Authors: Joy Dettman
The entire house revolved around Sissy on the day of her first ball. Amber spent an hour on her hair. She powdered her freckles, painted her lips. Her eyebrows, plucked fine, were shaped with an eyebrow pencil, her eyes made larger with the same pencil. Then the gown was on, a green taffeta with a frill around the shoulders and a waist that would barely do up â and when it was done up, the gathered skirt made Sissy's backside look the size of a barn door.
Margaret Hooper arrived at seven, flushed and clad in frilly pink. Her backside wasn't as broad as Sissy's, but stuck out like an old-fashioned bustle.
Jim was driving them to Willama. He'd been driving since he was twelve. Half-boy, half-man, too tall and skinny, his front teeth rotting. Tonight, fashion or Margaret had decreed that his normally wiry hair should be parted in the centre and slicked down with grease. Nature knew best. His ears stuck out like car doors.
âG'day,' Jenny said.
âG'day,' he said.
âHave you got a licence for driving now?'
âNo, but Margaret has.'
âIs she driving?'
âShe can't â much.'
Jenny watched them walk out to the car, already planning her next letter to Mary Jolly. It was about a stick insect clad in a brand new dinner suit, who was escorting a plump little ladybird and a well-fed caterpillar to the ball. That poor green caterpillar attempting to walk upright on its back legs in high heels. It didn't look comfortable.
Lorna Hooper's mother had been the tight-laced daughter of an Englishman who had renounced her spinsterhood at twenty-nine and died of marriage before her fortieth birthday. Her blood ran true in Lorna.
Margaret's mother, the nineteen-year-old scatterbrained daughter of an illiterate farm labourer had enjoyed her first roll in the hay on her twelfth birthday. Her blood, somewhat diluted by an unknown party, a good Methodist education and being joined at the elbow to Lorna for twenty-six years, had modified Margaret's behaviour, but by July's end the sisters had come to a sad impasse.
Blame Arthur Hogan, the young carpenter from Willama who Vern was now encouraging. He'd given him and his father the job of converting one of the back bedrooms into a modern bathroom.
Lorna did not tolerate fools gladly and her sister was making a fool of herself over a roughshod navvy. She gave her the silent treatment, which on previous occasions had concerned Margaret dreadfully. Not this time.
Arthur Hogan had some talent as a pianist. He wanted Margaret to sing at the adults' concert in August. She agreed to, if he played the accompaniment.
Vern booked three seats and told Lorna she was attending. She, more or less, told him where he could stick one of his tickets. He asked her if she'd like to spend the rest of the winter out at the farm where they were cracking ice on washbasins before they could wash their faces in the morning.
August was starting out to be a cold month at Vern Hooper's house.
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Fog covered Gertrude's land. She was looking out across her goat paddock, looking for her kids who had walked off into that fog over an hour ago to check their rabbit traps, when she saw a bulky shape moving slowly towards her. It looked too bulky to be one of her own, unless one was carrying the other. She walked out to the fence to meet them, and recognised Mini, a middle-aged, near full-blood black, one of Wadi's women. The bulk was not all her own. She had a baby clinging to her back like a monkey and another one, hessian bag-wrapped, in her arms.
âThem dyin' soon, missus,' she said, offering the baby, sliding a yellow-haired boy to the ground. He was naked from the waist down, and on a morning that would freeze the extremities off a marble statue. âYou give 'em Elsie, missus.'
âYou give 'em to the mission feller, Mini.'
âLucy bin comin' wid some white fella, missus. She say she comin' back soon and she not comin'. They bin dyin' tamorra.'
Gertrude looked down at what she held. The baby's eyes were glued shut by infection, its face encrusted, and if it weighed six pound, she'd eat her hat. It would be dying tomorrow if something wasn't done fast. She turned to the boy, shuddering so hard to keep warm, his little teeth were rattling.
âPick him up before his feet freeze off.'
Mini had done what she'd come to do. She was backing away. âThem you fellers, missus. White fellers. Wadi done like them white fellers.'
âThat one's a blue feller,' Gertrude said. The boy was blue from the ears down. âPick him up. You bring him to my house.'
Mini wanted to be gone. She pushed him towards Gertrude, but, too cold to move, he sat and shuddered.
âBring him to the house and get some tucker for Wadi,' Gertrude said, turning away and walking fast back to the house.
Inside, she opened her oven door and placed the bundle on the floor before the stove where the heat might start the thaw.
She'd left a blanket on her cane couch last night. She snatched it and went out to retrieve the other one.
Mini wanted that tucker for Wadi. She'd brought the boy. Gertrude got the blanket around him, then led Mini around the side to her chimney. It got as hot as hell at times, and even this morning was offering good warmth.
âWait,' she said.
She found an unopened bag of oatmeal, poured a cup of sugar into a brown paper bag, a few cups of flour into another. She reached for a cane basket she could live without, tossed in a few potatoes, a few oranges, a dozen eggs, then exchanged the basket for the boy. Mini took off, with the blanket, walking faster without her load, no shoes on her feet.
âHow the hell do they survive?' Gertrude said.
The boy felt like ice in her arms. She carried him into the warmth of her kitchen, closed her door, then set him down. He danced on blue feet, until he saw the baby. Knew they belonged together, and ran to it, squatted beside it, his mouth open in a scream but no scream coming out.
She had to get them clean. She had to get them warm. Wished those kids hadn't gone out rabbiting.
There was a small tin tub in her shed. She ran for it, set it on her table, poured in a bucket of cold water, added enough hot from her kettle to warm it, found soap, a piece of sheeting for a washcloth, a towel, then tackled the baby. She removed the sack it was wrapped in, removed a jacket that might have once been white, and got it into the warm water, got it soaped, washed its poor little face, its fluff of yellow hair, shook her head over its emaciated limbs as she wrapped it in a towel and placed it back on the floor.
The boy she'd last seen taking off into her bedroom. He'd gone under the bed. She got hold of a leg, got him out, fought the few rags off him, added a dash more hot water, then lifted him into the tub. His eyes were damn near glued shut, but there was nothing wrong with his vocal cords.
âI'm not murdering you, darlin'. I'm being cruel to be kind,' she soothed.
He didn't believe her and she couldn't blame him. Water went everywhere, and a fighting two year old, slippery with soap, is hard to hold. He turned the tub over, and went overboard with the water, but she caught him and, clean or not, called him clean enough and immobilised him in the straitjacket of a sheet while checking his head for lice.
âI think you're too cold for them to live on, darlin',' she said, finding no sign of lice.
Holding him then with one arm, working with the other, she poured milk into a saucepan, stirred in a good measure of sugar, warmed it, then poured half a mug full, offering it to the boy while his arms were imprisoned.
He spilled a bit before he got the taste, then he stopped screaming, stopped fighting and spilled no more. She offered a biscuit. His eyes told her he wanted it. She sat him on her cane couch, released his arms and handed him two biscuits, needing him occupied while she had a good look at that baby. He watched her every move, but knew what to do with biscuits.
Warmth may have anaesthetised the baby. She tried spooning milk into it, with little success. It was the weight of a newborn but the length of a four month old, a girl. She pinned a square of sheeting onto her scrawny little backside, wrapped her in one of Elsie's old sweaters and made her a bed in a cardboard carton she placed close to the stove.
Two more biscuits offered, and she went in search of something she might use to clothe the boy. Found one of Joey's outgrown sweaters. It would have to do. The boy looked to be around two years old. He liked her biscuits, but he wasn't having her handling him. She gave up on clothing and offered the last of the warmed milk. He downed it fast and looked for more. She was pouring more into the saucepan when the kids came in.
âWe got six pair,' Joey greeted her.
âAnd a wild cat, Mum, and you should have seen â' Elsie silenced as she sighted Gertrude's catch. âWhat?'
âMini brought them in an hour back. She says they're Lucy's.'
âMini seen her? Where?'
âFrom what I could gather, she left them at the camp a while ago and said she'd be back. I don't know how long they were out there, but long enough to get into a state. We'll get them out to the mission tomorrow.'
âShe'll come back, Mum.'
âShe might.'
The babies stole that day. Maybe Elsie looked like her sister â the boy didn't mind her getting that sweater on him. He let her roll the sleeves back and find his little hands. He needed those hands for biscuits. The sweater reached his knees, which was as well. They had no pants small enough to stay up on him. They tried him with a pair of socks, which he studied for a time before pulling them off.
Elsie found an old teat. It was perished, but they eased it over the neck of a bottle, and here was one baby who wasn't fussy. She sucked, watching Elsie with one blue eye while Gertrude attempted to bathe the other eye open.
âDid Mini say where she been, Mum? Lucy.'
âWith some white chap, she said.'
Harry and Joey had been attending to their catch. They came in with two pairs of dressed rabbits. They'd sell the rest.
âYou've got a sister, Else?' Harry said.
âA long time back, I did. She'll come back for 'em, Mum.'
âShe might too, darlin', and if she does, she might leave these poor little mites someplace worse next time. I'll get Vern to take them out to the mission in the morning. They'll be safe there.'
The babies slept with Elsie that night, and the following morning Harry drove her out to Wadi's camp where they learned little other than the babies' names. The boy was Lenny, the girl may have been a Jeany, Joany or Janey. Elsie settled for Joany and they slept a second night in her bed.
The following morning, a not so foggy morning, Gertrude was milking her goats when Harry came out to lean on a fencepost.
âMe and Elsie are thinking about getting married, Mrs Foote. I hope you'd be all right with that.'
âI would not be all right with it, my lad, and you're doing no such damn fool thing.'
âAny good reason why not?'
He'd chosen his time well, while she was occupied. âBecause you're only a boy! That's why not!'
âFolk have been telling me that for what seems like half a lifetime. I've been pretty much ignoring them lately. Have you got something else?'
âYou don't know what marriage is about, now stop your nonsense. You're upsetting the goat.'
Accustomed to more gentle hands, the nanny decided she'd given enough. Gertrude steadied her, steadied her hands, put her head down and squirted.
âElse wants to raise her sister's babies.'
âThere's more to raising babies than wanting to. Go away, Harry. I'm trying to milk.'
âWhat's going to happen to them?'
âI'll speak to Vern when I go into town. He'll take them out to the mission.'
âElse doesn't like the idea of that.'
âA boy of eighteen doesn't suddenly decide to get married so he can raise his friend's niece and nephew.'
âI know what I'm doing, Mrs Foote.'
âIt's an impulse, Harry. Things are picking up in the city. You'll want to go back there one of these days and that little girl has had enough hurt in her life.'
âI can't promise she won't ever get hurt, but you've got my word on it that I won't be doing the hurting â and as for going back to the city, as far as I'm concerned, that's the place that took my family. Here, this place, this land, is where I got them back â and I don't plan on losing any one of you, or on Else losing those little nippers either.'
âYou'll have your own kids if you wed â'
âSo we get a head start.'
âWhat if Lucy comes back wanting them?'
âShe won't get a second chance at killing them,' he said.
âWhere are you going to live?'
âThere's empty houses in town.'
âHarry, Harry, Harry, don't force me to say this â'
âI know what you're going to say. There'll be a few who won't rent to us, a few more who won't want us living next door.'
âHer colour will hold you back all of your life!' She passed the bucket over the fence. âThose two little mites might look white to you and me, but they won't be white to folk in town â and nor will your own if you wed Elsie.'
âYou're talking to the wrong bloke about colouring, Mrs Foote. I never did see a lot of good in red hair and freckles.' He looked at the depth of milk in the bucket. âReckon you've got enough in here to fill up those little tykes?'
âHow are you going to feed them?'
âThings are picking up. I had four days' driving last week.'
âWill George keep you on?'
âElse's colour shouldn't affect my driving â'
âYou know what I mean, Harry!'
âI was making a joke.' He grinned. âSo, do you reckon you might drive in with me this arvo and have a chat to the Metho parson? He's more approachable than that other bloke.'