My Highland Lord (Highland Lords) (28 page)

“By heavens.” She sat down on the bed again and looked up at him. “Who would want to kill me? Adam said if he were to meet a highwayman, he wanted to be the one to surprise him. Perhaps there really was a highwayman—”

“A common highwayman who hid in the trees and killed a man he didn't know? To what end?”

Someone who had meant to kill her, not Adam? Phoebe felt the room begin to spiral again and she lay back on the bed.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

B
rahan Seer lay half a day’s ride ahead of them. That was half a day too long, as far as Kiernan was concerned.

“She hasn't uttered more than a word in response to my efforts at conversation,” Elise told him as they walked the grounds of the Glaistig Uain.

“Not surprising,” he replied. She'd said even less to him. “You sent word to Father?”

“Yes, though it’s likely he is already on his way to us and won't receive the message.” She lapsed into silence for a moment, then said, “He will be deeply upset if he misses your wedding, Kiernan.”

“I won't wait. God only knows what trouble Lord Ingersol and his wife have already set into motion. Who was this Branbury, Elise?”

She sighed. “I only met him once. But in answer to the question I know you're thinking, she gave no indication of having any tenderness for him.”

“You were obviously wrong on that score,” he said between tight lips.

“No,” she replied patiently. “They were clearly well acquainted, but she didn't act the part of a woman in love. In fact, she seemed very displeased with him.”

Kiernan kept his eyes straight ahead. “Lovers quarrel?”

“No, it wasn't that sort of thing at all.”

“I'll have to trust your judgment in the matter, but her upset seems to go beyond that of a friend dying.”

Elise slipped a hand into the crook of his arm and tugged him to a halt. “Kiernan.”

Kiernan met her gaze.

“He died in her arms.”

Kiernan covered her hand with his and gave it a squeeze before starting forward again. “Why was he there?”

“He was in love with her.”

“Yes, that was obvious even to me, but waylaying her on the road was a highly irregular way to go about pursuing her. Damnation, first someone tries to abduct her—” He caught the surprised look on Elise’s face. “Father didn’t tell you?”

“No,” she replied
.

“Well, the night Phoebe and I met—”

“Would this be the night you abducted her?”

He gave her a dry look. “Indeed, madam.”

“Ahh.” She faced forward and they started walking again.

“There was someone else attempting the same thing,” he said.

“Good Lord, you aren’t serious?”

"Very serious."

"Why wasn't I informed?"

The harsh note in her voice surprised him. "It didn't occur to me. I suppose, I assumed Father told you."

Her eyes narrowed. "Had I known that, I would have been more forceful in trying to stop Phoebe from making this trip. Don't think I'm not aware that you blame me for not stopping her."

"Blame you?" Did he blame her? "Elise, she was determined."

"Was her uncle aware that someone else attempted to kidnap her?"

Kiernan halted. "I-
at the time, Phoebe was sure she knew Branbury was the kidnapper, so I didn't feel—" He broke off.

"Didn't feel what?" Elise demanded.

"Damnation, Elise."

She lifted a brow. "I know exactly what your father and you would have done if I kept that sort of secret."

He knew she was recalling a time when she had kept just such a secret and had nearly got her brother
and
him killed. That had been a terrible time for them all, and he had often wondered if she'd fully forgiven herself for the deception—and his father for nearly killing her brother. Would Phoebe forgive him for setting her life on this new course? Did she blame him for her friend's murder? Could she accept him despite being forced into marriage?

"I was wrong," he said.

Elise's lips pursed, but she began walking again and said, “Who was this kidnapper?”

“I believed it was Branbury, but Phoebe swears it wasn’t him. Given that he was willing to chase her clear to
Scotland, I’m not so sure. By the way, until this mystery is solved, Phoebe isn't to go anywhere without a guard.”

“Ahh, that explains why Donald is always nearby," Elise said. "You may use Niall, also, if you like.”

He shook his head. “No. It 's best if you both have someone near at all times. I would prefer to think it was Branbury who had tried to adduct her that night," Kiernan went on with his previous thought. "A midnight run for Gretna Green would be harmless enough,”

“Yes. If it wasn’t him, the kidnapper is still out there.”

“Just as Branbury's killer is still out there.”

“You're certain it was deliberate murder?” she asked. "It is possible a highwayman shot him."

"Possible, but unlikely," he replied. "Which means I have to discover whether or not Branbury was the intended victim."

Eli
se gasped. "Why would anyone want to kill Phoebe?"

"That is what I intend to find out.”

*****

Kiernan opened the door to the women's salon at Brahan Seer.

Phoebe didn't turn from where she sat staring at the fire, but said, “Are you ready, Lord Ashlund?”

He closed the door and crossed to the couc
h. “No need to rush.” He sat down beside her and she looked at him. Her brow furrowed as her gaze shifted downward and he realized she was surprised to see him in a kilt. A hint of amusement shone in her eyes, then vanished.

“What did the
constable have to say about Adam's murder?" she asked.

"I sent word to the magistrate from
Glasgow. He's someone we trust and the closest magistrate. I haven't heard back from him yet, but rest assured, he'll conduct a thorough investigation."

"I can't hide f
orever."

"We aren't hiding
, Phoebe, but we must prepare for whatever that fool Ingersoll has in mind."

"Adam was a good man,” sh
e said. “I owe it to him to face his family.”

“It's not your fault he was shot.”

Her brow rose. “It was you who suggested he wasn't the intended victim.”

“That doesn't make it your fault.”

Something flickered across her face. A sense of knowledge, he realized.

“He was there to beg me to marry him—
to run off to Gretna Green that very moment, in fact."

“I see. Why didn’t you accept?”

“I…I wasn't in love with him."

"
Are you sure?" He glimpsed the moisture in her eyes before she ducked her head. "Phoebe," he began, but she pushed to her feet.

He stood and reached f
or her. She turned away, but he grasped her arm and turned her toward him.

"Let me go," she said through a sob.
"He is gone. You needn't worry that he is any threat to—"

Kiernan
pulled her close. “Hush,” he said. "You misunderstand."

“I understand well enough.”

The tears in her voice wrenched at his heart. “No, sweetheart, you don’t.” He pressed her closer and leaned his chin on her head.

She sagged against him. “He's dead, for-for what?”

“I wish I knew.”

“You can bloody well believe—” she hiccupped “—I'll find out.” She sobbed softly into his coat. “Don’t think you can stop me.” She hiccupped again. “Or that our marriage will stop me.”

Kiernan placed a finger beneath her chin and tilted her face up. “I wouldn't dream of stopping you.”

She stared, eyes wide, cheeks stained with tears. Desire swept through him.
Steady
, he warned himself.
Now isn't the time
—He froze when she reached up and wrapped a hand around his neck. She drew his face to hers. Her lips touched his. She's distraught, he reminded himself. She will regret her actions, but when she arched her breasts against his chest, his resolve failed. He devoured her mouth. Her small whimper sent blood pounding through his veins and his cock throbbed with staggering need. He became aware that her fingers had tangled in the hair at the nape of his neck. His erection pulsed. Warm, insistent, her lips parted, and he swept his tongue inside. Her tongue flicked against his and he sucked her into his mouth.

She gave a small gasp and melted against him. Kiernan cupped her buttocks and undulated her mound against his erection. By God, her touch set him on fire. They were to be married in minutes, their wedding night was only hours away. Could he wait? He had only to lift his kilt and he would be inside her in seconds. Would she let him? She broke the kiss and he was sure she'd come to her senses, but she slid her mouth along his jaw and down his neck. When she breathed deep he thought he would lose his mind. Kiernan thrust gently against her. Pleasure radiated through
his cock and he groaned.

Kiernan gripped her buttocks and lifted her from the floor, took one step and eased her onto the couch. He came down on her, kissing her hard as he yanked up her skirt and slipped his hand between her legs. His finger met her slick heat. She was so wet. Kiernan buried his face in her hair and slid a finger inside her. So tight.

"Phoebe," he whispered.

She stiffened.

His head spun.

“My God," she cried, and he jerked his head up.

His mind snapped into focus on her wide-eyed expression of shock.

"No." She shook her head.

“Sweetheart—”

"Not this, not now.”

He yanked his finger from inside her.

“No,” she cried more softly, this time.

He cursed and rose, pulling her to her feet.

"It's wrong," she said through tears.

Kiernan held her close. “I know," he soothed. "It's my fault, all my fault." And it was.

*****

Phoebe’s gaze fell from the afternoon sun shining through the stained glass window of the chapel to the sprig of white heather Kiernan had pinned to the bodice of the light green dress that served as her wedding gown. From the corner of her eye, she caught sight of her hand resting on his, and the thick gold band he had placed on her ring finger.

The reverend’s “You may kiss the bride,” registered faintly in her mind. Yet, she understood quite clearly the meaning when Kiernan’s tender grip on her hands loosened and his finger curved under her chin. Her gaze flitted past the lock of golden hair that had come loose from its binding and across the strange sight of his kilted
figure as he tipped her face up toward his.

“Lady Ashlund,” he said in a quiet voice, and brushed a kiss across her lips.

Her mind flooded with the memory of their earlier interlude and Phoebe experienced the same flush she had when Kiernan lowered himself onto her. Her mind clouded as it had in that moment, then shame followed, just as it had then. But the slick heat between her legs didn't fade. He slipped an arm around her and turned to face the small crowd who sat in the little chapel. Kiernan’s hold on her waist tightened and he halted, staring at his father, who stood at the end of the aisle. Kiernan started forward again, and Phoebe allowed him to lead her down the aisle.

“Father.” Kiernan stopped before the duke and extended his hand, but his father grasped his shoulders and pulled him into an embrace.

The duke released him, then turned smiling to Phoebe. He winked. “A bit sooner than you had anticipated, lass, but a fine thing, nonetheless.”

“Your Grac
e.” She started to curtsy.

He caught
her hand, stopping her. “Father will do.” He kissed her cheek. “Now, let me look at you.” He took a step back. “A fine thing, indeed.” He drew her close and hugged her. “Don't fret,” he said into her ear. “All will be well.”

To her great surprise, relief rushed through her. The duke released her, and Phoebe turned to see Elise standing behind her.
The duke stepped past Phoebe.

“Marcus.” Elise fell into his arms.

Just as a bride might fall into her groom's embrace, Phoebe couldn't help noticing, and a sudden urge to cry swept over her. She ducked her head with the intention of turning away, but the strong arm that slid around her waist startled her. She recognized Kiernan’s touch. He held her steady as the duchess withdrew from her husband’s embrace. Phoebe caught sight of her misty eyes and was sure she, too, would give into the tears that hung perilously close to the surface. When Elise embraced her, she remained silent, but gave Phoebe a squeeze, then returned to stand beside her husband.

Phoebe recognized the fiery redhead who next approached. E
arlier, Elise had introduced Phoebe earlier to Sophie, the duke’s cousin, and her husband, Justin. “How wonderful that you have managed to settle this rascal down,” Sophie said with a lilt of Scottish brogue. She glanced affectionately at Kiernan, then looking back at Phoebe, added, “I'm pleased to meet you, Lady Ashlund.”

Justin stepped up and said, “
Mille failte dhuit le d’bhreid, Fad do re gun robh thu slan. Moran laithean dhuit is sith, Le d’mahaitheas is le d’ni bhi fas
.”

Phoebe frowned, and Kiernan's warm breath washed over her ear when he bent and whispered, “A thousand welcomes to you with your marriage kerchief. May you be healthy all your days, may you be blessed with long life and peace. May you grow old with goodness and with riches.”