Monkey Wrench (7 page)

Joe hadn't the faintest idea how much a dress was going to cost—fifty dollars, maybe? But somehow he knew it would be a tactical error to admit such a failing. He said, “I'll think about it and get back to you. In the meantime, you can concentrate on finding a date.”

“I can manage that, I think.”

“Can you manage to fix us a salad, too?”

“Okay,” said Gina, hopping off her stool to help. She hugged Joe from behind first and said, “I love you, Daddy.
You're so understanding. You're the best father in the whole world!”

Joe grinned. He was wrapped around his daughter's little finger, and he knew it. He'd give Gina a hundred dollars for a dress. She deserved the best, after all.

She loosened her hug and said softly, “You know, if you wanted to see the television lady again, I guess I wouldn't blame you.”

Joe laughed and turned around, cradling Gina in his arms. “What brought that on?”

She didn't meet his gaze. “I dunno. You're not a monk, I guess.”

“A monk? Who have you been talking to?” Joe demanded, amused. “Your piano teacher again?”

Gina shrugged. “Maybe. She says you're an attractive man. She did, honest,” Gina repeated when Joe laughed in disbelief. “She says I can't keep you all to myself much longer.”

“Gina...” Joe began, massaging her arms and wondering what in the hell he was supposed to say.

But Gina stepped away from him, shaking her head rapidly. “I know it's true. You hate me sometimes—when I lie—and you want to have somebody nice around....”

“I never hate you, Gina.”

“But...” Gina stopped, her voice suddenly clogged with tears. “You need a woman around.”

Joe's heart melted. But he couldn't find the right words to ease his daughter's pain. Clearly, she was threatened by the idea of another woman entering his life, but he couldn't figure out how to explain that his feelings for Gina would never change. She was his
daughter,
for crying out loud! Nobody could ever change that bond.

“Listen,” he said, attempting to josh her out of her mood, “let me decide what I need around here, okay? Nobody knows better than I do, got that?”

She tried to smile. “Okay.”

“And the first thing I need is food,” Joe declared. “I'm
starving. Let's get dinner on the table, partner. Then we'll talk more about this dress business, okay?”

Gina's smile flickered at last. “Okay, Dad.”

He released her and went back to fixing dinner. He'd find a way to get Susannah Atkins out of his mind eventually. The last thing he wanted was to alienate Gina. If giving up women for the rest of his life was required, then so be it.

But, damn, Miss Suzie was going to be hard to forget.

T
HE PARAMEDICS GAVE
Rose a thorough examination. “We could take you to the emergency room, Mrs. Atkins, but I'm not picking up anything really terrible,” said the young woman with the stethoscope. “Your blood pressure's a little high.”

“I don't need to go to the hospital,” Rose insisted. “I was just a little dizzy. I feel fine now.”

“Well, you should see your doctor tomorrow,” the paramedic counseled. “Perhaps your granddaughter will take you.”

“Oh, no. Susannah's going on vacation. I'll ask a friend to go with me.”

“We'll see,” Susannah said, then showed the kind paramedics to the door. When she returned to the parlor where Rose was reclining on the sofa, she said, “I think I'll call your doctor immediately, Granny Rose. Are you still seeing Dr. Phelps?”

“Heavens, don't bother him tonight.” Rose sat up briskly. “He'll just tell me to come in in the morning.”

“All right, I'll take you to see him first thing.”

“I won't hear of you changing your plans for me, Suzie. I'm not feeble, you know!”

“But—”

“I don't need a nursemaid. You should take your vacation. You need it.”

The argument went on for several minutes, and Susannah had never felt more helpless. How could she force a perfectly
sane adult woman to see a doctor when she didn't want to? Her attentions only upset Rose.

“Granny Rose, I wish you'd be sensible.”

“I'm perfectly sensible,” Rose snapped, putting an end to the discussion by getting up and preparing a delicious supper of homemade soup and whole wheat rolls that she popped out of the freezer and into her warming oven. The rolls were perfect with Susannah's peach chutney, and Rose chattered at length about the soup recipe, one she felt Susannah could use in her TV program. Susannah was aware that her grandmother was trying to divert their attention from the problem at hand, but she allowed Rose to talk aimlessly about unimportant matters during the meal. Afterward, in the parlor, they enjoyed tea laced with brandy in front of a roaring fire. Talking local gossip, Susannah watched her grandmother's every move and syllable for signs of illness, but Rose seemed healthy and happy.

Rose always went to bed before ten o'clock. Since Susannah could hear her grandmother cheerily humming Christmas carols in her room, she tiptoed downstairs to telephone Roger.

She got through to his answering machine.

“Roger,” she said to the recording, “I've run into a problem with my grandmother. I may have to postpone my flight. I'll call you in the morning when I know what's going on. I—I'm sorry about this.” She wished she could say more, but it was difficult speaking to a machine. She ended by saying softly, “I'll be in touch. Good night.”

She hung up, wishing she could have talked with Roger personally. Although he wasn't much of a listener where personal problems were concerned, he was a logical, unemotional thinker, which might be helpful. He could at least act as a sounding board for Susannah's worries about Rose. She needed someone to share her feelings—someone who could help her decide how to help her grandmother without compromising Rose's self-esteem and independence.

“How do I help Granny Rose without making her feel like she's incapable of taking care of herself?”

A good answer didn't occur to Susannah, so she went upstairs quietly and changed into her flannel nightgown. She left her bedroom door ajar in case her grandmother should cry out in the middle of the night, and climbed into bed. It was the same canopied princess bed where she'd slept during her childhood. The same gauzy white curtains festooned the frilly white bed that resembled—in Susannah's mind—the grand sleigh of a beautiful ice princess who drove a pair of milk-white ponies over the snowy land she lived in.

But the pleasant memories evoked by her bed didn't make Susannah feel any better. She lay awake for a long time, wondering what she could do. So many of her friends had taken care of elderly parents, but Susannah had never imagined the day when Rose might be incapacitated in any way. Such a vital, fun-loving woman as Granny Rose didn't deserve a slow, undignified slide into dependency.

Yet there was no stopping old age, Susannah knew. Eventually, Rose would need a great deal of care and the responsibility would be Susannah's alone. Somehow, she had to find a way to help Rose without hurting her pride.

In a few hours, Susannah knew, she could be winging her way to a beautiful beach bathed by sea breezes. But only a completely selfish woman would abandon Rose when she was most in need. Susannah intended to telephone Roger in the morning to cancel their plans. She hoped he'd understand.

Perhaps she'd invite him to spend Christmas in Tyler. She had often contemplated a more serious relationship with her boss. Perhaps now was the time. Roger might enjoy the endless entertaining, the hours of puttering in the kitchen while neighbors popped in and out to sample Christmas cookies and lend a hand. Roger might actually have fun decorating the tree with the hundreds of antique ornaments Rose and Susannah had collected over the years. Gilded fruit, yards of shining ribbon, garlands of pine—Susannah loved draping the house in finery.

Perhaps Roger would, too.

But lying in bed, Susannah knew that Roger wouldn't care
for a Tyler Christmas in the least. He'd hate the pointless chatter, the foolishness of decorations that would have to be stripped down in January. He'd have a terrible time making small talk with the old ladies who'd come for eggnog. He'd find the church service boring and the family traditions charming but foolish.

Not that Roger didn't have other good qualities, Susannah told herself hastily. He was a nice man, of course. He had a wonderful head for business and knew broadcasting inside out. He had been a big part of the team that made “Oh, Susannah!” a success.

But he couldn't sit in a kitchen drinking cocoa and gossiping about the Ingalls family the way Joe Santori had—not without yawning, checking his watch and dashing off to make important phone calls every half hour or so. Roger was very single-minded. His work was his life.

Susannah felt the same way. Her work was important—the reason she got up every day. She loved the pace and the stimulation. Although trips to Tyler were relaxing and precious to her, Susannah thrived on her career.

But oddly enough, she found herself dreaming about Joe Santori when she woke the next morning. She sat up abruptly and threw off the quilt, which had suddenly turned very hot. Just conjuring up Joe's face caused a warm sensation to curl through Susannah's body.

“Why in the world is
he
floating around in my head?” she groused, reaching for the bedside clock to check the time. “Heavens, it's after eight! I wonder how soon he'll get here?”

Susannah's question was answered not by a voice, but by a tremendous
thunk
that sounded from the porch below.

“What in the world?”

She climbed out of bed and grabbed the white satin robe she had left draped over the rocking chair by the door. Pushing her rumpled hair away from her face, she went out into the hallway in her nightie.

“Granny Rose? Did you hear that noise?”

Rose had just emerged from her own bedroom, already dressed for action in a pair of baggy trousers and a sky-blue sweater embroidered with snowflakes. She was pulling a knitted cap down over her hair and looked ready to go out of the house. She also looked cheery and pink-cheeked—the picture of health. “Oh, that was probably the paperboy, Lars Travis. Sometimes he throws the paper from the street to build up his arm. Good morning, dear. Lars wants to be a football player, you see.”

“Surely he'd get better practice on the football field.” Susannah sleepily put her arms through the sleeves of her lace-trimmed robe as she followed her grandmother down the hallway.

Rose charged along the carpet as though powered by a full-throttle steam engine. “Oh, Lars practices whenever he gets the chance!” She laughed. “Good thing, too. He's just terrible, you see. But he's very charming. He's the town gossip, to tell the truth. Almost as good as Tisha Olsen at the Hair Affair.”

Susannah grinned. “He sounds like someone worth knowing. Granny Rose, where are you going, may I ask?”

“Oh, I have a date at Marge's Diner. I promised a friend I'd lend her my coffeepot.”

“Hold it!” Susannah cried. “What about going to see Dr. Phelps?”

Rose waved her hand breezily. “The office won't open until nine, I'm sure. I have plenty of time to get down to Marge's and back.”

“See here, Granny Rose! Give me a minute to dress and I'll drive you down. After last night, you shouldn't be wandering around the streets of Tyler—”

“Why not?” Rose demanded, spinning on Susannah and startling the younger woman with the fire in her gaze. “I've lived here all my life, and I've never once so much as tripped over a crack in the sidewalk between here and the diner! I can hotfoot my way down there and back in fifteen minutes.”

“But—”

“You're not my baby-sitter, you know!”

“If you'd just slow down a little—”

“The day I slow down is the day I die!”

Susannah held her tongue, ashamed that she'd upset her grandmother. She felt her face grow hot.

Clearly chagrined, Rose leaned forward and gave Susannah a kiss on her cheek. Then she turned and led the way down the stairs, saying over her shoulder, “Help yourself to tea or coffee. I just put some muffins in the oven—banana and pecan, a new recipe. We'll try them when I get back from the diner. Listen for the timer, please?”

“Of course.” Susannah followed, not bothering to tie the sash on her robe but tiptoeing barefoot down the stairs.

“After breakfast, I'll help you pack for your trip. You
are
leaving today, aren't you?”

“Not until I've heard what your doctor has to say.”

“Oh, I'm fine this morning.” As if sensing Susannah's disapproval, Rose added hastily, “But if it will make you happy, I'll call for an appointment as soon as I get back. He keeps Saturday hours and will fit me in, I'm sure. Then you can go off and have a wonderful vacation!”

Susannah didn't argue further. She said, “I wish you'd let me go along to the diner.”

“That's silly. I'll be back in two shakes. Why don't you read the paper while I'm gone? It's on the porch, I'm sure.” From the enormous walnut armoire in the hallway, Rose removed an ancient duffel coat and pulled it on. “Just save me the front page and the obituaries—the important stuff. I'll go out the back door.”

“Surely you won't ride your bike!”

Rose Atkins had long ago forsaken the automobile as her primary mode of transportation. Instead, she pedaled a three-wheeled, adult-size tricycle all over town—to the grocery, the local diner and her various meetings with friends and clubs. Although Rose claimed she used the bike for ecological concerns, Susannah suspected her failing eyesight was the primary reason she'd decided not to drive her car anymore.

Rose buttoned her coat and trundled down the hall toward the kitchen. “I ride my bike when the roads are clear, but this morning there's a little too much wet snow. I'll walk through Donohoe's backyard instead—that should make you happy. It's only two blocks to Marge's from there.”