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The snow had smothered the town, not with the deep drifts that would come and go through the Bavarian winter, but enough to give the evening a sense of enclosed stillness. Between snow and lights there was a comforting glow around the houses. Even Frank’s house, a brutal 1970s chalet that Conrad had never liked, looked picturesque in its winter clothes.
Yet as soon as he got out of the car, Conrad was drawn from the houses around him to the half-hidden view of the mountain above, its trees and slopes and outcrops all dusted in shadowy blue light. The cable car station was lost in the clouds and the dense thickets of lazily falling snow, but the knowledge that it was up there was soothing, maybe for no other reason than that it reminded him of the distant past, a time when he might still have been able to turn back, before the irreparable damage had been done.
For a minute or two he didn’t want to move and surrender this peace. He didn’t want to spend time with Frank and he didn’t want the dream of the last two weeks to be snatched away from him, for Frank to tell him that he’d miscalculated, that escaping this business would not be so easy.
He’d been a ghost, that was the fact at the center of his plans, a fact that he’d convinced himself of, and as long as he stood out there in the clean coldness of early evening, he could hold onto it and believe it true. The trouble was, he’d remain a ghost unless he confronted whatever alternate truth Frank might have to offer him.
Even if there were more than four, even if every crime boss and police force in Europe knew about him, he needed to hear it. He liked the cool simplicity of killing his way out of the business, but if the facts suggested that it would be impossible, he was still determined to find another way, whatever it took.
He followed the vague line of the path that was still showing through the snow and knocked on the door. Frank opened it almost immediately, took the briefest moment to place him, and then beamed a smile, pointing at Conrad with both hands like they’d once been in a band together.
“Hey, man! This is unexpected,” he said in his West Coast surfer accent.
He almost felt sorry for Frank. He was over fifty now, his stockiness running to fat a little, but he was squeezed into clothes designed for skinny kids half his age, and his short hair was dyed a yellowy blond, a high-maintenance operation that only served to make him look even older than he was. He could imagine Frank being offended by every deeply etched line in his own perma-tanned face, like they were all personal betrayals.
“Good to see you, Frank.”
As if double-checking against his own knowledge, Frank said, “You’re not on a job?”
Conrad laughed. “Did you send me on a job?” Frank shrugged and looked scatterbrained, a goofy act he’d perfected over the years, one that belied the dangerous truth, the early years in some elite U.S. Army regiment, the two decades as one of the operational hubs around which Eberhardt’s criminal empire revolved. “I’ve been away for a couple of days, thought I’d call in—I need to pick your brain about something.”
There was that look again, hinting that there wasn’t much to pick, but he stepped back and said, “Come on in. You hungry?”
“No, thanks,” said Conrad as Frank shut the door behind him. He walked into the sitting room, took his coat off, and put it on one of the sofas.
“Port wine?”
“Sure, I’ll have a glass of port with you.”
Conrad sat on the sofa next to his coat. Frank poured two glasses of port, handed one to Conrad and sat on the opposite sofa. The fireplace between them was loaded with logs but Conrad had never seen it lit—perhaps just as well, because the room was already suffocating under the blanket of central heating. Even so, a crackling fire would have been a nice touch for two old colleagues of sorts, looking back on their decade’s acquaintance.
Conrad sipped at his port and nodded appreciatively, but before he could comment aloud, Frank said, “So what’s on your mind, Conrad?”
“I’m thinking about quitting.”
He’d said the words and it was done now. Even if he changed his mind immediately, they’d have him marked as potentially volatile, someone who might become a liability or a threat further down the road. With those four words he’d started a process that, in one way or another, could not be stopped. The challenge now was to keep himself moving and hold the advantage.
“I didn’t know you smoked.” Frank looked sheepish, an admission that it hadn’t been funny; maybe a realization, too, that Conrad wasn’t much of a foil for witty banter. Seriously, that’d be a shame, not least because you’re good. But you know, I’ll guarantee this has something to do with turning thirty—everyone has a wobble at thirty.”
“I’m thirty-two. Anyway, that’s not it. I just want to do something different with my life. I can’t do this anymore.”
“Have you been reading Charles Handy?” Conrad looked baffled by way of response. “You know, the business guru?
The Empty Raincoat
? This whole idea of the multicareer life.”
On several occasions in the past, at times like this, he’d wondered if Frank was a junkie of some sort—prescription drugs, that kind of thing—but he knew it was an act, that a person couldn’t do Frank’s job without being mentally above water. This was just one of Frank’s games, and Conrad knew he had to play along to get to what he wanted.
“Frank, what are you talking about?”
“I guess that’s a ‘no’.” Then Frank sprang his little verbal ambush and was pleased with himself, like he was a dazzling trial lawyer working a witness. “So, would this have anything to do with killing a certain old man in Chur two weeks ago?”
Conrad smiled, thinking back to Chur, to the sun shining on the cafés in the square. As unusual as this snowfall was for early November, it was nothing compared to the Indian summer they’d experienced two weeks before.
Frank took Conrad’s smile as an admission and said, “At least you killed him. But I’ll be straight, I never dreamed he’d get to you. He was a wily old bastard, a talker, but I never dreamed he’d get to you.”
“It wasn’t Klemperer, as such. Something did happen in Chur, but ... I just had a moment of clarity, you know? I can’t do this anymore.” Frank looked troubled, possibly by the logistics of replacing him, possibly by something more sinister, but either way, Conrad was eager to move on now. “Changing the subject, I was thinking of all the people I’ve dealt with over the last ten years, all the people who know what I’ve done, who I am.” He laughed as he added, “All the people who could pick me out of a lineup.”
“And?” Frank seemed genuinely intrigued by the shift in the conversation.
“It’s amazing really—Brodsky, Carrington, Deschamp, Steiner ...”
“Who’s Steiner?”
“The guy I first worked with for you.”
“Schmidt,” said Frank, correcting him.
“Of course. I don’t know why I thought it was Steiner. Anyway, he’s dead, just like all the others, just like Lewis Jones.”
“You’re an unlucky guy to be around,” said Frank, smiling, seeing this list of names as some sort of humorous parlor game.
“Or it’s a line of work with a very brief life expectancy. By my reckoning, the only people in the business who know me and are still alive are Julius Eberhardt, Freddie Fischer, and Fabio Gaddi.”
There they were, all introduced to him by Frank back in the early days—Eberhardt, his employer; Fischer, who supplied him with arms, Gaddi, who provided documents when he needed them. He didn’t know if Fischer and Gaddi worked for Eberhardt or if they were independent operatives—he’d never needed to know and had never been curious.
He’d dealt with them only as they’d related to him and he’d deal with them in the weeks ahead on the same basis. They’d been his world for nine years, a closed and claustrophobic world that he was about to dismantle piece by piece.
“When did you meet Gaddi?”
“I didn’t, but we’ve spoken on the phone, and the guy makes my passports and papers—I’d say that counts as knowing me.”
Frank seemed to take the facts in now, and said, “You’re right, that really is amazing. But then, that’s why we always liked you—you make yourself invisible.”
“So you agree, you can’t think of anyone else?” Frank shook his head questioningly, clearly wondering where this was going. “Don’t you get it, Frank? It means I can start afresh and never worry about this world coming back to haunt me.”
Frank looked suddenly troubled and said, “You’re serious about this? About quitting?” Conrad nodded, causing Frank to look even more uneasy. Hesitantly, he said, “Look, Conrad, it might not be as straightforward as all that. You have to understand the underbelly of this business—it’s more complicated than it seems. What I mean is, getting out isn’t always as simple as saying ‘I quit.’ ”
Conrad realized Frank hadn’t been taking him seriously, that Frank had really believed he was experiencing nothing more than a “wobble.” Now, too late, he was trying to hint at some labyrinthine structure that was hard to escape.
He was missing the point, of course, because the complexity of Eberhardt’s empire, and the criminal underworld that it was a part of, was irrelevant when set against the simple fact that Frank had already confirmed: Conrad didn’t have to find his way out of the labyrinth, just punch his way through four walls.
“Do more than those three people know who I am?”
He looked pained as he said, “No, that’s not what I’m saying.”
“What you’re saying doesn’t matter. I’ve killed a lot of people in ten years, Frank. Killing a few more to get out of the business seems like a good equation to me. The way I see it, the underbelly of the business counts for nothing if no one’s alive who can connect me to it.”
Frank seemed to take a moment to catch up, then looked askance at Conrad and said, “You’ve got to be joking, of course.” He was smiling, relaxed, but his tone was vaguely threatening, maybe because he understood that there were four people in the frame, not three. “Okay, just hypothetically, say you were crazy enough to go down this route, and I don’t think you are, Conrad, not by a long way, but say you were, how would you get Eberhardt?”
Conrad smiled to himself, because he knew he’d calculated correctly. If Eberhardt’s security was the only obstacle Frank could come up with, he was as good as free. He’d never thought any of the killings themselves would present a problem; his only concern had been the possibility of being known by people he’d never actually dealt with.
“It’s funny I couldn’t remember Schmidt’s name because I’ve always remembered something he told me, something about the one constant weak spot in Eberhardt’s security. You do remember that Schmidt was one of his bodyguards for a while?” Frank looked unimpressed, waiting for something more substantial. “The country estate near Birkenstein.”
“I’ve been there many times,” said Frank with satisfaction, which in itself exposed how rattled he was. “Julius spends most of his time there, I know, and despite what Schmidt might have told you, it’s probably the most secure private residence I’ve ever seen. I mean, don’t get me wrong, Conrad, you’re good in the sense that you’re reliable, discreet, detached even—but you’re not James Bond.”
“Maybe I’m a little closer to James Bond than you think.” The words sounded ridiculous, but he knew he had one over on Frank. “It’s not the estate itself. Apparently, our friend Julius has a religious streak. Every Sunday that he’s there, he goes to the chapel in the village, only two bodyguards, in a place that Schmidt told me is a sniper’s paradise.”
Frank nodded nonchalantly, though Conrad could see he’d surprised him. Frank then said, “I knew a couple of snipers way back when. Takes a lot of training and a very particular mind-set—not the same as killing a man at ten feet, not the same at all. It’s not just a question of picking up an M24 off Freddie and hiding in a tree. So tell me, Conrad, where did you get your sniper training? I’m curious.”
Conrad didn’t bother to tell him he’d once known a sniper, too, in Yugoslavia, a guy he’d heard them call “Vasko.” He remembered him, lean and sinewy but smiling a lot, an easy smile, and the muscles in one eye always itching toward a squint. He’d had no specialized training, only years of hunting in the hills, and yet if he could see it through his sights, he could shoot the cigarette out of a man’s mouth. For all Conrad knew, Vasko had survived the war and was back hunting in the hills and forests that were his home.
“I don’t plan on being a mile away, and I won’t be relying on one shot.”
So you’d risk hitting innocent people,” said Frank with a hint of completely unearned moral outrage. If it suited him, Frank would have blown up the whole church.
Conrad ignored him, not least because he’d long since lost the discernment necessary to tell an innocent person from a guilty one. “I’ll drive to Birkenstein tonight, check the place out, do Freddie on the way home, get the hardware, hopefully do Eberhardt a week tomorrow, then Gaddi.”
Frank shook his head, an expression of disbelief, but he was still acting as if he wasn’t in danger himself. He knocked back his port and then looked down, contemplating the glass. Conrad guessed he was wondering if the time was coming to throw the glass, and in Frank’s hands that could prove enough of a missile to give him the edge.