Must Wait (9 page)

She stalks off to my shower. I can hear her crying as
she whimpers out from time to time behind the door. I
move through the cabinets taking out two glasses. I drink
waiting for her to come out of the bathroom. After
seventeen minutes, she comes out of the bathroom, still
sniffling and all red eyed.
I push the glass to her. “Drink you are going to need
it. It is not going to feel good until you heal a few weeks
from now. Then sex will be a breeze for you.”
She stares up at me trying to be strong. “Pedro, I
know that you are the man for me. I feel it inside me,
inside the pit of my stomach. You will take special care of
me.”
I pour more tequila into her glass as I stare into her
eye coldly. “I never want to see you again after tonight.
You or your friend, stay away from me and my family.”
She nods to me and drops her towel, standing naked
before me. “I promise you, Pedro, that I will stay away
from your family.”
I laugh sarcastically. “Your promises do not mean
much to me, Katie. You already promised me that you
would wait until you got married. See where that got
you?”
She looks coldly at me. She shivers.
“Drink up, Katie.” I push the glass to her.
She guzzles it down and I pour her more. She
watches my hands as I move them back and forth.
She is still naked before me, I am happy her dirty
mouth earlier made me angry enough not to touch her
yet. I am still cooling down. She is a turn off to me when
she starts running her mouth. I reach across, stroking her
wet hair. I try to signal her to stop drinking, but she
drinks down more tequila. I see that she becomes shaky.
I lead her to my bedroom. I can sense that she is buzzing
as I push her down forcefully onto my bed. She gulps. I
can see she is not ready for this.
I remove all my clothes as Katie watches me. I glare
down at her. “Are you ready for this, Katie?”
“Yes, I am, Pedro.”
I reach for her hand pulling her up to sit up on the
bed. “I am not ready for you yet. Use your dirty mouth
on my cock, Katie.”
She reaches out touching me. “I love it when you are
not playing all shy with me, Pedro. I knew you had it in
you to be sexy and commanding. Hearing you tell me
exactly what you want.”
“Shh, I want you to shut up and suck me.”
She wets her lips with her tongue before leaning in to
take me in her mouth. I pull her hair back from her face,
watching her move slowly. She moves her hands to my
buttocks, gripping me as she slides her mouth over me.
“Ooo, that is so nice, Katie.”
She pulls away from me, staring up at me as she takes
my shaft in her hands. She pulls my cock as she licks me
lower. Her tongue comes back up and she takes me into
her mouth again. I grab fistfuls of her hair as I move her
head. I hold her head still as I start thrusting my hips,
slamming into her mouth. She closes her eyes and I can
tell she is not enjoying me doing this to her. At this point
I do not care. I will take from her what I want since I will
never have to see her again. I feel that I am getting close
to orgasm. She braces herself, placing her little hands on
my thighs. I stare down at her, while I continue to violate
her mouth.
“You are a slut, Katie, so I am going to treat you like
a dirty whore that you want to be.”
I grunt out as I come, my body still. She continues to
lick me as I shudder. I pull away from her sitting on the
bed. She turns to me as she rubs my chest.
She looks into my eyes. “That was so fucking hot. I
knew you had it in you.”
I shake my head at her. “What is wrong with you,
Katie? Women are not supposed to like that type of love
making.”
She giggles. “I may be the virgin, but you are the one
who is completely inexperienced. I am very well-schooled
in oral sex. I know how to give and take it. Sorry, that I
know what I like. You are wrong in how women want it,
Pedro.”
I glare at her. “Well-schooled, huh? Katie you are
only twenty one.”
She throws her head back laughing. “I have been
doing this since I was twelve Pedro with both boys and
girls. So please do not give me a lecture about
experience.”
I feel rage again as I look at the smug look on her
face. I can tell she always gets what she wants, but she is
not getting me. Not like that.
I reach out to touch her breast. “Let’s get this over
with so I can get some sleep tonight.”
Her eyes open wide as the smile fades from her face.
I caress her breast then I tug at her nipple. She moans out
as she leans forward to kiss me.
I pull back from her looking her in the eyes. “I do
not want to kiss you anymore. Kissing is very intimate for
me. You want this to be cheap and meaningless.”
She frowns. “No, Pedro. I do not want it to be
meaningless. I chose to do this with you because I do feel
something for you. I want you to be sweet and caring
with me. I want my first time to be right.”
I laugh at her. “Then why would you go with my
brother then.”
“I would never had done that. I have more selfrespect for myself and he is married. That is off-limits for
me. Also, I would never do that to you. I really do care
for you, Pedro. I said those things because you made me
angry with all your shyness. I want to kiss you, Pedro.”
I cup her face and tenderly kiss her lips. She lies back
on the bed, staring up at me with those eyes. I lie down
on top of her and move my mouth along her jawline.
Once I reach her lips, I kiss her softly again. I work my
tongue to hers. Caressing it as she moans to our kiss. I
slide my hand down between her legs and feel her
wetness as I rub her with circular motions. She moans out
again. I position my body to take her as I stare into her
eyes. Her hands come up to my biceps as she grips me. I
move my cock near her opening and she freezes up.
She wildly shakes her head pushing me away. “No,
no, I am not ready for this.”
I pull away from her, smiling. “Good girl, my sweet
Katie. I was not going to do it anyway. But I am warning
you that you better not play this game with other guys.
You might not be so lucky next time.”
She nods feverishly. I move over to her side pulling
her into me.
“I am just going to hold you for our last night
together.”
She nods as she pecks kisses to my chest before
snuggling in to me.

This has been a wild emotionally draining few days for
me. There is a part of me that is happy I had her for just
the small amount of time, but I am also glad to be free
from her head games. I am a man raising a child all alone.
I have a farm to run. She is such a distraction, a mere
child herself. I may be naive as she said, but she is too
wild for me. Her past is too shocking for me. Not the
type of woman this simple man wants in his life. I press a
kiss to her forehead before I doze off as I continue
thinking about how she is all wrong for me.

The next morning, I wake up to the smell of food
cooking in my kitchen. I sit up in my bed staring down at
my naked body as I remember last night. I am trying not
to be despondent as I think about her. I get up and walk
out of the bedroom. I move past her, not looking at her
as I go to the bathroom. I turn on the shower waiting for
the hot water to mix with the cold. I climb in and feel the
hot water soaking my stressed muscles. I wash up,
removing her scent from me. I have to get her home and
away from me. I do not want to cave under her spell
again. I look up and turn off the water. I towel dry myself
as I walk back to my bedroom. I start to get dressed and I
see her staring at me from the door.

I glance over to her while I pull on my shorts. “I can
smell that, thank you.”
She walks over to me, wrapping her arms around me.
She breathes me in. “You smell so good. Let’s go back to
bed.”
I pull away from her and I put on my shirt. “No, I
told you last night that this was it. No more. I have to get
you home. I have a lot of work to do and I need to speak
with Lasaro regarding his behavior with you girls.”
She laughs. “You amaze me, Pedro. Not all men are
like you.”
I look away from her. “Men should not be treating
women like cheap whores. Plus, he doesn’t even know
you and that you are a virgin.”
“Yes, he did. Noelia told him, then he got more
excited with me.”
I glare at her. “Katie, remember what you promised
me? That you and Noelia will stay away from my family?”
She nods. “You need to watch Lasaro more closely
then.”
I am confused. “Why would I have to do that?”
“I guess he pays for sex when he goes to Limon. He
offered Noelia and me money to be with him.”
I turn to her in shock. “Are you saying that my
brother is a cheater?”
“I would think so, Pedro.”
I grab my keys and pull at her arm to follow me.
“Let’s go now.”

I drive fast up the hillside. Katie looks over at me.
“Pedro, I thought you were taking me home.”
“No, not yet. I am going to confront Lasaro and

I pull up to the barn where both Lasaro and Paolo are
standing. I get out of the truck and Katie follows behind
me. I feel the anger rise in my chest as I walk towards
him. I stop in front of him and wind up punching him in
the face. Paolo jumps in, stopping me from hitting him
again. Lasaro rubs his jaw as he glares at me.

Paolo pushes me back some more. “He has been
doing that for years, Pedro.”
I glare at Paolo. “You know? How could you let him
do that to her?”
Lasaro is still rubbing his chin. “She knows too,
Pedro. She has always known. I love her and she loves
me. I would never leave her. I just need some loving on
the side when she is pregnant all the time.”
I shake my head in disgust. “You are a horrible man.
Dad would be disgusted with you.”
Lasaro laughs. “You and Paolo are such honorable
men just like Dad. Me not so much.” He moves his eyes
to look at Katie.
I yell at him, “Do not look at her Lasaro. She is not
some cheap whore.”
He laughs. “I know, she turned me down. Her and
her little naughty friend were exciting to watch though
with their mouths all over each other.”
I turn to look at Katie whose jaw falls open and she
turns red. She takes a few steps closer. “You are a pig,
Lasaro. You watched us how?”
He laughs. “When you and the girl were sunbathing
nude on your mother’s deck. I never saw anything like
that in my life, so amazingly hot.”
I shake my head in disgust at her,. “Katie, how could
you? I thought you were into me.”
She glares at me. “You knew what she and I were
into. Plus, that was the other day when I almost ran you
over and you led me back to the house.”
Lasaro speaks out, “Damn, Pedro. You should have
stuck around. You could have had both naughty girls.
The other one has a pierced tongue too. So hot, man.”
I turn my head to look back at him. “No, never. I do
not like naughty girls.”
Paolo grips my shoulder again as he turns looking at
me.
Paolo nods at me. “Katie, please go back into the
truck and wait for Pedro. I need to cool my brothers
down.”
I nod at Katie. “Yes, Katie, go.” I watch her as she
walks off.
Paolo releases his grip on my shoulder. “Yes, Lasaro
is a screwed up man but do not let that girl mess with
your head. She is different and you do not need to fall in
love with her. She is poison. You got me, Pedro. I was
hoping that she would be more like Olivia.”
I shake my head. “Olivia is not innocent either. She
condones Katie’s immoral sexuality.”
Paolo laughs. “Pedro, it is not immoral. Women are
like that, you know. Little devilish creatures. All nice on
the outside but very tenacious in the bedroom. I am sorry
that you did not get much time with Cyntia. You were still
learning when she died. She never had time to show you
her fierce side.”
I shake my head. “Cyntia was so sweet.”
Lasaro shakes his head. “No, Pedro, she was not
sweet. You were blinded by her. She used to let all the
boys touch her if you remember correctly. None of the
other boys in town wanted her since they all touched her.
You were the only one who pursued her. Her parents
were embarrassed by her.”
I hold my breath and shook my head, fully knowing
that he is right. I look up at the truck. “Let me take that
one back to her mother.”
Paolo rubs my shoulder as I walk by. “It will get
easier, Pedro. Trust me.”

I climb in to my truck and glance over at Katie who
is on her phone. I start the truck and she grips my arm,
signaling me not to drive yet. I stare over at her as I listen
to her speak in to the phone.

She nods her head. “Great. I can’t wait. I will see you
next week before I go back to school. We will have some
great fun, you know. Bye, babe.” She ends her call.

I feel my face get red as I shake my head at her.
“You are relentless.”
She laughs. “It was weird when I heard my phone
ringing.”
I start to drive, wanting to get away from her. She
makes me so angry. I stop short in the middle of the
gravel road.
I turn to her. “Why did you come on to me, Katie?
Why did you screw with my head? You make me so
angry. You used me like I was nothing and now you are
making plans with another guy.”
Her eyes open really wide. “Pedro, are you jealous?”
She breathes in, watching me. “I did not use you. I like
you very much, Pedro. You are right that this must end. I
was kidding myself that we could be something more.
You want a wife to take care of you and your son down
here at your farm. I am not wife material. I do not want
children. I want to become partner one day along with my
father at the law firm. My life is back home. I wish I
could have you, but I know I can’t. Oh, and that guy on
the phone was my cousin, Nick. I was making plans with
him. Gosh, Pedro, please give me the benefit of a doubt.
I am not that heartless.”
I turn away from her to stare out the windshield of
my truck. I put the truck in gear to continue driving her
home.

We arrive at Olivia’s house. I turn off the truck,
keeping my eyes forward. I do not want to look at her.
She takes off her seatbelt and slides over next to me.