Moon Spell (The Tale of Lunarmorte #1) (36 page)

She understood now. “Because only a Pack Leader had that authority.”

“Exactly.”

“It
’
s why you ran away,” she mumbled, everything making so much sense now, “When you were fourteen.”

“Yes,” he whispered, “But I
’
ve accepted my responsibilities since then.”
Responsibilities?
She jerked as if he had hit her and he noticed. “No, Caia I didn
’
t mean-”

“Stop.” She was suddenly desperate to be away from him, scrambling from the bed, tugging at the sheets to hide her body from him. “Don
’
t.”

“Caia, please let me explain-”

“Did you know? Did you know that sleeping with me would close the deal?”

He groaned edging around the bed. “Caia, no I didn
’
t think-”

“I swear to Artemis Lucien Líder if you come any closer to me I will kill you.”

Perhaps it was the quiet stillness in her voice that stopped him in his steps. It was more cutting than any shrieking female.

“Caia,” she heard the trembling anger in his voice and she looked up to meet his furious gaze. The silver in his eyes shone against the moonlight and she knew she was about to commence a miniature war with the Pack Leader. “It doesn
’
t matter now. You
’
re my mate. End of.”

She scoffed and flashed daggers at him. “I don
’
t think so. Once again you lied to me, and there isn
’
t even an excuse for it. Does the rest of the pack know about this?”

He shook his head. “Only the Elders, Ryder, and now Sebastian.”

“Sebastian?” And then she chuckled, a hysterical little laugh. “That
’
s what you were telling him today.”

Lucien nodded. “I had to. He thinks he
’
s in love with you.”

“And what, you think this apparent mating between you and I means that he
’
s not allowed to be?”

Well that was the button. Lucien moved so fast she barely saw him until he had her caught up in his hands, his hand cupping her neck, holding her head back as if she were an offering. “Let
’
s get this straight,” he snarled. “I don
’
t care how angry you are with me, you are mine, Caia, and I will kill anyone who takes what
’
s mine.”

She shivered but not from the cold. “I belong to no one,” she said bravely. “And I definitely don
’
t belong to you. How could I be with someone who doesn
’
t trust me? Who
I
can
’
t trust?”

He pushed her away as if he was disgusted and stepped back from her. “You
’
ve had a shock, you
’
re not thinking clearly. We
’
ll discuss this in the morning.”

Caia didn
’
t say anything. She didn
’
t think she could, she was on the precipice of launching herself at him, claws unleashed. Her breath fell rapidly, waiting as he silently left the room, and then she collapsed onto her bed.

How could this be? She shook her head and winced at the spot of blood on her bedclothes. Her blood.

Blinking back sudden exhaustion, Caia looked away. Tonight, he was supposed to have been her comfort, her safe place, and that
’
s why she had given herself to him without thought, without hesitation. And the way he had looked at her, as if she were the only thing worthwhile in this world.

Lucien may have come to terms with their parents taking away their choice when they were children. He may even want her for real now. But he wanted her on his terms, and the more and more he kept things from her, important things that concerned not only the pack but this entire war, the more and more he made her feel like a pawn. And she wasn
’
t a pawn.

With that she tore away from the bed and clambered out of her bedroom window. The change burned out her exhaustion and soothed her jangling nerves as she rushed into the woods with renewed energy. She found the clearing where she and Lucien had first played together, and stood strong gazing up at the moon, the scents of the night fluttering up her snout and spreading through her body like rightness. She knew Lucien would hear her howl but she didn
’
t care. She trusted at least that he would leave her in peace for the moment. After howling her heart out, Caia sighed inwardly and padded around in a circle, back and forth, around and around, her mind whirling. What she needed to do was be in on finding Jaeden. She couldn
’
t just let others do what they could while she stayed back home twiddling her thumbs like the little Mrs.
Ha!
She snorted at that, and bared her canines instinctively.
Bastard
, she whined.

No, what she needed was to find out where Ethan was, and to do that she needed to connect to him again. She glanced back through the woods towards the house. Unfortunately that meant returning to the scene of the
‘
crime
’
: her bed. She needed to sleep, and she needed to hope that in her dreams, Ethan would inadvertently lead her to her friend.

“She sounds impressive, Marion,” Vanne mused begrudgingly, his eyes flicking to his wife as if to see if she agreed. Marion waited. If anyone thought Marion was hard to impress they hadn
’
t met her sister. Marita was the most difficult person to please in the Coven. That proved intolerable at times… considering she was the Head of it.

Sometimes Marion thanked Gaia for sending a magik with Vanne
’
s stubborn patience to deal with her. Her gaze lingered on him for a moment too long.

Sometimes.

She looked away as Marita held her husband
’
s gaze, the connection between them evident. Marita nodded. “Somewhat, yes.”

Sighing, Marion reached for her coffee, and then eased back into the huge sofa that faced its twin on which Vanne lounged casually. As per usual Marita acted the diva queen, perched primly on a Reproduction Louis XIV chair at the head of the coffee table. Her sister
’
s suite was an amusing clash of tastes
–
Vanne
’
s rustic coziness and Marita
’
s stern elegance.

“I said I would return to the pack as soon as I could. With Jaeden
’
s kidnapping I
’
m sure Ethan
’
s closing in. Perhaps reinforcements?” she queried casually.

Marita sniffed. “If what you say is true then surely Caia will sense the Midnight
’
s attack before it happens. Reinforcements will be sent then. For now, we are struggling to deal with infighting in Italy over territory between the largest packs in the North, a potential rogue Daylight magik in Caithness, and we
’
ve received Intel that there is a planned attack against the Króls.”

Marion
’
s mouth fell open. “The New York Króls?”

Vanne nodded, his lips pressed thin with tension. The Króls were one of the largest vampyre covens in the United States and a highly respected, powerful member of Daylight. That the Midnights would even contemplate such a direct attack reinforced their fears that the war was picking up speed again.

“I see.” She sighed wearily. “I will return with Saffron then, and continue my training with Caia, hoping for the best that her heritage pulls through in time to save the pack. I think perhaps I will-”

Marita made this humming noise at the back of her throat, a warning that she was after something. Marion stopped talking and waited for her sister to speak.

Marita smiled appreciatively. “I was just thinking.”

“Yes?” she and Vanne drawled at the same time.

“Well, I understand that Caia will wish to stay with the pack until this business with her friend is concluded. However, I think it would be best for the Coven if Caia is brought back here to continue her training.”

Marion shook her head. “I don
’
t know about that, Marita. Cai-”

“Here me out,” her sister interrupted impatiently. “If Caia is going to be this important in the war it stands to reason that she should be brought to the Center, where she can benefit from our best magik
’
s training.”

“What are you saying? That I am incapable of training her?”

Her sister seemed to realize her insult and actually blanched. “Goddess, no sister. I wouldn
’
t have allowed you to be Caia
’
s protector all this time if I hadn
’
t thought you were capable. I merely meant that she should be with those who share her magikal abilities, and with those who are heading this damn war against the Midnights. What
’
s the use of having a weapon at our disposal if it
’
s not
at
our disposal?”

Vanne cleared his throat and straightened in his seat. “I agree with Marita, Marion. The girl should be brought back here.”

“The girl,” Marion replied between clenched teeth, “Is as much a lykan as she is a magik.”

“So.” Her sister shrugged. “We have plenty of lykans at the Center. And vampyres and faeries. Caia should become acquainted with her allies if she is to help lead us to victory.”

Although Marion could understand her logic, it grated that her sister was happy to forget that the girl in question was exactly that - a being with thoughts and feelings, not merely a weapon at their disposal. If Marion
’
s suspicions of Caia
’
s magik were realized, her sister and husband better hope in Hades that Caia came down on their side of the war. Not that she sensed any darkness in Caia.

The opposite in fact, which was comforting.

However, this was not her argument against her sister
’
s proposition. “I think you
’
ve forgotten the part where Caia is mated to Pack Errante
’
s Alpha. I doubt he would be happy to have his mate carted across seas, out of his reach.”

She smirked at their silence.

“I see you had.”

If she thought that was going to stop her sister she was wrong.

“It doesn
’
t matter.” Marita shrugged. “It will be up to the girl. Explain to Caia our wishes, and explain all the benefits of her coming to us, to the Center. We won
’
t force her-”

“You wouldn
’
t dare,” Marion drew a breath. “That would be idiotic.”

Her sister snapped back as if she had been slapped. “You forget yourself.”

“I do not. You may be the Head of this coven but I am still your blood and I refuse to bend to you when you spew nonsense.”

She barely listened to her sister rail at her about insubordination and yaddah yaddah yaddah. Vanne yawned. As sisters, with only a year between them, they had been arguing from the crib.

“Marita,” Marion cut her off mid spewing. “Calm yourself, and remember how delicate this situation with Caia is. I will return to the pack and to Caia
’
s training and I will offer her the Center as an option. But if she refuses and wishes to stay with the pack and with Lucien, then that will be her will. With her tracing magik she can fight a war against the Midnights from any location.”

Her sister glared at her, looked to her husband for support, and then turned back with a regal nod. “Fine.”

Marion smiled softly and was about to reach for another sip of coffee when her sister said quietly but authoritatively, “But weave your words with persuasion little sister. I want that girl here so I can see her capabilities for myself.”

Caia groaned as
soon as she entered the kitchen and was appraised by Ella and Irini. Their wide eyes travelled over her body and she flinched inwardly. She had forgotten that when two lykans mated, the other
’
s scent clung newly to their skin so that other lykans would know they had been claimed.

She reeked of Lucien.

“Morning,” she mumbled, her cheeks two bright red flags as she slid into a seat at the table.

Ella cleared her throat, “I take it you know, then?”

Caia nodded and grasped for the orange juice without looking at either of them.

“Lucien told us,” Irini explained quietly.

“As if he would have had to.”

They didn
’
t reply, they just let her gulp at her juice.