Authors: Barry Cummins
On the weekend in August 1996 on which Fiona Pender disappeared, Emer Condron had called to the flat in Church Street a number of times but didn’t knock, because the
blinds were drawn. She assumed that Fiona was resting, and she didn’t want to disturb her. It wasn’t until just before ten o’clock on the evening of Saturday 24 August that she
realised something was terribly wrong.
Fiona’s boy-friend, John, knocked on the door, and Fiona’s mother, Josie, was with him in the jeep. They were looking for Fiona, and John asked me if I knew
where she was. I was never so scared: it soon began to sink in that she was missing. It is just so horrific to think that someone did this to Fiona, when she was seven-and-a-half months
pregnant. It’s so frightening to think of what she may have gone through. Not knowing what happened to Fiona, or where she is, it’s just horrible. It is an empty death: nobody can
grieve, there’s no grave to visit.
Another aspect of the disappearance of Fiona Pender has intrigued detectives who worked on Operation Trace, set up in 1998 to investigate any links between the missing women in Leinster. It is
claimed that a man from the midlands visited the home of a close relative of another missing woman, and suggested that he might have been responsible for Fiona’s disappearance. It is claimed
that this man, who is known to the Gardaí investigating Fiona’s disappearance, said he might have been responsible, but had been on medication at the time and couldn’t remember
whether or not he had caused harm to Fiona.
While Mary Phelan has been to the forefront of a campaign for the establishment of a National Missing Persons Unit, in Tullamore Emer Condron has also been busy trying to keep the issue of
missing people before the public. She co-ordinated a campaign that sought to use the postal system to maintain awareness of the plight that many families suffer. She asked An Post to consider
raising awareness of the issue of missing persons by issuing stamps bearing a photograph and details of missing people, but the authority declined. Emer was disappointed, but not deterred.
I get a little upset when I see what does appear on stamps—musicians and the like. All I wanted was a stamp to honour missing people, or to somehow keep the issue in
the eye of the public. I still hope that An Post may take the initiative and be the first to do something like this. In the meantime I printed special appeal envelopes with a photo of Fiona,
and a short description, and over 22,000 of those have been circulated.
Josephine Pender and Emer Condron are close. Both women lost their best friend in August 1996, and neither will rest until Fiona’s body is found and laid to rest and the
killer is brought to justice. Emer told me that they cannot rest, and will not rest.
Fiona was the soundest person I knew. We spent so many happy weekends heading off on our bikes to motorbike rallies around the country. Fiona always made allowances for
people’s behaviour towards her, even when they hurt her feelings: she didn’t want hassle or upset in her life. I miss her friendship—something you cannot replace. It makes me
so angry that in relation to all the missing people who are presumed to have been murdered, that for each of these people there is a person or persons responsible for these cowardly acts of
murder, and they are walking around freely in our society. And they have a free hand to do it again to another family.
In May 2002, Josephine Pender and her son John attended the unveiling of the Monument to Missing People by President Mary McAleese in the grounds of Kilkenny Castle. Later that
day, in a private meeting, Josephine Pender and President McAleese held hands and spoke about Fiona. It was an emotional meeting for both. Josephine introduced John to the President, who remarked
that he was a fine young man. ‘He’s had to grow up too fast,’ replied Josephine, as tears streamed down her cheeks.
Gerry Murray retired as superintendent at Tullamore Garda Station in April 1999. He had been a garda for thirty-nine years and had served in all four provinces, including his
final service in Tullamore, where he served for twenty-three years. He knew the area, and he knew the people. When he retired he was replaced by Superintendent Peter Wheeler, who had worked on
Fiona Pender’s case from the beginning as an inspector in Tullamore. A team of detectives led by Superintendent Wheeler continues to search for the clue that will unlock the mystery of Fiona
Pender’s disappearance. Superintendent Murray says the one regret of his four decades as a garda was that Fiona’s disappearance was not solved.
The people of Tullamore were terrific in their assistance, but that is the one disappointment in my life. We thought we would crack this case; and I still believe that Fiona
will be found some day and that the person responsible will be held responsible. Right now we have no scene, no body. But I believe this will be solved.
John Thompson declined to be formally interviewed for this book, but he told me he believes the Gardaí made many mistakes early on in the investigation. He believes
certain leads were not followed up or were not followed up quickly enough.
When Josephine Pender and her son John are not together they keep in close contact by mobile phone. John works as a salesman for an underfloor heating company in Cappancur,
Tullamore. Just like his father, John is interested in art. He may pursue this in the future, just not right now. Josephine and John have travelled on holidays to Portugal and to Medjugorje in
Bosnia. Both trips were gifts from well-wishers, bringing some semblance of normality to a family that has suffered unimaginable pain.
Josephine Pender told me she always wanted a large family. She had two miscarriages before John was born, and two afterwards. She looked at photographs of her dead children, Fiona and Mark, and
sighed.
I should have seven children, now I only have one. Whoever took Fiona damaged so many people. John and myself go out to Seán’s and Mark’s graves in Durrow
to think of Mark, Seán, Fiona, and the baby. On the twenty-second of October of every year, the date that Fiona was due to give birth, we go to the graves and we light a candle. I bring
a little toy for the baby.
C
iara Breen is commonly referred to as one of Ireland’s missing women, but technically she was a child, being not yet eighteen when she was
murdered in the early hours of 13 February 1997. She was probably murdered by a man she had arranged to meet close to her home in Dundalk, Co. Louth. A local man remains a prime suspect. Two years
after her disappearance he was arrested on suspicion of murder, but the Director of Public Prosecutions decided that no charges should be brought. This man is one of a number of men questioned
about Ciara’s disappearance. Two cousins who live a nomadic life and who were living near Co. Louth at the time of Ciara’s disappearance were also investigated, and were also questioned
about their movements at the time of the abduction and murder of Jo Jo Dullard fifteen months before. The prime suspect denies he ever had a relationship with Ciara Breen, despite a number of
Ciara’s friends coming forward with claims to the contrary.
Ciara Breen’s disappearance has caused untold anguish for her mother, Bernadette Breen, who has lost her only child. Bernadette is aware of the identity of the prime suspect for her
daughter’s disappearance. He is a Dundalk man who she once chased away from her front door when he was trying to strike up a conversation with Ciara.
Ciara Breen was abducted and murdered a month before her eighteenth birthday. She would never know that her mother had organised a surprise trip to Disneyland in Florida for her birthday. Ciara
and Bernadette had been to Florida the previous October, and Ciara had often said she would love to go back.
Twelve hours after Bernadette Breen’s only child vanished from her home in February 1997, a doctor at the Blackrock Clinic in Co. Dublin told Bernadette she had cancer.
She had kept her appointment, hoping that by the time she returned home Ciara would be back before her. All Bernadette knew was that Ciara had sneaked out of her bedroom window in the early hours
of the morning. She hadn’t taken any money from her bedroom, and all the indications were that she had left with the intention of returning before her mother woke.
It was only a few hours after they had said goodnight that Bernadette had discovered that Ciara was missing. In the early hours of the morning Bernadette had woken up and had looked in on Ciara.
She wasn’t there. The bed was empty, and the bedroom window was ajar. This was the first time Bernadette had discovered Ciara sneaking out of the house during the night. She had once run away
for a few days, but that was nearly a year and a half before. Besides, she was more mature now.
For hours Bernadette sat in the darkness waiting to catch her daughter when she came back in the window. But she never came.
At her home in St Mary’s Road, Dundalk, Bernadette Breen told me there are many reminders for her of what she has lost.
Ciara was my life. She was my identity: I wasn’t Bernadette, I was ‘Ciara’s Mam’. And I know I always will be. But my baby is lying out there
somewhere.
Ciara Breen had many things on her mind the night she disappeared. She was worried about her mother’s hospital appointment the next day: Bernadette had already been to
hospital to undergo cancer tests and was about to get the results. Earlier that day, at the Ógra Dhún Dealgan FÁS course Ciara was on, she had told her tutor, Rosaleen Bishop,
that she was going to go home and make the house tidy and warm for her mother, who had an important hospital appointment the next day. Ciara was also worried about her looks. Like most teenagers,
she was very conscious of her appearance. A difficulty with her gums meant she would need the upper row of her teeth re-set. And then there are the other things that were concerning her that we
don’t know about, and never will. We will never know for certain what made her sneak out of her bedroom that night, though we can speculate. It is most probable that she went to meet a man,
perhaps a man much older than her. Was this to be the start of their relationship? Or was she trying to end one? If so, why? Why was she keeping the relationship hidden?
Bernadette Breen recounted with clarity her memories of the night Ciara disappeared. The cancer with which she was diagnosed just after Ciara’s disappearance did not get the better of her,
though it may return.
I remember the night Ciara disappeared we went out for a meal to the Roma restaurant in Park Street in the town. Ciara and I were like sisters the way we would joke
sometimes. And we had fun that night. Ciara really liked the actor Chris O’Donnell, and I remember she recorded him that night in ‘Circle of Friends’. She had marked the tape
‘Ciara Breen’s tape. Do not touch.’ We also watched a film on Sky. ‘Bad Boys’ was the film, with Will Smith. I was travelling to Dublin the next day for the
results of a cancer test. I asked Ciara if she was worried about the results. She replied, ‘Not really. Not if you aren’t.’ We got ready for bed and she came in and threw
herself on my bed like normal, and we chatted about a few different things. I joked with her about the cancer results, saying, ‘You’re not going to get rid of me that easily.’
She dropped a hint about her eighteenth birthday. One present that she knew she was getting for her birthday was a bank book with her children’s allowance money saved in it. She was very
excited, wondering how much was in it. The last thing she said to me was, ‘Don’t read for too long. I love you.’ I said to her, ‘I love you too, sweetie.’ I always
called her ‘sweetie’ or ‘sweet pea’. Ciara went into her own room. A few hours later I discovered she was missing from her bedroom, and her window was open.
Ciara Breen was a good child who at one time fell in with a bad crowd. It started when she was about sixteen-and-a-half. Certain girls her own age began to lead her astray. In
October 1995 she ran away with a friend; they travelled across the border and hid in a house in Jonesborough, Co. Armagh, owned by an aunt of Ciara’s friend. Bernadette had no idea where
Ciara was, and she called the Gardaí immediately. A national appeal for information was issued. Bernadette told me that Ciara looked like a wreck when she decided to come home.
You know the way some kids are kind of hardy—well, Ciara wasn’t. She wasn’t suited to running away. When she ran away to this house in Co. Armagh she
didn’t like it. She came home with black rings under her eyes, and she had a cold sore on her mouth. This was during a time that I was having trouble controlling her. She was about
sixteen-and-a-half, and I had about six months of trouble. She was hanging around with girls who in turn knew boys that would give any mother nightmares. There were about a dozen times that she
was in trouble, and I had to ground her many times. But from about July 1996 up to when she disappeared she was fine. She wasn’t mixing with those people any more, and we were getting on
so well. She had seemed to settle down and had even told me that she had taken her first drink, a bottle of Ritz. She’d had two bottles, and we had a good chat about drinking responsibly.
We were the best of friends.