Never Say Goodbye (16 page)

“Happy Birthday Liv,” Levi says before ripping my panties from my body and rubbing his fingers through my folds. I’m already wet and ready for him, but he seems to want to take his time.

“Thanks,” I say through breaths. He has me standing against the wall as he comple
tely undresses me and himself.

Before I can say anything
, he’s on his knees and licking at my core. I’m leaning back on the wall, thankful for the support because he’s not letting up any time soon. He grabs my left leg and props it over his shoulder, while holding my body in place.

I grab onto his hair with one hand and keep my other hand on the wall, still using it as support.
His one hand moves up and starts to twist my nipple causing me to moan.

He has me going crazy, I want him inside of me, but damn this feels so good. I start to move with him
and can’t seem to get enough.

Then I feel him thrust his fingers inside of me, making me cry out in pleasure. He starts moving at a faster pace all the while continuing to tor
ture me with his tongue.

He thrusts and sucks and before I know it I’m crying out in pure bliss. Once I come down from ecstasy, Levi stands up, puts a condom on quickly and picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and he thrusts into me against
the wall.

The wall is cold a
nd feels good against my slicked skin. I hold on for dear life and let him continue to fuck me like I’ve never been fucked before. He has me moving in directions trying to keep up with his speed until we are both calling out one another’s names.

Once I catch my breath I tell him, “You better be ready for more, because I’m still horny,” I say with a smug look.

“Shit, I’m always ready for more,” he says with a sexy smile.

He disposes of the condom in the bathroom as I fall comfortably on my bed. I feel myself start to doze off while I wait for him to return.

“Liv, how can you tell me you’re still horny, yet look like you’re about to pass out?” he says with a look.

“You’re taking too long,” I whine.

He crawls on top of my body and starts to wake me up by kissing me everywhere. When he takes my nipple into his mouth he has my body jerking for more. I grab his head wanting him to take more of me into his mouth.

“You like that huh?” he asks already knowing the answer.

I give him a nod along with a moan, and then feel his fingers enter me again. His palm starts rubbing my sensitive spot while he teases me with his fingers. This man is incredible; he’s touching me and making me realize what I enjoy most during sex. This will definitely come in handy in the future.

When he starts thrusting his fingers inside of me, I decide to put on a little show for him too. I slowly take my hands and caress my breasts before dipping my one hand lower to my sacred spot. He leans back to watch me, while hi
s fingers continue to fuck me.

I start to rub my sensitive spot, along with his fingers cause me to moan. His thrusts start getting faster so I start to move my fingers faster. My one hand is pulling and twisting on my nipple while the other is working faster on my sensitive spot.

I can feel my body beginning to build. Levi doesn’t let up, and then that’s when I feel his tongue touch me. My body almost convulses off the bed. He starts to bite at my core while I try to rub myself faster and faster. He doesn’t let up and soon I’m screaming out in pure ecstasy.

“Damn princess, that was hot as fuck,” he says with hooded eyes.

“Levi, I need you to fuck me hard,” I say, ready to pounce on him.

He goes to grab a condom and I decide I want to take control. I push him over to
lie on his back. I take the condom from his hands and slide it over his erection. I straddle his body and slide myself down his length riding him. I start a rhythm and he thrusts inside of me causing me to moan.

“Liv, whatever you do, don’t stop. Shit, your pussy feels so good,” he says as he holds onto my hips to guide me how he likes it.

I don’t stop, I continue to bounce up and down on him until he’s cursing and calling out my name.

He doesn’t let me go; he continues to move my hips up and down on his still hard erection, while he sucks one of my nipples into his mouth. I continue my movement, and he moves a hand and starts to rub my core.

I know I’m close and I continue to ride him hard, until he’s cursing some more, and me, screaming out his name.

Chapter Fifteen

The next few weeks fly by. I haven’t run into Nathan at all. I want to say something to him, but I’ll cross that bridge when I see him. I just hope it’s before the semester ends.

I see Levi a couple times a week, the friends with benefits thing is really working. I mus
t say I’m a lot less stressed.

Brynn keeps telling me not to fall for him, but that’s just it, I don’t feel that way for Levi. It’s purely sex, and great sex it is.

Finals are next week, so I’m busy with studying, taking notes and reading them. I’m trying to finish out my first year of college with good grades.

Morning comes quick.
I rush around to get ready for a day of classes and more work. As I’m rushing towards the door, Brynn stops me.

“What do you want to do tonight
bestie?” she says with a smile.

“Sorry B can’t, I need to go to the library after my last class to work on a paper,” I tell her quickly.

“Do you plan on staying at the library all night?” she asks curiously.

“No, I don’t plan on staying all night, but I have another project I need to finish by tomorrow, so tonight is my night to buckle down and get it all done,” I tell her as I open our bedroom door.

“Ugh, you’re no fun,” she whines.

“Sorry,
have a good day,” I tell her as I shut the door and head in the direction of my morning class.

Classes go by without any issues but now it’s time to get to the library and get this research done. I will be happy when this semester is over.

As I make my way across the campus towards the library, I get sidetracked. I’m not sure who I’m looking for, but I swear I hear my name. As I continue to walk towards the library while looking around, I run into the back of someone.

That’s what I get for not paying attention.

“I’m sorry, I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going,” I apologize quickly.

When the victim of my rundown turns, I can only believe this is my luck. Nathan turns around and faces me.

“Don’t worry about it. Next time, just watch where you’re going,” he says in a slightly ignorant tone.

“Can I talk to you for a minute?” I ask, hoping to see if he is still the same boy I remember.

“As far as I can tell, you’re already talking,” he says rudely.

“Do you remember me?” I
ask, looking intently at him.

“Excuse me? How would I know you?” he says staring at me like I’m nuts.

I just look at him, shocked and speechless. Here, I never once forgot about him and he looks like he can’t wait to get away from me. ME.

Before I
say anything he starts talking, he lets out a frustrated sign, “Yes O, I do remember you, but that was a long time ago. You don’t know me or anything about me now,” he states surprising me.

“Why are you
being so rude?” I ask confused and hurt, because it’s been so long since I’ve heard him call me by the nickname O, the one he gave to me when we were kids.

“I’m not, I just don’t want anything to d
o with you,” he says looking intently at me.

“Why not?”
I can’t believe he’s being this mean, this guy, one I freaking would have done anything for, and here he is being rude and wants nothing to do with me. What the hell did I do to him?

“Like I said, I’m not that stupid little boy anymore. We know nothing about one another and I don’t want to know you
. Stay away from me,” he says harshly.

I feel like I want to cry, but I won’t do that in front of him. Instead I look him dead in the eyes, “You grew up and b
ecame an asshole,” and then I storm off towards the library, never looking back.

I have no idea how I’m going to focus on a freaking research paper, when all I keep thinking about is what went wrong with my friendship with Nathan, and why does he hate me?

It’s been ten years, what could have possibly happened in ten years for him to want nothing to do with me?

After about thirty minutes, I’m able to put my conversation with Nathan out of my mind and concentrate on my paper. I get the research done and get my paper written in silence before heading back to the dorm to work on my
next project.

I decide to grab something to eat on the way back to the dorm, and run into the local pizzeria to order a
sub before heading back to work on my next assignment.

Unfortunately, luck doesn’t seem to be on my side because the first person I see when I walk into the pizzeria is Nathan. We make eye contact, but I quickly look away.

I walk up to the counter, order my sub, and wait patiently for it so I can leave. It takes about five minutes for me to get my supper. I grab my sub, thank the employee and head out the door as fast as I can.

How can
it be that for weeks I never see Nathan and today I see him twice? Ugh, damn him. He’s gorgeous, but now an ass. I hope Nevin isn’t like his brother, too bad for me I’ll probably never find out.

When I get back to the dorm I scarf down half of my sub and then dive right into my project.
I get all my work done and when I look at the clock, I see it’s already 10 p.m. I decide to wash up and get ready for bed, hopefully tomorrow will be better than today. I pray I don’t see Nathan again.

Luckily the rest of the week, there’s no sight of Nathan and life has gotten back to normal. Finals are
almost here, but I’m done stressing over them.

I get back to my routine of seeing Levi, hanging out with Bry
nn, as well as Sophie and Megan.

Brynn and I have decided we are going to be moving back to campus during July, to move into the sorority house. We already got it approved by the girls, which I know Brynn is ecstatic because
Chad is staying in his house on campus. This way she will be able to see him more once we come back.

Sophie told me she is coming back around the same time we are so that will give me someone to hang out with. Plus, if I’m still doing the friends with benefits thing with Levi, he live
s here, so that could work too.

I’m not putting faith into that because, well he’s a guy and I’ll be gone for a month and a half, and
he’s not one to wait around. Not that I even want him to.

I decide to throw myself into another workout; I need to get back into shape.

I head into the gym, this time remembering my water. I put my iPod on, start the treadmill and off I go.

I don’t push myself too hard today like last time. I stop myself around
two miles, drink my water, and start to stretch before leaving.

“Hey Liv,” I hear and look up to see Chad standing there.

“Hey.”

“I didn’t know you worked out,” he says surprised.

“I’m not here that often, but I needed a good run,” I tell him, while continuing to stretch.

“Look, I’m sorry about
Wolffe,” Chad says looking solemn.

“No need to apologize, he is who he is,” I retort.

“I know, but I told you he would be cool as shit, and well yeah, it seems I was wrong,” he says with a sad smile, “It’s really unlike him, he’s usually laid back and chill, but when either myself or Brynn mentions your name now he gets so defensive.”

“Honestly Chad, it’s not a big deal. People grow up and change, it happens,” I say truthfully. I’m done wallowing in my self-doubt or pity missing someone who doesn’t give a shit about me.

“Did something happen between you two before?” he asks confused.

“Nothing other than
we were best friends as kids, he moved to Michigan when we were nine, we lost contact, and yeah that about sums it up,” I say softly.

“It’s crazy that you run into each other here though, don’t you think?” he says looking intently at me.

“Growing up, we both wanted to come here, so truthfully, it’s not surprising,” I tell him with a small smile.

“Well again Liv, I’m sorry about him being rude to you,” he says sweetly.

“Thanks, but Chad, how do you know he was rude to me? I didn’t tell Brynn.” I say, looking at him curiously.

“
He told me. He wouldn’t tell me why he didn’t want to be around you or be friends with you though, so I just assumed something happened between you two.”

“Oh, well I haven’t got a clue, but no point in wasting my time wondering,” I say
as I finish my final stretches.

“If you need anything let me know,” he says kindly.

“Thanks Chad, I’m good though, but thanks. I’ll see you around,” I tell him as I grab my water and iPod and head towards the door to go home.

When I get home, I’m surprised to find no Brynn. I figured she would be here
considering Chad’s at the gym.

I get a shower to wash the sweat off of me
then decide to get ready for a fun night out. It’s the last weekend before finals and I’ve studied enough.

When I walk out of the bathroom, I look directly at angry looking Brynn.

“Everything okay?” I ask.

“No, why the hell didn’t you tell me you had it out with Nathan?” she asks harshly.

“I didn’t have it out with Nathan. We ran into each other, it didn’t go well, and that’s it,” I say to her as I get some clothes out to throw on for now.

“Liv, he turns into a fucking asshole anytime your name is mentioned. Ca
re to explain why?”

I start to laugh, “Honestly Brynn, I haven’t got the slightest clue.”

“What happened? Tell me everything,” she says sitting Indian style on her bed.

“Basically, I ran into him by accident on my way to the library. He was cold, distant. I asked him if he remembered me, and at first he played dumb, but then told me he remembered me. He also told me he doesn’t want anything to do with me. I asked why and he said he wasn’t that same stupid little boy, whatever the hell that means. He was a total jerk. I called him an asshole and left,” I tell her truthfully.

“We are obviously missing something,” she says looking confused.

“I’m not worrying about it. I haven’t seen him in ten years, there’s no point in caring anymore,” I state with a frown.

“If that was the case you wouldn’t have a frown on your face right now,” she says calling me out.

“Brynn, I don’t know him anymore. Clearly things have changed for him and the fact that he wants nothing to do with me is his problem. I’m not going to beg him.”

“Maybe it’s a good thing we leave in two weeks to go home. Who knows, maybe when we come back he won’t be such a douchebag,” Brynn says with a smile.

“As excited as I am to go home, I’m not looking forward to seeing Ryan,” I say sadly.

“Oh shit, I forgot about that ass fucker,” Brynn snaps.

I start to laugh; I never know what’s going to come out of my best friend’s mouth.

“I hope he lets me alone,” I tell her truthfully, though I know he will show up at some point.

“Don’t worry about Ryan, I will deal with his little punk ass,” she says determined.

“I’m not B. Let’s just get through this last week of school. After that we can figure things out from there,” I say.

“Good plan. So what are we doing tonight?” she asks.

“We are going out and getting drunk,” I tell her with a smile.

“Yay, where to tonight?”
She says excitedly.

“A new place,
Megan found out about it, so we are going to check it out. Make sure you got your fake id,” I tell her happily.

“Hell yea, I can’t wait. I’m
gonna grab a shower quick,” she says heading in the direction of our bathroom.

While she gets a shower, I figure out what I’m going to wear for our night out. I decide on a fitted red dress, I throw a thick belt on and then my cute cowboy boots. I start to dry my hair while waiting for Brynn to finish up in the bathroom so I can do my make-up.

“Damn, girl don’t you look like a sexy cowgirl?” Brynn says with a laugh.

“Ha-ha very funny. Maybe I want to save a horse and ride a cowboy tonight,” I say through a laugh.

“OH MY GOSH, you sound like me,” she says busting out laughing, “I must admit, I love when you’re having sex,” she says with an evil grin.

“Shut it, I was only kidding.”

“Yeah right, you have changed since you started getting sex on a regular basis with Levi,” she says looking serious.

“So, you’re saying I was different when I had sex with Ryan on a regular basis?” I ask confused.

“Things were always different with Ryan. I think it’s because he was your first. I don’t know how to explain it…you seem happier now.”

“I am happy B,” I say with a smile, “Now get dressed, we leave in thirty minutes,” I tell her as I make my way back into the bathroom to do my make-up.

Exactly thirty-two minutes later finds us walking out the door to meet Sophie and Megan in the parking lot, before heading to our new party spot for the evening.