Authors: Mike Sherer
child.!!
!
“Daddy,! don’t! they!
all
! have! to! be! punished! for! what! they!
did!to!Jill?”!
!
“Not!now,!Keely!!I!have!to!think.”!Baines!rubbed!his!chin,!
eyes!on!the!floor.!“This!puts!a!different!wrinkle!on!things.”!
!
He! jerked! his! head! up! and! his! gaze! lasered! on! Wink.! “I!
could!eventually!get!it!out!of!you.!Don’t!think!prison!made!you!
so!tough!you!can!resist!all!the!interrogation!techniques!those!
pansies! in! D.C.! want! to! outlaw.! Waterboarding! works,! Mr.!
Langford,! I! assure! you.! But! it! takes! time.! I! assume! you! have!
something!in!mind?”!
!
“We!can!probably!work!out!an!agreeable!price,”!Wink!said.!
!
“And!your!friends?”!
!
Wink! shrugged.! “The! Wilsons! deserve! whatever! they! get.!
Do! what! you! want! with! them.”! He! looked! at! Reyna,! then! me.!
“Them?! Up! to! you.! The! woman! is! pretty! much! screwed.! You!
saw! to! that.! She’s! got! no! credibility! with! her! superiors.! Him?!
Probably! no! threat! to! you,! but! it’s! no! skin! off! my! ass! if! you!
want!to!blow!him!up.”!
!
“How!do!I!know!the!notes!have!any!value?”!Baines!said.!
!
Wink!grinned.!“Suppose!I!might!have!been!able!to!tell!if!I’d!
finished! college.! Oh,! that’s! right,! I! did—in! prison.”! His!
expression! turned! serious.! “If! we! agree! on! a! price,! why! don’t!
you!give!me!half!up!front!for!half!the!notes.!You!can!have!your!
research!team!look!them!over!and!see!if!they’re!legit!and!hold!
promise.!If!so,!you!give!me!the!rest!and!I!deliver!the!other!half.”!
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Baines! pinched! the! bridge! of! his! patrician! nose! between!
thumb!and!forefinger.!
!
“Daddy?”!Keely!whined.!“I!did!this!for!you.!I!hunted!them!
down!for!
you
.!I!found!the!Wilsons.!I!even!found!that!harmless!
old!man,!Fitch’s!friend.!You!had!
him*
killed.!You!promised!you’d!
punish!them!
all
!for!what!they!did!!Don’t!you!even!care?”!
!
The!light!in!her!eyes!was!alien.!Something!inside!her!had!
snapped,! sending! her! over! the! edge.! The! suddenness! of! the!
change!was!unsettling.!I!wondered!how!long!she’d!managed!to!
hold!it!all!together,!and!shivered!as!I!thought!of!how!close!I’d!
let!her!get!to!me.!
Fitch’s*friend?
!Jesus,!I’d!been!right.!I!shivered!
again.! ! Baines! threw! her! a! piercing! look,! face! reddening! with!
anger.! He! drew! in! a! deep! breath! and! looked! away,! as! if!
mustering!some!force!to!quell!the!beast!welling!up!inside.!The!
motion! put! his! features! in! profile,! and! suddenly! the! memory!
from!earlier!lurched!back!out!of!the!muck!and!clawed!its!way!
into!my!consciousness.!No!fresh!linen,!this!was!a!creature!from!
a!black!lagoon!of!guilt!I’d!dammed!up!all!those!years!ago.!
!
“It!was!you!”!!
!
The!exclamation!out!of!my!mouth!surprised!me!as!much!as!
everyone! else.! I! stared! at! Baines,! seeing! him! not! with! silver!
hair! and! loose! skin! around! his! throat,! but! dark! hair! and!
youthful!vigor.!He!blinked!rapidly.!!
!
“You!were!right!the!first!time,!Keely,”!I!said.!“Wink!didn’t!
kill! your! sister.! The! Wilsons! didn’t! even! do! it,! though! they!
might!as!well!have.!
He
!killed!her.”!!
!
I!pointed!at!Baines.!!
!
Keely’s!pout!turned!to!confusion!again.!“Daddy?”!!
!
Baines’!lips!curled!back!in!a!snarl.!“What!the!hell!are!you!
talking!about?”!
!
Giving!voice!to!the!truth,!stirring!up!the!muck,!sent!bits!of!
what! I’d! thought! were! flotsam! and! jetsam! floating! into! place!
like!daubs!of!pigment!in!a!paint6by6numbers!picture.!
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“It! all! makes! sense! now,”! I! said,! wondering! why! I! hadn’t!
seen!it!before.!“Kill!two!birds!with!one!stone.”!
!
“You’re! babbling,”! Baines! growled.! He! gestured! to! one! of!
the!twins.!“Shut!him!up!”!
!
Tweedledum! took! a! step! toward! me,! but! Keely! latched!
onto!his!arm!and!dug!in!her!nails.!
!
“Wait,!just!wait!”!she!screeched.!“I!want!to!hear!this.!What!
do!you!mean?!What!two!birds?”!
!
“Kwan!Ji!and!Clayt—Colin!Wilson.”!I!watched!Baines’!face.!
“You! suffered! two! blows! to! an! ego! that! normally! wouldn’t!
stand!for!one!of!them.!Kwan!had!been!right!all!along.!He!had!
something,!technology!that!could!revolutionize!battery!storage.!
And!you!let!him!go.!He!was!going!to!prove!you!wrong,!and!all!
his! patents! would! have! belonged! to! him! and! SIU,! not! Ross!
Industries.!You!bombed!the!lab!to!destroy!his!work,!and!then!
you!had!him!killed,!burned!his!house!down.”!
!
Keely! stared! at! her! father,! incredulity! straining! her!
features.!
!
“Is! this! true?! You! set! the! bomb?! To! get! back! at! someone!
you!
fired
?”!
!
“Keely!”!he!barked.!“Don’t!listen!to!this.!It’s!all!crap!”!
!
She! cringed,! but! held! her! ground.! “What! about! the! other!
bird?!What!did!Wilson!do?”!
!
“Colin! Wilson! had! a! fling! with! your! mother.! A! long! time!
ago.! She! didn’t! mean! for! it! to! happen,! and! it! was! a! one6time!
thing.!But!Baines!found!out.!Spent!years!trying!to!find!Wilson!
and! his! wife! after! they! skipped! to! Canada! in! the! early!
’Seventies.! They! weren’t! there! long.! They! managed! to! sneak!
back!into!the!States!and!used!Corinne!Wilson’s!maiden!name,!
Jones.!
!
“Your! father! finally! came! up! with! a! scheme! to! lure! them!
out!of!hiding.!He!found!Fitch,!knew!that!Fitch!had!been!close!to!
the! Wilsons! during! the! Vietnam! years,! and! told! him! that! he!
wanted! to! make! a! statement,! bomb! a! lab! back! in! Illinois.! He!
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convinced! Fitch! to! talk! the! Wilsons! into! sponsoring! the!
mission.!Figured!they’d!get!blamed!and!eventually!caught,!and!
Clayt—Colin—would!go!to!prison!for!a!long!time.”!
!
“But!Jill.!He!wouldn’t!have!done!that!to!Jill.”!!
!
“Of! course! not,”! Baines! interjected.! “It’s! bullshit,! Keely.!
Don’t!listen!to!him.”!
!
“I’m! not! lying,! Keely.! Kwan! didn’t! just! take! potential!
billions! of! dollars! away! from! the! company! when! your! father!
fired! him.! He! enticed! your! sister! to! help! him! work! on! the!
technology.! He! recognized! her! talent,! and! wanted! to! put! it! to!
useful!work.!Isn’t!that!right,!Baines?!You!couldn’t!stand!the!fact!
that! Jill! preferred! working! with! Kwan! than! working! for! you.!
That’s!another!reason!you!destroyed!his!work.”!
!
The! veins! in! Baines’! neck! stood! out! and! his! face! turned!
claret.!“Someone!shoot!this!bastard,!goddamn!it!”!
!
“What! happened,! Baines?! Too! much! explosive?! Didn’t!
realize!it!would!take!out!the!office!next!door!and!your!daughter!
with!it?”!
!
“You!son!of!a!bitch!!I’ll!kill!you!myself!”!
!
Baines!marched!over!to!Tweedledum!and!tried!to!wrestle!
his!gun!away,!but!the!big!man!pushed!him!away!and!held!him!
off! with! a! huge! arm! across! his! chest.! Baines! strained! to! push!
past.!
!
“You!realized!what!had!happened,”!I!told!him,!“went!back!
in,!and!shot!her.!Only!problem!was!Wink.!You!hadn’t!counted!
on! anyone! else! being! there.! He! got! caught.! The! Wilsons! went!
free.!You’ve!been!looking!for!them!ever!since.!Oh,!and!Kwan’s!
notes! were! missing.! The! one! thing! you! hoped! to! profit! from.!
Besides!revenge.”!
!
Keely!stared!at!me!with!a!growing!look!of!horror.!!
!
“How!do!you!know!this?”!she!whispered.!!
!
“I! was!
there
.”! I! watched! my! revelation! home! in! on! her!
heart!like!a!heat6seeking!missile.!
!
Baines!stopped!struggling.!“Not!possible.”!
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“I!saw!your!whole!team!come!out!of!the!building,”!I!said.!
“You!waited!for!the!blast.!When!the!girl!started!screaming,!you!
went! back! in.! Less! than! a! minute! later! I! heard! the! gunshots,!
and! you! came! back! out.! I! was! there,! Baines.! I! saw! your! face,!
clear!as!day.”!
!
“Daddy?”!!
!
Baines! turned! slowly! as! if! pushing! against! an! enormous!
weight.!!
!
“You! killed! her?! Daddy?! All! this! time! I! tried! to! make! you!
love!me!as!much!as!her.!I!helped!you!find!the!people!
you
!told!
me!were!responsible.!And!you!
killed
!her?”!Keely’s!voice!rose!to!
a!shriek.!“‘
My
!daughter,!
my
!daughter’…!
I’m
!your!daughter,!too,!
you!bastard!”!
!
“No,”!he!said!coldly,!“you’re!not.!You!are!the!product!of!a!
generation!that!squandered!its!potential!on!recreational!drugs!
and! illicit! sex,! on! making! itself! feel! good! without! taking!
responsibility.!Facts!of!life,!little!girl:!The!Vietnam!War!was!a!
tragedy,! but! thousands! of! good! men! died! for! their! country! in!
that!war!while!hippie!faggots!like!Wilson!stayed!home,!smoked!
dope! and! fucked! whomever! they! felt! like,! including! your!
mother.”!
!
Spittle!foamed!at!the!corner!of!his!mouth!as!he!spewed!the!
words! like! cobra! venom.! “While! I! was! off! trying! to!
prevent
!
some! of! those! soldiers! from! dying,! the! bitch! went! up! to! San!
Francisco!to!see!how!the!other!half!lived.!Like!a!trip!to!the!zoo!
to! see! all! the! exotic! animals.! Smelling! the! sex! on! them! and!
reverting! to! her! basest! instincts,! an! animal! just! like! them.! I!
never!touched!her!after!that.!Your!
father
?!Take!a!look!at!him,!
Keely.! Right! over! there.! Sucking! a! comfortable! living! out! the!
very! system! he! tried! to! subvert! and! destroy! back! then.! Big!
revolutionary.! That! pathetic! never6was! is! where! you! come!
from.!Not!me.”!
!
For! an! interminable! moment,! a! hush! as! solemn! as! a!
funeral!fell!over!the!room.!Portentous!as!the!eye!of!a!hurricane,!
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that!brief!calm!carried!tension!that!thrummed!like!high!voltage!
through! a! transmission! line! and! then! exploded! in! a! blur! of!
motion!and!rage.!
!
“You! were!
there
?”! Wink! roared! from! behind! me.! “All! this!
time!I!thought!you!bailed,!and!you!saw!the!whole!thing?”!
!
He! jumped! up! on! a! stool! and! launched! himself! over! the!
worktable! before! I! could! fully! turn! around.! At! the! same! time,!
Keely! flew! toward! Baines! with! outstretched! talons,! mouth!
contorted!in!a!snarl.!Wink!hit!me!full!force,!chest!high.!On!the!
way! down,! I! saw! the! twins! jerk! one! way! then! another! in!
confusion.! After! that,! all! I! saw! was! ceiling! as! Wink’s! weight!
bore!me!to!the!floor!and!he!swung!a!fist!into!my!ribs.!Between!
the!floor!and!his!blow,!most!of!the!air!in!my!lungs!was!expelled!
with!a!
whuff
.!Shouting!added!to!Keely’s!howls!filled!the!room!
with!dissonant!clamor.!Wink!put!me!in!a!clinch,!his!mouth!next!
to!my!ear.!
!
“Gun,!Legs,”!he!whispered.!!
!
I!struggled!to!break!free,!but!he!just!clamped!down!harder,!
not!even!my!height!and!weight!advantage!a!match!for!his!wiry!
strength.!
!
“I’ve!got!a!gun,!asshole!”!he!whispered!again.!“Behind!my!
back.!Take!it!!On!three.!One,!two,!three!”!
!
By! the! time! I! figured! out! what! the! hell! he! was! talking!
about,!he’d!thrown!himself!to!the!side,!taking!me!with!him.!As!I!
rolled!on!top,!I!got!an!arm!loose,!reached!around!behind!him!
and!felt!the!hard!lump!under!his!shirt.!
Tweedledee’s*gun*from*
the* conference* center.
! I! got! a! grip! on! it! and! yanked! as! Wink!
rolled! us! again,! putting! me! underneath! him.! I! held! the! gun!
down!on!the!floor!close!to!my!thigh,!keeping!it!hidden.!
!
“Get!off!me,!butthead!”!I!said.!
!
“Fuck!you!”!Wink!yelled.!!
!
“Hey,!knock!it!off!”!someone!behind!me!bawled.!
!
Wink!stifled!a!laugh!and!threw!a!punch!at!my!face.!I!barely!
had! time! to! block! it.! For! a! moment,! the! years! were! stripped!
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away,! reverting! us! to! a! couple! of! kids! roughhousing! in! the!
backyard.!I!put!a!hand!on!his!chest!and!shoved!hard.!He!flew!
back!on!his!rump!and!slid!halfway!under!a!lab!table.!Instead!of!
charging! at! me,! he! leaned! forward! and! dug! a! hand! under! his!
pant! leg.! He! came! up! on! one! knee! with! a! small! pistol! in! his!
hand.!
!
“Now!”!he!shouted.!!
!
He!aimed!over!my!shoulder!and!squeezed!off!three!shots!