Authors: Dawn Ius
Nick snorts. “Fuck you, man.”
To my left, a small stage backs up against a wall cluttered with framed photosâThe Doors, Jim Morrison, a bunch of famous people I barely recognize. My eyes are drawn to an autographed picture of an actress who looks vaguely familiar. She's stunning.
Beneath the collage, a pink karaoke machine blink-blink-blinks, like a slot machine at the Flamingo.
Ugh. I'm so not into this.
I start to back away when Chelsea traps me in one of her high beams. “Jules!”
Busted.
“Guys, Jules is here!”
Matias shifts around on the sofa and grins. Loose, dark brown curls frame his naturally bronzed skin. “Mat,” he says, raising the controller over his head in a half-wave of introduction.
Nick doesn't bother acknowledging me, and for some reason it stings.
“Need for Speed,” I say, a weak attempt at conversation. I hate how awkward this is. “I'm more of a Grand Theft Auto girl.”
Nick mutters under his breath. “Shocker.”
My stomach clenches.
Chelsea waves her hand in dismissal. “Ignore Mr. Grumpy Pants over there. He doesn't like to lose.” After an exaggerated eye roll that suggests boys-will-be-boys, she motions to the pinball machines spaced evenly against the wall. “Wanna play? We've got the classicsâlike Pac-Man, babyâand a few newer games.” She clucks her tongue with mock cockiness. “Currently, I'm kicking the crap out of Lara Croft. This Tomb Raider chick's got nothing on me.”
“You probably rigged the machine,” Mat calls out over his shoulder.
“That's more your style,” Chelsea quips.
I wet my lips, hesitating. “Think I'll just go to bed. I'm kind of beat.”
“Don't let the door hit you on the way out,” Nick says.
Anger shoots through me. “What's your fucking problem?”
I spin around to glare at him, but his eyes are glued to the TV, stony profile unwavering. The Lamborghini crashes and explodes in a ball of flame. Mat tosses the controller aside with disgust.
Nick retrieves it and grins. “So much for waxing my ass,
pendejo
,” he says, with an emphasis on the slang. God, what a dick.
A handful of popcorn kernels fall from Mat's lap when he stands. He slaps Nick on the back. “You win this time,
pajero
.”
I cup my hand over my mouth. “Did you just call him a masturbator?”
Nick freezes, looks back, and scowls. “Up yours, bro.”
The two launch into a friendly push and shove war, punctuated by insults and laughter. I deflect a pang of jealousy with the acceptance that I'll probably never fit in with these guys. Clearly I'm not gaining any mileage with Nick. Not that it should matter.
Chelsea comes closer. “Emma fall asleep okay?”
“Zonked as soon as her head hit the pillow.”
“Roger went
all out
on that room,” she says.
There's a wink in her voice but I don't like the implication. Emma's room is more than simple decor mathâit practically
breathes
with her essence. Something about it doesn't feel right.
“So what's his angle?”
Chelsea frowns. “Skeptical much?”
When I don't answer, she keeps talking. Her eyebrows knit with annoyance. “I get it. Roger can come off a bit . . .”
“Scattered,” Mat fills in.
“He's definitely not firing on all pistons,” I add, a little under my breath.
Nick huffs. “Harsh.”
My face goes hot.
Chelsea shrugs. “It'll just take time, you know?” At my hesitant nod, she brightens. “Forget it for now. How about a dance-off?” Her arms and legs twist into some fucked-up side-shift-lunge move. “Bet you could kick my butt.”
“I'm not much of a dancer.” The lie gets caught in my throat.
Nick ejects Need for Speed and slips another disc into the Xbox. Blood whooshes to my head when the Grand Theft Auto logo pops onto the screen. Fuck. Me and my big mouth.
He holds out a controller. “Come on, hotshot. Let's see what you're made of.”
The edge in his voice is as sharp as steel. I take a step back, bumping into the wall. A hanging African-style mask tilts sideways. I note the plaque beneath itâanother movie propâand adjust the mask, stalling. “No, I couldn't . . .”
Nick slumps back against the sofa cushions. “Shoulda known you're all talk.”
My skin suddenly feels too tight on my body. I snag the controller and flop down next to him. Our thighs touch. The couch practically shakes as his muscles tense. Good. I want him on edge. “You asked for this.”
Chelsea pulls a stool up alongside the sofa and winds her finger through a lock of red hair. “Well. This just got interesting.”
While the game scene sets up, Mat and Chelsea make fun of the characters that flicker across the screen. I try to focus on deciphering Mat's words, but I'm hyperaware of Nick. The way he slouches on the sofa, the smirk in the corner of his lip. Maybe it's me that's on edge.
Gunfire spits through the speakers and the next thing I know, I'm in the midst of a virtual shoot-out.
Chelsea leans forward on her stool. Her voice raises a full octave. “Get out of there!”
“Grab the cash first,” Nick says, a little under his breath.
I scrunch up my face. “I'm not a moron.”
Mat slides a stool next to Chelsea and cracks open a can of soda. I toggle through a series of hallways until I find the bank vault. Collect the money. Outrun a security guard. Meet up withâ
Seriously?
“Uh, she's . . . interesting,” Chelsea says.
Mat whistles low. “Whoa, get a load of those
chichis
.”
Ignoring their commentary, I gun my way through an obstacle course of police cruisers and cops, while bikini girl runs behind me screaming like a damn banshee. “God, someone ought to just put her out of her misery.”
Chelsea points wildly at the screen. “Oh! Oh! Go left!”
One of my thumbs slips off the controller, spinning my character in a one-eighty.
“Your other left,” Nick mumbles.
Screw you.
I regain control and my character starts outrunning a couple of cops on footâas if this entire scenario wasn't already giving me epic déjà vu vibes. My heart thumps as I search for a set of wheels.
Mat hoots with laughter. “My
abuela
is faster.”
“I doubt your grandma is hot-wiring cars,” I say, smirking.
Nick's voice drops to a low growl. “Everyone's got their secrets.”
I duck my head so that my hair covers my blush. Maybe it wasn't personal, but the dig burns a little hole inside me. What? Roger told them all I'm a car thief so I'm a household pariah? Fuck this.
Mat grabs Chelsea's water and chugs. “Things are really heating up now.” He wipes the back of his mouth and hands back the bottle.
“Didn't you just open a soda?” I say.
Mat shrugs. “Chelsea's bottle looked better.”
“Gross,” she says. “Now I've got Mat germs.”
Their laughter cuts through the thick tension that's settled on the couch. I try not to think about it as I guide my character through a series of rapid lunges, kicks, and sprints, then dart into a dark back alley.
Mat points at a lone Mustang under a virtual spotlight. “There's an easy boost.”
Not always.
“Nah, I need something with more guts.”
Nick shoots me a dark glare. “It's not what's under the hood that matters.”
Experience tells me that most new Mustangs run a stock engineâenough torque to stoke male pride, but not much in the way of a serious getaway car. Launching into this discussion with Nick feels like social suicide, though, so I ignore the bait.
I spot a Camaro tucked behind a garbage Dumpster and toggle my character forward. My adrenaline surges. Seconds later, I've virtual hot-wired the car, and bikini girl and I are set to ride into the smog-filled horizon.
Mat reaches across Chelsea to give me a high five. “Impressive.”
I slough off the compliment with a half-assed shrug.
“No really, you totally knew what you were doingâin and done. Practically invisible or something. . . .”
Nick snorts. “Or something . . .”
My breath catches, but Chelsea doesn't miss a beat. “You've obviously done this before.”
I set the controller on the coffee table, so not liking where this conversation's headed, grab a handful of Chelsea's popcorn, and stuff my mouth to stop from blurting out something I don't mean.
“Thief!” she shouts with a laugh.
The word lands hard. Over the thundering roar of my heartbeat, I swear I hear Nick snicker.
I stand on shaky legs. “I'm heading to bed.”
Chelsea's pink-frosted lips form a pout. “Oh, hey, hope I didn't hit a nerve there. You know I was just joking around, right?” Two worry lines knot above her perfectly groomed eyebrows. “Like Nick says, we've all got a rough past.”
“Don't let the bedbugs bite,” Nick cuts in.
Jesus. Just how far is that joystick stuck up his ass?
I'm itching to continue a conversation with Chelsea, but one look at Nick's scowl and my curiosity shrivels like an overripe grape. And of course I'm so flustered and pissed off, I trip on the edge of a throw rug and pitch myself into the hall.
Right into Roger.
Like things could get any worse.
He tilts his head. “Somehow I thought you'd be more graceful than that.”
I bite down on my lip hard enough to draw blood. Tears brim in my eyes and that sucks because I'm already tired of crying. Tired of trying to understand Nick, this place, Roger, all of it.
“I'm sorry. That was uncalled for.”
His apology draws out a strangled sob.
“Oh dear,” he says. “I'm sure this is all quite overwhelming.”
His tone is soft, comforting, like a Toyota Supra after a fresh tune-up. I'm not buying it.
“Give it some time,” he goes on. “You'll feel at home before long.”
Home.
My chest fills with air so fast I think it might explode. “I just need to blow off some steam.”
Roger's mustache lifts with a fake smile. “I have the perfect solution. Come.”
The animated chatter in the games room fades as I respond to Roger's command. I scope out the rooms down the hallâa cherrywood desk fills an office, a hot tub in the spa overlooks Mount Charleston, and a life-size knight in polished armor guards another room with a stocked bar and two pool tables. Something about the statue looks familiar.
“What's with all the movie props?”
Roger doesn't answer.
“Right, you collect things. But half this stuff looks out of place.”
“They belong right where they are,” he says.
I must have struck a nerve.
Roger pushes open a door at the end of the hall and motions me forward.
A blast of cool air blows my hair back. I blink at the bank of overhead fluorescents, until my eyes adjust to the light. The first thing I see is a row of treadmills and elliptical machines. Behind it, manual equipment and several rows of free weights.
“Little late for cardio, Rog.”
“You mentioned blowing off steamâI thought this would suit.”
Not quite, but I can't exactly tell him what I really want is to boost the Chevelle in his driveway, kick it into gear, and tear up the Strip on the way to the Gold & Silver Pawn Shop. I'd bet my last buck the
Pawn Stars
guys would take it.
Something inside me snaps. “Guess you don't know me after all.”
His eyes go glassy. “Oh, I think you're wrong about that.”
He pulls out a tiny remote control from his vest pocket and pushes a button. At the far end of the gym, a wall slides left to reveal a “secret” room. Blood pounds through my veins, and my heart is a drum beating a war chant of protest. It can't beâ
But of course it is.
Soft light shimmers off the shiny polish of a long ballet barre.
Roger clears his throat. “I had this installed for you yesterday.”
His words turn to white noise and tangle inside my head, like a tape recording played back at slow speed. Snippets of conversation cut through the muddle.
“. . . gave up dance to support your sister . . .”
“. . . inspire you . . .”
“. . . join ballet again.”
Emotion bubbles up inside me as I allow the dreams to unfurl. My toes itch to point. The muscles in my legs begin to unwind. I squeeze my eyes shut to block the images of the past, forcing myself not to wish, not to dream. This can't be real. None of this is.
I swat at tears gathering in the corner of my eyes and suck in a deep breath. Clear away the nostalgia that's sure to cloud my focus. My face grows hot with anger.
What a fucking joke.
Does Roger think I'm an idiot? Obviously the barre is nothing more than a smoke screen for Roger's true ruseâthere's no other explanation.
I spin around to face him, my teeth clenched. “I see right through you.”
At his shocked expression, I keep going, renewed conviction fueling my words. How stupid to have let my guard down, even a little. “Cut the crap, Roger. What are we really doing here?”
RESTLESS ENERGY THRUMS THROUGH MY
system.
Trouble is, I can't tell if it's because Nick's thigh pressed up against mine is doing something to my equilibrium, or I'm scared shitless.
Instead of answering my question, Roger asked the butler to stay with Emma and ordered the rest of us to get into his Town Car. I'm stuffed between Nick and Chelsea in the backseat, where the tension's so thick you couldn't four-by-four through it with a Hummer.
I angle my body away from Nick, which only wedges my ass into his hip. There's room for him to move closer to the window, but he doesn't. He's a damn brick wall. Except warmer. Heat radiates through two layers of denim.