Needing You #2 - Wanting Him (14 page)

He moves so fast, he removes my hand and replaces it with his tongue.

“Oh God.”

“Yeah baby, give it to me,” he chants.

It doesn’t take him long before he has me yelling out his name, coming down from an intense orgasm.

Parker doesn’t allow me time to come down before he’s thrusting into my aching core.

“Fuck Nat, I can’t get enough of you,” he says as he thrusts faster.

“Harder,” I say, grabbing his ass, pulling him closer.

And he does.  He goes faster and harder, making me build-up quickly.

“Yes, Yes, YES!” I scream as another orgasm
rips through my body, with Parker following.

Parker lies
beside me facing me, both of us on our sides, watching each other.

“I lov
e you babe,” he says before he slowly brings his mouth down to kiss mine.

“I love you too,” I say between kisses.

I do, I absolutely love this man.  It’s just that sometimes love isn’t always enough.

“We aren’t leaving this bed,” he states.

“You ready to go again?” I ask eagerly.

“Christ woman, you’re
gonna kill me,” he says with a laugh.

“
Mmmm…what a way to go,” I say with a smile.

“You’re right on that,” he says as he starts kissing me, igniting my body with fire, ready to go again.

We spend the rest of the morning and early afternoon in bed.  Parker makes sure to have me scream out his name numerous times.

Unfortunately, the time is coming where he need
s to get ready to head out for stage check.  The guys are doing a run through before the show tonight.

After I step out of the shower I throw on a robe and walk into the bedroom where Parker’s sitting on the edge of my bed, dressed and looking sexy as hell.

“I think we should forget the show and stay right here,” I tell him as I walk towards him.

He moves so I’m standing between his legs looking down into those gorgeous green eyes of his.

“I think that’s an excellent idea,” he says as he grabs ahold of me and tosses me on the bed, causing my robe to open up at the bottom, displaying me for all to see.

I start laughing, “You’d have some pissed off fans.”

“I don’t care.  If I get to feast on you all day everyday that’s fine with me,” he says as he unties my robe.

“As sweet
as that sounds I can’t do that to you.  This is your dream,” I remind him.

“Dreams change,” he says before he dips his head down licking at my core.

“Oh God,” I gasp.

“Damn
, I can’t get enough of you,” he says before he dives back into my soaking wet core.  My robe now completely open with me on full display.

I grab on to his still wet hair pushing and pulling at him, wanting him closer.

He’s going to town on my clit with his tongue while pumping two fingers in and out of me.

“Babe trust me,” he says.  That’s all he says.

“I do,” I whimper.

Then I feel a finger near my back entrance.  I tighten, nervously.

“Trust me babe,” he says again.

He continues to lick at my core and I calm down.  When I relax I feel
his finger enter me so very slowly.

“Babe, I promise I won’t hurt you,” he says as he slowly moves his finger further in my back entrance.

“Oh Hell,” I say nervously.  The feeling is odd, but good.  It’s hard to describe it.

He starts to move his finger around stretching my entrance. “I’m
gonna add another finger babe,” he says before completely removing his hand from my front and using another finger to add to my ass.

“
Mmmm…” I moan.

“
Does that feel good baby?” he asks.

“Oh yeah,” I tell him as I slowly start to move with his fingers moving in my ass.

“Damn baby, I want to fuck you so bad right now,” he says.

“In my ass?” I ask shocked.

“Yeah.”

“
Alright,” I tell him nervously.

“Really?” he asks shocked.

“Yeah, I want you to.”

“Shit,” he says piercing me with his eyes, “Not right now.  I want to be able to lay with you afterwards.  Tonight
after the show,” he says as more of a question than a statement.

“Okay.  I need you to fuck me now then.”

And he does.  He fucks me hard until we are both calling out one another’s names.

Parker leaves about forty minutes later to meet the guys to do the run through.  I go through the motions
, still on such a high of Parker.  I can’t wait to see him tonight.  This is going to be known as the Best.Weekend.Ever.

Around 6:00 p.m.
, Harper is pounding on my door.

I answer it, still in my Parker induced coma, “Yeah,” I say in a sing song voice.

“Wow, you look amazing,” she says with a smile.

“Thanks.”

“You got laid didn’t you?” she says calling me out.

“I got more than that,” I admit.

“I knew it,” she says excitedly.

So we spend the next thirty minutes talking, me giving her some minor details of our night and day
s extracurricular activities.  We leave, grabbing Tucker and Rowan to eat dinner before heading to the show.  I can’t wait.

The show tonight is at an outside venue.  The place is packed by the time we get there.  Tuck says the guys told him exactly where we’ll be so he leads the way.  There are no
seats; it’s all standing and the lawn where people have blankets spread out.

“Holy shit
, this place is huge,” Harper says as she takes in the scene.

Tuck laughs, “Yeah babe, they are on a huge tour.”

“No Tuck, this is bigger than a huge tour,” she says looking all around.

“Umm…Harp, it’s also the state fair.  That’s why you see the vendors and everything,” I say with a smile.

“Now it makes sense.  See babe, you were wrong,” she says with a pointed look.

He just laughs at her as he throws his arm around her shoulders.

“Have you never been to a fair before?” Rowan asks surprised.

“Not like this.  I mean we had small town fairs and carnivals and things, but nothing this big,” she says as she takes in the site, “Why didn’t we just eat here?”

“I didn’t think about it,” Tuck says.

“You forgot it was the state fair?” I ask
, calling him out.

“Ha
, actually yeah I did forget,” he says shaking his head.

“Don’t worry, me too,” I say with a laugh.

“So did I,” Rowan says laughing along with us.

We make our way over to where we’ll be standing for the night, or until the guys are done.

The first band is up and the crowd is screaming and cheering.  I can hardly hear myself think.  Thankfully, the first band only plays for about twenty minutes.  They aren’t the band we saw before and this group is some hard core metal shit.

“What the fuck was that?” Harper snaps.

I start laughing, knowing exactly what she’s talking about.

“What’s wrong babe?” Tuck asks worriedly.

“Where’s the normal band?  They sucked ass,” she yells.

“Harp, the guys joined on to a new tour, remember?” I tell her laughing.

“Oh shit, I forgot.  Well they suck,” she says with a stern look.

“Umm babe…I think there are thousands of people here who would disagree,” he says looking around worriedly.  Probably hoping no one heard her bitch about them.

“Well damn. I don’t think I’ll be able to hear for a week after that nonsense,” she says as she holds her hands over her ears, “see….still ringing.”

I can’t help but laugh at her.

“Well they’re done, so hopefully the other bands are better,” I tell her with a smile.

“God I hope so.  If not, we’re leaving,” she says to Tuck with a piercing look.

“Okay babe,” he says with a laugh.

The next band isn’t nearly as hard on the ears as the first band one, thank goodness.

Tuck informs us that Parker’s band is up next then it’s the headliner band.

I can’t tell if I’m more excited to see Parker on stage in his element or more excited for him to get this show over
, so I can have him to myself for one more night.

The guys come out on stage, but the crowd is already going nuts.  Holy shit
, do they have a huge fan base.  I couldn’t be happier for Parker and the guys.  They deserve all the luck in the world.  They are kicking ass.

They open up with a song that apparently the entire crowd knows.  Thank goodness Parker has a microphone or you wouldn’t be able to hear him over the freaking fans.  I almost want everyone to shut up so I can hear
him sing.  His voice is freaking amazing, hypnotizing exotic….shit, I can’t explain how turned on I get from his singing.

Hmm…idea…make him sing to me tonight.  Oh good times to come.

The guys sound amazing.  Clearly I’m not the only one, because Harper is all smiles and singing along to the songs she knows.

Tuck
and Rowan look like they are having a blast too.

I can’t help the smile that’s plastered on my face.  I’m
so proud of him and the guys.

They sing a few new songs and the crowd is eating it up.  They are definitely going to be hits someday soon.

Before I know it, Parker is singing the last song of the night.  The crowd is louder than I could have ever imagined, but they deserve it.  So I start screaming with the loud crazy fans.  Rowan, Harper and Tuck join in too.

Once the guys are off stage, the fans are still cheering King Dread.  The fans want the guys to come out for one more song, but I know that’s not an option.  Parker told me this morning that they are on a strict schedule
, so they can’t do that stuff on this tour.  He was telling me it is completely different than singing at PowerTrips.  I’m not surprised.

The last band is on, which is called The Rogue’s.

“Great name,” I say with a laugh.

“They’re really good,” Harp snaps at me.

“I know they are, I’ve heard them on the radio.  I’m just being sarcastic about their group name,” I tell in defending myself.

“Oh, I thought you didn’t like them,” she says looking relieved.

“No, they are good,” I admit.

“Yeah, Harp gets a little touchy when it comes to them,” Tuck says with a laugh.

She gives him an evil glare.

“I take it you two…”

Harp cuts me off, “He said the same thing you did and then went on a rant about how dumb it was.”

“Gotcha,” is all I say as Rowan continues to laugh.

Chapter Fourteen

About thirty minutes later
, I feel his presence before he even says a word.

“Hey babe,” Parker says as he wraps his arms around my waist.  He’s incognito again, but I could tell him apart anywhere.

“Hey.  You sounded amazing, as always,” I tell him before placing a soft kiss on his cheek.

Tuck and Harper talk to him for a few minutes while he stays wrapped around me.  I listen to some of what they talk about, but also listen to The Rogue.

“Babe,” Parker says with a laugh.

“Huh?” I ask confused.

“I’ve been saying your name over and over, you ready to go?” he asks with that sexy dimpled smile.

“Oh yeah,” I tell him, turning to face Harper who
’s ready to leave too.

I follow them out of the crowd and Parker takes us out a different way to get away from the crowd.

“I want some fair food,” Harp complains.

“Of course you do,” Park says with a laugh.

She gives him a glare, but then smiles.

“Alright, foods over this way,” Park says as he leads us into a different area of the fair grounds.

The fair is still going strong.  You can hear the music but it’s not as loud, considering the rides and music are playing over top of the concert.

“What do you want to eat?” Tuck asks.

“I want a funnel cake,” I say quickly.  Three of them just turn to look at me.

“What?”

“Oh that sounds delicious,” Harp pipes up before anyone can say anything.

“Good, let’s go
,” I say as I drag Parker in the direction of where I think I smell funnel cake.

“Hey, I want to try those fried pickles,” Harp says, causing us all to laugh.

“That’s just wrong,” Park says.

“Why?” she glares again.

“I love pickles, but I would be damn if I’m going to eat a fried one,” I state.

“There you are,” Declan says as he, Luke, and Nate walk up to us.

The guys do a manly shake while Harper and I hug each of the guys praising them on their show tonight.  Rowan stands to the side talking to Parker and Tucker, basically staying as far away from Declan as possible.

“Where you guys headed?” Nate asks.

“Going to get the girls funnel cakes and fried pickles,” Parker says with a laugh.

“Damn those sound good, count me in,” Declan states excitedly.

I laugh and shake my head.

Then we start to make our way towards the delicious smelling goodies.

We place our orders while the guys are still looking at the menu to decide if or what they want.

I look around while we wait for our goodies and can’t believe how busy it is.  It’s almost 10:30 p.m. and this place is crazy
busy.

“So…what are you going to do about Cameron?” Harp asks quietly.

“Nothing.  We’ve talked a few times, that’s it, and so it really doesn’t matter.” I tell her truthfully.

“Okay, I was just curious,” she says with a smile.

With the mention of his name I get chills.  Not sure why.  I look around and I swear I see him.  I blink a few times, turn to look at Harp then back in the direction of where I thought I just saw him, but there’s no one there.

“What’s wrong?” Harp asks.

“I swear I just saw Cameron,” I tell her quietly, not wanting anyone else to overhear me.

“No way,” she says looking in the direction I point to.

“Why would he be here?”

“Are you sure it was him?”

“I don’t know, maybe it wasn’t him.  It looked like him though.”

“What’s wrong babe?” Parker says as he wraps his arm around my shoulders.

“Nothing,” I say, giving him a fake smile.

Cameron wouldn’t be here would he?  He would have said something if
he was coming.  Surely I must be confused.

Just then our numbers are called for our food. “I’ll get it, be right back,” Park says with a smile.

“You look really happy,” Declan says from behind me.

“I am,” I admit.

“Thinking of giving him another chance?” he asks.

“It’s not about second chances.  This is our weekend to not think or worry about the past or the future, but to just enjoy the moment,” I tell him with a smile.

“Natalie, if you think it’s going to be done and over after this weekend you’re wrong.  He’s in love with you, that doesn’t just go away,” he states, slightly frustrated.

“I know Dec. I love him, I do, I always will, but it’s not always enough.  Too much has happened.  He’s having a baby with someone else.”

“Look Nat, I’m not trying to be an ass or anything, but if you aren’t thinking of giving him another chance then let him go.  Don’t mess with his head.  He was a wreck when you first broke up with him.  He’s just starting to get back to himself, don’t mess him up,” he says with a stern look.

“I won’t,” I say, not sure of how I feel or what to do now.

I thought Parker and I agreed that this was our last weekend, our weekend for closure, for goodbye.

Just then I hear a girl, “There you are baby,” she says as she approaches Parker.

I turn and watch in complete shock as she comes up and places a kiss on his lips.  He looks angry and beyond pissed.

His hands are full so he can’t do much of anything to get away from her.

“Here I’ll take those,” Tuck says rushing over to grab our food.

“What are you doing here?” Parker grits out.

“To see you silly.  The baby started kicking and I wanted you to feel it,” she says as she grabs his hand and places it on her belly for him to feel it.

I now notice the huge bump she’s sporting and realize who “she” is.

“How did you find us out here Claudia?” he asks angrily.

“Babe really, it’s not that hard,” she says acting like it’s no big deal.

Tuck hands me my funnel cake, which I now have no appetite for.

I keep it covered and turn to look anywhere
, but what’s happening in front of me.

“Are you okay?” Declan whispers from beside me.

“I…ummm…I…I don’t know,” I stutter.

“Is this the first t
ime you’re seeing her?” he asks surprised.

I just nod my head.  I take a good look at her.  She’s beautiful.  She’s probably around 5’7” dark brown curly hair, very petite, well other than for the large bump she’s sporting.  She looks like
she’s glowing in her pregnant state.

I can’t blame Parker for sleeping with her.  She’s absolutely stunning.  Super-model stunning, if she were a few inches taller anyway.

What the hell was I thinking coming here, spending the weekend like we were?  Hell he’s having a kid with her.  I should just remove myself and let them have a chance at trying to be a family.

“
Do you want to go?” Declan asks quietly.

“Yes, please,” I whisper to him.

I know Parker was looking at me numerous times as he spoke to Claudia.  I could feel his eyes burning holes in me to look at him, but I couldn’t.

I glance at Parker and he’s no
w turned away from me arguing with Claudia which gives me time to escape with Declan.

Harper gives me a look, a sad look, but she knows why I’m leaving.  She doesn’t have to ask, she just nods her head in understanding.
  Rowan looks confused.

Declan gets me back to the hotel.  I inform him I can’t go to my room yet because Parker will come here first. 
Declan hides me out in another hotel room so Parker can’t find me and I wait in that room until Declan can come with my clothes so I can get out of here.

I text Harper
, letting her know where I am.  I didn’t drive here so I need to wait on her and Tucker to be able to go home.  It’s only a twenty minute drive, so I consider just getting a cab to take me back.

“Hey,” Declan says as he comes in with all my stuff, “Sorry I just threw everything in and bolted.”

“No worries.  Thanks Dec.  I appreciate your help.”

“Not a problem.  I think you should talk to him though,” he says kindly.

“What’s there to talk about?  He’s having a baby with someone else.  I shouldn’t have come here this weekend.  He could try to be with her, that way they could be a family.”

“Nat…he loves you.  He’s not going to be a family with her or anyone else,” he says.

“No, not as long as I’m in the picture.  You said so yourself, he was doing better with me gone,” I say repeating some of the words he said to me earlier.

“He doesn’t love her,” he states.

“He could learn to,” I deadpan.

“You are a stubborn ass woman, you know that?” he says harshly.

“Yes I know, but I need to do what’s right.  I need to walk away.  I need to let Parker and Claudia have a chance at happiness.  They’re going to be a family whether I like it or not,” I say on a sigh.

“You’re right they are.  That doesn’t mean that you can’t be a part of that family,” he says staring at me.

“Seriously? Him being with me would be him missing out on first steps, first words, first everything’s with his child.  I would never do that, not to him or that child,” I say feeling defeated.

“I get it, I do.  I’m sorry Nat.  I wish things would have worked out differently.  You and Park…I thought you two would have that forever shit girls talk about,” he says with a solemn look.

“Me too,” I say sadly as I sit on the edge of the bed.

“You going to be okay?” he asks.

“I will be.  Thank you for helping me.  I think I’m just gonna call a cab to come and get me,” I tell him as I stand up and look for the little phone books they usually have in hotel rooms.

“I’m sorry your weekend got ruined,” he says
, apologizing again.

“Declan it’s not your fault.  You don’t need to keep apologizing. 
Its life, shit happens.”

“I know
, but you and Park don’t deserve it.  You’re both good people,” he says sweetly.

“
Thank you for being so sweet,” I tell him with a smile, “I’ll be okay, so will Parker.”

“If you need anything call me.”

“Thanks,” I tell him as I get up and give him a hug.

He leaves the room while I call for a cab.  I know Parker’s going to be pissed off at him for helping me leave, which means I need to leave now.

I call the cab company and they inform me they will be here in about ten minutes.  Now I just need to figure a way to sneak out without Parker seeing me.

“Hey,” I say to Harper, “I need a favor,” I tell her through the phone.

“What’s up?” she asks quietly.

“I’m taking a cab home. Can you distract Parker while I leave?” I ask with a pleading tone.

“He’s going nuts.  He almost punched Declan in the face.  I think you should talk to him before you leave.  He talked to you when shit happened, don’t run away,” she says truthfully.

“I don’t know…I think it would be better if I just left.”

“Better for who?” she snaps.

With a huff, I give in, “You’re right.  I can’t run away.  Where’s he at?”

“In your hotel room pacing the floor,” she tells me.

“Where are you?”

“In the bathroom in your room,” she whispers.

I laugh, “Thanks Harp.  I’ll be right there.”

“Good!” she says as she hangs up.

Here we go, I tell myself. I grab my suitcase and head back towards my hotel room.

The door is wide open and I hear people arguing.

I know Parker is arguing and it sounds like he’s arguing with Declan. Yep, he sure is.

“Hey,” I say softly from the door.

“Fuck, where the hell have you been?” Parker says as he comes and wraps me up in his arms.  His gorgeous sexy tattooed arms.

“Can we talk, please?”

He looks at me worriedly; knowing what I’m going to say isn’t going to end well.  But we knew this.  That’s what this weekend was, closure.  Yeah r
ight, who the hell am I kidding?

“Can you all leave, we need to talk,” Park says to everyone in the room.

No one says anything; they just file out the door heading to their own rooms.

Declan gives me a small smile, probably thankful that I decided to talk to Parker before running away.

Once everyone is out the door, Parker shuts up and leads me to the bed for us to sit on.

“What’s going through that pretty
head of yours?” he asks sweetly.

I chance a look at him and I
shouldn’t.  Those beautiful green eyes stare back at me looking sad.

“I don’t know where to start.  I guess I’m sorry for running off like that.”

“Babe you don’t need to apologize.  I’m just glad you didn’t leave.”