Nic's Devotion: An Endless Series: Book One (42 page)

     “Yes, please.” I panted out. That sounded really,
really good.

     Nic smiled, I assume at my formality, and pulled my
shirt and bra off along with his. A second later we were back to devouring each
other once more. Nic tilted me slightly and his mouth left mine to wander down
to my breast. His hot mouth engulfed one, licking and sucking at it hard as his
hand pinched and played with my other aching nipple. My fingers dug into his
back in bliss and I couldn’t control the rocking of my hips into his as my
excitement rose.

     “Nic, please!” I cried.

     “You need more, baby?” Nic mumbled around my flesh in
his mouth.

     “Yes, yes!” I pleaded.

     “Do you want to do what we did last time?” He asked
tugging on my nipple with his lips. It popped out of his mouth and my groin
contracted in painful delight.

     “Ohhh!” I gasped.

     “Do you want my mouth on you, Carrie?” Nic asked
lapping my nipple soothingly. “Licking and sucking…” His hand moved down my
abdomen to my sex. “…down here?” Fingers messaged over my nether lips and nub
through my pants creating an unbearable ache.

     “Yes…no…” I answered in hungry confusion.

     Nic’s fingers stopped moving and his head lifted from
my breast so he could look me in the face. The skin of his cheeks was tight and
flushed with arousal. “Is it yes or no, Carrie? I’ll only do what you want?” He
asked in a hoarse but tender tone. The love shining from his eyes reassured me
in what I wanted.

     I knew I was flushed the same as him but I could feel
my face getting even rosier with what I was about to say. “I want what you
said, but I also want you. I’m ready.” I knew it was bad that I was asking for
sex but couldn’t say the word.

     My body was pressed tightly to his and I felt his penis
jerk against my leg at my words. His green eyes dilated further. “Are you sure
that’s what you want, Carrie? I don’t mind waiting if your still not ready.”

     God! Could I fall in love with him anymore? I cupped
his cheek and stroked my thumb over his lips. He opened his mouth and captured
it, sucking on it. I had a hard time tearing my gaze from the erotic sight, but
I did. Looking him straight in the eye I smiled lovingly. “I’m ready. I love
you, and I want to be with you. Completely.”

     He closed his eyes and set his forehead to mine. “I
love you so damn much, Carrie. I don’t want to do anything to screw this up
between us. I want nothing more than to make you mine, completely, but I need
you to be sure.”

     If there had been any doubt in my mind, which there
wasn’t, it would have been obliterated with those words. “I’m positive, Nic.
Make me yours.”

     Nic’s mouth took mine almost roughly, but I didn’t
mind. He broke away after a minute to look at me intently. “After you become
mine there’s no going back, Carrie. You’ll be mine forever, because I’m never
going to let you go.” He vowed.

     My entire body clenched at his declaration…his promise.
“I’m not going anywhere, and that works both ways, Nic. If I become yours than
you become mine forever.”

     A wicked smile curved his lips, but his eyes remained
intense. “I would have it no other way, baby.”

     While still staring into my eyes his hand on my sex began
working again, stroking and messaging. My lids drooped and my breath panted out
at the sensations he was eliciting. After a while his hand moved up and
unfastened my jeans. I lifted my bottom as he wiggled them down my legs along
with my underwear. Nic stood up at the end of the bed to pull them all the way
off.

     I was a little embarrassed at lying there naked as he
stood there gazing at me, and reflexively clenched my legs together bending
them and crossed my hands over my breast. Nic smiled and my embarrassment faded
into awe as he unsnapped his dress pants and pushed them down revealing his
very erect organ, jutting out looking huge. I really had my doubts about it
fitting, even though I knew it would…most likely.

     Before lying down on the bed beside me Nic reached over
into his bedside dresser drawer and pulled out a wrapper. I frowned for a
second before I realized what it was. A condom. I couldn’t stop the giggle as a
memory rose up surprising me.

     Nic settled down next to me pulling the blankets over
both our legs and gave me a mystified grin. “And what are you giggling about?
Nervous?”

     I shook my head ‘no’, but then realized that I was.
“Yes,” I admitted. “But I giggled because I was remembering the second day we
met; when I made that comment about protection for vehicles.”  

     Nic chuckled and set the condom under the pillow. “My
first thought is protecting you. I’m clean, I know your clean, but neither one
of us is ready for a baby.” Nic leaned into me and smoothed his hands down my
side over my breast and down my hip to settle there. My skin prickled in
enjoyment everywhere he touched. His gaze followed his progress and then came
back up to my face. His hand massaged my hip. “I’ve got to tell you that I
would love to not wear anything with you. To be able be inside of you entirely
naked would be the most amazing thing in the world. You wouldn’t by chance want
to go on birth control, would you?” He asked huskily with an adorable smile.

     My face turned red at the topic. “I’m actually on the
pill already.”

     Nic’s expression became almost thunderstruck. “What?”

     “Back when I was first in the hospital Mona got a
prescription for birth control for me. I had…well…my menses was…you don’t
really need to know the details.” The words rushed out of me. “She just put me
on them. I actually get them in the mail from this program. I don’t even have
to pay for them.” I was rambling but this was a really uncomfortable
conversation.

     “Are you serious?” Nic asked. “Please tell me you’re
serious.” He implored with an almost pained expression.

     I looked at him in concern. He should be looking happy
not in pain. “Yes, I’m serious.”

     “Oh fuck yes…I’m sorry, but…fuck….yes.” He gave me a
smile still looking pained. “I’ve never gone without a condom before. I’m
actually glad this first time for me will be with you, it will be like a first
for both of us; although, mine will probably be more enjoyable than yours.” Nic
said gruffly. “Shit, I think I just scared myself. I’ve never taken someone’s
virginity before.” Now Nic looked twice as pained.

     My embarrassment faded away again. Nic normally tried
his best not to swear in front of me. The only time he did was usually when we
were involved in sexual situations, so I knew he was getting worked up at both
ideas. I couldn’t help smiling at the thought.

     I stroked my hand down Nic’s chest to his abdomen,
stopping at just above his erection. “So should we continue, or are you too
scared now?” I raised an eyebrow at him.

     His eyes narrowed on me. “For giving me that eyebrow
you might not get out of this bed for days.”

     Both of my eyebrows went up at that. Cool!

     The hand on my hip moved back up to my breast cupping
it. Leaning down Nic sucked the tip into his mouth and rolled my nipple around
on his tongue. He moved so that he was straddling me and went to work on my
other breast. My belly and groin tightened into a pleasurable ache. Nic slowly
worked his way down playing with my navel before going further. When he reached
the V of my legs he suddenly hiked my legs up over his shoulders.

     “Nic!” I exclaimed in astonishment and embarrassment.
We might have done this before but I hadn’t felt this exposed.

     He didn’t reply to my cry. Instead, he set to work with
his mouth and I forgot what I was embarrassed about because it felt sooooo
good. One of my hands gripped his hair and the other the bedding as he sucked,
licked and fingered me.

     “Oh, god!” I could barely catch my breath at the
sensations bombarding me. Nic’s tongue and mouth were working my nub and his
fingers pushed in and out of me. Each time a finger went in it would rub
against my walls sending my tension and pleasure higher. He seemed to know
right where to touch. 

     “You need to tell me where you like it best, Carrie.”
Nic’s finger went in and rubbed a certain spot making me pump down against it.
“Did you like that? What about here?” His finger rotated to a different spot
inside me and stroked.

     “Uhhh,” I cried in wonder. “There, right there. Uhhh!”
My hips moved jerkily with his stroking. I could feel my orgasm racing toward
me.

     “I can feel how close you are. You’re getting tighter
around my finger. I’m going to add another so I can stretch you and the
fullness with feel even better.” Nic’s voice was hoarse as he talked to me,
giving me a clue on how excited he was getting. I felt myself being stretched
down there as Nic put two fingers inside of me. It didn’t hurt, it was exactly
like Nic said; it was better.

     “Better right?” He asked.

     “Yes, yes, yes.” I chanted, working my hips with his
stroking.

     “Oh shit, Carrie. I feel like I’m going to spill before
I even get inside of you.” Nic groaned. He latched onto my nub with is mouth
and pumped with his fingers and my orgasm slammed into me making me almost
scream at the power of it.

     Nic continued to pump his finger through my climax as
he moved up my body and latched onto my mouth. We kissed wildly as his finger
disappeared and something bigger began to press into me. The walls of my
passage were still pulsating in pleasure making it a very tight fit, but I was
extremely wet so it slid right in, at least until it bumped up against a
resistance.

     Nic pulled away from my mouth with a gasp. “Shit, you
are so damn tight. God, it feels awesome.” Nic groaned with his eyes closed.

     My sensations from my orgasm were slowly waning and I
noticed that as Nic leaned over me he was being careful not to set his weight
on top of me. He didn’t know I’d been working on that, but I wasn’t going to
test it out in the middle of this and possibly ruin it all.

     Nic began pumping in and out of me but not enough to
break my hymen. It was an uncomfortable stretching at first as he got me
accustomed to his size, but it was also getting me all worked up again. I
wanted more. Nic reopened his eyes and looked down into mine. He was sweating
and he appeared to be in extreme agony. I realized he was trying to hold
himself back for my sake.

      I reached up stabbed my fingers in his hair. “I’m
okay. I’m ready. Make me yours.” I whispered.

     He closed his eyes as he slowly pulled out, but then
opened them again as he pushed back in and through my barrier. There was a
slight pinch of pain and it was definitely uncomfortable as he slid in all the
way. I felt very full and stretched.

     I tried to keep most of the discomfort I felt from my
face, but Nic still halted in movements. “Are you okay?” He asked hoarsely. I
could tell he was suffering from not being able to move, but he held still just
so he could make sure I was alright.

     I smiled through the discomfort. “I’m good. It just
feels weird.” I assured him.

     Nic leaned down and kissed me softly, but I could feel
the restraint he was using to keep it gentle. “You feel anything but weird to
me. You are so tight and hot around me I could come without even moving. One
deep breath from you could set me off right now.”

     I smiled impishly and realized that the discomfort was
passing. “But then I would miss out on what it feels like when you move inside
of me.” I shifted my hips at the same time squeezing my internal muscles. It
definitely felt really bizarre feeling all of him inside me.

     Nic grunted and groaned closing his eyes. His hips
pulled away dragging his member out of me. The feeling of it moving, the glide
of it against my walls, had me gasping in wonder. It was like he activated
every one of my nerve endings down there.

     I moaned and gripped his shoulders. “Ohhhh.”

     Nic stopped. “Is that a good ‘Ohhh’?”

     I nodded and whimpered. “Yes.”

     “Thank god.” He growled pushing back in slowly.

     I hissed at the sensation of his girth stretching me,
there was some pain, but there was also pleasure and amazement. I looked up at
Nic in wonderment. “It feels incredible.” I whispered.

     He smiled both tenderly and wolfishly, if that was
possible. “It feels more than that.” He pulled out and pushed back in quicker
this time and I gasped and whimpered. “Stupendous.” He grunted doing it again.
“Spectacular.” He leaned down on his one forearm and tucked a hand under my
butt to pull me into him as he pulled out and pushed in again. “Breathtaking.”
He whispered against my lips.

     It was absolutely, positively, breathtaking because I
could barely catch my breath. Nic had stopped talking so it must have taken his
breath too. He kept his hand on my bottom and his strength amazed me as every
time he pushed in he would pull me up to him making our groins press together
harder. It felt marvelous but I felt the need for more so I spread my legs
further and raised my knees pushing up meeting each of his thrusts. It made us
slam together even harder.

     I cried out at the deeper level of penetration.

     Nic groaned loudly and his arm left my butt to settle
alongside my head so both of his arms bracketed my head. “Hike your legs over
my hips, baby.” I did as he asked…I’d about do anything he asked of me right
now… and when I did he penetrated even further filling me up completely. I
couldn’t stop the cry of fulfillment as he seemed to hit the end of me. “Yeah,
Carrie, just like that. Damn, I’m so close. Try to come with me, honey.” Nic’s
brows pinched in pained pleasure and his eyes stared intently into mine as his
hips worked between my legs. He leaned down taking my mouth forcefully.