Read Passion's Mistress Online
Authors: Helen Bianchin
bemused fascination as he excused himself and crossed the room to settle his
length comfortably on the padded arm of her chair.
His proximity put her at an immediate disadvantage, for she was extremely
aware of the clean smell of his clothes, the faint aroma of soap intermingling
with his chosen aftershave, an exclusive mixture of spices combined with
muted musk that seemed to heighten the essence of the man himself.
Within minutes his associates followed his actions in joining their wives,
and Carly wasn't sure which she preferred... being alone with a clutch of
curious women, or having to contend with Stefano's calculated attention.
'Almost ready to leave,
cara?'
His voice was a soft caress, and if anyone was in any doubt as to his
affection for his wife he lifted a hand and swept back a swath of curls that
had fallen forward, letting his fingers rest far too long at the edge of her
throat.
There was a degree of deliberation in his movement, almost as if he was
attempting to set a precedent, and it made her unaccountably angry.
She wanted to move away, yet such an action was impossible, and it took all
her acting ability to sit still as he brushed gentle fingers across her
collarbone then slid them down her arm to thread through her own. The look
in his eyes was explicitly seducing, and to any interested observer it was
only too apparent that he couldn't wait to get her home and into bed.
Well, two could play at that game, and she gently dug the tips of her nails
into the tendons of his hand, then pressed
hard
. 'Whenever you are,' she
acquiesced lightly, casting him a soft winsome smile that was deceptively
false. She would have liked to
kill
him, or at least render some measure of
physical harm, yet in a room full of people she could only smile. As soon as
they were alone, she'd verbally
slay
him.
He knew, for his eyes assumed a mocking gleam that hid latent amusement,
almost in silent acceptance of an imminent battle.
With an indolent movement he rose to his feet, and Carly followed his
actions, adding her appreciation with genuine politeness as they thanked
their hosts and bade Charles and Kathy-Lee goodbye.
'So early, Stefano?' Angelica queried, effectively masking her displeasure.
'My wife is tired.'
It was nothing less than the truth, but she resented the implication.
Angelica's eyes narrowed, then assumed speculative amusement as she
proffered Carly a commiserating smile. 'Can't stand the pace?'
'Quite the contrary,' Carly demurred sweetly. 'Stefano is merely providing a
cliched excuse.'
The resentment was simmering just beneath the surface of her control, and
she contained it until the Mercedes had swept from the driveway.
'You enjoyed setting me among the pigeons, didn't you?' she demanded in a
low, furious tone.
'Was it so bad?'
To be honest, it hadn't been. Yet she was loath to agree with him—on
anything. 'On a scale of one to ten in the curiosity stakes, our reconciliation
has to rate at least a nine,' she declared drily as he sent the opulent vehicle
speeding smoothly through the darkened streets.
'You more than held your own,
cara
,' he said with drawled humour.
Inside she felt like screaming, aware that it would take several weeks before
the speculative looks, the gossip abated and eventually died. In the
meantime she had to run the gauntlet, and she felt uncommonly resentful.
'Nothing has changed,' Carly voiced with a trace of bitterness, and incurred
his swift scrutiny.
'In what respect?'
'You have to be
kidding
,' she declared vengefully. 'Angelica would have
liked to eat you alive.' She was so incensed that she wasn't aware of the
passion evident in her voice, or the pain.
Turning her attention to the darkened city streets, she watched the numerous
vehicles traversing the well-defined lanes with a detached fascination. The
bright neon signs provided a brilliant splash of colour that vied with the red
amber and green of traffic-lights controlling each intersection.
Transferring her attention beyond the windscreen, she looked sightlessly
into the night, aware that Stefano handled the car with the skilled ease of
long practice. The same ease with which he handled a woman:
knowledgeable, experienced, and always one step ahead. Just once she'd like
to be able to best him, catch him off guard.
Yet even as the resentment festered she knew instinctively that he'd never
allow her- to win. A solitary battle, possibly, in their ongoing private war, as
a musing concession to her feminine beliefs. But never the war itself.
It was twenty minutes before the Mercedes drew to a halt inside the garage,
and Carly made her way upstairs to the main suite.
She was in the process of removing her make-up when Stefano entered the
room, and her eyes assumed a faint wariness as she completed the task.
It required only a few steps to move into the bedroom, a few more to reach
the bed. Yet she was loath to take them, knowing what awaited her once she
slipped between the cool percale sheets.
Fool
she derided silently. It's not as if you lack enjoyment in the marital bed.
The knowledge of her exultant abandon in Stefano's arms merely
strengthened her resolve to provide delaying tactics, and she plucked the
pins from the elaborate knot restraining her hair, only to catch hold of her
brush and stroke it vigorously through the length of tumbled
auburn-streaked curls.
It was mad to want more, insane to build an emotional wall between them. A
tiny logical voice rationalised that she should be content. She had a beautiful
home, and a husband whose business interests ensured they were among the
denizens of the upper social echelon.
Many women were confined in marriages of mutual convenience, happy to
bury themselves in active social existences as their husbands' hostesses, in
return for the trappings of success: the jewellery, exotic luxury cars, trips
abroad.
Carly knew she'd trade it all willingly to erase the past seven years, to go
back magically in time to the days when
love
was an irrepressible joy.
Now it was an empty shell, their sexual coupling merely an expression of
physical lust untouched by any emotion from the heart.
Perhaps she was too honest, with too much personal integrity to survive
within the constraints of such a marriage. Yet she was trapped, impossibly
bound to Stefano by Ann-Marie. To remove her daughter from her father
and return to their former existence would cause emotional scarring of such
magnitude that the end result would be worthless.
'If you continue much longer, you'll end up with a headache.'
Carly's hand stilled at the sound of that deep drawling voice, and she stood
motionless as Stefano moved to stand behind her.
'I have nothing to say to you,' she managed in stilted tones, watching him
warily.
He was close, much too close for her peace of mind, and all her fine body
hairs quivered in anticipation of his touch.
'We seem to manage very well without words,' he said with a degree of
irony, and she lashed out verbally at his implication.
'Sex isn't the answer to everything, damn you!'
Her eyes unconsciously met his in the mirror, large and impossibly dark as
she took in the image her body projected against the backdrop of his own.
Without the benefit of shoes, the tip of her head was level with his throat,
and his breadth of shoulder had a dwarfing effect, making her appear small
and incredibly vulnerable.
'No?' he queried softly, and she was damningly aware of the subtle pull of
her senses as she fought his irresistible magnetism.
Her gaze remained locked with his, their darkness magnifying as he slowly
lifted a hand and swept a heavy swath of her hair aside, baring the edge of
her neck. His head slowly lowered as his mouth sought the pulsing cord in
that sensitive curve, and she was powerless to prevent the sweet spiralling
sensation that coursed through her body at his touch.
Carly was conscious of his hands as they shifted to her shoulders, then slid
slowly down her arms to rest at her waist, before slipping up to cup the
swollen fullness of her breasts.
She wanted to close her eyes and pretend the seduction was real, and for a
few minutes she succumbed to temptation.
His fingers created a tactile magic, sensitising the engorged peaks until she
moved restlessly against him/craving more than this subtle pleasuring. A
hollow groan whispered from her throat as his hands slid to her shoulders,
slipping the thin straps of her nightgown down over her arms, so that the thin
silk slithered in a heap at her feet.
He didn't move, and she slowly opened her eyes to focus reluctantly on their
mirrored image, watching in mesmerised fascination as his hands slid round
her waist and pressed her back against him.
Her eyes widened as she watched the effect he had on the texture of her skin,
the tightening of her breasts, each tumescent peak aroused in anticipation of
his possession.
It was almost as if he was forcing her to recognise something her conscious
mind refused to acknowledge, and she gazed in mesmeric wonder as her
body reacted to the light brush of his fingers as he trailed them across the
curve of her waist, then slid to trace the soft mound of her stomach before
allowing his fingers to splay into the soft curls protecting the central core of
her femininity.
Of their own volition, her lower limbs swayed into the curve of his hand as
they sought closer contact, and she was totally unprepared for the soft
dreaminess evident in her eyes, the faint sheen on her parted lips.
She looked... incandescently bewitched, held in thrall by passionate desire,
and in that moment she felt she hated him for making her see a side of
herself she preferred to keep well-hidden. Especially from him.
Yet it was too late, and even as she arched away he turned her fully into his
arms, his mouth successfully covering hers in a manner that left her no hope
of uttering so much as a word.
Her initial struggle was merely a token gesture, as was her determination to
prevent his open- mouthed kiss. Seconds later she cried out as one long arm
curved down the length of her back in a seeking quest for the tell-tale
dewing at the aroused nub of her femininity. Every nerve in her body
seemed acutely sensitised, the internal tissues still faintly braised from the
previous night's loving, so much so that she tensed involuntarily against his
touch.
Without a word he placed an arm beneath her knees and lifted her high
against his chest to carry her to his bed, sinking down on to the mattress in
one fluid movement as he cradled her gently into the curve of his body.
His lips trailed a path to her mouth, soothing her slight protest, before
tracing a path down her neck. Slowly, with infinite care, he traversed each
pleasure pulse, anointing the tender peak of each breast with delicate
eroticism.
Her stomach quivered in betrayal beneath the seductive passage of his
mouth, and when he reached the junction between her thighs she gave a
beseeching moan, an entreaty to end the consuming madness that flared
through her body, igniting it with flame.
Carly consoled herself that nothing mattered except this wonderful slaking
of sensual pleasure in a slow, gentle loving that touched her soul. But in her
subconscious mind she knew she lied, and she drifted into sleep wondering
if there could ever be a resolution between the dictates of her brain and the
wayward path of her emotions.
'I HAVE
to attend a meeting on the Central Coast,' Stefano declared as he
rose from the breakfast table. 41 doubt I'll be home before seven.'
'Angelica is naturally one of the associates accompanying you.' It wasn't a
question, and he shot her a dark encompassing glance.
'She is on the board of a number of family companies,' he informed coolly.
'And a dedicated businesswoman.'
'Very dedicated,' Carly mocked, and was unable to resist adding, 'Have fun.'
After he left she finished her coffee, then moved quickly upstairs to change
into a white cotton button-through dress, slipped her feet into flat sandals,
then collected the keys to the BMW, informed Sylvana she'd be home in the
late afternoon, and drove into the city.
There were a few things she wanted to pick up for Ann-Marie, and she'd fill
in time between hospital visits by browsing the shops in the hope of gaining
some inspiration for Christmas gifts.
Carly returned home at five, and after a leisurely shower she changed into a