Natasha's Awakening (77 page)

“Poor Alice, Eric, I feel partially responsible for what happened to her. She was just trying to help me and now she’s recovering from a serious injury because of Vivian. I was so scared she was going to die.” Natasha shuddered when the image of Alice lying so still in a pool of her own blood filled her mind.

“Baby please, don’t blame yourself. Alice certainly doesn’t. You saw her in hospital. She was so upset over what happened with you and she’s relieved Vivian’s locked up now. The doctors think she’ll be able to come home in a few days, so she’s going to be staying here with us until she’s well enough to take care of herself again. I have a new housekeeper for now, you’ll like Beverly. She’s staying in Alice’s cottage for now since we’ll have Alice in the house with us. Beverly is also a trained nurse and is excellent with children. I wanted someone who could help you baby when you need it so you can get a break from these two.” Eric’s eyes dropped to their sleeping children in the double carrier he was holding.

“How about we get these two upstairs Eric and get them settled and keep our fingers crossed that they sleep for a little while at least.” Natasha suggested and he nodded.

They rode up in the lift given Natasha’s lack of mobility and with her supervising, Eric carefully placed Nathaniel in his crib and then did the same with Erica. Both babies didn’t stir and Eric grabbed the monitor receivers and they quietly left the room.

As soon as they were outside the nursery and had pulled the door closed Eric gently took Natasha into his arms. “You feel so good baby. This is the first real chance I’ve had to hold you. God, I’ve missed you in our bed. When I think how close I could have come to losing you. If something had gone wrong and you couldn’t deliver our babies or if you’d hit your head hard, anything. I hate that you were hurt as badly as you were sweetheart.” Eric’s eyes looked suspiciously damp when Natasha looked up into his face.

“I’m ok Eric, our son and daughter are ok. You can relax now and stop worrying.” She reached up to cup his cheek. “I love you. You and the twins are the most important things in my life.”

“I love you too baby and I never as long as I live, ever want to feel the way I felt when I walked in that door and saw you lying at the bottom of those stairs.” He shuddered and buried his head in her hair, breathing in her scent.

He straightened, staring into her eyes and after staring at her for several moments, his eyes dropped to her lips. He bent down, his mouth closing over hers, nibbling gently along her full lower lip before parting them and thrusting his tongue deep into her mouth.

Their tongues tangled with one another and Eric pulled Natasha closer, his erection pressing against her stomach. He groaned, his hips moving restlessly. Finally he lifted his lips from hers, his breathing ragged and arousal burning in his deep blue eyes.

“God, I’m sorry baby. You’re only just out of hospital and I’m already mauling you. Fuck, waiting six weeks to have you again is going to kill me.” He groaned. “I’m going to need a hell of a lot of cold showers.” He said, giving Natasha a rueful grin.

“You don’t have to wait six weeks Eric. I can take care of you.” She whispered, reaching up to kiss his chin. “Just because I’m out of commission until the bleeding stops, doesn’t mean you have to suffer all that time. Let me take care of you.” Natasha caressed his cheek.

Eric groaned. “God baby. How did I get so lucky having you as my wife?” He pulled back from her. “I can’t expect you to do anything for me sweetheart. You have a broken leg, you just gave birth a week ago. You need to heal, not worry about my needs. I can take care of myself baby.”

“I know you can Eric, but I want to do this for you. I love to make you come. I find it extremely erotic to watch you.” She blushed. “It’s kind of exciting for me to know that I can do that for you, to see you lose control.”

“Damn baby, you’re going to kill me, you know that, don’t you? Eric’s eyes burned with his desire. Natasha smiled at him.

“Help me into the bedroom Eric please. We don’t know how much time we have before the twins wake.”

Eric chuckled. “Now how can I refuse a request like that?” Bending down, he hooked Natasha behind the legs and slipped his other arm around her waist and gently lifted her into his arms.

She shrieked. “I’m too heavy Eric, plus the cast. Put me down you idiot. You’ll break you back.”

Despite her protests, he easily carried her through to the bedroom before depositing her gently on the edge of the bed. He supported her until she had herself comfortable on the edge of the bed. Standing in front of her as he was, Eric’s groin was level with her face and Natasha’s eyes fell on the bulge of his erection through his jeans.

“Ok Mr CEO. I want you out of those jeans, and I want you to do it now.” She told him softly, her eyes rising to his.

Eric swallowed noisily and she watched arousal flare in those incredible blue depths. “Are you sure about this baby? You’re only just out of hospital and you went through so much a week ago and to be honest, I’m frightened I’ll lose control. I’m so close to blowing, you have no idea.”

“I want to do this Eric and I can’t wait for you to blow.” She said. ”I’m going to suck on you until you come in my mouth.” At her words, Eric’s knees sagged slightly and he grabbed her shoulders to hold himself upright.

“Fuck baby, you’re driving me crazy. Are you sure?” His eyes searched hers one more time. As badly as he wanted her mouth on him, Natasha could see how fearful he was of hurting her.

“Well put it this way Mr CEO, if you don’t get those jeans off in 10 seconds, then I’m going to have to assume you don’t want my mouth on you. Last chance Mr, what’s it to be?” Natasha’s eyebrow shot up as she eyed him off.

With a loud groan, Eric’s hands went to his belt. His hands were shaking so badly he kept fumbling with the buckle, cursing as it seemed to be taking too long, but finally he got the belt undone, tearing it free of his jeans. He shoved his hand down inside while the other hand carefully lowered the zip and popped the button undone and as he pushed the denim over his hips, it snagged on his straining penis, enough that he gasped and his hips jerked. As soon as his jeans fell down his legs, he kicked them free, dragging his shoes off with them. He was in such a rush, he ended up in a one legged hop, almost losing his balance and Natasha had to hide the grin that was desperately trying to form on her lips.

Finally he stood in front of her again, naked from the waist down and Natasha tilted her head to one side, glancing at her wrist like she was checking the time although she wasn’t wearing a watch. “Hmm.” She said. “Not sure you got done in the allocated 10 seconds Mr CEO. Whether to let you off on that technicality or not, now that is the question.” She pondered.

She struggled not to burst out laughing when she heard Eric’s muffled curse and she looked up at him, amusement in her eyes. Eric’s expression was vastly different, frustration burned in his eyes, mixed with a hint of what looked like fear. “Oh you poor baby.” She cooed. “Do you think I’m serious?”

“God, I hope not. Don’t be a cock tease baby, my heart couldn’t take it.” He growled.

Still with a smile lingering on her lips, Natasha lifted her arms and circled Eric, digging her fingers into his tight buttocks. She tugged lightly and he stepped closer until his eager penis bobbed right in front of her face.

Natasha moved her hands to the front of him and with the palms of her hands, she placed them either side of his shaft, sliding them up his length until she reached the tip. Both hands closed around him and she bent forward, her tongue coming out to lick the drop of fluid that glistened on the head.

Eric drew in a sharp breath and when she glanced up, he was looking down watching her. As Natasha’s eyes held his, she tilted her head and slowly ran her tongue up the length of him, from his shaft to the tip, tracing the veins that bulged along his penis.

She heard his soft groan and felt him jerk under her tongue. “Oh fuck baby, more. Fuck me with that gorgeous mouth of yours.” He whispered.

At his husky words, Natasha parted her lips and slowly took him into her mouth, as deep as she could go. “Fuck yes baby. Suck me, suck me hard.”

Natasha could hear the urgency in his voice and decided she’d toyed with him long enough and started to give him what he wanted. She sucked on him hard, cupping his balls with one hand and holding his thick erection in the other as she worked him in and out of her mouth, occasionally gently drawing her teeth along his length as she knew he liked.

Eric had said he wouldn’t last long and he was right. In very little time, she heard his breathing become faster, more ragged. His hands were restlessly tunnelling through her hair as his hips moved, thrusting gently into her mouth.

He grew larger, harder as she sucked on him, his balls tucked up and as he began to spurt hotly against the back of her throat, he shouted out her name, his head thrown back, the veins in his neck standing out.

Natasha swallowed as quickly as she could, struggling to keep up as he seemed to just keep coming and coming, but finally she felt him relax, fine tremors racking his body and she sucked him a few more times until she’d drained him of every drop he had to give.

When she finally sat up, Eric dropped to his knees in front of her and gently laid his head on her lap, his hand curled around her thighs. Natasha could feel his heart beating hard against her leg, his breathing rapid on the skin of her thighs and she ran her hands through the silky strands of his hair as he recovered from his release.

They stayed like that for a while, neither talking, just holding one another until finally Eric raised his head to look at her. “God I love you baby. You are the most amazing woman I’ve ever known. Despite everything you’ve been through, you still did that for me and fuck, I thought I was going to die woman.”

Natasha laughed. ”I thought I was going to die too Eric.” She joked. “That was quite a load Mr CEO. I think it’s safe to say you were an over achiever just then. I nearly couldn’t keep up and thought I was going to choke. Now how would you explain that one to the authorities?”

Eric burst out laughing. “God baby, you make me laugh. So beautiful, smart, funny and sexy as all hell.” He tilted his head to look up at her. “Choked to death while giving a blow job. Is that what I’d have to tell the authorities? Damn, I wouldn’t like to have to tell your Mother that one.”

Natasha grinned, it was funny that they were joking about her possible death when just a week ago her life was at risk but this was so different and she was very happy to see Eric now looking relaxed and satisfied. The fact that he couldn’t return the favour didn’t matter to her at all. Her satisfaction was in seeing her husband looking happy. She knew her time would come eventually and she also knew that Eric would make sure she was satisfied over and over and over again. Just thinking about all the ways he’d make her happy and satisfied made her insides clench.

“Well much as I’d love to just stay like this forever baby we should go downstairs. Beverly should be home soon. She’s gone shopping to make sure the house is well stocked with all the food that you love. I want to make sure you’re well fed when you have the twins feeding off you sweetheart. You already look like you’ve lost some weight and I want you healthy and happy.” Eric stood, pulling his jeans back on before sitting on the bed alongside of her to put his socks and shoes on.

When he stood again, he put his hand out to help Natasha up and he grabbed her crutches. Together they made their way out to the lift, Eric carrying the baby monitor and they headed downstairs.

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Natasha loved Beverly. She was a tall slim woman in her early 50’s with shoulder length greying hair and warm brown eyes. She was very friendly but also extremely efficient. Within half an hour of arriving back at the house, she had lunch ready for Eric and Natasha and when the twins began crying, she offered to go up and bring them down.

She showed Natasha the best way to position both babies to feed them at the same time and assisted with burping and changing them after they’d fed. “God, I love you Beverly. Thank you so much. You have no idea how much I appreciate having someone like you to help me. I might have been ok with one, but I have to admit I’m struggling with two,” she told the other woman.

Beverly laughed, “Don’t be too hard on yourself Natasha. You’ve only been a Mother for one week and most new Mothers aren’t stuck on crutches with a broken leg. Mr Rothman told me what you’ve been through and I must admit you are looking very calm and relaxed for a new Mum.”

Natasha snorted, “Well, I must be good at hiding the sheer terror I feel sometimes,” she joked.

Eric came up behind her slipping his arm over her shoulders, looking down at Erica who slept in Natasha’s arms. “You’re a wonderful Mother baby, don’t sell yourself short.”

Natasha settled into a routine over the next several weeks with Beverly’s help. She felt confident enough with Erica and Nathaniel for Eric to go back to work.

Alice was discharged from hospital and spent two weeks staying in the house before she felt well enough to slowly get back into a routine working in the home and when she moved back into her cottage, Eric kept Beverly on to assist Alice and to keep her on as the nanny. Beverly moved into the other bedroom in the house which worked out well for everyone.

Natasha had been through the horror of having to relive what had happened to her and Alice at the hands of Vivian with a court case that had gone on for 4 days before the verdict had come back as guilty putting Vivian away in prison for a maximum sentence of 7 years. “Wow, that long.” Natasha said when her and Eric were discussing it one day. “Bet she regrets what she did now, or she will soon when she’s mixing it with the other ladies in prison.”

“Don’t feel bad for her baby. She made the decision to come and harm you and she attacked Alice. She has no one to blame but herself.” Eric reminded her.

Nathaniel and Erica were growing and doing really well. The night time feeds weren’t too bad for Natasha and she considered herself incredibly blessed that her babies were so good. Of course having a nanny to give her breaks from them and doing some of the work helped.