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Table of
Contents
I. Prologue – New Homeport Island, maroon scenario 964
II. Chapter one – Change of homeport to unfamiliar waters
III. Chapter Two – The new old standard
IV. Chapter three - Helping an angel
V. Chapter four - Leviathan
VI. Chapter five – ‘Jupiter’ the rise of chaos
VII. Chapter six - The green reed cabana
VIII. Chapter seven – A lost frontier
IX. Chapter eight - It was a simple way of life
X. Chapter nine – Caging a man’s desires
XI. Chapter ten – Forgotten freedoms
XII. Chapter eleven – Life begins
XIII. Chapter Twelve – Mercury sets to sea
XIV. Chapter thirteen – Two more years
XV. Chapter fourteen – A less hospitable home
XVI. Chapter fifteen – Recompense
Warning contains sailor talk
Author’s Note : I’d like to point out that the first three chapters
piss me off ‘PTSD’ style.
Prologue
New Homeport Island
maroon scenario 964
Island life has been eventful but always rewarding. Vast
arrays of experiences have been a massed and recorded in this
sea story. The salt of the sea may have bleached our bones and
the sun, baked our brains; but it was the hours of work that
tested our souls, bent our backs, and made us old.
Our story begins at the start of it all, our change of home
port, and a bitter winter just after. The crew was a cast of
characters preposterous in dimension and absurd in expression
both then and in our tale.
Though the mermaids turned out to be whale bubbles and
the sirens were just sound deadening troths reverbing emptiness
against the sails, there are still things best left mused over but
left un-believed.
The incidents which took place on DD-964 were surreal
enough uncelebrated, but in the franchise of ‘maroon scenario
964’ they solicit angst in this damned soul that once strode upon
her untamed decks.
I won’t speak of disgrace here, nor of acts of heroism that
righted the coming disasters brought on by those other acts of
arrogance or shameful frailties; but I will speak in the sailor’s
tongue of lust and adventure as well as the ever present comedy.
Life at sea is a suffering and is to be laughed at.
So take heed, amongst these pages lays the mockery and
exhalatation of a sailor’s experience and you may well be he. It
has been true and remains so, that a sailor may find himself or
herself marooned on a ship, having lost sight of joy and become
haze grey and underway.
Should you be there now…stranded, on a ship…at sea,
awaiting something good to do…then rest here in these pages,
I’ve been there before you and will comfort you.
Chapter one
Change of homeport into unfamiliar waters
Everett Washington November 1995, we arrived at our new
home port. The changes are astounding; Long beach California
had been deeply sardonic and hostile just as a matter of local
culture. Here in Everett it’s a softer way of life. The first thing
we noticed were the pubs, they seemed to operate on a fix cost
model with no intention of expansion. No dance floors, no
music, nothing to facilitate the art of ‘the pick-up’ or seduction
at all.
In time we discovered actual clubs and it seemed better
than what we were accustomed to in California. If you had a bad
day at work and wanted to drink and complain go to a pub, if
you’re looking for companionship head to the ‘meet market’; a
phrase I had heard but misunderstood in my youth. It was
comedic to hear connotations between ‘meet market’ and
‘sausage fest’; it seems many of the crew also misunderstood.
Some of those boys I served with were only comfortable at a
sausage fest, too few women to feel any pressure. The men and
women, I served with were another story entirely.
We found Everett to be too soft, a guy comes up and asks
for a light from one of our guys and it seemed to be a come on.
It took about two months to realize he was just looking for a
heads up on the mood and tone of the bar as though it were a
private party and he was establishing himself as a friendly face.
I felt like we were demanding these people harden up and
stop seeming so soft to their military. A much more harsh way
to be than any of us wanted, and a misunderstanding at that.
It was a good port, but complacency had set in. Everyone
had their one public function and anything else was someone
else’s job. That created gaps and short comings in what local
society was willing to do for each other as a service; and
promoted the concept of lending favors. At times, when they
come to collect their debt of favor, it would lead to passive
aggressive arguments and was just a bad way to get things done.
It was a sight to see though…snowcapped mountains, green
trees, two men arguing over the hood of a blue ford truck about
some very hometown matters. It felt like a home.
Within the first couple of days we had our scouting done,
found the bars, hotels, apartments, and I was the lucky guy to
find the mall first. A vital piece of information for the women in
our crew and keeping them appeased was a means of survival,
“Ahh… the power of estrogen.”
It was uncharacteristically cold that year according to the
crew members from the area, all glad to be so near their
childhood homes though some were surprised that eighty miles
away and eight hundred miles away had the same impact. Just
too far for a weekend visit to be routine. There would be no
college kid style bringing home laundry to mom for these
squids.
The snow came in waves from off the ocean, something we
saw rain do frequently but a ship from long beach California
watching waves of snow dusting the pier was surreal. I likened
Puget Sound to lake big bear on account of this feature. Everett
however had a convergent weather pattern just over Puget
Sound which resulted in some three hundred days of rain per
year. This further implied Puget Sound is just a flooded lake,
and the Olympia national rain forest had become a rain forest
through survival of the fittest amongst the botany set. One of
those inferences is certainly correct whilst the other is patently
absurd, I forget which is which.
We were jaded in just the wrong way, ‘people weren’t to be
trusted, but the sun will shine, the breeze will ease, and the rains
will subside’; which was a philosophic assumption that did not
exactly serve us well in Washington State.
The rain ceased only to build to a full force storm, there
was no expectation of sunshine on any given day, there was a
distinctive cartography to the breezes, and the people were like
us. Just trying to survive to the next day with bills paid, food in
their stomachs, and a lover with warm moist lips to welcome
them in to a roof over their heads.
There in that first winter we met our own naiveté. Many of
us had never driven in the snow and had spouses also unable to
drive in the snow. The slightest dusting of snow was an expected
‘snow day’ to them; after all what can one reasonably expect to
accomplish in the snow…in a mania of delirium…due to the
realization that snow is a real, and tangible effect of weather. A
comical development for those of us with exposure to life in a
true winter.
Standing on the ASROC deck just forward of the fantail we
looked out at all the snow and saw the bridge to Marysville is
stop and go traffic there’s been an accident. The command duty
officer and I as well as a few other cigarette smokers stood there
smoking and using binoculars to survey the scene. We informed
the police of the accident as it seemed there were no police on
scene. It turned out the driver at fault didn’t want to call the
police over a matter of personal pride and his insurance
premiums. When we realized it was captain Armitus, I was sent
to pick him up and bring him to work. At first he didn’t
recognize us, so I assessed him for shock and found there was
some degree of shock; he blamed the cold for that, and I
accepted it. Being that I was an engineer he described losing
control of his vehicle and asked how that might happen. It was
actually power steering failure he described but he wanted it to
be the result of antilock brakes. I concluded the engine must
have failed. And that satisfied him; he was quiet on the drive in
since he was cold and realized it was us that called the police,
something he chastised the command duty officer for later.
The snow storm increased and decrease over the first
couple of days. I stuck to the public library it was warm and
inviting, pleasant surroundings with the hidden feature of
filtering people out far better than any military recruiter. It
seems as though some people would never go to a library for
fear of being caught dead there. How do you exit somewhere
you find to be embarrassing as you have a heart attack without
anyone becoming aware?
Establishing myself at the local library with the librarians, a
GS-8 and GS-12; I had established the navy’s need for a
substantial reference section. We would need encyclopedias on
subjects like maritime law, international law, as well as
engineering, culinary arts, history, and military science. I boiled
that down to asking for as many encyclopedias as possible
medical, law, and material science.
“…So, you’ll need books on sailing then?” the librarian
asked, “I thought you guys were the authority on that” she
continued with a chuckle. She reached up to the counter where
my hand was resting and rested hers on mine.
I smiled and replied, “It’s not so much the sailing part of
our reputation that we are authorities on…It’s more those tantric
temples we visit overseas that we are known for being
knowledgeable about.” I slid my hand back slowly and she
looked down to the desk a little embarrassed and disappointed,
but just before her hand left mine I slid it back forward and
interlaced my fingers with hers from beneath. She stood there
starring down at our hands and asked, “Are you older than you
look or am I really old enough to be your mother?”
I smiled a wide smile, leaned in and whispered, “I’m much
older than I look.” She giggled and I laughed and she looked for
a piece of paper to write her notes on as well as her phone
number. There was a stack of small sheets of paper on the
counter that eluded her. As she searched she asked again, “So,
what was it you’ll really be needing?” as her hand slipped away
from mine. This was actually an invitation to ask her for her
phone number but I was new to town and she really was old
enough to be my grandmother. I said, “Legal library materials,
engineering encyclopedias, management books…pretty much
everything to start this whole navy thing all over again. It seems
our navy wide ‘training issue’ is so bad they have announced it
to everyone.”
She looked up and asked hopefully, “Is that all?” I smiled
and said, “It would take all night to cover everything I
need…what time do you get off from work?” and I laughed a
disarming don’t kill me for teasing you laugh.
“I might have just what you’re looking for…” she said as
she continued to search for something to write on, but added
with a giggle as she shook her pen, “but, there may be
something I will have to get.” She was getting flustered at her
confusion; it seemed she hadn’t had a good flirt in years. Just as
I offered one of the slips of paper from the counter top she had
turned to enter the office and lingered in there for a while.
When she returned she was more reserved and there was a
line waiting for her. She seemed a little older in her demeanor
and I lost my nerve for flirting with her and she noticed that.
Once she had taken care of the line she had waiting checking out
books and seeking certain books with casual conversation with
her regulars she told me she would let them know what it was I
would be needing and said, “We’ll pick this up later.” So, I
headed back out of the library, I was getting hungry anyways.
In front of the library there was a significant gathering of
patrons some not dressed for the cold. With some small talk I
discerned they were in fact homeless. It was my first opportunity
to flex those researcher skills. The charters and mission
statements of the county health services, federal welfare
programs, FEMA, and social services would be my lead in. The
librarians were more than willing to jump in on a ‘mission’. We
prepared a legal argument stating job responsibility, public need
and obligation. We scripted a scenario for the situation involving
the police providing transportation to county health services,
with follow on social services; inclusive to placement in shelters
and various programs such as vocational rehabilitation and Pell
grant educational opportunities to the homeless.