on her shoulder—knelt. The old man pointed to her objarka, and Kate took it off and offered it up to him. He took it, and as Daj had done, studied it in silence. Kate stayed kneeling, her leggings wicking water up from the wet ground, her cheek and ear getting hot where they faced the fire. At last, Rye Baro looked down at her. “The matter of witch burning is not our affair,” he said. “It is your trouble and you must not bring it upon us. But your work is fine. Stand up.”

Plain Kate stood up.

“This is your duty, then, child,” said Rye Baro. “To earn a place by your skill, and coins for your clan.” Plain Kate took a step back, staggered by the weight of the words
your clan
. She almost didn’t hear Rye Baro add: “Have your objarka ready for Toila. And make them burji. Times are bad.”

Burji. While objarka drew good luck, objarka burji scared bad luck away. They had the faces of demons.

Plain Kate had no interest in ugly things, but she answered, “Yes, Rye Baro.”

And back at her own fire she lifted her face into the kiss of the rain.

Only much later did she remember what Behjet had said:
My brother’s wife was burned for a witch.
And she wondered what Stivo had been seeing in that fire.

¶

The Roamer
vardo
went on through wild country. The road looped along the river, and where the banks grew too marshy, back into the woods. There were riders or carters, but only occasionally. In the woods, only fingers of chimney smoke going up into the gray sky told them of other people. On the river, sometimes they saw a boat or one of the small painted barges that made Plain Kate think of Linay, standing and watching her catch the enchanted fish. There was a green one that made her head turn sharply whenever she saw it—but it was always trailing them, and never came near.

Plain Kate greased her boots and bandaged her feet, and soon she could walk like a Roamer born. She helped Drina with the water and the wood, and in the long, wet evenings she carved the objarka burji.

Plain Kate carved fast and learned slowly. She learned to ride a horse, or at least hold on to a horse. She learned to cook goulash: a spicy stew of peppers and whatever meat could be scrounged. She learned to snag a chicken with the flick of a crook. She learned the Roamer language and the ways, which were many and complicated. She learned, for instance, how each camp must have a stream, and each stream must have four buckets, and each bucket was used for something different: the first for drinking and cooking, the second for washing, the third for the animals, the fourth for the latrine. But a woman bleeding must use the fourth bucket even to wash.

She was bewildered much of the time, but Daj called her
mira
again, and when she asked Drina what it meant, the girl replied, “It means she likes you. It means you’re family.”

Family.
It could have kept her walking for a hundred miles. And she did walk far. The country grew rougher and quieter, with deer browsing in the middle of the road. The rain kept falling. The
vardo
wheels grew thick with mud, and at night socks were propped up on sticks at the fire like toasting sausages. It was miserable, but secretly Plain Kate was glad. She didn’t have to look at her shadow.

Every once in a while, when the rain broke into gusts of drizzle and sun, she saw it: what was left of her shadow. It moved in ways she did not. It stood in the air where no shadow could stand. It was too long and too thin, and it pointed, sometimes, in the wrong direction. She was losing it, and she was not sure what would happen when it was gone.

Plain Kate lay next to Drina at night, with Taggle in the crook of one arm. She closed her eyes and the
vardo
seemed to spin. She set her back against Drina’s warm back, and pulled Taggle closer to her, and listened to Daj snore. Often she dreamt she had two wings, and one was frightened, and one was happy.

¶

All the time they drew closer to Toila, where the Roamers would decide whether to keep her or abandon her. It depended on her carving.

Plain Kate obeyed Rye Baro and made her objarka as burji as she could stand, ugly enough to scare off even a return of the
skara rok
. She made a man with a pig snout, a bat-faced thing with comically hinged ears, a face that was nothing but teeth. She made the screaming face of the woman she’d glimpsed burning in the witch fire. She made the impossible face she saw sometimes in dreams, a blankness with eyes of hair. They would sell, she thought. Surely they would sell.

Taggle, meanwhile, made himself popular, killing rats and bringing a rabbit into camp every evening, preening in the praise—silently, thank God, though at night he recounted choice bits to Kate: “Rye Baro says I am a princeling; he split the leg bone for me so that I could eat the marrow. They love me. And I’m sure they’ll keep you too.”