Read Nine Rules to Break When Romancing a Rake Online
Authors: Sarah MacLean
Tags: #Historical Romance
She had started this evening as Calpurnia. She couldn’t give up now. “We’ve—” She cleared her throat and started again. “We’ve met before, my lord.”
“I cannot be expected to know that with you shrouded in cloth.” He tweaked the edge of her sleeve, his fingertips carelessly brushing the back of her hand. She sucked in a breath at the touch. His tone turned cajoling. “Come now, do you really think that I will allow you to leave without learning your identity? You have come too far now.”
He was right, of course, and Callie was nothing if not pragmatic. Taking a deep breath, she let go of the handle and began to turn toward him. He took a step back, letting go of the door as she lowered her hood, revealing herself. He tilted his head just slightly at the sight of her, as though trying to place her. After a brief moment, recognition dawned, and he stepped back again, unable to keep the surprised confusion from his face and his voice. “Lady Calpurnia?”
“The very same.” She closed her eyes, cheeks burning, feeling sick with regret. She would never leave the house again.
His breath expelled on a humorless half laugh. “I confess, had I been given a thousand guesses, I would never have imagined that you would be my midnight visitor. Are you quite well?”
“I assure you that, contrary to how it might appear, I am not at all mad, my lord. At least, I don’t believe I am.”
“Forgive me for asking, then, but, what on earth are you doing here?” He seemed all at once to realize where they were. “This is not at all the appropriate place for a lady. I recommend we remove this conversation to a more…acceptable…location.” He waved an arm to indicate the room at large before making a move to reach around her to open the door.
Not interested in dragging out this disastrous meeting any longer, Callie stepped to the side, avoiding his arm and putting more distance between them as she spoke. “Nonsense, my lord. I do not think it necessary to continue this conversation at all. I found myself here at Ralston House under rather…peculiar…circumstances, and I think it would be best for us to forget this ever happened. It shouldn’t be so difficult, I should think.” She pasted a bright smile on her face and fiddled with a tassel on her cloak.
Ralston took in her words, allowing a silence to fall around them. In the long moments of quiet, Callie looked anywhere but at him, and he took note of her nervousness. It wasn’t long before his surprise and confusion turned to intrigue, and he assumed a less threatening pose, casually leaning against the wall by the door. “I am not so certain of that, my lady. Contrary to what you may believe, I do not so easily forget women who visit me in my bedchamber.” Heat flared high on her cheeks again as he continued, “What brings Lady Calpurnia Hartwell to my doorstep in the middle of the night? Frankly, you do not seem the type.”
Callie scrambled for a response. “I was…nearby.”
“In the middle of the night.”
“Yes. I found myself…outside…and…in need of transport home.”
“Outside of my home.” The words were dry with his obvious disbelief.
“Indeed.” Perhaps if she held her own, he would not press her for further explanation.
“How did you come to be outside my home in need of transport?” The sound of his casual curiosity set her on edge.
“I would prefer not to discuss it,” she said, averting her eyes and willing him to leave that particular subject alone. Silence descended and, for a brief moment, she thought he was satisfied by her evasive response.
She was wrong.
He crossed his arms arrogantly as he let amused disbelief seep into his words. “And so, you naturally decided that knocking on my door was a safer course of action than hailing the nearest hackney.”
In for a shilling, in for a pound. “Indeed, my lord. You are a peer of the realm, after all.”
He snorted. She snapped an indignant gaze to meet his mocking one, and blurted out, “You do not believe me?”
“Not a word of it.” He leveled her with a piercing, blue look. “Why not tell me the truth this time?”
She dropped her eyes to the floor once more, desperate for another fib to tell, something, anything that would get her out of this situation.
He seemed to read her mind. “Lady Calpurnia.”
“I’d rather you call me Callie,” she said hurriedly.
“You don’t like Calpurnia?” The words were lazily curious.
She shook her head, refusing to meet his eyes.
“Callie…” He coaxed, the words spoken in a deep, liquid tone that she was certain he used whenever he wanted something from a woman. She would not be surprised to discover that it always worked. “Why are you here?”
And then, whether from courage or cowardice or too much sherry she would never know, she decided to answer him. After all, the evening couldn’t possibly become any worse.
In a whisper, she announced, “I came to ask you to kiss me.”
It wasn’t the answer he’d been expecting. He was surprised by the timid words, barely audible in the silent room. For a moment, he thought he had misheard her, but the crimson flush that raged across her face was enough to convince him that, yes, he had just received an entirely indecent proposition from Lady Calpurnia Hartwell.
The evening had begun innocuously. Having refused all invitations, Ralston had dined with his siblings, still fresh from the discovery of Juliana, then retired to his chamber, hoping that the privacy of his sanctuary and his piano would offer welcome distraction. Eventually, it had worked, and he had lost himself in his music.
Until the knock at the door, announcing Lady Calpurnia’s arrival. He gave her a frank perusal. She was not unattractive—slightly plump and a touch plain, but he imagined that was more a result of her simple black cloak than anything else. She had full lips and flawless skin and wide, lovely eyes that flashed with emotion. He wondered at their color briefly before he forced himself to return to the matter at hand.
This was obviously the first time she’d ever done something so forward—so adventurous; if he hadn’t already been aware of her pristine reputation, he would have sensed it from her obvious discomfort. Little Calpurnia Hartwell, whom he knew only tangentially from her years of blending into the edges of balls and drawing rooms, was a wallflower of the first water.
Of course, she wasn’t much of a wallflower this evening.
He watched her calmly, years of practice hiding his thoughts. She refused to meet his eyes, instead focusing her gaze on her tightly clasped hands while darting quick glances at the door as if to measure the potential success of an attempt to flee the room. He couldn’t help the burst of sympathy he felt for her, this little mouse who had obviously found herself in a situation far beyond her experience.
He could be a gentleman about the whole thing—take pity on her, provide her an exit, and offer to forget that this evening had ever happened. But he sensed that, despite her obvious nervousness, there was a part of her that wanted to play this out. He wondered how far she would go.
“Why?”
Her eyes went wide at the question, meeting his for the briefest of moments before she looked away again. “My—my lord?” she stammered.
“Why such a request? Not that I am not flattered, of course, but you’ll admit it’s rather odd.”
“I—I don’t know.”
He shook his head slowly, a predator on the hunt. “That, my darling, is the wrong answer.”
“You shouldn’t call me that. It is too familiar.”
One side of his mouth lifted in a hint of a smile. “You are in my bedchamber asking me to kiss you. I should think we are rather past the bounds of propriety. Now, I ask again, why?”
She closed her eyes against a wave of embarrassment. For a moment, he thought she wouldn’t reply. And then her shoulders rose and fell on a deep breath, and she said, “I’ve never been kissed. I thought it was time.”
The words shocked him—they were not filled with self-pity, nor did they plead. Instead, they were so honest, so matter-of-fact, that he couldn’t help but admire her courage. Such a statement could not be an easy one to make.
He did not reveal his surprise. “Why me?”
Her confession seemed to bolster her confidence, and she replied without pause, as though stating the obvious. “You’re a notorious rake. I have heard the gossip.”
“Oh? What gossip?”
Heat flooded Callie’s cheeks.
He pressed on, “Lady Calpurnia. To which gossip do you refer?”
She cleared her throat. “I—may have heard—that you left a certain viscountess half-naked in her husband’s conservatory as you climbed out the window to escape his wrath.”
“That’s an exaggeration.”
“They say you left your shirt. And he burned it in effigy.”
“A gross exaggeration.”
She met his eyes. “What about the vicar’s daughter who followed you across Devonshire in the hopes of ruining herself?”
“Where did you hear that?”
“It is amazing what one hears on the edges of ballrooms, my lord. Is it true?”
“Let’s just say that I am quite lucky that she did not catch up to me. However, I hear she is happily married in Budleigh Salterton these days.” She chuckled at his words, the laugh catching in her throat when he added, “Well, considering the gossip, who is to say I would stop at kissing you?”
“No one. But you would stop.”
“How do you know?”
“I know.”
He recognized the self-deprecation in her tone, but ignored it. “Why now? Why not wait for a man to come along and…sweep you off your feet?”
She gave a short laugh. “If the man you speak of had ever planned on coming, my lord, I’m afraid he has obviously lost his way. And, at twenty-eight, I find I have grown tired of waiting.”
“Perhaps you should exhibit some of the character you are showing this evening in a more public forum,” he said. “I’ll admit you seem far more intriguing than I have ever given you credit for, my lady, and intrigue is the spark of desire.”
His words hit their mark, and she flushed again. Ralston was unable to deny the enjoyment he felt at this unexpected turn of events. Indeed, this was just the diversion he needed in the face of Juliana’s introduction into society.
Quickly on the heels of that thought came another.
Lady Calpurnia Hartwell was the answer to his problems. And she had been delivered to his doorstep—well…rather farther than his doorstep—on the same day as his long-lost sister. He felt a wave of satisfaction.
He would kiss her. For a price.
“I wonder if you would be willing to consider a trade?”
Callie turned skeptical. “A trade?” She stepped backward, putting more distance between them. “What kind of trade?”
“Nothing so awful as what you are clearly thinking. You see, it appears I have a sister.”
Her eyes widened. “A sister, my lord?”
“Yes, I was rather surprised by the fact myself.” He gave her a brief description of the day’s events—Juliana’s arrival, his decision to claim her as a sibling instead of a distant relative, his commitment to finding her a proper sponsor with an impeccable reputation to ease her entry into society.
“So, as you can see, it’s rather lucky that you are here tonight. You are the perfect solution. Assuming, that is, that you do not make it a habit to visit unmarried gentlemen in the dead of night.”
She gave a slight, self-conscious laugh. “No, my lord. You are the first.”
He’d known that was the case and made a mental note to discover at a later date what exactly had prompted her nocturnal visit. “And the last, I would hope, at least until Juliana is successfully introduced.”
“I haven’t agreed to your request, yet.”
“But you will.” His tone was arrogant. “And, as payment, you’ll get your kiss.”
“Forgive me,” she said with humor in her voice, “but you must place a rather high value on your kisses.”
He tipped his head, conceding the point. “Very well. Name your price.”
Callie looked up at the ceiling thoughtfully before replying. “The kiss will do for now, but I reserve the right to a favor in the future.”
“I’m to be indebted to you, then?”
She smiled. “Think of it as a business transaction.”
An eyebrow rose. “A business transaction that begins with a kiss.”
“A unique business transaction.” She blushed again.
“You seem shocked by your boldness,” he said.
She nodded. “I’m not quite sure what has come over me.”
Once more, her honesty surprised him. “Very well, my lady, you are a formidable negotiator. I accept your terms.” He approached her, his voice taking on a seductive tenor. “Shall we seal it with a kiss, then?”
Callie caught her breath and stiffened at the question. Ralston smiled at her obvious nerves. He ran a finger along the edge of her hairline, tucking a rogue lock of hair behind her ear gently. She looked up at him with her wide brown eyes, and he felt a burst of tenderness in his chest. He leaned close, moving slowly, as though she might scare at any moment, and his firm mouth brushed across hers, settling briefly, barely touching before she jumped back, one hand flying to her lips.
He leveled her with a frank gaze and waited for her to speak. When she didn’t, he asked, “Is there a problem?”