Never Happened (2 page)

Where the hell had that thought come from? She gave herself a mental slap on the forehead. She wasn't afraid of commitment…she just wasn't interested.

“It's not the eyeball that I'm calling about.” She frowned, studying the lens more closely. “The guy was wearing some kind of weird contact lens. I've never seen anything like it. Maybe it's nothing, but I think you need to see this for yourself.”

After the usual joke about how some ladies would come up with any kind of excuse to enjoy his company, he promised to swing back by the scene pronto.

Alex put her phone away, stashed the lens in a safe place, and did what she'd come there to do.

She was nearly finished wiping away the ugly event by the time Henson showed up.

“Had another call,” he said by way of apology for his tardiness.

She lifted her shoulders. “No problem. I'll be here a little longer.”

He looked around, made one of those sounds that meant
wow,
and said, “It's hard to believe it comes this clean.”

She handed him the Ziploc bag. “Where there's a will there's a way.”

His typical comeback wasn't forthcoming; he was too busy visually examining the lens or whatever the hell it was.

“Weird, huh?” Alex couldn't help feeling a little vindicated by his apparent interest.

Too preoccupied to respond, he squinted to make out more details. Finally he said, “It looks almost like some kind of computer chip.” His gaze met hers. “You say this was on the guy's eye?”

She nodded. “Stuck on the surface, over the iris, just like a contact lens.” She'd forgotten that Henson was big into the whole electronics-techno world.

“I'll have it checked out. I've got a buddy over in Morningside who's deep into computer technology. Stays on the very edge of what's new and hot. Maybe he can at least identify what it is. He's done this kind of thing for me before. He loves this stuff.” Henson arrowed a knowing look at Alex. “The kid should be working at the state crime lab. He's that good and he's fast.”

She'd done her good deed for the day and wanted to get on with her work and get out of there. “Let me know what you find out.”

Clearly still in a world of his own, Henson nodded as he turned away. “Will do.”

He left without another last-ditch attempt to entice her to go out with him, without even a
see ya around.
That was just like a man. No matter that for months he'd endeavored to woo her to go on another date, he could still be distracted by a new toy.

After a few more minutes of elbow grease and a final look around, Alex decided it was as good as it was going to get. The only thing she hadn't been able to rectify was the bullet hole in the paneling. It might not have been so noticeable if the forensics tech hadn't gouged the bullet out of the two-by-four it had lodged itself into. Drywall she could repair; paneling, that was a whole other problem. Maybe the landlord could hang a picture on the wall to cover the damage or fill it and just paint the whole room.

Now for her least favorite part of the job; collecting payment. This business was cash-and-carry, no thirty days to pay, strictly payment due at time of services. She did accept Visa and MasterCard, though, and, if she knew the individual well enough,
personal checks. As much as she disliked this part, it was essential to get payment as quickly as possible since it was all too easy for money to end up spent on the living.

She dropped the hazmat bags containing the refuse, all the cleaning rags associated with the job, as well as the suit, gloves and shoe covers she'd worn, at the disposal center then headed to the landlord's property office. With her payment collected she was done for the day.

Maybe she'd stop by the office on the way home and maybe she wouldn't. Right now a shower and then a long hot bath sounded far too inviting to waste time sparring with her crew. It was past closing time anyway. Most would be out of there already.

Tomorrow was another day, and in a teeming city like Miami, as well as all its suburbs, where drug deals went wrong and gangs got even, there was always plenty of job security for a woman in her line of work.

Cleaning up after the dead wasn't exactly a market one had to fear would dry up.

Twelve
miles of calm waters, clean sands and swaying palm trees. Alex breathed deeply of the late-summer evening air as she cruised along Ocean Boulevard, allowing that saltwater essence to clean the stench of death from her lungs. God, she loved everything about Miami Beach. Maybe she didn't live in one of the upscale art deco homes in this world-renowned neighborhood, but she didn't care. This was home…stunning, intoxicating…and forever youthful.

Age was irrelevant here. No one cared how old you were because everyone dressed and behaved young at heart. Whether they were soaking up the rays or haunting the designer shops, locals and tourists alike sauntered to the beat of a different tune—one filled with Latin heat and the primal lust of the tropical landscape.

She leaned against the headrest and let the
pleasant breeze caress her face. The perfect climate and the lush scenery might draw the world to Miami but it was the eclectic blend of people that made this city so unique. Cubans, Colombians, Peruvians and Venezuelans made up fifty percent of the population. Not surprising that Spanish was the primary language. The news from Havana or Caracas was more often than not the talk on the street.

Speaking of people, as traffic slowed near 10th Street, Alex braked and watched couples glide into the Casa Casuarina, a hotel that was once home to the revered designer Gianni Versace. Not even the fabulous architecture could detract from the gorgeous patrons flowing into the ritzy joint. Men with wash-board stomachs and bulging pecs were outfitted in the still famous
Miami Vice
Sonny Crockett look with their loose-fitting linen slacks and silk shirts. Soft pastels were sharply contrasted by richly tanned skin. Alex sighed as she studied the appetizing smorgasbord of pleasing male specimens. Just part of the everyday landscape and another aspect of her love affair with this city. She wasn't intimidated in the least by the equally attractive ladies with their short, tight dresses and stiletto heels.

Beneath her faded jeans and Margaritaville tee,
Alex maintained the kind of figure women half her age envied. She knew it, reveled in it. She'd learned a long time ago that humility was vastly overrated. If you had it, you saw it for what it was and used the hell out of it. Life was too short to do otherwise.

Admittedly it took work to stay in this kind of physical condition, she mused as her right foot instinctively pressed against the accelerator, propelling her SUV forward with the traffic. After all she wasn't twenty anymore.

A sly grin slid across her face. But she wasn't dead, either. Nor was she wearing her age on her sleeve, so to speak. She liked keeping the world guessing. Only two people in her life knew her exact age; her oldest and dearest friend, who had been sworn to secrecy under fear of death; and her mother, who wouldn't dare tell her daughter's age for fear of giving away her own.

With a final, longing look at one particular man on the busy sidewalk, Alex made the necessary turn and headed toward a less glamorous residential district. The working-class side of town. Art deco remained the prevailing theme in architecture, even in her lower rent neighborhood but with a more Bohemian atmosphere. Her small cottage wasn't on
the water, but there was a boardwalk nearby that went all the way to the water's edge. Anywhere around here was close to the ocean—that living, breathing entity upon which this city thrived.

She pulled into the short driveway and slid out of the 4Runner. No, it wasn't much, she thought with a frank yet appreciative survey of the property, but it was home and it was hers. Her grandmother had left it to her. Alex grabbed her bag, elbowed the door closed and clicked the remote lock.

Sometimes she felt guilty that she'd inherited the cottage instead of her mother. But her grandmother—her mother's own mother—had known that Margie Jackson would piss the property away if given the chance.

As if fate had chosen that memory to warn that trouble was headed her way, Alex's cell erupted with the chorus from “It's Getting Hot in Here” by Nelly.

She checked the caller ID. “Damn.” The office. Had to be Shannon, her office manager and lifelong best friend. This couldn't be good. It was almost six. “Hey, Shannon, what's up?” Alex shoved the key into the lock of her front door. If the news was really bad she wanted to be within arm's reach of a cold one.

“We may have a potential problem, Alexis.”

Definitely bad. Shannon only called her Alexis when she wanted her full attention.

Putting off the inevitable, Alex walked straight through the cluttered and cozy living room to the equally disorganized and cramped kitchen before she responded, “Oh yeah?” She snagged a Michelob from the fridge and twisted off the top. Not wanting Shannon's announcement to get too far ahead of the alcohol, Alex chugged a long swallow. The brew made her shiver as much from the promise of a relaxing buzz it offered as the cold temperature.

With her hip, she closed the fridge door, leaned against it and pressed the chilly bottle to the damp skin at her throat. Okay, so maybe there was one thing about Miami she could live without: humidity. You couldn't exist in this city without sweating. Day, night, working out or just sitting still.

“He asked her out for a third date.”

All thoughts of sweat and the most pleasurable ways to manufacture a healthy glaze on one's skin vanished as her friend's words penetrated fully.

“When? Today?”

“He called just before she left the office.” Shannon
sighed. “You should have heard her, she giggled like a schoolgirl. She was all giddy…you know how she gets. I see trouble on the horizon, Alex. Big trouble.”

Damn. Alex shook her head. “You couldn't stop her?”

“Right,” Shannon retorted. “Your mother has been on the wagon for more than a year. I value my life more than that. I have kids you know.”

“Your kids are grown, Shannon.”

Ignoring Alex's reply, her friend covertly added, “I know where they were going.”

Alex pushed away from the fridge and headed for the bedroom. Might as well get this over with. She could either head off this train wreck or pick up the pieces afterward. “Where?”

It wouldn't be the first time she'd had to rescue her mother. Probably wouldn't be the last. Life could be complicated when you were the only child of a recovering alcoholic.

“Ruby's.”

“Thanks, Shannon.”

“What're you going to do?”

Alex took another pull from her beer and set it on the dresser as she crossed her room. “What I usually do.” She closed her phone without saying more.
Further explanation wasn't necessary; Shannon understood what she meant.

Alex stared at her reflection a moment and wondered what her life would have been like if things had been different. Had watching her parents fight nonstop until the night her father killed himself, kept her single and glad to be that way? Or had her mother's string of failed relationships turned Alex cynical when it came to anything long-term?

If life had taken a different turn for her, would Alex have kids off in college now like Shannon? A husband who spent his Saturdays watching sports? Sex every third Sunday of the month?

Alex shuddered at the concept.

God must have known she wasn't cut out for that kind of life. Just to make sure she veered far away from unnecessary commitments; life tossed her the occasional reminder, such as this one. Some people simply shouldn't be spouses, much less parents. Unfortunately her mother was one of those people.

Alex ripped off her T-shirt and shimmied out of her jeans. Shower or no, she couldn't go to Ruby's looking like one of the guys.

 

It never ceased to amaze Alex just how good a hardworking woman could look if she put her mind to it. Even if she'd spent the better part of the day scraping human remains off a wall.

Good genes were the one reliable thing her mother had given her.

After parking on the Washington Avenue side of the establishment, Alex walked into Ruby's Lounge with all the confidence of a supermodel. Her dress was black and short with heels high enough to make a lesser woman acrophobic, but not Alex. She'd fashioned her long blond hair into a sexy French twist. Her lips twitched. She loved anything French, including the men. Thank God for European tourists.

She surveyed the tables of the lounge, which was a throwback to a bygone era. Some tables were wrapped with comfy sofas for more intimate dining, while others stood tall and were surrounded by stools. Every seat was taken. Latin salsa throbbed from the sound system as waiters and waitresses wove through the maze of bodies and tables.

“Do you have a reservation?”

Alex smiled for the host, garnering herself an ap
proving smile in return. “I'm afraid I can't stay,” she said wistfully. “I'm only here to relay a message to a friend.”

“Your friend's name?”

She held up a hand. “It's all right. I see her.”

It wasn't as if it was difficult. Her mother's boisterous laugh stood out in a crowd like the proverbial sore thumb. Same blond hair as her daughter's, only shorter. Alex's gaze narrowed as she took in the pink suit. Apparently her mother had raided her closet. They would be talking about that.

Alex strode to the table. The new boyfriend looked up as she paused next to her mother's chair.

“Alex! How nice to see you.”

The way his gaze slid down her body as he spoke told her he meant the statement literally.

“Robert.” She gave him a plastic smile before turning her attention to her mother. “Marg, may I have a word with you in private.”

Margie Jackson, who had refused to allow her daughter to call her mother once she became a widow, looked suspicious of her offspring's abrupt appearance. “Alex, what a surprise.”

Alex's determined stare apparently provided a recognizable caveat that she wasn't leaving until they talked, here or in private.

Marg stood. “Excuse me, Robert.”

Robert nodded, the glint in his eyes giving away his infinite hope that both women would return post-haste, perhaps naked and pleading with him to take them straight to his place.

Like that was going to happen in this lifetime.

Alex led the way to the ladies' room. She checked the stalls to make sure they were alone, then rounded on her mother. “What the hell are you doing?”

Marg glared at her daughter. “Stop right there. I'm not drinking, Alex. I'm done with that life. I like Robert and I want to get to know him better. You cannot expect me to live my new,
clean
life alone. I have needs.”

Alex wished she could believe that. “This is your third date with dear old Robert,” she reminded. “You know what that means.”

Her mother looked away, even had the gall to blush. “Alex, my social life is none of your business.”

If only that were the way of things, but it wasn't. Her hands on her hips, Alex moved in closer. “Mother, I've known you—”

“Don't call me that,” Marg chastised.

“—my entire life.” Alex forged ahead. “You always have sex on the third date.” She held up her hands to stop Marg from protesting. “For whatever reason,
after copulating the night away, the relationship ends and you turn to the bottle for solace. In twenty-five years I've never seen you deviate from that pattern. Three dates, sex—bam—you're out!”

Marg crossed her arms firmly over her Pamela-Anderson-size bosom—a Christmas present to herself last year. “Alexis Jackson, you have no right to dictate my sex life to me. I haven't had sex in over a year! For God's sake, I'm lonely!”

The door opened and a woman came inside. She glanced at the two and hurried into a stall.

“Be that as it may,” Alex replied, “I know how this will end. You and physical relationships don't mix. There are alternatives,” she added in a whisper.

“It's not the same,” her mother snapped.

Okay, this was bizarre, Alex knew. She was in a public restroom—in a lounge of all places—having the sex talk with her mother, a woman far beyond the age of consent. And she was right. The alternatives just weren't the same. Some people had problems with gambling, others with weight or drugs. Her mother simply couldn't have a physical relationship with a man without turning to alcohol. The combination was always, always disastrous. And Alex invariably had to clean up afterward.

“I'm going back out there,” Marg said, her expression fierce, maybe even a little desperate, “and I don't want to hear anything else about this. I'm way past three times seven, Alex. I don't need you telling me what to do. And I certainly don't need your permission.”

Unable to allow her mother to have the last word, Alex said the one thing she knew would have the most impact, “Don't say I didn't warn you.”

Alex walked out, didn't look back, didn't even slow until she'd hit the unlock button for her 4Runner on the opposite side of the block.

Some women just never learned. When you recognized a weakness, you avoided it, learned from your previous mistakes.

Alex slid behind the wheel and exhaled a heavy breath. That was the primary difference between her and her mother, besides the store-bought triple-D cups. No man would ever make Alex that vulnerable.

Never.

She loved men, enjoyed dating every chance she got. But she never allowed a relationship to develop beyond the physical. Most men didn't have a problem with that. Only once in a really long time had she been forced to let a guy down and he still
hadn't given up completely. Henson, damn him. He'd almost weakened her defenses. Thank God she'd come to her senses in time. Commitment was
not
her gig.

She twisted the key in the ignition and pulled out onto the street. Time for that long, steamy bath she'd had to put off to come here and do her daughterly duty.

Maybe one of these days her mother would learn that some things just weren't meant to be.