Passion's Promise (6 page)

Both girls were still waiting. A tiny Peruvian, and a large blonde from Frankfurt. And in the morning, Tiffany wouldn't even remember that she'd gone home alone. Bill was certain of that.

"Ready to go?"

"Yes, sir." Kezia stifled a yawn and nodded sleepily at Whit.

"It was quite a party. Do you realize what time it is?"

She nodded and looked at the clock. "Almost four. You're going to be dead at the office tomorrow."

But he was used to it. He was out almost every night in the week. Out, or at Sutton Place.

"And I cant lie in bed till noon like all of you indolent ladies."

All of them? "Poor, poor Whit What a sad story." She patted his cheek as they swept out the door and onto the deserted street. She couldn't lie in bed
in
the morning either. She had to start researching that new article, and wanted to be up by nine.

"Do we have anything like this on the agenda tomorrow, Kezia?" He hailed a passing cab and held the door open for her as she gathered up her blue satin skirt and settfed onto the seat

"God, I hope not. I'm out of training after the summer." Actually, her summer hadn't been so very different But at least it had been blissfully devoid of the Baron.

"Come to think of it, I have a partners' dinner tomorrow night. But I think Friday there's something at the El Morocco. Are you going to be in town?" They were speeding up Park Avenue.

"As a matter of fact I doubt it. Edward is trying to talk me into some deadly dull weekend thing with some old friends of his. They knew my father." That was always a safe thing to say.

"Monday then. Well have dinner at Raffles." She smiled easily and leaned back onto his shoulder. She had lied to Whit after all. She had no plans with Edward, who knew better than to try to rope her into a weekend like the one she had described to Whit She was going to SoHo. After tonight she had earned it ... and what did a little lie to Whitney matter? It was all for a good cause. Her sanity.

"Raffles on Monday sounds fine." She'd need new material for the column by then anyway. And in the meantime, she could manage to get enough information by calling a few friends for a "chat." Marina was always an excellent source. And now she was going to be an excellent item as well. Her interest in Halpern Medley at the Maisonette had not gone unnoticed by Kezia. Nor had Halpern seemed indifferent to Marina. Kezia knew why Halpern was so interesting to her friend, and it was hard to blame her. Going broke was no fun, and Halpern was a most attractive remedy for what ailed her.

"I'll give you a call tomorrow or the day after, Kezia. Maybe we can sneak in a quick lunch. Lutece, '21,' well think of some place amusing."

"I'm sure we will. Want to come up for a quick brandy, or coffee, or eggs or something?" It was the last thing she wanted, but she felt that she owed him something. Eggs if not sex.

"I really can't darling. Ill be half bund at the office tomorrow as it is. I'd better get some sleep. And you tool" He wagged a finger at her as the cab drew to a halt at her door, and then kissed her ever so gently on the rim of her mouth, barely touching her lips.

"Good night Whit. It was a lovely evening." The preceding message was taped in Television City, Hollywood. . . .

"It's always a lovely evening with you, Kezia." He walked her slowly to the door, and waited for the doorman to unlock it "Keep an eye on the papers tomorrow. I'm sure it'll be full of us. Even Martin Hallam will undoubtedly have something to say about that dress." His eyes smiled at her appreciatively again, and he pecked her on the forehead while the doorman waited patiently. It was fascinating the way they had stopped pretending years before. A peck here and there, a grope, a feel, but she had claimed virginity long since, and he had greedily bought the story.

She waved as he walked away, and rode sleepily up to her floor. It felt good to be home. She unzipped the blue satin dress as she walked through the living room and deposited it on the couch where it could lie until Monday. Until doomsday for all she cared. What an insane way to make a living. It was like a lifetime of Halloween, trick or treat . . . getting all dressed up for a daily masquerade party to spy on your friends. This was the first "season" when it had rankled right at the beginning. It usually took a few months to get to her. This year, the restlessness had come early.

She smoked a last cigarette, turned off the light, and it seemed as though only a few moments later the alarm was ringing. It was eight o'clock in the morning.

Kezia did three hours of work on the new article, outlining, sketching what she thought she knew about the women she wanted to write about, and drafting letters to key people who could tell her something more about them. It was going to be a nice solid K. S. Miller piece, and she was pleased. After that she opened her mail and sifted through it. The usual spate of invitations, a couple of "fan" letters forwarded to her by a magazine via her agent, and a memo from Edward about some tax shelters he wanted to look into with her. None of it was interesting and she was restless. She had another article in mind; maybe that would help. A piece on child abuse in middle-class homes. It would be a hot and heavy piece if Simpson could find a market for it. She wondered if the Marshes, with their parties for a cast of thousands, ever thought of that. Child abuse. Or the slums. Or the death penalty in California. None of them were "in" causes. If they had been, surely there would have been a benefit for them, a "fabulous" ball, or a "marvelous little vernissage," something "absolutely super" staged by a committee of beauties . . . while Marina waited for a sale at Bendel's or hunted a good knock-off at Ohrbach's, and Tiffany announced the cause as "divine" .... What was happening to her, dammit? Why did it matter if Marina tried to palm off her copies as originals? So what if Tiffany was drunk every day long before noon? So fucking what? But it bothered her. Oh God, how it bothered her. Maybe a good piece of ass would calm her nerves.

She was in Mark's studio by twelve-thirty.

"Wow, lady, what's with you?"

"Nothing. Why?" She stood watching him work on a gouache. She liked it. She would have liked to buy it from him, but she couldn't do that, and she wouldn't let him give it to her. She knew he needed the money, and that was one commodity she was wise enough not to exchange with him.

"Well, you slammed the door, so I figured something must be bugging you." He had given her back her keys.

"No, I'm just grumpy, I guess. Jet lag or something." A smile broke through the anger in her eyes, and she dumped herself into a chair. "I missed you last night. Sometimes I wish you wouldn't let me go anywhere."

"Do I have that option?" He looked surprised and she laughed and kicked her shoes off. "No."

"That's what I thought." It didn't seem to bother him, and Kezia was beginning to feel better.

"I like the gouache." She looked over his shoulder as he stepped back to observe the morning's work.

"Yeah. Maybe it'll be okay." He was demolishing a box of chocolate cookies and looking secretly pleased. Suddenly he turned to face her and slipped his arms around her. "And what have you been up to since yesterday?"

"Oh, let's see. I read eight books, ran a mile, went to a ball, ran for president The usual stuff."

"And somewhere in all that bullshit lies the truth, doesn't it?" She shrugged and they exchanged a smile interspersed with kisses. He didn't really care what she did when she wasn't with him. He had his own life, his work, his loft, his friends. Her life was her own. "Personally, I suspect that the truth is that you ran for president." "I just can't keep any secrets from you, Marcus." "No." He said it while carefully unbuttoning her shirt "No secrets at all. . . . Now there's the secret I was look-big for." He tenderly uncovered one breast and leaned down to kiss it, as she slid her hands under his shirt and onto his back.

"I missed you, Kezia."

"Not half as much as I missed you." A brief flash of the evening before raced through her mind. Visions of the dancing Baron. She pulled away from Mark then and smiled at him for a long moment. "You're the most beautiful man in the world, Mark Wooly."

"And your slave." She laughed at him, because Mark was no one's slave and they both knew it, and then, barefoot, she darted away from him and ran behind the easel, grabbing his box of chocolate cookies as she went "Hey!"

"Okay, Mark, now the truth will out. What do you love more? Me or your chocolate cookies?"

"What are you, crazy or something?" He chased her behind the easel but she fled to the bedroom doorway. "I love my chocolate cookies! What do you think?"

"Ha ha! Well, I've got them!" She ran into the bedroom and leapt onto the bed, dancing from one foot to the other, laughing, her eyes sparkling, her hair flying around her head like a flock of silky ravens.

"Give me my chocolate cookies, woman! I'm addicted!"

"Fiend!"

"Yeah!" He joined her on the bed with a gleam in his eye, took the cookies from her and flung them to the sheepskin chair, then pulled her into a tight embrace.

"Not only are you a hopeless chocoholic, Mark Wooly, but you're a sex fiend too!" She laughed the laugh of her childhood as she settled into his arms.

"You know, maybe I'm addicted to you too."

"I doubt it." But he pulled her down beside him, and wrapped in laughter and her long black hair, they made love.

"What do you want for dinner?" She yawned and cuddled closer to him in the comfortable bed.

"You."

"That was lunch."

"So? There's a law that says I can't have for dinner what I had for lunch?" He rumpled her hair, and his mouth sought her lips.

"Come on, Mark, be serious. What else do you want? Besides chocolate cookies?"

"Oh . .. steak . . . lobster ... caviar ... the usual." He didn't know just how usual it was. "Oh shit, I don't know. Pasta, I guess. Fettuccine maybe. Al pesto? Can you get some basil? The fresh kind?"

"You're four months late. It's out of season. How about clam sauce?"

"You're on."

"Then I'll see you in a bit." She ran her tongue across the small of his back, stretched once more and then hopped out of bed, just out of reach of the hand he held out for her. "None of that, Marcus. Later. Or we'll never get dinner."

"Screw dinner." The light in his eyes was reviving.

"Screw you."

"That's just what I had in mind. Now you've got the picture." He grinned broadly as he lay on his back and watched her dress. "You're really no fun, Kezia, but you're pretty to watch."

"So are you." His long frame was stretched out lazily atop the sheets. It occurred to her as she looked at him that there was nothing quite so beautiful as the bold good looks of a very young man, a very handsome young man. . . . She left the bedroom and returned with her string bag in hand, one of his shirts knotted just under her breasts above well-tailored jeans, her hair tied in a wisp of red ribbon. "I ought to paint you like that."

"You ought to stop being so silly. I'll get a fat head. Any special requests?" He smiled, shook his head, and she was gone, off to the market.

There were Italian markets nearby, and she always liked to shop for him. Here, the food was real.

Home-made pasta, fresh vegetables, oversized fruit, tomatoes to squeeze, a whole array of sausages and cheeses waiting to be felt and sniffed and taken home for a princely repast. Long loaves of Italian bread to carry home under your arm the way they did in Europe. Bottles of Chianti dancing from hooks near the ceiling.

It was a short walk, and it was the time of day when young artists began to come out of their lairs. The end of the day, when those who worked at night began to come alive, and those who worked by day needed to stretch and walk. Later there would be more people in the streets, wandering, talking, smoking grass, drifting, stopping in at the cafes, en route to the studios of friends or someone's latest sculpture show. It was friendly in SoHo; everyone was hard at work. Companions on a shared journey of the soul.

Pioneers in the world of art. Dancers, writers, poets, painters, they congregated here at the southern tip of New York, locked between the dying filth and litter of Greenwich Village and the concrete and glass of Wall Street. This was a softer place. A world of friends.

The woman in the grocery store knew her welL "Ah signorina, com& sta?" "Bene grazie, e lei?"

"Cosi cosi. Un po' stanca. Che cosa vorebbe oggi?" And Kezia wandered amidst the delicious smells and chose salami, cheese, bread, onions, tomatoes. Fiorella approved of her selections. Here was a girl who knew how to buy. She knew the right salami, what to put in a sauce, how a good Bel Paese should feel. She was a nice girl. Her husband was probably Italian. But Fiorella never asked.

Kezia paid and left with the string bag full. She stopped next door to buy eggs, and down the street she went into the delicatessen for three boxes of chocolate cookies, the kind he liked best. On her way back, she strolled slowly through the ever-thickening groups on the street. The aroma of fresh bread and salami wafted around her head, the smell of marijuana hung close by, the heavy scent of espresso drifted out of the cafes, while a rich twilight sky stretched overhead. It was a beautiful September, still warm, but the air felt cleaner than it usually did, and there were pink lights in the sky, like one of Mark's early water-colors, rich in pastels. Pigeons cooed and waddled down the street, and bicycles leaned against buildings; here and there a child skipped rope.

"What'd you get?" Mark was lying on the floor, smoking a joint.

"What you ordered. Steak, lobster, caviar. The usual." She blew him a kiss and dropped the packages on the narrow kitchen table.

"Yeah? You bought steak?" He looked more disappointed than hopeful.

"No. But Fiorella says we don't eat enough salami. So I bought a ton of that."

"Good. She must be a trip." Before Kezia had come into his life, he had existed on navy beans and chocolate cookies. Fiorella was just another part of Kezia's mystery, one of her many gifts to him.

"She is a trip. A good trip."