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Tyson walked into his bedroom to take a shower. I'm going to shower,eat and drink. I don't want to be bothered with anyone this weekend he said to himself taking off his shirt and turning on the water. Tyson got into the shower and just let the water run over his body. I love that woman but I don't care what the hel happens I wont be with her and be treated like I don't matter for anyone,Tyson thought to himself.

Jazzlyn sat on the couch thinking unable to move. What is wrong with me? I found the perfect man for me. I'm not perfect but I do love him. I know he loves me and I love him and I'm not letting him go,Jazzlyn thought standing up to go back to Tyson's apartment.

Jazzlyn knocked then turned the door to Tyson's apartment and walked back inside.

"Tyson?" Jazzlyn said walking into the living room and not finding him there. Jazzlyn walked towards Tyson's bedroom. Tyson was laying on his bed with a towel wrapped around his waist. Looking at him laying there she couldn't help thinking, this is my man, I love him and I
know
he loves me. We can work this out in or out of bed. I've missed him in more ways than one whatever I have to do I will.

" Tyson?" Jazzlyn said stepping into Tyson's bedroom. Tyson raised up "Jazzlyn what are you doing back here? You're making this harder than it has to be do you realize that? Leave."

Jazzlyn walked towards the bed and sat down next to Tyson." I need you Tyson."

Jazzlyn said softly."What do you need right now Jazzlyn ?" " I want to be with you right now." Jazzlyn said stepping out of her shoes and starting to take off her shirt. Tyson couldn't deny the fact that he wanted her just as much right then and there. Seeing her today, being around her and not being able to touch her like he'd wanted to was taking it's toll on him"Jazzlyn, be very careful what you're asking from me right now because as far and you and I in a relationship,it isn't working for me Jazzlyn,even though I wanted it to." Tyson said looking at her.

"OK can we just agree to leave the door open Tyson? Jazzlyn asked. " No. I'm not making any promises right now Jazzlyn."Jazzlyn removed the remainder of her clothing and sat next to Tyson on the bed Jazzlyn immediately found his hands on her breasts and covered them with her own melting inside at being touched by him for the first time in over a week,the heat of his hands on her bare skin reminding her just how much she'd missed his touch. Jazzlyn guided his hands upward until he found her face and leaned in to kiss his lips. Softly at first then deeper,both of them savoring the taste of one another. Tyson caught his breath,his heart beating fast" Damn I missed you. I hate I missed you too." Tyson said running his hands between Jazzlyns thighs working her pussy with his thick fingers until Jazzlyn felt herself orgasm. Tyson unwrapped the towel from around his waist and climbed on top of her and looked in her eyes " Don't play with me Jazzlyn because I'm not for anymore of your bullshit. I want you right now though. "

Tyson said rubbing the tip of his thick dick around her pussy. Tyson took each of her breasts in his mouth sucking on her breasts until Jazzlyn felt herself about to orgasm again off that alone and Tyson had even put it in yet.

" Is this what you want Jazzlyn?" Tyson asked between kisses.

" Yes Tyson, I love you." Jazzlyn answered breathless.

" This is just sex for me Jazzlyn." Tyson said sliding his thick dick in slow and deep.

Tyson had her body feeling so good Jazzlyn didn't care what she was agreeing to at that point.

After three rounds of sex,Jazzlyn was shocked when Tyson asked her to get dressed and leave.

" I love you Tyson, do you real y expect me to make it easy for you to walk away from me? I'm not. I know you don't want to fight and neither do I but I miss you and I can't apologize enough for what I said to you. I thought about everything that's gone on with us every since we got together Tyson and I know I've made mistakes. I know that. I also realize and am not afraid to admit,that yes,I know you're not perfect but for me you are.

Tyson the thing is you make me feel like I can never mess up with you. You may not see it but you're very judgmental."

"Wel Jazzlyn you can try and call me judgmental but as it stands right now, when it came to us as a couple...you're the one who was always messing up. That's neither here nor there at this point though. We're over. So I guess both of us can move on to other people that satisfy all of our needs." Tyson said.

" Tyson you're only saying all of these things because you're mad at me. You're intentionally trying to hurt me right now. We both know how we feel about each other and that's not changing in a week."

" Jazzlyn get out. I have some shit to do tonight." Tyson said getting out of the bed and walking into the bathroom.

Watching You,Watching Me.

"Ms. Trendi on my way in here, this guy asked me to give this to you" Monica said handing Trendi an envelope.

" What man?" Trendi said absently placing the envelope in her smock. "I'll look at it later I'm way to busy to be reading letters! It's probably that same man asking for donations. I told his ass not to come soliciting my customers in here anymore." Trendi said washing her hands at the sink. " Monica baby put Mrs. Watson under the dryer while I get my next client in the chair."

It had been so busy at the salon the past few weeks Trendi barely had time to think about the upcoming court date. Though when her mind did wander to it, instead of being afraid like she'd initially been, Trendi now knew more than ever she was going to see the case through to the end. If she had to stand up for other "women" like her to let people know it was not OK, and that they deserved respect as well she would do it.

Rape was
not
OK and it would never stop if victims were too scared to come forward.

Trendi's gun lessons also played a huge part in her renewed self esteem. Trendi took a smal moment to smile at the personal progress she'd made the last few months since the rape.

" Ms. Trendi,Mrs Watson is ready to go." Monica said snapping Trendi out of her thoughts.

New Alliances

Kita was sitting at her desk finishing up one of her many work projects when her cell phone rang. Looking around to see who was in the area and answered smiling " Hey Darien,what's going on ?"

" Not too much, what's going on with you? Is your day going OK ?"

" So far so good but I
have
been thinking about you. When do you have some free time to get together?" Kita asked.

" Whenever you have some time... I got time to give you." Darien said laughing. " I've been thinking about you the past few days."

"Wel if you're free tonight how about you come over for dinner? I'm not saying I'm going to cook or anything but I will pick up something good on my way home from work.

You bring the drinks does that sound OK?" Kita asked.

" Sounds good. I'll see you around 6:30. " Darien said before saying goodbye and hanging up the phone. Darien and Kita had hooked up a few times since the first night they'd met and discovered they had their ex loves in common. At first during their conversations Dariens only concern was getting any information he could out of Kita he could possibly use against Tyson to sway Jazzlyn back to him but he had to admit...

after a couple conversations with Kita he found out she was cool. Kind of interesting and he dug the way she didn't stalk his phone or his time like the majority of the women he dealt with did. Kita was becoming more interesting every time they spoke.

Missing You

Jazzlyn walked into Cool Beans Cafe' and scanned the room looking for Sherica.

" Jazzlyn!" Sherica called out .

Jazzlyn smiled and walked towards the booth." Hey lady, I'm so glad you could meet me today" Jazzlyn said with a sad smile." So am I. It shocked the hel out of me when Trevonne cal ed and asked if she could pick up Isiah, but you you know I got him ready quick,fast and in a hurry." Sherica said laughing " So what's going on ?" she asked.

" Sherica I just don't know what to do. I need some advice because I'm just lost on what to do to fix things with Tyson. You already know I'm not an experienced dater and with Darien it was always
him
messing everything up. Now here it is me doing al the damage in the relationship and I can't just seem to make things right between us."

Jazzlyn said with a sigh.

" Wel the last time we really spoke on things I thought it was over between you two?

What am I missing here? Have you two even been speaking?" Sherica asked.

" Wel I wouldn't cal it speaking if you know what I mean "

"Oh hell no! Jazzlyn I know damn well you aint playing yourself like that and giving up the goods and that man has said he doesn't want to be with you!" Sherica said shaking her head.

" I know it's bad Sherica but right now it's the only way I can even be around him. I'm so desperate right now that if I have to make sure he's not sleeping with anyone else I'm going to do it...besides I can't even lie, it's so good I don't want to be without his sex! I

know
Tyson loves me, but after everything with my brother a few weeks ago he will
not
take me back after the argument we had. His pride is standing in the way of us being together. I've tried and said everything to let him know how sorry I am for the things I said!"

"Wel what exactly did you say to him that was so bad he's not getting over it?"

Sherica asked.

Jazzlyn sighed ashamed to even admit what she'd said " Wel actually I said I lot of shit I shouldn't have. I never even asked him what happened that day. I just blamed it al on him but the one thing I said that I know he's not forgiving me for is that well, I asked him what was he going to do next...call me a nigger."

Sherica almost choked on her lemonade. " Say that again?"

" Girl that's what he said when it came out of my damn mouth" Jazzlyn said " I could kick my own ass for saying something so evil to him."

" You mean to tel me...you asked a white man, who you
know
has been raised in a black family since he was what? Three years old? That has a black mama, black daddy,two black sisters along with a black best friend and of course extended BLACK

family members that if he got mad at you...was he going to cal you a nigger?"

Jazzlyn nodded her head.

" Yeah I see why he aint taking your ass back." Sherica said taking a bite of her club sandwich the waitress had just sat on the table.

" I know Sherica! Don't make me feel any worse!" Jazzlyn cried " It's just when I got there he was so unapologetic about what he had done to my brother..."

" Hold up" Sherica said interrupting "What happened to your brother was brought on solely by him. Rashad was dead ass wrong and got his ass whupped in the process.

Jazzlyn I
told
you that before you even got there! So why would you have even went there with him in the first place?"

" Wel he was saying some out of line shit as well now!Please don't ever think Tyson is sitting around letting you say and do anything to him. His behind was all... fuck ya mama, ya daddy, girl Tyson was going off too!" Jazzlyn said.

" The point is this, I love that man Sherica but I know I can't keep doing this. I know I'm playing myself sleeping with him with no commitment, I just feel like I messed it all up so I'm taking from him what he'll give me until he can totally forgive me. I think he's just taking his time because of it too.....when you see the waitress call her back over here I'm starving, I think I'l order a salad. This didn't fill me up at all." Jazzlyn said popping the last of her fries into her mouth.

" Wel your hot ass needs to stop sleeping with him. I never picked up on a punk vibe from Tyson so I know he laid into your ass didn't he? I will say this though, either he's going to forgive you or not. Don't play yourself out anymore by giving up the nookie.

Now did he invite you to Jevon's bike clubs charity pool party? I know he's going."

Sherica asked.

" No I haven't heard anything about a pool party?" Jazzlyn said.

" Hmm well it's tonight and I would swear Jevon said Tyson was going. Hold on a minute." Sherica said pul ing out her cell phone " Jevon,anyone can come to the pool party tonight right? OK, I see. As long as they make a donation to the charity they're welcome? OK. I'm drumming up some donations for you. See you later." Sherica said hanging up the phone.

" OK, I think Tyson may just need a little push. He aint slick. Tyson knows he wants to be with you and I highly doubt he's sleeping with anyone else. He damn sure making sure you aint. So it's time to either piss or get off the pot. If he's not going to forgive you,he needs to leave you alone total y. Jazzlyn if you seriously have some race hang ups you need to let his ass go too. Don't think I forgot what happened in the bathroom when we al went out that night. I think a little part of you was waiting for something like this to go down so that you could see his reaction to some things. What does this man need to do for you to see he loves you? What about your family? Are you ready to choose who to stand beside? Because to me it looks like you're going to have to choose sides. Maybe not forever. But for right now. Until everyone can get past a few things such as that beat down your brother got!" Sherica said laughing.

" Hurry up and eat so we can go find you a bikini so you can get your damn man back. Mental y that is ...since y'all already screwing!"

Turning Tables

" So you're using her." Jevon said.

"I aint using Jazzlyns ass! I love Jazzlyns crazy ass. I just can't be with her. Hel if anything she trying to play me throwing the ass on me every chance we get. I know her ass be mad as hell when I tell her to leave after we're done." Tyson said growing frustrated trying to explain the odd situation he now found himself in with Jazzlyn.

" OK so let me run this down. You quit her ass what, three weeks ago. You told her you weren't going to be in a relationship with her again. Yet you have sex with her every chance you get? Is Jazzlyn in love with you?" Jevon asked.