Authors: Helena Smith
I have big butterflies in my stomach. I can’t wait to see him. In fact... I can’t wait to show him off to everyone, I can’t wait to celebrate my new life. 5’oclock can not come quick enough. My boss marches through the door.
‘How are you getting on Bella?’
‘Not bad thanks... I think I am actually done, there is only a few bits left. If there is anything after I have gone you can always give me a call.’
‘You are a star. We will really miss you.’
‘Awwww thank you.’
‘After you have done, get yourself home and get ready. I know what you women are like with getting ready.’
‘Don’t get personal!’
He laughs and wanders out and I shout ‘Thank you, see you later’ . He shouts ‘No problem, see you later gater’.
I speed up and get finished. I leave the office with my box and bag of gifts and race home. Time to get myself in the shower and get ready. I want to look my best, because... well I feel my best.
*Hi. Boss let me go earlier so I will be ready early. Can you come sooner? xx*
*Its your lucky day. I can be round in an hour. xxx*
*Yeyyy... see you soon.*
After my bath I smother myself in my nice smelling body lotion and apply my make up and do my hair. I am just picking out an outfit when I hear the doorbell. I run downstairs... I can barely contain my excitement that he is here. I look through the peep hole and it is him, but I put the chain on the door and open it slightly and say
‘May I ask sir for some I.D?’ ‘hahaha....’ He flashes his smile. ‘hahaha... that does it for me.’
I unlock the door and he comes through. ‘Bella, I am pleased you are taking my advice and checking to see who is at the door first.’. I nod and dare not admit it was out of amusement. He puts his arms around me and kisses me, long and passionate. His hands slip down to my waist and he gently squeezes my bum.
‘Careful... Robert... don’t go teasing a girl’ ????
‘I just can’t help myself’
‘You can’t?’
‘No.’
Time to bring my A game to the table and go for plan B. I kiss him more and ask if he wants to come upstairs while I get ready. He follows me up and as soon as we are upstairs he sits on my bed. I get on top of him and straddle him and start kissing him and gyrate myself. He starts to moan... and I grind harder. He gently lifts me off and smugly says.
‘Bella, my darling... I know exactly what your game is... and it is not going to happen. We have not got time for what I have in mind before we go out.’
‘Well let’s not go out.’
‘Oh no Bella.... we are going out. Come on... you get ready.’
I pout at him and he laughs and kisses me on my forehead. He watches me as I get ready and looks at me with adoring eyes. I am so in love with this guy. I never thought I would ever feel in love again, not after Chris. But finally.... I am.
We head out and get to the wine bar on Dawson street. As we open the door, the noise spills out and the hot air hits my face as we walk in. I can see all of my colleagues... or should I say ex colleagues. Some of them have noticed I have walked in and wave enthusiastically. Bob from the post room has clearly been out since he has finished work. He has his work outfit on and he is looking a little worse for wear, he even has droplets of beer froth on his bushy beard. Robert goes to the bar for our drinks while I chat with everyone. It’s so busy in here everyone is stood in close proximity, the noise level increases as there is a woman in the corner cackling louder and louder. Ryan, is telling me how the finance team are under pressure, but to speak in my ear he has to shout due to the noise and he rests his hand on my back. I freeze and hope his hand doesn’t wander as I know Robert will be watching.
Robert weaves his way through the crowd and like a true pro manages not to spill a drop. However, the expression on his face is not that of a pleased man when he sees Ryan stood so close. I want to disperse his fears and announce to Ryan.
‘Ryan, this is my boyfriend Robert, Robert, this is Ryan from finance.’
‘Nice to meet you Ryan, and he gives him a power handshake.’
‘Nice to meet you Robert.’
Robert must have instilled some fear into Ryan as he is quick to scoot off.
‘Robert, he is a nice guy. He was just going on about work.’
‘Hmmmm.’
‘Robert... its fine.’ With that I lean towards him and kiss him gently on the lips. The beautiful smile he has for me is worth it, and I feel relieved that the tension has lifted. He moves his hand gently down my back and he runs his fingers along the hemline of my trousers.
‘All mine Bella... I can’t wait to get you home.’
‘Stop it... naughty.’
He leaned closer into my ear. ‘Oh you will be asking me not to stop later. I can’t wait to be inside you.’
This is too much, I swallow hard and try to compose myself. Pursing my lips together I look at him with a ‘
Don’t you dare’ look!
‘I am going to tease you all night long Bella. I am going to take you into the bedroom, and I am going to tie you up and lick you all over. Each time you get too excited... I am going to stop. Then start all over again, and when I can’t hold back any longer I am going to fuck you until you come.’
My ex boss walks over.
‘Hey Bella. You ok, you look a little red’
‘Hey, urmmm hi. I’m... fine. It’s just really hot in here.’ Roberts’s fingers are gently tickling the cheeks of my bum and my legs start to wobble slightly. My boss proceeds to come out with his usual banter and I have to focus hard and laugh in the right places. He then goes to the bar to buy a round that he insists on. I swing round to Robert.
‘Robert, please.... I can’t hold on any longer.’
‘How wet are you right now?’
‘Your naughty. Stop it!’
He smiles, with a huge smug smile and I slap him on his arm which makes him laugh. This is absolutely infuriating. We all decide to make our way to another bar down the road, and Suzie is hanging off my neck on route.
‘I am really going to miss you Bella. I can’t believe your leaving us.’
‘We will stay in touch, don’t worry. At least it means there is someone else joining the team.’
I look at Robert and he is walking along... and still looking smug and looking at me like he wants to rip my clothes off. I wish he flippin well would. This waiting is driving me nuts. Ahead Bob from the post room is leading the way with a slight zig zag. This bar is as noisy as the first and it is just as packed out. I really just want to go home, and not feel like a sardine in a tin. We go in and the boss buys everyone a round of drinks again. They are all discussing which club to go to afterwards, and I know I will not be going.
‘Robert, we will head off after this bar, I really don’t want to go on to a club.’
‘Yeah, no problem. When the guys head off to the club we can make our excuses okay?’
‘Sounds perfect.’
‘I have booked us into a hotel Bella for tonight so we don’t disturb Ash’
My heart leaps, and I have to admit I am relieved we are not staying at home.
‘I haven’t got any of my stuff though.’
‘Its okay, I have bought you some things to wear and all of your make up. Its all at the hotel.’
‘You are such a control freak. But thank you.’ I smile and give him a quick kiss, which in turn makes him smile.
‘I better text Ash and let her know that I won’t be home tonight so she doesn’t worry.’
‘Yeah, good idea.’
*Hey Ash, I am staying in town tonight with Robert. See you tomorrow xx*
After another few rounds, the guys are all getting restless and want to head off to a club. As we spill out onto the street I break the news that I will not be joining them as I had a busy day ahead tomorrow and needed to get some rest. They all protested at first, but soon gave in after I stood my ground. After hugs and kisses and ‘We will miss you’ ‘Good Luck Bella’ ‘Stay in touch’, the crowd headed off. Even Bob was still on his feet and ready to chuck some shapes on the dance floor.... bless him.
Robert and I climb into a taxi and head off to the hotel, with the grumpiest taxi driver ever. Why is it that taxi drivers tend to be grumpy. Then I realise we are in a taxi... how strange.
‘Where is David? ‘
‘He is down the road... I thought you would perhaps be a little conscious if our driver was waiting in from of all your friends... haha’
‘Good thinking batman. You do think of everything don’t you.’
He nodded with a big grin on his face. We travel the rest of the way holding hands in a comfortable silence. Looking out of the window, all you can see is groups of girls dressed in.... well not a lot. Some of them look determined to strut their stuff and make a catch of the day. Some of them look like they have been out for a bit too long. There is even one girl sat in the gutter with her knickers on show... grim.
We pull up to our beautiful hotel on the edge of town, and make our way into the lobby. You can hear the chatter and glasses clinking in the bar over to the right. The porter greets us and has a lovely genuine smile on his ruddy face. As we step into the lift, the background music is playing and Robert has his arm draped around my shoulders. We get out on the top floor and make our way along the corridor to our room. Robert, ever the Gent lets me walk through first. The lounge is beautifully decorated in lilacs and silver, with a tray of chocolates on the table. I walk into the bedroom and the deep red spells out passion, with a voluptuous king size bed.
The bathroom has giant stone coloured tiles, a massive shower to the right hand side and the bath is straight in front, and I am sure you could fit half the rugby team in there. On the side where the sinks are, Robert has arranged my new makeup bag and my moisturisers, toners. He really does think of everything, he has even remembered to buy my eye cream. Thorough to say the least! Robert headed back to the lounge and suddenly the bathroom is filled with opera and he walks up behind me and spins me round and kisses me.
‘Are you ok?’
‘Oh I am more than ok Robert. ‘
He gently takes off my blouse, followed by my jeans. Taking a break from undressing me, while I am stood there feeling self conscious that I am stood looking..... well nearly naked. I have my bra and my french knickers. Kissing me, his hands exploring their way through my hair. I am past excited..... I am not sure I will be lasting very long at all tonight. Robert moves away from me, and turns the shower on. Taking off his clothes he is stood there, in all of his glory, in front of me. I take a deep breath and can feel myself flushing with anticipation. Moving towards me he unhooks my bra as his mouth is on mine, my hands dancing across his bare skin. Lowering himself he takes my knickers down and I step out of them. He runs his hands along my bare legs and my legs tingle in response, in fact it’s not the only place that’s tingling.
His mouth is running along the nape of my neck, as his hands run over my breasts lightly, he moves them across my back, pulling me close to his body and down to my buttocks grabbing them firmly. Then slapping one of my cheeks, I can’t respond as his mouth is still exploring mine. From nowhere, he produces his tie and ties my hands behind my back. Then his hand skates across my hips running his fingers over my skin. I lose myself in this moment, the rest of the world melting away into oblivion. We step into the shower and he lathers the body wash in his hands he starts at my shoulders, and runs his soapy hands down my arms and underneath. Spinning me round to access the different angles. Covering my back with his soapy hands he does so slowly. Rubbing my shoulders, massaging them. This feels like heaven. Getting more body wash he moves his hand gently over my neck and over my breasts.
‘You like this Bella.... don’t you?’
‘I love it.... don’t stop’
He smiles like he has won a battle and tugs on my nipples with his slippery fingers. His hands move down and wash my stomach, I am waiting with excitement for his fingers to go down further. To the place that is throbbing with anticipation. I feel disappointed as he skips that bit as he kneels and starts to wash each leg. As he stands, he grabs my head firmly but still with an element of gentleness. We kiss, deeply, with love and with yearning…… wanting. He whispers.
‘Get down on your knees. I want you to suck me.’
I carefully get down on my knees with his help, with my arms still tied behind my back and I have never felt so sexually turned on, so erotic. His back is facing the torrent of water that is falling from the shower... protecting me. My knees are bathed in the wet aftermath on the shower floor. I am met with his bursting erection and I tantalise him with my tongue, and run my wet lips along his shaft. I take him in my mouth, and suck him gently.... and gradually increase the pressure. I look up at him while he is in my mouth and his eyes are looking down at me. He groans with delight. Then he helps me back to my feet, understanding that I have a lack of balance, with my hands still tied.