Authors: Gill Harvey
Meryt stared at him. âGone?' she managed to stutter.
Yuya nodded. âThey're staying with relatives to the south,' he said. âIt's not exactly pleasant around here at the moment, Meryt. You know what neighbours are like.'
Meryt felt lost. For a moment, all she could think was that she had nowhere to stay. âOh ⦠well, thank you,' she murmured, then looked at Yuya beseechingly, unsure what to do.
He did not return her gaze. âThey'll be back in time for the trial,' he said abruptly, and shut the door.
The trial
. So things had moved on. The council must have decided that they could not deal with Nebnufer themselves, for serious matters such as theft of government property were always dealt with by the vizier.
Meryt turned away and wandered down the street, feeling desolate. It felt as though no one in the world cared where she was, or what she did. Was there nowhere she could go to feel safe? She could not live in her father's chapel for long. There was Kenna's house, of course, but she had already thought that through. It wasn't an option. Such a thing could only happen if they were more than just friends â¦
There was only one place left to her. She would have to turn to Teti.
As soon as the
rekhet
opened the door and gave one of her big, warm smiles, Meryt felt the floodgates
open and she was swamped with tears.
âMeryt, whatever's happened?' Teti held out her arms and Meryt leant into them, choked with sobs.
âCome in, come in.' Teti led her through the house to the courtyard and sat her down on the reed matting, still holding on to her hands. âTake your time. Cry as long as you want.'
Meryt did not need any encouragement. She wept for everything â for her lost mother and father, for Tia, for the home that she had lost, for her love for Kenna, for the disgrace that rested on Nebnufer and all his family, for despair at what the future might hold. At last, she grew still, and Teti handed her a piece of linen to dry her eyes.
âDear, dear!' exclaimed Teti. âIt is as though the world has ended. Or perhaps, for you, it has?'
Meryt looked at her questioningly through her red-rimmed eyes. Nothing escaped Teti, she knew. But the look in the older woman's eyes was also questioning, and Meryt could see that she had not divined the whole truth. She gulped back her tears, and began to talk.
Everything came pouring out all over again â the long, uneasy presence of her father in the household, Ramose's proposal and Heria's visits to Peshedu's tomb, Meryt's banishment by Senmut and Tia's confession the night before. âAnd as if all that were not enough,' she hiccuped, âI went to Dedi's house and they have gone. Nebnufer must stand trial for something I am sure he never did and no one knows
about the stolen golden amulets.'
Teti's face went still. âWhat stolen amulets?'
Meryt's lower lip wobbled. She hadn't meant to mention the amulets; she held their power in too much respect â and besides, she had sworn by all the gods and her ancestors not to speak. But now, Teti was regarding her intently and she was overcome with recklessness all over again. âThe ⦠the amulets from the embalmers' workshops,' she said. âThat's how Userkaf is bribing the men. Or at least I think so, but I can't prove anything because Nofret denies it now.'
Teti held up her hand. âWait, wait,' she said. âMore slowly. You say that golden amulets are being stolen from the embalmers' workshops. That is a serious charge. Who is stealing them?'
Meryt hesitated, already wishing that she could take her admission back. But it was too late now. âNofret,' she said. âUserkaf's servant girl.'
âHow did you find out?'
âI bumped into her on the hillside path and she dropped one. Then she asked me for protection from the gods and told me lies about the painter Kha. I had a dream and saw that he was innocent and I tried to force her to tell me the truth, but it didn't work. Now there is nothing I can do.'
Teti drew a deep breath. âSo that's it,' she muttered, almost to herself. She took Meryt's hands and held them firmly in her own. âListen to me, Meryt. The gods have given you a heavy burden. We will
come to your family in a minute, but for now we must talk of the amulets. You must know that such objects are not to be played with lightly.'
Meryt nodded. âI haven't told anyone else,' she whispered. âI promised Nofret I wouldn't.'
âAnd you said you had a dream, about Kha.'
âYes. I saw that the amulets were broken down in great heat and that Kha is just a poor man. Then I saw traders at the village gate and gradually I saw what it all meant. Or I thought I did. When I challenged Nofret she admitted that the amulets were sold to traders but she would not admit anything else.'
Teti became silent, her brow furrowed, but she held on to Meryt's hands just as tightly. At last, she spoke. âThis is powerful knowledge. The fate of the village rests on it,' she said slowly. âAnd the gods have put this knowledge in your hands. I cannot take that from you, but I will try to protect you, if I can.'
âProtect me from what?' asked Meryt miserably. âI have told you what has happened. Surely my life cannot get any worse.'
Teti's face darkened. âThe forces of chaos are greater than you can imagine, Meryt,' she said. âThey are wielded by the god Seth himself, the enemy of Horus and the god of mischief and vengeance. When he unleashes his weapons, problems such as yours are as nothing, I can assure you.'
Her words reminded Meryt of the warning that she herself had given Nofret, and she knew that they
were true. She swallowed. âSo what should I do?'
âI will make you an amulet,' said Teti. âAnd I will consult the gods myself. You â¦' She paused, and stroked Meryt's hands. âYou must do as the gods direct you.'
âBut ⦠how?'
âThey have brought you this far,' Teti answered. âThey will guide you, if you allow them to.' She looked deep into Meryt's eyes, and smiled. âAnd now, we must talk of your family. Did Baki receive the treatment that I sent?'
Meryt nodded, her head bowed.
âBut you do not know if he has begun to recover?'
This time, Meryt shrugged, for the issue seemed hopeless, and to think of the family carrying on without her filled her with pain. But Teti's next question touched the core of the matter and she was forced to look up.
âDo you really believe that Tia has not loved you all these years?' asked the
rekhet
. âThink before you answer. It is always hard to see beyond your bitterness and anger, but you must try.'
Meryt felt the tears welling up once more, for Tia had cared for her as far back as she could remember and had been the only mother figure she had ever known. Her care had always been deeper than Senmut's and until now, Meryt had never doubted that it was founded on love. And yet ⦠and yet ⦠âShe
had
to love me,' she burst out. âShe had no choice.'
âThere is always a choice, Meryt,' said Teti quietly. âI have seen mothers who have rejected their own flesh, and fathers who wished to dash their children's heads against the stones.'
Meryt let the words sink in. She thought of Tia's long-suffering love for her children and her endurance of Nauna's jibes ⦠how she had always stuck up for Meryt. How, as Meryt had grown up, they had become allies â even friends. And slowly, as she thought it through, her anger turned to a swelling sadness. âYou're right,' she mumbled. âTia has loved me, Teti.'
âThere ⦠there, you see,' said Teti, her voice full of tenderness. âYou have a good heart, Meryt. It is big enough to find forgiveness, if you try.'
For the rest of the day, Teti gave Meryt jobs to do around her house. There was a pile of grain to be ground to flour, for Teti did not qualify for help from the government servants; there was a batch of beer to be made and a hole in the mud-brick wall to be repaired.
âWhen you have much to think about, it is sometimes best to keep busy,' said Teti, as Meryt began work on the grain. âSolutions present themselves in their own way and you cannot always force them.'
Meryt smiled wanly. She was not sure if it was true, but in any case, it was a comfort to feel part of someone's household for a few hours. She bent her head over the grain, her arms soon beginning to ache from the unaccustomed effort. Nes the servant girl had to do this every day, moving from house to house, she reflected; and Meryt did not envy her. It made her realise how lucky she had been, all these years.
But as the rhythm of the work absorbed her body, her mind started ticking over, as Teti had said it
might. By the time the afternoon sun had begun to dip, she had worked out what she was going to do.
âTeti,' she said, as the
rekhet
carried a basket of linen across the courtyard, âI would like to go back to the village for a little while, if I may.'
âOf course,' said Teti.
âBut â¦' Meryt took a deep breath. âI was wondering if I could return here to sleep.'
Teti smiled. âYou will always be welcome here, Meryt-Re,' she said. âI thank the gods for bringing me a helper. And I do not just mean someone to grind the grain.'
Meryt looked at her uncertainly, unsure what she meant, but Teti had turned away to tend to the linen. She stood up and slipped quietly out of the house.
Now that she had a purpose, Meryt walked briskly to Kenna's house. One of his sisters came to the door and grinned shyly at her.
âHe's carving a
senet
set on the roof,' she told Meryt. âDo you want to go up and find him?'
Meryt smiled briefly. âThank you,' she said, and hurried through the house â aware, as ever, that the women's whispers were following her. She hated it, and knew for sure that she could never beg for help from a family such as this.
Kenna was sitting in a patch of afternoon sun, humming a tune as he whittled away at the little
senet
pieces. The sets that he made were much in demand among his friends and neighbours as gifts, and he spent many hours perfecting them. Meryt
paused at the top of the staircase to watch him, but he heard her and looked up.
âMeryt!' His eyes lit up. âYou disappeared again. I looked for you during the council meeting. I thought you would be with Dedi but â¦' he shrugged, and placed his copper carving knife on the ground. âWell, you know where you were. Come and sit.'
Meryt walked over to where he sat and squatted down beside him. âYou have almost finished this set,' she commented. The chequered board lay next to him, made in the form of a box with a little drawer in it to hold the pieces. Kenna had just been giving the finishing touches to one of the pawns, which he placed in the drawer.
âYes. Just two more pawns to go, and the throwing sticks â but they take no time at all,' said Kenna, clearly satisfied with his work. He smiled. âSo, what brings you here?'
âI need you to help me again,' said Meryt.
Kenna became serious at once. âOf course. Anything.'
âIt's nothing too difficult â just the same as before. I need to see Mose,' she explained. âI will wait outside the northern gate, as I did last time.'
Kenna frowned. âSo you are still not living with your family. And things cannot be easy in Nebnufer's house. I wish you would tell me what's going â'
âI can't,' Meryt cut across him. Then she smiled gently. âNot yet. I'm sorry, Kenna. I'm fine, that's all
you need to know. I am staying with Teti.'
âTeti!' Kenna looked startled. âMeryt, it is one thing to consult the
rekhet
in times of trouble but quite another to stay under her roof. Are you not afraid?'
Meryt was puzzled. âNo. Why should I be afraid? She's good to me. I trust her.'
Kenna picked up the
senet
set, and sighed. He pulled the drawer out and pushed it back in, then smoothed the chequered squares of wood with his finger. Meryt saw his discomfort, and it grieved her that her friend did not understand the ways of the
rekhet
. But she also knew Kenna well enough to understand the reason why; he preferred not to dwell on people's troubles if he could.
âWhat happened at the council meeting?' she asked him, changing the subject.
Kenna put the box down again. âHave you not heard? The Medjay showed the council the bag of copper tools that they found in Nebnufer's storeroom. The council asked him if he had anything to say. He made a simple statement, saying that he was innocent of the theft but could not yet prove it. So it was decided that he would be suspended as foreman until the matter could be heard by the vizier.'
âSuspended!' Meryt thought of the men she had seen climbing to the Great Place that morning. âBut work is carrying on in the tombs, all the same.'
âYes. Sennedjem has returned with his men, out of loyalty to Nebnufer, some say. It makes a change for his gang to be doing more than Nebnufer's.' He
grinned. âFather is making the most of his days of idleness.'