Phase Space (25 page)

The childrens’ parents are agitated, frightened, angry. ‘We don’t want our child to be special. Why us?’ Some are threatening to sue me or the government. But the children have not actually been injured. There is nothing I can say to reassure them.

Joel is one of the field-trip kids. Through him I learn that his family, of farmers, have been badly affected. They blame the government, the kids. Even Joel himself, says the poor child. I wonder what is happening in his home, away from official eyes.

I am staying with the kids as much as I can. But my situation is difficult. I am delighted with our baby boy, and I think we are both secretly relieved that he is ‘normal’. But Emma is scared and thinks we should be planning to get as far from here as possible.

My conflict of loyalties deepens.

‘When the desiccation came, evolution slowed to a crawl. Life was forced to be thrifty, to evolve towards simplicity, robustness and cooperation. Any fancy multicellular design became a liability. Great communities emerged with a new kind of distributed complexity, with simple, interchangeable components …’

‘Instead of people, slime.’

‘You got it.
But it had to happen fast.
On an evolutionary timescale anyhow … Look, I can’t tell this story right. There is nothing conscious about the direction of evolution, nothing purposeful. But there was something in the genes, something that found itself activated when the conditions were right, when the stress got too great. Something that shut down what could no longer survive the desiccation.’

‘Something?’

‘We think we understand the mechanism,’ Lyall said darkly. ‘Bob, your DNA isn’t a seamless piece of genetic machinery. Your genes contain endogenous retroviruses – ERVs.’

‘Retroviruses – like HIV?’

‘That’s right. ERVs were once independent life forms – viruses that invaded the cells of our ancestors millions of years ago. But ERVs liked it so much they decided to stay. They have become integrated into the human genome, reproduced and passed down through the generations. This has been going on for at least thirty million years: maybe one per cent of your genome is represented by ERVs and fragments. And every mammal species we’ve examined contains ERVs too.

‘Cohabitation makes the viruses settle down: it’s a poor parasite that destroys its host. But sometimes the tamed viruses turn feral again. Retroviruses seem to be responsible for autoimmune diseases: when they kick in it’s like your body is mounting an immune attack against your own cells. And that’s not all they can do. In certain circumstances, it seems, they can stop the replication of DNA molecules altogether …’ Lyall shrugged. ‘Look, kid, I’m a propulsion engineer – not even a rock hound, and still less a microbiologist. But what I do understand –’

‘The Martian Reboot was caused by ERVs.’

She nodded grimly. ‘Or something like them. The evidence is iffy – it’s been a
long
time – but that’s how it looks.’

Bob struggled to understand what she was telling him. ‘Was it an ERV on Earth too?’

‘Yes.’ She watched him, letting it figure it out for himself.

‘Oh,’ he said. ‘The same ERV.’

‘The same ERV.’

August 2008

Now the plants are dying in earnest – wheat, grasses, weeds. In the very centre, close to Corwell itself, only single-celled organisms are reproducing, the very root of the evolutionary tree. Merrick has followed this grim progression with my classroom tree-of-life diagram, step by step.

There is growing hostility to the children.

It is a hot August, and tempers are inflamed.

It comes to a head.

Some of the locals mount a drunken attack. The soldiers on guard are hesitant, their sympathies split, their orders unclear. Stewart, Merrick, Emma and myself rush to defend the children. Joel’s father, drunk and in despair, improvises a petrol bomb and throws it. His own child is his target.

I have never held a lower opinion of the human species. With a possibly terminal catastrophe gathering around us, all we can do is seek someone to blame, and to harass the innocent and helpless. Perhaps we do not deserve to survive.

The children are saved from the fire.

Emma is killed.

I don’t know how else to tell such a thing.

She stood there, the lower half of her suit stained bright red by the dust, gazing up at Earth. ‘
Earth doesn’t have to die,
’ she said. ‘That’s the point. Earth isn’t freezing and drying like ancient Mars. I think that damn ERV got triggered by accident. It was the pressures of that one shithole place in England, the mix of ground toxins and atmospheric pollution and whatever the hell else was going on there. Our fault, sure – but an accident all the same.
It isn’t Earth’s time.
’

Bob, still resentful, was growing frightened of this eighty-year-old, and the huge biological disaster that lay behind her, a billion-year shadow. ‘Why doesn’t Earth do something about it?’

She sighed. ‘Because there is no “Earth”. There are only factions and nations and corporations … For a time, even as the disaster unfolded, we were hopeful. We even mounted missions to Mars, for God’s sake. I guess we always thought we’d defeat the plague. But we didn’t. Hope died. Now there are enclaves, fortresses. And you can’t do science from inside a fortress.

‘Listen to me. You are Mars’s last child. On Earth you will be a sentimental token, a five-minute wonder. You will have a platform. You have to use it.’ She closed her hand around his, around the rock. ‘Make them listen. Drag them out of their fortresses, their cowering madness. Read the letter. Make them put together the lessons of this ancient rock, and what’s going on all around them. We learned more from the first scraping of Martian bugs than in fifty years of one-planet biology, and I believe it can be so again. In a way it’s beautiful – the ancient life of one abandoned world coming to the aid of its suffering sister … Make them see that.’ She searched his face anxiously. ‘Do you understand?’

Bob opened his palm. In the slowly fading light he stared at the innocent bit of rock, longing to see the creatures who had once swum vanished Martian seas.

September 2008

Merrick, my dead wife’s lover, has stayed with us. Emma’s death has drawn us together.

Merrick’s counsel is oddly reassuring, in an abstract way. He says that essentially a ‘reboot’ mechanism is operating. Just as a crashed computer can be restored from reboot files, so the biosphere, stressed beyond endurance, is ‘dumping’ higher biological forms, abandoning all but the most basic forms of life, perhaps in the hope of re-evolving to suit the new conditions. Merrick speculates that this mechanism may have operated before, after the great extinction events of the past.

This all seems a little spooky to me; it smacks of Mother Gaia taking revenge. But I know little about the science and I keep my counsel.

The virus is spread by air, water, contact. Merrick hacks into internet sites to find evidence that the virus is already working its effects elsewhere, far from Tricester.

Merrick predicts we have maybe a century left. A hundred years, as humans and other higher forms are discarded like autumn leaves.

I cradle my baby, and wonder how many more like him will be born.

Apollo drifted between Earth and Moon.

Fifty thousand miles behind Apollo a gibbous Earth loomed, huge and bright. And opposite, a hundred and eighty thousand miles ahead, there hung a tiny crescent Moon, like a Chinese lantern.

The Earth was white. And the Moon was brick red …

…
and it was beneath that crimson Moon that I was stationed, as penalty for my heterodoxy, on the surface of the First World: the hell-planet, orbiting less than a solar radius from the surface of the bloated sun itself.

Hell-planet, perhaps. But there was once life here.

We can find traces of complex carbon compounds in the deep, subducted rocks. We can reconstruct how this world’s biosphere must have operated, in the youth of the sun, with rich and complex cycles based (unlike our own ammonia-dependent processes) on the unlikely combination of water, carbon dioxide and oxygen.

Yes – oceans of water!

There was even intelligence here.

Oh, after so long, after billions of revolutions of this twin world around its sun, no artefact could remain on the surface: no proud symbol of their presence, for every material used to construct vessels or buildings would long since have crumbled to its constituent chemicals. But, nevertheless, in the deeper layers of the old continents, even in the rock subducted beneath desiccated sea beds, we found traces: layers of metals and pollutants – lead and zinc and cadmium – evidence of mining, deep caches of certain isotopes of uranium.

There are even, in places – in the ash from long-dead volcanoes, restored to the surface by tectonic cycles – the remnants of bodies. Artefacts nearby, of gold, platinum and mercury, some ceramics.

Piece by piece we learned much of them: these shambling sacks of water with their unruly, chaotic culture, who so briefly dominated their own planet –

– and, I came to believe, touched the surface of their Moon!

Traces only, granted, and in just six isolated sites, scattered over one hemisphere of that pocked, ancient satellite.

The geological cycle of the First World was my assignment. I was not supposed to be studying the antique intelligence of the First World – still less evidence of voyages to that solitary Moon!

But that – curse my heterodoxy! – is what I discovered.

It was difficult to understand how this could be so. How could water-heavy life be transmitted across such a gulf of space? Even if it did, in some form of spaceborne spore, perhaps, why should it be restricted to those six sites? Why should it not spread over the whole satellite
?

It made no sense.

Therefore I formed an outrageous hypothesis.

I suggested that the life traces were carried there
by conscious intent.
The inhabitants of the First World, at the bright dawn of time, travelled to their satellite, and left marks in its shattered soil.

Well, my hypothesis aroused predictable outrage. I already had a reputation for controversy after my original heterodoxy. There was no sign of the use of advanced propulsion technology on that lonely Moon: fusion, zero-point energy, spacetime inflation. Not even nuclear fission! So how did they get here? With chemical rockets, children’s toys? And they showed no evidence of the global cultural organization which would have made such an endeavour possible; they were squabbling, territorial creatures.

And why just six landing sites
?

Six journeys, and then no more? A tide of life, reaching up from the First World to its satellite at those six points, then falling back
?

Yes. It was absurd.

I needed more evidence.

In my own time, defying my superiors, I began to seek a way to show how such flights could have been achieved, with appropriate technical and cultural logic: flights from the First World to its battered Moon …

… a Moon which rose like a shard of bone in the blue dome of sky over New Mexico scrub, as Slade walked towards the Flight Operations Control Centre.

The DC-X – also known as
Sun God
– sat on the flat, baked plain of the White Sands Missile Range. The rocket, swathed in boiling hydrogen, was a misshapen cone, like a stubby, isolated minaret maybe forty feet tall. Heat haze shimmered before it. The craft was visibly battered, dinged-up and scorched, after the multiple test flights it had already taken.

A countdown intoned from a primitive PA system, the terse numbers and technical data echoing away across the sands. The sun was directly in Slade’s eyes, the light on his head, face and chest a tangible presence; it seemed as unfiltered as if he were in space.

Dream on, he thought.